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Simple piece of fanfiction about a staircase conceptualized with the express purpose of getting an idea out without making things complicated.

*makes it complicated*

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Somehow, June was ever fucking worse than May. Between Memorial Day and health struggles, almost every paycheck this month was short. While the health stuff is being managed, my finances continue to crater and when you are living paycheck to paycheck on minimum wage, any stumble feels like a catastrophe. I am coming up just over 300 short of making my rent after next week's paycheck and then almost another hundred more for my car insurance and my emergency resources have been draining faster than they are filling. . .

I hate having to ask this again but I need help. Nobody is obligated to give anything but I greatly appreciate anything anyone is willing to give to help me hold things together. I am still super grateful for the help I got before and am so sorry for having to ask again. If you can help, please and thank you. Hopefully I can hold things together and July shows mercy and gives me the reprieve I need to get back to stable but until then any help is appreciated beyond words, even just boosting this post so it finds eyesore anyone who could help. Things are very difficult for everyone and I hope someone hears my cry for help.

0/400

Deadline Monday 6/30

https://cash.app/$pqmiller

https://www.paypal.me/pqmiller

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Why isn't "too scary" a good enough reason to never drive a car

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the years have made me weird and strange to talk to. but still i must post

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obviously trans people have existed for a very long time across the globe in many contexts, and engaging with this history is central to demystifying and denaturalising cis-heterosexuality, but I also hate that we’re forced to point to history to justify our existence today. Even if we all sprung into being ten years ago that wouldn’t make us any less legitimate as people. This obsession with requiring trans people prove our own social ancestry to justify contemporary struggle is so stupid and cringe. as if history is this ultimate authority, that it is self-justifying. Maybe I am a fully modern subject without any historical precedent! Maybe Frankenstein’s monster is a wholly unique output of modernity! Isn’t that also worth celebrating? Smallpox is one of the deadliest diseases in human history and it was only eradicated 45 years ago. Does living on a planet without smallpox deprive us of this ancient connection to human history now ? Sputnik had no precedent and that was awesome. who gives a shit

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I'm going to prepare Something to eat because I am so cool and sexy and deserving of not starving even if I am tired and sluggish and also I have to stop the darkness within from trying to Bite People.

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jokes to make after failure that aren’t self-deprecating:

I’m the best to ever do it

Nobody saw that (best if said loudly)

No one’s ever done it like me

I could be President/they should make me President

Behold, a mere fraction of my power!

The public wants to be me soooooo bad

I’m an expert in (thing you just failed at)

How could this have happened to god’s favorite princess?

Nothing ibuprofen and a glass of water cant fix

I’m being sabotaged

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I'll be honest, when I see someone complain about processed ingredients in something by saying "I can't even pronounce these ingredients!" my main thought is not 'oh no, that's so ultra-processed' but rather 'oh no, nobody taught you how to sound out long words in elementary school', which then makes it hard to take them and their point seriously.

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Get yourself a friend who compares your old OC to a deep-fried GIF of Clifford the Big Red Dog.

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TRANSGENDER SUDANESE REFUGEE IN NEED OF SURGERY WITHIN 10 DAYS, 0% OF GOAL REACHED!

our last post died in traction. the leader of this group of LGBT refugees, Muhshin Magala, has been sick with ulcers for weeks now. she needs surgery to remove them, and needs $5000 for it. all we've raised currently (and in the past) has gone towards food and medication, and paying off her current hospital stay.

she NEEDS this surgery to live, and we need help from everyone else for this to even begin to be a possibility.

0/5000$. a reblog could save her life.

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daily affirmations:

i am kind

i am in control of my emotions

it does not bother me when someone is in the kitchen while i was planning to be in there alone

everyone in the house has the right to be in the kitchen

i am kind and in control of my emotions even when someone is in the kitchen while i was planning to be in there alone

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Hello everyone: properly capitalized update here from Cayde

Our roof got torn off by a microburst at about 4pm on Tuesday, and the ceiling is leaking badly. Several parts of it have gotten saturated and collapsed. No one was hurt, including our pets, so that’s good, but we were in the local news on several stations. Right now we’re holed up in a hotel until Saturday thanks to my grandpa, our pets are in safe places, and we have a storage unit available too

We don’t really know what we’re going to do going forward, but my grandpa also set up a GoFundMe page for us

It’s going very well so far, which is giving us hope, but any little bit helps, and if you can’t donate, I would greatly appreciate if you could at least spread the word. It’s a scary time and we’re all exhausted, but we’re working hard to get everything out as soon as we can

Thank you so much for your time and sympathy, I can’t put into words how grateful I am for all the folks helping us out rn

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I'm going to the Hardware Store

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reblog this and put in the tags something you watched that terrified you as a child. i was so scared of the hot sauce in spongebob that i refused to be in the room when it was on

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What is my pride flag is telling me~

Pt.3

Pt 1. Pt.2

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Will the new Overblot Animations be for all or just JP for now?

[Referencing this news!]

The new overblot transformation animations will ONLY be added to Twst JP on the 27th this month. This is reflected in the Notice Board in-game for the JP server.

“[Announcement] Main Story Reading Support Campaign” (This is the post which discusses the addition of the new animations!)

EN does not have the same news on its Notice Board. “[Announcement] Main Story Reading Support Campaign” does not appear; the most recent announcements are about Kalim’s birthday banners.

Therefore, these new overblot transformation animations won’t be implemented in EN until a later date. This is nothing new; EN often lags behind in quality of life updates by ~1 year or so. The new overblot transformation animations will most likely be added during EN’s 3.5 or 4 year anniversary.

As I have stated in this post:

The Twst devs have asked fans to ❌ NOT share images or videos of these transformations to social media/publicly for the duration of the Main Story Campaign (June 27 to August 1)❌!! We can still talk about them, but refrain from sharing images or videos until AFTER August 1st. Let’s please respect the devs’ wishes!

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cell bio professor closed out today's lecture on free-radical oxidation in mitochondria and programmed cell death by saying "you've probably all seen those commercials for fruit juice that says it's got antioxidants, which are said to prevent this sort of thing from happening, or at least slow it down. well, they don't work. this is an inevitable fact of life— this process that lets us live is also the thing that kills us, and it's why all of us will die someday. there's no escaping that. it's been with us since the dawn of eukaryotic cells; our pact with mitochondria is to the death. anyway, enjoy the rest of your friday, and remember, exam four is next week!"