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What if I see you again? Will I turn the other way? Or will I stop in front of you, and ask how you got away? What if I end up striding right past you, acting like strangers who didn’t know each others pasts or days? But what if I never even get the chance to think about doing any of that? What if I never see you again? Will I still spend every moment thinking of you? Or will I end up forgetting about what we had, and start fresh with someone new?

a.a. If only I knew… (via apikaliaa)

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Do me a favor okay? Stop trying to go back to who you were before. Before you were raped, before you got sick before an eating disorder took over your life. stop trying to be who you were five, ten, twenty years ago. Before the mental illness took over, before he died, back before your parents split or you lost your best friend.

You are NOT the same person as before. You never will be again. Give up the idolization of “before” and be who you are now. Be the you AFTER.

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I'm back!!

Time to get serious. Skipping breakfast and lunch, and if I get hungry before dinner I'll have celery or carrots. Then dinner, if my mom doesn't make anything I won't eat and if she does I'll eat half. Today I'm doing tons of work on the yard. Which is good because it's a good workout plus I'm getting $$. Also will do a mile on treadmill when I get home at 3:30 today

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I'll be skinny by Summer, I swear.

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Reblog if you wanna lose 20 pounds by summer, that way we can all keep each other accountable 💙

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You don’t get it. You see, when I look in the mirror, I see it. I see chubby thighs and a big stomach. I see zits and freckles. This is not how I want to look. So, how could I be me in a body that I don't even feel comfortable in?

Why can’t I change?

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