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I made myself this massive juicy hot sandwich — two slices of cheese and some Krakow sausage perfectly melted

Sipping another tea from that fancy collection I've got - the one's rose petal and raspberry flavor

I'm gotta squeeze every drop out of life

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The third dream was about me arriving at some performance event - maybe a festival or competition. Sarah N. was there with her mom, about to perform (well, Sarah was performing, her mom came as her manager/coach).

There were these huge, spacious backstage areas that took up almost half the stage - kind of like at that cultural center where we used to perform. I think that's actually where this was happening.

So I'm standing backstage too, and Sarah was supposed to sing "Gallodance" - which honestly doesn't seem like her usual style. I guess her mom picked something Halloween-themed? No idea why, but whatever.

When I got there, Sarah was about to go on stage, and I felt kind of jealous she got to sing that song because I really wanted to perform it too. I even had this idea like "Okay, when she finishes the first verse, I'll grab a mic and join in!"

She goes on stage, starts singing, and then suddenly they stop her - saying she can't perform for some reason I didn't catch. She comes backstage confused like "What the hell, mom?" and her mom's equally confused. She goes to figure out what's going on and comes back like "Maybe it's the lyrics? Whatever, we have another song - go sing that one instead."

Sarah goes back out, but this time they won't even let her start singing. They're just like "Nope, you're done, get out of here." Her mom starts demanding to know what kind of bullshit this is and why it's happening.

Turns out they filled out the performance permit wrong. Her mom fixed it, but they still wouldn't let them perform. So they left upset, and apparently we went back to the N.s' studio - which was more like some private country house/building (you know what I mean). They might have lived there or held classes there or something.

They had two pools there - one small, one big. For some reason I ended up going with them, and then randomly decided to line the small pool with this grassy bottom material. No clue why.

Then N. (the elder one, who was a mother) asked me to do the same with the big pool. Sure, why not? So I had to go to this store that was literally in the same building, just at the other end. Went there, grabbed a bunch of random stuff (didn't even pay, just walked out), and started working on the big pool.

I decided to put stones down first - there were already some stones lying around the pools, so I just dumped those in. Then started adding the grass layer on top.

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The second dream I remember was about hanging out with Anny and Kathy in some apartment. I think it was supposed to be Anny's place, but it was in a completely different building and location, on the first floor this time.

We were sitting on the balcony with some cigarettes. We got them out and decided to smoke. Anny even climbed over the balcony railing and jumped down to the street. They were supposed to be Nirdosh cigarettes, but for some reason they were white in the dream (they're actually brown in real life - dream logic, I guess).

So Anny's like, "Come on, let's go outside!" and I was like, "I don't really feel like it." She just shrugged, and then Kathy climbed over too. I thought, "Well, okay then," and ended up going after them.

I smoked one cigarette on the balcony and lit another one that I finished outside. I had that stupid purple lighter with me, by the way - the same one I have now in real life.

We walked around the side of the building, but there wasn't much there - just this old paved pathway with that cracked surface you see everywhere in our neighborhood. Then there was a strip of grass about the same width as the path, and beyond that a fence like the one near School No. ##, with some trees and bushes. I couldn't really see what was past that.

The girls had already gone around the building and were sitting on the entrance steps when I caught up. They were watching some video and saying how they didn't feel like going back inside at all. Then, completely out of nowhere, this huge thunderstorm started - no lightning that I saw, but definitely thunder and heavy rain.

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The first dream I remember was about this extremely strange house - completely dark, like it came right out of a Halloween storybook. I know I went there for some reason, but it turned into this sort of quest where how you progressed depended entirely on your choices.

I entered one of the rooms (I'd come with a friend who, predictably, ditched me at some point). Inside sat a man who basically explained the whole premise - where to go, what to unlock, how to complete the quest differently.

The entire house was overwhelmingly gloomy - impossibly dark with this eerie greenish lighting. I think there was a car we arrived in that ended up breaking down, because of course it would in a situation like that.

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(After the second dream)

A lot of thoughts about magic — whenever it’s real, how it connects to religion, who it belongs to. The Devil hates people, but God? Does He love them? And so on.

Then, our center — or at least a place that looked like it. I was walking with this weird "walking aid" thing, but I swear it just made me heavier, because I kept floating up and struggling to stay on the ground.

Everything was bathed in sunlight — bright, white light. The buildings were either reddish or yellowish. I passed by a bunch of little shops, and in one of them sat that same wizard. But his stall was plastered with signs warning people not to buy from him because he was a fraud. For a second, I actually felt bad for him.

The Legend of the Five of Swords (or Cups??)

There was a card — the Five of something (Swords? Cups?) — showing people in complete despair. And in another deck, there was a girl wrapped in this... entityvshaped like the creature from the card itself, dragging her into a stagnant eternity, like some kind of endless sleep.

I ran to check if any of my own decks had something like that. First, I looked through the Thoth Tarot, but no — it wasn’t from there. Though in my dream, the Thoth deck looked different. I don’t remember what the Rider-Waite had.

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There was this big house with hallways just like the ones at my university. Two doors: the right one led to this super weird, tall, and lanky "wizard" with shoulder-length gray hair and a long nose, and the left one went to the bathroom.

This guy sold actual magic items but was still kind of a scammer—like, he overcharged people for fake stuff too.

At one point, I remember needing to use the toilet, so I yanked the handle —but the lock broke off. Inside was a whole group of girls, mostly Romani. I just mumbled "Sorry" and shut the door really quicky.

Later, when I went back, the wizard was just sitting there in the bathroom, deep in thought.

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There was a man—me and him, we were close, but at some point, he had to leave. Or maybe we were working together and had to split up.

I was attached to him, so before he left, he gave me a red baguette bag with money inside and "something else" — something that was supposed to help me figure out the next step.

But then some other guy stole it — a young Armenian dude, I think. I tried chasing him down, but most of my leads went nowhere. I was desperate, and honestly, I wasn’t doing great.

I remember this house in winter, on some dark street — it was on the corner, and a weird family lived there. There were these eerie, unsettling dances, and after going to their place (or maybe some cafe nearby), I finally ran into the thief and made a deal with him.

He only gave me back a device — a small strobe light with some inserts.

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Ohhh, I just remembered something else!

It’s wild—I ended up in the exact same dream world I’d been in a long time ago. And it wasn’t just like I was there again, it was more like I returned to it. I actually remembered everything that had happened there before.

It was two different video game worlds—one game and then another. When I got there, I even started comparing how I played this time vs. last time, what choices I made back then…

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I barely remember two dreams, but I wish I could recall more details.

In the first one, I had this moment where I cut my hair really short.

The second dream was set in a world straight out of a PS1 game—like, we were in the courtyard of these gray apartment blocks, and there was a crazy hurricane, a full-on whirlwind. The weather was just awful overall.

Then I went inside the building, but it felt more like a bunker or an abandoned place—super old and rundown. I headed up to my apartment, and suddenly, one of our professors walked past me on the staircase. It kinda spooked me, but I still said hello and bolted to my place.

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I'm in my prime lol

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had no straight to finish so I edited the sketch hope it looks okay

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finally I've downloaded ENA

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Bedtime

I promised I'd make something nice for you @undersunnyy

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Will I ever stop drawing them? Only time will tell. Will I ever post anything else? No. Im too lazy to draw my own characters

I might make another version of this because I have another idea in my mind..maybe..

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