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[emsy55]

Still reading your fics pls don’t delete!

Okey i won´t! It´s sad that we all stopped writing and aren´t active anymore

[emsy55]

Let me know if you´re still reading my fanfics, otherwise i´ll delete my blog because i don´t use it anymore

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[emsy55]

Hey how are you doing babe?

Tbh I'm really stressed and going through a lot of shit lately, but I have good friends and a good boyfriend that support me😊 how are you?

[emsy55]

I write cnco fanfic but not smut! Honestly been preoccupied with other people lately especially since the content from cnco has been a bit lacklustre so I haven’t been reading much fanfic of them and a lot of people I follow on here aren’t really active anymore so my dash is so dead in terms of cnco content

I have exactly the same! I've had so much on my mind that I haven't been reading or writing. But I think I might start writing again at moments that I want to, but not as much like I used to. I also haven't been checking other blogs but it does seem like people aren't active on here anymore

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I don't see a lot of people writing smut anymore but it's in high demand in cnco tumblr literally everyone is begging for some fanfic

Really? Bc I recently posted one (that I still had in my drafts) and i barely got any reactions on it, it used to be way different. And it's not that I'm writing to get more followers or whatever, but it's just extra motivation to write if you know people are actually reading and enjoying it

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I've barely used tumblr the past months. This week I've been using again. Serious question: are people still writing fanfic and mostly smut? And do people still want to read it?

I've been thinking about writing again but idk yet

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Dirty Secret (Zabdiel De Jesus Smut)

Note: I wrote this smut for @prettyboypimentel writing challenge. The deadline was in July, but I wasn’t using Tumblr anymore so i never finished it and posted it. I’m sorry that i’m so late with this, but i hope you still enjoy reading this!! I will post a life update soon with an explanation about why i disappeared. 

Warnings: Smut

@h-bea92 @cncogirl18 @sometimesbadalwaysboujie @papichriscnco @anninhiliation @ctrlcnco @prettyboypimentel

As soon as you see him walk in, you know it's too late. You'd just have a calm evening with your friends, no drinking, no crazy shit. But suddenly the plans changed. Your friend thought it'd be a good idea to go out. She wanted you to get drunk and find a nice guy you could take home. You know what they say, the best way to get over someone is to get under someone else.

The only thing she didn't realize is that your Zabdiel, your ex, came home earlier from his promo tour than was originally planned.

And that brings you here. You're alone in the club, you've already lost all of your friends. You've had too many shots of tequila, you're horny as fuck and you're looking at your ex. You know that it's wrong and you know that your friends would kill you if they find out. But you can't help it. Every hot guy in this club is invisible, the minute you see Zabdiel.

If you can choose between a disappointing one night stand with a random drunk guy, or mind-blowing sex with your hot ex, the decision isn't hard to make. Even if it means that you'll end up even more broken than before. 

Zabdiel can feel your eyes on his skin. He knows what he does to you. He knows that he's your weak spot. He knows that you'll always be his. He doesn't hesitate and walks up to you, wraps his big hands around you, and kisses you roughly.

His tongue dominates yours. He bites and sucks your lip. No one kisses like him, no one can get you this turned on with just a kiss.

But in a moment of soberness, you realize that you can't be seen with him in public. Your friends wouldn't understand. They've seen you cry for hours because of him, they'd never get why you keep going back to him.

You want to show them how strong you are, you don’t want them to see your drunk moments of weakness.

With instant regret, you pull away from the passionate kiss. 

“We can’t,” you say, still gasping for air

His dark eyes give you a serious look. His hands are holding you tight, he doesn’t want to let you go.

“Why? Because you don’t want to, or because you don’t want your friends to see us together?”

He knows. Of course, he knows, he knows you better than anyone in the world. He sees what he’s doing to you. He sees your hard nipples through your tight top. He knows how wet you are. 

You don’t answer, you just look at him and bite your lip.

“If you don’t want to do this, I’ll stop right now. You know I would never touch you without your permission princesa. But letting you go just because of your friends would be a waste, don’t you think?” He says, while his hand is cupping your chin, making you look him into his eyes.

He’s so damn right. You place your lips on his again. 

