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This is my twenty-fourth post. . I done funked. Learning from negative feedback is a necessity in any creative job. However I find myself Shut down before the learning process begins. . With art becoming my sustenance and career I find, now, that I must learn quickly from my errors and mistakes rather than listen to the negative thoughts which seem to run rampant after. . It's difficult to create from within when you are so accustomed to being exactly what the world sees you as. If one can be humble and look past some Grand compliments, one should be able to look past some minor failures. . . . . . #lildeets #gameofchance #expression #dailyPonder #dailythought #escapadespix #ithinkican #artislife #colors #chance #notthrowingawaymyshot #motivate #24 #twentyfourth mythoughts

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This is my twenty-third post. . I am being paid to photograph for the first time in my career today. It's been months of talking and chatting about my business and here is my first opportunity to perform and give people a little something more to talk about. . I was nervous as I fell asleep last night, but this morning has brought a sense of clarity. This is my life. It's my job and my choice. Even if I were to completely bomb today and have all five clients walk away disgusted with their images, I will have taken that first step today and I can't go backwards from there. I have to persist, and improve. . . . . . #weekendmotivation #sundaypics #lildeets #escapadespix #lostinthought #petitecontemplation #macromood #macros #macrophoto #canonphotos #canoneos #pixel2photography #pixel2 #happythoughts #careergoals #dreamcometrue #photographer

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This is my twenty-second post. Someone asked me what the long-term goal for my business was. Years ago, I knew. I had a dream. But this time I was caught off guard. I was scared to answer. . Now that I've started my endeavors, I'm mortified. I'm scared and tip toeing slower than I ever imagined I would be. How can I return to the blind confidence I had when I'm doubting the quality of my own work? . Better yet, and more important I suppose than all that, is how can I improve the quality of my work? . . . . . #practice #practicepracticepractice #macro_x #macromood #lildeets #escapadespix #simplicitypatterns #rust #simplicity_features #simple #cleanlines #canoneos #googlepixel2 #dailyponder #dailythought #petitecontemplation

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This is my twenty-first post. Raised on social media, I've habitually developed into a generic planner without follow through. . "Holy shit we should totally hang out soon!" "Omg I'd love to catch up some time." "We should totally chill." . If you throw the word 'Tomorrow' into any of those phrases, it fixes it. It's a scary little word to add, but it's the only thing that I found changed my behavior. . . . . . #dailyponder #foodforthought #dailythought #advice #macro_x #macromood #21 #littlethoughts #petitecontemplation #lildeets #escapadespix #lostinthought #zoom #zoomin #gayphotographer #happy #goodvibes

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This is my eighteenth post. I'm intrigued by the patterns in and on many of the buildings in #rochesterny . It is indeed a gorgeous city with a very youthful scene which has grown to be a collosal help to the area, but I had never adventured through it and truly explored it's history. . I was waiting on an old friend.. . . . . . #rochester #upstateny #newyork #patternporn #patterndesign #architecturelover #ceilingart #historypics #emblem #pixelphotography #bloggeroftheday #lightphotography #ushistory #canoneos #macro_x #macropic (at Eastman School of Music)

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This is my sixteenth post. I frequently fear my photography will get me nowhere. Then I take a photo and receive two compliments, suddenly I feel the spark of confidence in my business savvy again. . It's time for me to let my photos speak for themselves. I need to view them as worthy objects before other people claim that they are. I need to view myself that same way . . . . . #designs #art #artistic #fashiondesign #professional#graphicdesign #tagblender #graphic #design #architect#illustrator #arte #design #photoshop #artist #graphics#dibujo #vector #artists #interiordesign #designed#designer #graphicdesign #cs6 #artwork #adobe #printers#illustration #classical #architecture

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This is my fifteenth post. I lost my grandmother recently. Her love and help were the only reasons I was ever able to travel in the first place. . Now we have all her stuff in a UHaul and her estate is being closed out. It's weird how objects can take on our emotional connections when a person is taken out of a relationship. . She liked expensive Asiatic furniture. . . . . . #nofilter #neverfilter #🤗 #theliltings #patterns #canonphotos #googlepixel2 #pixel2 #pixel2photography #googlephotos #getthatgoogle #imacontributer #loveyouboogle #simple #design #colors #canoneos #cellphonephotography #pixel #google #mondays #simplicity #colorlover #happy (at Rochester, New York)

