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do you think sisyphus and the boulder ever explored each other's bodies?

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He's like a space heater

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okay she wanted that cookie that BAD 😭😭😭😭🥀

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One of those goofy maid animes, except the viewpoint character isn't the hapless master or mistress of the house, but a regular-ass janitor who ended up on this crew due to a paperwork mixup at the temp agency and can't figure out what the fuck is wrong with her co-workers.

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I : hahaha shower is so fun! I like closed curtain and showering in my alcove my Evil and Sinister Brain: tehre is fredrick fazbearington behind the curtain, you need to open curtian to camstall him or he will fucking Kill you I : haha buddy lets not go there

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so many of the transfems i know spent their time pre-transition performing a kind of lifelong exercise in self-deprivation, the goal of which was to find out exactly how little a person needed to live. they starved themselves, dressed carelessly, shunned friends, and hollowed themselves out so as not to be burdens on anyone but themselves.

i see it now, too, in the girls around me. i'll ask if they want care – a home-cooked meal, relaxed company, sex without the expectation of reciprocation – and they say no, no, thank you, i don't need it; what would you like, what do you want, because in their head they're still doing that awful calculus, still training themselves to disappear in the eyes of the people around them.

i don't think i'd have died without transition – not in the conventional sense, at least – but to take that leap, i had to stop thinking of myself as a human experiment in fuel-efficient living and start nurturing the anemic, atrophied flame of desire in my heart. i had to learn to eat well, to exercise, to style myself beautiful, but harder than that, i had to learn to ask the people around me to work on my behalf in order to enrich my life and give me the things i wanted.

and i did it; i learned. and it was agony, but courage is a muscle you can train, and every day i get better at accepting gifts with the hungry gratitude i never learned in my years and years as a sad, scared, lonely boy.

so be patient with the trans girls in your life. better than that: be proactive, attentive, generous; be forceful, if you have to, and learn to distinguish real discomfort from the terrified reflex of self-denial that so many of us once learned to rely on.

and if you are so lucky as to love a trans girl, you must insist upon her. you must insist upon her happiness, her comfort, her pleasure, and her rest, because she may still not yet know how to make those demands for herself. if you can devote any amount of energy to becoming an engine that nurtures the flame of even a single tgirl then there is a place for you in trans heaven, which as far as i'm concerned is the only one worth going to

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Australia’s version of the onion has just character assassinated all you gays

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God grant me the strength to do the things I enjoy

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Having the autism adhd combination that gives you 39483 hobbies sounds fun until you realise its just choice paralysis for the rest of your life

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they need to invent a way for trans girls to cuddle each other over the internet

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ive done it... i cant scroll any further...the end of tumblr...

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I get gender envy in a very specific way where I see a fem-presenting person and I get this inner monolog that goes something like:

" I want their skin i want their skin I'm going to kill them and steal their skin"

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am i the only one who's like hyper addicted to looking "normal". like ill be doing literally anything but im super self conscious about looking like an average member of society. im constantly worried about being judged for doing things millions of people a day. it's so frustrating because im so self aware of what i do and how i act.

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tiktoks with vine energy pt. 2