“You’re right, I want you. But we should get out of here. I don’t want them to see us.”

Zabdiel just nods and grabs your hand. You’re confused because he’s not going towards the exit of the club. He walks towards a man, shakes his hand, and says something, but you can’t hear what because of the loud music. Zabdiel grabs your hand again and walks towards a door in the back of the club.

“Who was that?” you ask confused

“My friend, the owner of this club. I asked if I can use his secret VIP room” he says with a smirk on his face.

You walk upstairs and get into a nice room. There’s a fancy bar with expensive bottles of liquor. The seats are black leather. No one’s here except for the two of you. You walk towards the big window that gives you a perfect view of almost the entire club. It’s glass, so the people could see you as well if they weren’t too caught up in being drunk and stupid.

Zabdiel grabs two glasses and a bottle of vodka and walks up to you. 

“Are you allowed to just take that? how do you even know the owner of this club and how did you get him to let you use this room?” you shoot all of these questions at him in just a few seconds. 

“Connections, baby,” he says and just smirks as he hands you a drink.

You drink it fast, you don’t want to sober up. You don’t want to think about all the logical reasons not to sleep with him. You want to be drunk and just focus on how hot he looks and how good he can make you feel.

You both put your empty glasses down and he kisses you again, this time with even more dominance. He wants to show you that he can still make you feel like he did before.

His hand smoothly slides over your leg, up to your thigh and under your skirt. You gasp as his long finger slips underneath your panties. But he slips it out just as fast and brings his finger to his mouth to lick it clean. 

“Just wanted to see how wet you are” He whispers softly in your ear.

Him teasing you this way is making you so frustrated, so you decide to give him a taste of his own medicine. You rub your hand on his hard dick and cup it tightly. But you pull away as soon as he did and stick out your tongue at him.

His eyes get darker and his large hand wraps around your throat. “Hmm really baby? You should know me good enough to know that I’m the one who’s in charge, not you. I’ve punished you so many times, have you not learned anything?”

His hand leaves your throat and he rips your clothes off your body. He grabs the small leather belt that it’s in your skirt and uses it to tie your hands firmly behind your back. His hand grabs your hair and he pushes you with your face down on one of the fancy leather seats. So you're bend over with your naked ass up, and your face down, pressed against the black leather. 

He stands behind you so that he has perfect view of your dripping pussy.

“Fuck, I love this view” he hisses.

After waiting for what feels like an hour but was just a long minute, he takes his own belt.

"are you ready for your punishment, baby?"

"Yes, please" you answer quickly, sounding so needy and desperate. Zabdiel can't help it but smirk at your reaction, he loves how dirty you are.

His belt hits your ass cheeks and you can't help but moan.

After spanking you 5 times with his belt, he asks you if you know why you're getting punished.

“I’m getting punished because i tried to tease you” your voice his shaking from all the pleasure this pain is giving you.

“Hmm correct. But also because you tried to turn me down because of your stupid friends. If you had listened to them, you wouldn't be having this much fun right now, and you know that."

“You're right, I’m sorry papi”

The belt hits your ass one last time.

He looks at your beautiful ass cheeks and the big red marks he just made. Seeing you tied up, with your ass up and face down, your ass red and seeing you enjoy it, is the hottest thing he’s ever seen. 

He doesn’t want to give in already, but when he looks at your wet pussy, he can’t help but touch it. He gets on his knees, puts his hands on your butt cheeks, and spreads them, so gets an even better view.

His warm tongue pushes inside your entrance, causing you to moan. He licks up and down your slit a few times, but then he gets up again. He doesn’t want to give you too much already. He prefers teasing you until you almost fall apart.

He takes you off the leather couch and positions you in your knees in front of him. He grabs a fist full of your hair as you put your lips around his hard cock.

You don't break eye contact while he fucks your dirty little mouth. Your hands are still tied behind your back as he thrusts deep in your throat. Your eyes are tearing up a little as you're moaning around his hard cock.

Your mouth gets filled with his warm cum and you swallow it all. You can see in his eyes how much he likes that.

He lifts you up and kisses you, this time he's more gentle and soft. His hands are wrapped around your body as his tongue is softly exploring your mouth. You like his rough kisses, but this is amazing as well.