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This is my fourteenth post. . At what point does thoughtfulness become overthinking and wasting ones brain power. When does looking inward become something impeding you from stepping forward? . How does it feel to think with such clarity, yet still not manage to fix the problems in your life? . . . . . #nofilter #neverfilter #🤗 #theliltings #patterns #canonphotos #googlepixel2 #pixel2 #pixel2photography #googlephotos #getthatgoogle #imacontributer #loveyouboogle #simple #design #colors #canoneos #cellphonephotography #pixel #google #mondays #simplicity #colorlover #happy

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This is my thirteenth post. . I have been labelled an oversharer. But I've also been labelled too quiet / private. Strange how two people staring at the same dice see completely different things. . I wish I knew what color die I was. . . . . . #nofilter #neverfilter #🤗 #theliltings #patterns #canonphotos #googlepixel2 #pixel2 #pixel2photography #googlephotos #getthatgoogle #imacontributer #loveyouboogle #simple #design #colors #canoneos #cellphonephotography #pixel #google #mondays #simplicity #colorlover #happy

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This is my twelfth post. . It's also my second profile photo on this Instagram. The first one was uploaded and swiftly deleted. I frequently do this. . I feel confidence and excitement in my work, and when it isn't received well immediately, I am overcome with doubt and erase any trace of the big screw up. . Not here, I won't. . . . . . #nofilter #neverfilter #🤗 #theliltings #patterns #canonphotos #googlepixel2 #pixel2 #pixel2photography #googlephotos #getthatgoogle #imacontributer #loveyouboogle #simple #design #colors #canoneos #cellphonephotography #pixel #google #mondays #simplicity #colorlover #happy #bodypositive

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This is my eleventh post. . I would frequently photograph the word "Déviation" wherever I would see it in France. . What meant so little to most represented something alive and difficult to me. . . . . . #nofilter #neverfilter #🤗 #theliltings #patterns #canonphotos #googlepixel2 #pixel2 #pixel2photography #googlephotos #getthatgoogle #imacontributer #loveyouboogle #simple #design #colors #canoneos #cellphonephotography #pixel #google #mondays #simplicity #colorlover #happy

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This is my tenth post. . I have never liked floral patterns. . I still don't like them. . . . . . #nofilter #neverfilter #🤗 #theliltings #patterns #canonphotos #googlepixel2 #pixel2 #pixel2photography #googlephotos #getthatgoogle #imacontributer #loveyouboogle #simple #design #colors #canoneos #cellphonephotography #pixel #google #mondays #simplicity #colorlover #happy

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This is my ninth post, and my favorite tool. 💯 If you dig my shots follow my page. I'm fkn trying 👏👍 . . . . #nofilter #neverfilter #🤗 #theliltings #scissors #canonphotos #googlepixel2 #pixel2 #pixel2photography #googlephotos #getthatgoogle #imacontributer #loveyouboogle #simple #design #colors #canoneos #cellphonephotography #pixel #google #mondays #simplicity #colorlover #happy #tripod

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This is my eighth post. I want to work more with color. I love color. 🤔 This is my idea journal. I recently lost my first one. The refilling process is quite a bitch. . . . . . #nofilter #neverfilter #🤗 #theliltings #scissors #canonphotos #googlepixel2 #pixel2 #pixel2photography #googlephotos #getthatgoogle #imacontributer #loveyouboogle #simple #design #colors #canoneos #cellphonephotography #pixel #google #mondays #simplicity #colorlover #happy

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This is my seventh post. 💯 I sometimes struggle to organize my thoughts, so I appreciate anything which can help me do so. . . . . . #nofilter #neverfilter #🤗 #theliltings #scissors #mondaymood #workweekbegins #mondaysbelike #canonphotos #googlepixel2 #pixel2 #pixel2photography #googlephotos #getthatgoogle #imacontributer #loveyouboogle #simple #design #colors #canoneos #cellphonephotography #pixel #google

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This is my sixth post. 😊🤔😎 One simple object holds a thing that keeps my life afloat. One thing holds it all together. I want to be that thing. . . . . . #nofilter #neverfilter #🤗 #theliltings #scissors #uplate #latenight #canonphotos #googlepixel2 #pixel2 #pixel2photography #googlephotos #getthatgoogle #imacontributer #loveyouboogle #simple #design #colors #canoneos #cellphonephotography #pixel #google

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This is (not) my first post. . . . . . #nofilter #neverfilter #🤗 #theliltings #scissors #uplate #latenight #canonphotos #googlepixel2 #pixel2 #pixel2photography #googlephotos #getthatgoogle #imacontributer #loveyouboogle #simple #design #colors #canoneos #cellphonephotography #pixel #google