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“I’m not all the things you said I am”
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“sometimes its quite bothersome to know how everyone’s feeling, I haven’t quite figured out how to turn it off” ™
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Before it’s Over
Part 2
Peter walks in to Delmar's wearing a dress shirt rolled up to his elbows and jeans. He wanted to dress up for you even though you were just going to get sandwiches. You thought this was the sweetest thing in the world.
He’s super nervous and fidgety bc you fine and he can believe your actually on a date. He thinks you're just the most precious thing in the world and he was so excited to hang out with you.
Even though you told him not to he payed for your sandwich along with his, so you bought the two of you drinks and chips.
Awkward eye contact!!
You’ll be eating and look up to see peter just staring at you he blushes and goes back to eating. You laugh softly because he’s so soft what.
You get to hear him ramble about some sciencey stuff
“ And so a while ago in chemistry I was super bored in chemistry class …” he stops shaking his head and whispers to himself “oh wait I can’t tell her about that”
“Tell me about what?”
Peter suddenly jumping up
“Oh nothing, hey Marianne I’m so sorry, but I have to go”
“Peter, wait” You grab his wrist as he turns to leave “Be careful”
Peter just kind of stares at you for a few seconds before slowly nodding and taking hold of the hand that’s around his wrist “I will be … I’m so so sorry … I promise I’ll make it up to you”
He runs out of the store giving you a shy wave as he passes by you before he realizes he was going the wrong way and turning around.
You shake you head.
As soon as he’s out of sight you clean up what was left on the table from the date, wave to Mr. Delmar and head on to the street.
The cool New York breeze winds through your hair peacefully till you feel your phone vibrate in your pocket.
Pulling it out immediately you scream at yourself. Why had you let peter leave, oh that was such a bad idea. You rush home scrolling till you find you dad
“Dad! Dad you have to do the suit thing!”
“Marianne, I already told you I’m not making you a suit, you’ll just get hurt”
“No the thing where you make it move! It’s really important or everything will be over!”
“ I thought we had already decided that the world ending was a silly idea, just relax Marianne”
“ No no not that, It’s Peter. He’s in trouble … I let him do something stupid”
“ What do you mean it’s Peter”
“I don’t know, but Karen just told me he was flying through the air.”
“ Yeah he does that he’s Spider-man”
“ OKay more like being dragged through the air, just do the suit thing or whatever!”
“What do you mean dragged … What is he doing, oh god, okay I’m gonna go”
Pushing the door of Avengers tower open wheezing because you tried to run all the way home, which ended up being more of a power walk but you tried.
Watching you dad yell at peter for being a mess from you special ‘karen station’ where you can watch the footage from peter’s suit
“Anyway Mr.Start you didn’t have to come all the way out here I had that, I was fine”
“ Oh I’m not ... here, thank god this place has wifi and I have an amazing daughter, look forget the flying vulture guy please ”
“Why”
“Because why, because I said so and Ma- I mean Karen will lose her mind! Just stay close to the ground, can't you just be a friendly neighborhood Spider-man”
“But I’m ready for more now”
“No your not”
Peter texting you once he got home
‘Hey i’m really sorry I had to leave early today, can we do something else tomorrow?’
‘Yeah sure where do you want to go?”
Hanging out with Peter all the time, yall are super cute
Every time you guys text or call you both just end up staring at you phone like idiots. So you end up walking around the Avengers tower laughing and smiling at your phone. Some of them know you talking to peter, so when you walk into a room all happy Steve just asks “ what’d peter say this time”
The first time you guys hold hand would be walking to school together. You always met peter at his house. His hand would brush past yours because he wanted to take your hand but was too nervous. So you’d gently slip your hand into his. He’d lean over and lightly kiss your forehead before asking you about last night's calculus homework.