After a few minutes of soft kisses, his dominant side appears again. He lifts you up and takes you to the big window with the view over the inside of the club. You can see everyone dancing and having fun.

Zabdiel gets behind you and wraps his arms around your naked body. His soft lips place wet kisses in your neck while his hands play with your hard nipples. He starts to nibble your ear and his hands travel to your wet pussy. He softly rubs his thumb over your clit. You let your body rest against his strong body and enjoy the pleasure he's giving you.

He loves seeing you with your hands tied behind your back, but when he goes down on you, he needs to feel your hands through his hair. So he takes the belt off your wrists.

"I untied you, but I'm still in charge, understood?" He hisses while he puts his hand around your throat. You nod and he gets on his knees and presses you with your back against the glass.

He places his hands firmly on your hips. He loves teasing you, but he can't do that right now. He missed the way you taste way too much. His tongue goes immediately to your wet pussy.

You scream out in pleasure, he knows exactly what to do. His hands are holding your hips tightly as his tongue moves from your clit to your entrance.

He starts circling the tip of his tongue over your sensitive nub, while he enters two long fingers inside you. He curls his fingers, touching the perfect spot. Your hands are going through his hair, exactly how he wants it.

It doesn't take long before your legs start to shake. You're lucky that his hands are holding you tight, otherwise, you would've lost your balance. While you're still shaking from your amazing orgasm, he gets up and kisses you. You still taste yourself on his lips.

He suddenly turns you around and pushes you against the glass. If someone in the club would look up, they'd see your beautiful tits pressed against the glass. There has to be someone that knows about this room, there has to be someone that's looking up. And that thought turns you on even more.

You and Zabdiel both love the risk of getting caught. He has fucked you everywhere.

He grabs a fist full of hair. "I know what you're thinking baby. You want someone to look at us, right? You're hoping that someone is seeing how good I'll fuck you, aren't you?"

"hmmm yes Zabdiel, I want them to know how good you can fuck me."

He smirks and slaps your ass before he enters his long dick inside you. His hands are grabbing your ass, spreading your butt cheeks. Your hands are on the glass, so you won't fall as he thrusts hard and deep inside you.

He's fucking you from behind, so good and deep. Exactly how you want him. Zabdiel has a weakness for your boobs, but he for sure can appreciate your ass as well. Especially now that he's in the perfect position to admire it.

"Fuck, your ass looks so good princesa. I might fuck it too one day. But of course only with your permission", He hisses in between his small moans.

It's not something you've fantasized about, but the thought of him fucking all of your holes turns you on. You love being his, you love giving him your entire body.

"Fuck, yes, you know I'm all yours Zabdiel" Of course he already knew that, but he loves hearing it again.

His thrusts get a little slower, but still so deep. His hand travels to your pussy and he starts playing with your clit. Before you know it, you're seeing stars. Your orgasm is so intense, and he can feel it from the way you're clenching around him.

Your legs are too weak to keep standing up and he knows that, so he turns you around and you wrap your legs around him. Your chest is pressed against his as he kisses you passionately. You're moaning into his mouth as he thrusts into you.

He starts biting your bottom lip and you just know that he's close. You start getting even more excited, you missed him cumming inside you. You absolutely love feeling his warm cum inside you.

You moan with him as soon as he reaches his orgasm. Seeing him like this is so incredibly sexy. Even after his orgasm, he doesn't let go of you yet. He keeps kissing you heavily, it seems like he doesn't want this moment to end. And neither do you.  

[emsy55]

So how do you feel after your exams? You're my favorite blog. I miss you. 🥺

This is so sweet!! I'm very happy rn😊 I'm so busy, seeing lots of my friends and finally having time for myself again. I will start writing again soon😊

[emsy55]

Hey, I just wanted to say I love your imagines❤ and I'm also new to tumblr I just posted my first imagine. I would really love it you would go read it and tell me what you think about it

Thank you! Of course I want to read it, send it to me and I'll tell you what I think about it😊

[emsy55]

Cock Warming ~ Erick

Summary: You and Erick had been into each other for ages but never made any moves. Finally tonight was the night you would take him home but things end a little quickly.

