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take a deep breath; it’s going to be alright.

songs to help with anxiety // listen

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i think anyone who’s every used the internet has seen this picture at least once

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Untitled, 2016 Pen

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me: *is naturally affectionate* me: *has major trust and abandonment issues, fears rejection* me: ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

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you dont just play the sims. you go on a sims binge for three days straight then put the game down for 5 months

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Isabella Rossellini by Helmut Newton.

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Kirov (Vyatka), Russia

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the night is quiet, streetlights flickering; you're sitting on the windowsill, alone.

songs for every hour you plan on spending looking at the empty city // listen

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I just binge watched almost every single Cyndago video that they’ve made. I haven’t gotten through all of them, but I’ve watched every one up until December of 2013. And every time Daniel did something that made me laugh out loud, my heart broke even further. And every time they mentioned something about plans for the future, or even seeing the title of “The 7 Second Challenge (Part 1)” I teared up because now those plans will never happen.

There will never be a Part 2 of the 7 Second Challenge video. There won’t be anymore Warfstache sketches. There won’t be anymore sarcastic music videos. There won’t be anymore Cyndabloops. There won’t be anymore sketches with Matt. There won’t be anymore hot sauce challenges together. There won’t be anymore plans. And even if Ryan or Matt or Mark decide to go off and pursue some of these plans after some time, it still wouldn’t be the same without Daniel.

And it breaks my heart to no end. Realizing that it’s all came to a sudden halt. Something amazing that was going somewhere great is over.

I’m sorry this post is really depressing. Just watching their videos even from two years ago has really hit me hard because I’m laughing along with them and seeing their smiles and it hurts knowing that he’s actually gone… And imagining the pain that Ryan, Matt, and Mark must be feeling right now hurts too…

I wish them all the best and if I could somehow arrange for all of us to see them and just hug them, I would. But all we can do now is be supportive and respectful of their decisions and be patient as they take the time that they need to grieve and recover.

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Saturn | Sleeping At Last

How rare and beautiful It is to even exist

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