Okay but forehead kisses all the time, every time he’d have to leave for a mission and couldn’t tell you
“I’ll miss you, I’m so sorry I’ll make it up to you I promise” He’d pull you into a hug wrapping one arm around you and placing the other on your head before his lips lightly grazed your forehead.
You’d be waiting at his locker for him talking with ned about the newest star wars lego set he’d gotten. Then peter would come up behind you and rest his arm on you shoulder while his arms wrapped around your waist.
Him finding out that you're Tony's daughter and having a mini heart attack. Tony would have one too, and he’d be upset that Steve knew about you and peter before he did.
You and peter would be on the bus, normally he got off before you but you had fallen asleep on his lap  and he didn’t have the heart to wake you. You looked so pretty so he just kept running his fingers through your hair. After a few minutes you woke up. And he was all like “Hey Darling” You gave him a smile before resting your head on his shoulder. BUt then you realized he should have already gotten off.
“ Peter why are you still on the bus?”
“ Because I didn’t wake you up …”
“ Oh but know we have to ride the bus all the way around, lets just get off know and head back.”
“ Why don’t we just go to your house?”
“ I uh don’t think that’s a good idea … ”
You guys got off at your stop anyway, it was still a short walk away from the tower.
“So uh Peter, there’s something I haven’t really told you …” You guys rounded the corner, there weren’t really many residential buildings left so peter just looked really confused. You came to a stop in front of the Avengers Tower
“Hey so marianne, where are we going?” you just pushed open the door and walked in, making your way over to the elevator you gave peter a nervous smile, come on.
“ F.R.I.D.A.Y. take me up to whatever floor my dad’s on.”
Peter swallowed “Your dad works here?”
“No, he lives here, and so do I. Don’t do anything rash alright?”
The elevator doors opened to the floors with the meeting rooms on it, peter slowly stepped off after you “So why are we looking for you dad?”
“Were not, I just have to go say hi” You opened a small fridge and turned to him “You want anything?”
Peter ran his fingers through his hair, he knew he couldn’t be here you would figure it out, you would figure out he was spiderman. Only Mr. Stark knew. But Mr. Stark was here oh god what if he said something and you got made at him. What if you didn’t want to be with him anymore because he lied to you. “Hey Marianne, I have to go, I know I said that we should go to your house but I really think I should go home now…”
“Peter are you alright?” You could see him fidgeting he would kick at the ground with his feet, he looked kind of sick really
“ No, yeah, I jus- I just have to go”
“ But you just got here.” you set the strawberry milk you had gotten out for him on the table and walked back over to where he was standing taking hold of his hands “Hey, you don’t have to worry alright?” You wrapped your arms around him pulling him into a hug which he returned as he slowly relaxed
“Here.” you handed him the strawberry milk “let’s go it’ll be really quick …”
Peter followed you with his fingers interlaced with yours, you stopped in front of the door for a second, just long enough to read what was on the screen
That was weird why were they talking about the world ending, that was complete insanity, your dad had assured you of it. You wanted to hear more about what they were saying, but Steve saw you and waved happily upon realizing who you were with.
You pushed the door open “ Faaather, I am home!”
Tony turned with a smile “How’s my sweet girl?” You crossed the room to hug him leaving Peter in the middle of the room practically spiting out his milk.
“I’m doing positively perfect”
“Oh spider-boy, are you okay, don’t spit your milk on my floors! I see you’ve met the lovely Karen” Tony stopped spinning you around holding onto your shoulders “What do you think … actually why are you here?”
Peter slowly swallowed the strawberry milk that was in his mouth and froze, he stared and you for some sort of angry reaction but he didn’t get one. He knew you had to be upset but you didn’t look it.
“uhh … so Marianne invited me in, but I think I’m gonna go now. I’m really sorry I should have told you I was Spider-man before, and I feel like a jerk because i’ve been lying to you this whole time that we’ve been together and so I just, like I understand if you don't ever want to talk to me. I’m gonna go, I’m sorry.” Peter turned and started to leave the room.