Inspired by @emsy55 headcannon

You and Erick had been flirting with each other since you and your ex broke up. You had the biggest crush on him during your relationship but neither of you acted on it until you were single. You were so desperate for the cuban boy to pull you into his bedroom and fuck you but the more the two of you hit on each other, the most you grew actual feelings for him. You didn’t want him to get you so easily so you tried your best to make him work for it. The two of you danced and flirted every time you went out and had a few drunk steamy make out sessions but that was as far as it went…until tonight.

You had spent the entire night dancing with Erick, his hands were on your hips as you moved together. The rest of the crew scattered along the club, you so desperately wanted to take him back to your apartment but you needed to make him beg for it. While your ass was already brushing against him you pushed yourself further into him making him groan in pleasure. 

“Keep doing that and I’ll have to take you home,” he moans into your ear. 

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[emsy55]

Finally chilling with my friends again. Having a bonfire while smoking weed and drinking cocktails. Life is finally good again haha no more university bullshit.

[emsy55]

hey i hope you're doing well and your exams are going well! i miss you on tumblr :-(

Hey, most of my exams went surprisingly well! I've been very stressed but it's getting better now. My last exam is tomorrow. I don't know exactly when I will start writing and answering my other asks again, but it'll be soon!!

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Study Break

Masterlist

Disclaimer: If you copy and paste my work I swear to god I’m going to slap a chancleta on your bussy. You have no right claiming someone else’s work. You have no right thinking you’ll get away with it cause you won’t sweetie. You plagiarize fan fiction of all things make you scum. We don’t get paid. We do this for other people’s enjoyment, don’t ruin it. 

This is not how you expected your semester to end. A pandemic infecting the planet, causing all your classes to transfer online. You never had a chance to give a real goodbye to your school or classmates. Your job shutting down as it’s not essential. Everything happened so suddenly and quickly, with your semester flying by. It was finally finals week, and you were stressed. To say the least, you weren’t the best teacher or self tutor.

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I haven't been active here for a few weeks now, bc i'm so busy for school and didn't feel like being on tumblr. But i want to say something about the situation and protest that has been going on in America. I always try to understand other people's point of view, even the criminals and people who hurt other people. Not to justify them, but to understand the situation and to know how to solve it. But this is something that I will never understand, no matter how hard I try. My heart breaks when I see these things. I am so sorry for everyone that has to deal with racism and discrimination.

I will always stand up for other people, take part in protests, and frequently use my Instagram and Facebook for activism. I might not be posting a lot of activism and equal rights posts on here, but you must know that my blog will always be a safe place without discrimination and racism. If you need someone to talk to, know that I'm here and that you can always message me.

If you are joining these protests, i'm so proud of you and I hope that you are safe.

PS: if this post bothers you and you do not stand behind BLM, you should unfollow or even block me.

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Netflix series recommendations

My friends asked me to recommend them a lot of series on Netflix, so i thought it'd be nice to post it here as well😊 each category is ranked from best to less good (in my opinion). The ones with a 👑 are part of my absolute favorite series, so you should definitely watch them if you haven't already!! Enjoy😊

Based on true stories, with an important message, bringing a problem that isn't shown enough into the media:

When they see us👑

Unorthodox👑

Unbelievable

Caliphate

Dramaseries mixed with diversity, activism, important messages but also fun to watch (some of them are really funny, some more serious):

Orange is the new black👑

Cable girls (Las chicas del cable)

Hollywood

On my block

Pose

High school/ teen dramaseries:

Control Z👑

Trinkets👑

Sex education👑

Elite👑

The end of the fucking world

Never have i ever

Atypical

Baby

Blood and water

Series that are fun and easy to watch:

Friends👑

How I met your mother👑

That 70's show

Workin' moms

Valeria

The big bang theory

Girlboss

Crazy series with plot twists:

Money Heist (la casa de papel)👑

You

The good place

Messiah

Lgbtq reality:

Queer eye

Rupaul's dragrace

Dramatic and romantic crime solving/lawyer series:

Toyboy

Suits

How to get away with murder

White collar

Scifi/fantasy (usually not my thing but I liked these):

The 100

Lucifer

Stranger things

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