You tried to follow him but Tony put his hand on your head to stop you “You mean to tell me you’ve been dating spider-boy and didn’t tell me?”
“Yeah …”
Steve stood up “Aren’t they just the cutest together.”
“No steve it’s not cute! This is not what I made you Karen for! You were just supposed to protect him not use protection with him … but you should definitely use it all the time … BUt don’t because he shouldn’t even breath in your direction”
Peter had stopped his dramatic exit and was now watching this exchange with a look of confusion, because one you were Tony’s daughter but also you were Karen or something and who was Karen your name was Marianne
“And you!” Tony said pointing at Peter “How dare you speak to my daughter?”
“Who’s Karen?” Peter asked ignoring Tony’s question
“I’m Karen” You said flatly “Sorry I didn’t tell you”
“Wait so you're not Marianne?”
“I’m too old for this” Tony said with a sigh as he fell back into his chair.
“Karen you know the ai, in you suit, I’m her, I’m Karen”
“But you're still Marianne right?”
“Yes Peter that’s my name.”
“Wait. So did you already know I was Spider-man”
“Yep”
“Oh god you probably think I’m stupid, that’s so embarrassing you should have told me to shut up.”
“We do think you're stupid, but it’s alright kid, why don't you guys leave now so we can get back to work.” Natasha said with a laugh
You took Peter’s hand “Let’s go i’ll show you the Karen station”
“I swear Parker if you lay a hand on her” Tony yelled as you closed the door. Peter immediately held his hand up in the air
“Sorry Mr.Stark”
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peter is Spider-Man, I am Karen.
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Before it’s Over
Peter x Stark!nacan
part 1
Peter Parker, is just the cutest thing, and god help you but he just runs through your mind all day.
You loved the way his eyes lit up when he talked about all his nerdy science stuff.
And the way he tipped his head back when he laughed. Especially when his hair was still wet because his curls would bound like clouds sent from heaven.
But most of all you loved watching him be spiderman.™
When your dad first asked you to help him with one of his new projects you practically ran from the room. Usually this involved sitting in a room for hours while he showed you 8000 drawings of the same device with a different color bolt or different size screw. But as soon as the the words “Peter Parker” left his mouth you were sitting in that chair ready to do whatever it was that he was going to ask.
Being the voice for peters ‘ai’ was easy enough, you recorded certain phrases beforehand. But every once in awhile you’d get to actually talk to Peter.
He was leaning against sat the railing on the roof of his apartment building when you got a notification on your phone.“Hey Karen”, you put your pencil down immediately picking up your phone and opening the special app your dad created so that you could could communicate directly with Peter.
“Yes Peter”
“How do I tell someone I like them”
“Who is it?”
“Oh just this girl who goes to my school, i don’t know how to tell her though, what if she doesn’t like me back, i don’t want to just go ‘ hey I like you’ that’d be weird ’..”
“What’s weird about that?”
“Well, what if she’s waiting someone like cool, and good looking? Imagine how disappointed she’d be if I told her that.
“Well, if I were her, I wouldn’t be disappointed at all.”
“Aw, thanks Karen.” he pauses “It’s really nice to have somebody to talk to.”
It was hard to pretend like you didn’t know he was Spider-man, especially if he got hurt, because you couldn’t ask about it the next day since there was no reason you should know.
The one thing that you didn’t have to worry about hiding was that you liked him. All of you friends knew and they always said that you should just talk to him because you’d look really cute together.
Whilst you were busy worrying about how to ask Peter if he wanted to get a sandwich, and keeping him safe when he was out being Spider-man. Everyone else was busy worrying about how the world was gonna end it too weeks. Honestly you just thought that was absurd. If the world tried to end your dad wouldn’t let it. Between him, peter and the other avengers, everyone would be just fine.
You were leaving the journalism room with a few of your friends, when you saw Peter standing next to his locker with Ned. Teresa noticed to staring and leaned into whisper in you ear.
“Did you tell him that your Karen yet?”
“No why would I do that?”
“So that he knows that his guardian angel is in love with him.”
“That would be weird. He doesn’t even know who my dad is”
“So tell him, that way if the world ends you can die happy knowing he knows.”
“The world’s not going to end, plus what do I even say? Hey Peter, Tony is my dad and I’m Karen, you basically told me your whole life and I love you”
“That sounds like the perfect thing to say”
She gave you a shove just as you passed by where Peter stood giving you a small smile and a wave over her shoulder as she left the building with the others.
You were off balance when she pushed you and you ran right into Peter he reached out to steady you. Your faces were so close together that you could feel his soft breath on your forehead.
A light rose dusted his cheeks because he couldn’t believe that the girl he always admired across the room was finally standing in front of him.You were even prettier up close. A dopey smile spread across his face
“Hey there, I’m Parker Pete– I mean Peter Parker.”
“Hey” you gave him a small wave your cheeks that had matched his darkening ever so slightly as u realized his hands were still on you shoulders “I’m so sorry, I’m gonna go”
You shrug his hands off and reluctantly make you way towards the same doors your friends had left through.
Peter shoves his notebook in his bag “Hey.. Ned I’ll see you later…” he shuts his locker and jogs to catch up with you while whispering to himself “ Please let Karen be right. ”
“So is your name really So Sorry Gonna Go?” he asks as he falls into step with you.
You laugh looking down at your hands as you twist them together “Uh, no it’s Marianne.”
“That’s a really pretty name, I’m Peter Parker, oh wait I already said that…”
You turn your head to look up at him and give him a smile
“ So uh Marianne, I was wondering if you would allow me the privilege taking you on a pre-apocalypse date?” He paused swallowing nervously and stopping in front of the door. “We could go for sandwiches at Delmar’s, that might be a bit disappointing though.. we don’t have to do that though, we could do anything that you want to do…”
“ I wouldn’t be disappointed at all…” you started to walk out the door
“Wait!” When you said Peters head did this weird click thing, your voice had sounded familiar, but just then he knew who it sounded like “ Do you know someone named Karen.
You froze “Uh, depends which one?”
He shook his head “Nevermind, for a second there you sounded like someone I know. Uh anyways six work?”
“What about you internship?” You asked him as you continued through the door
He passed through the door opposite you “Which internship?”
“Stark?”
“Oh right … wait … how do you know about that?”
You didn’t respond right away as you thought about how to answer. “Doesn’t everyone?”
“I guess” he began to veer off in the direction of his apartment before turning back to you “Should I pick you up at six?”
“You don’t even know where I live, I’ll just meet you there!”
“Oh right, okay, see you later Marianne”
Peter gave you a wave before turning away and starting to run home, he wasn’t even a block away before he disappeared and you saw Spider-man swing across the street. You made a mental note to tell him to be more secretive.
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but after the fire there are ashes
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they rose too quickly and crushed the earth with their fall
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this climb was long
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“maybe one day we can all be normal and get along again, I’d quite like that.”
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And the love that is going to heal your soul won’t come from a boy with pretty eyes and a charming smile. The love that is going to heal your soul will come from your best friends who show up at your door at midnight with a tub of your favorite ice cream. They’ll hold you while you cry and stay up with you until 4am just to make sure you don’t feel alone. They'll take you out for drinks and slowly coax you out of the shadows again and back into the real world. They’ll play cheesy songs on repeat and dance with you in the kitchen until your heart starts to hurt a little less. They’ll tell you you’re beautiful and you won’t believe them but they’ll say it again and again until you do. They’ll remind you that you’re worthy of love and laughter and joy. They’ll take what he broke and piece by piece they’ll put it back together, and one day you’ll wake up and feel whole again.
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“will you sit still?” “no. probably not.”
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wild dreams and bad beginnings, will two different paths have the same resolution?
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its just a joke dad
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