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[eunabi]

I’ve been thinking of doing a follow forever for quite some time now yet I never really sat down to actually get to it until now. I’ve been roleplaying Zico for a good year and a couple of months now and the experience has been nothing short of fun and interesting. Of course, such a thing couldn’t have happened without the people my muse has interact with (whether regularly or less so) and I’d like to thank everyone who has taken the time out to interact with him (or intend to during the course of this new year). Additionally, I’d like to extend my thanks to those I have managed to keep in touch with for years now (be it OOC or IC) due to previous experiences and I hope the new year comes with plenty of chances to talk further. 

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[eunabi]

Thank you, everyone. Your selfless show of affection, whether through gifts or notes of recognition (see follow forever) are the reason why I’m thankful have all of you in my life; I decided it’s time I return the favor.

Around this time of the year, people express appreciation for their loved ones with gifts—lavish or inexpensive, store bought or handmade—that are the epitome of one’s feelings towards another. And while I’ve spent Christmas with the four people I know as my family, I wanted to relay these thoughts to others in hope that they may lead to closer relationships in 2016.

You have to start somewhere, right? And how about a song to set the mood?

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[eunabi]

Alright so here’s what’s happening, I’m going back to the basics and staying. Meaning I will be returning to Ryu Sera, semi-au roleplayer. Same background she had as well so it should be easier for those mutuals who I rp with. There was a reason why I stayed as chae eun for a while, but now that I have the opportunity I’m going back to the original muse of this blog. Some ongoing threads will be dropped, some will not. And for those who’ve mentioned me in follow forever, thank you so much and I hope to interact more with you guys!

[eunabi]

This is not a follow forever… no. As I don’t even follow some of the people I’ve listed off and I do that elitist ‘unfollow after a week or two of inactivity depending on our interactions’ thing. Instead this is an appreciation post to everyone who has contributed to my growth as a pseudo writer and a roleplayer through the pitiful 3 years (give or take since I take lots of hiatuses) that I’ve roleplayed Miss Jennie Kim, trainee of YG Entertainment. Not only is today a holiday, but it also is coincidentally the day I reached 200 followers. I don’t care much for the count but I thought that was cool. I got it on Christmas day, yay! Everyone seems to be doing such posts as well, so I thought might as well hop on the bandwagon!

I wasn’t planning to be here for today or other days relevant to today but because of the few people who kept my muse in their thoughts, in introspection I decided I’ll at least reciprocate in some way even though I lack the spirit. Christmas this year isn’t the happiest for both the muse and mun so I apologize if I’m writing this when I’m not in the best of moods. Nonetheless, I do genuinely hope everyone else is enjoying their holidays.

* none are in particular order.

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[eunabi]

Apologies for the small absence. Holidays and whatnot but will be around, just pretty scarce until all the festivities are over.

[eunabi]

Angst Starter Masterlist

" Aren't you going to say something?"

" And I thought I loved you."

" And I thought you loved me."

" Angry. I'm.. I'm angry."

" Aren't you even going to cry?"

" Are you going to cry?"

" Are you crying?"

" Are you okay?"

" Ask if I'm okay. Just ask."

" And this is why I don't want to stay anymore."

" Addiction isn't the way to go, ___ "

" Are you angry with me?"

" Are you afraid?"

" And now is the part where we say goodbye."

" And now you're going to leave me!"

" Are you just going to leave me?"

" Be friends with someone else."

" Boy/Girlfriend? Is that what you thought I meant?"

" Because you're such an ass and I- I just hate you!"

" But I've changed."

" But you've changed."

" Buy yourself something nice. Because I don't want this ring."

" But.. you're still alive?"

" Can't you just let me be happy for one?!"

" Can't you be happy for once?

" Can't you just be happy for me?"

" Come on, leave already!"

" Coward. That's all you are. A coward."

" Do you even know what you've done to me?"

" Do you have any remorse? "

" Don't you dare close your eyes on me!"

" Don't you dare die."

" Don't you care about me/her/him/them anymore?"

" Don't give me that look"

" Don't you want me to be happy?"

" Dammit! Everything was just starting to get better and then you do this!"

" Damn you."

" Don't lie to me."

" Don't like to him/her/them."

" Dammit.. Fuck! Fuck, fuck, fuck! You fucking ass!"

" Everything is fucked up now- everything is fucked because of you!"

" Everything's gone to hell."

" Everyone hates me."

" Everyone hates you."

" Everything hurts."

" Everything's going to be okay."

" Everyone loves you, not me."

" Everything is falling apart."

" Everything fell apart and I can't pick up the pieces anymore."

" For someone whose dying, you seem kind of happy."

" Friends forever, right? Isn't that what you said?"

" Fuck off!"

" Fuck you!"

" Find a new place to live."

" Find a new girlfriend/boyfriend."

" Find a new best-friend."

" Fine. I'll leave."

" Forever and ever. That's how long I said I loved you. But you never said it back."

" Fucking hell, I hate you!"

" Get lost!"

" Get a job, you ass!"

" Get out of here!"

" Go get a life."

" Go. Just go."

" How are you still alive?"

" How long are you going to keep this up?"

" How long until you finally get lost?"

" How about I just leave."

" Hold up. You're breaking up with me?"

" Heaven doesn't exist."

" Hell is the only place we're going to be going."

" How about you leave now?"

" Is this how you're going to treat me?"

" I can't believe you."

" I'm a monster."

" I killed someone."

" I want to kill myself."

" I want to kill something."

" I'm running away."

" I'm leaving you."

" I can't look at you right now."

" I hope you die!"

" I don't understand."

" I'm so angry/sad. But you don't care."

" I can't hear anything."

" I'm dying."

" I have cancer."

" I can feel the darkness coming."

" I can't breathe."

" Just joking, I don't love you."

" Just go."

" Just leave me alone!"

" Just fuck off."

" Kill yourself. "

" Kindly get the hell away from me."

" Kids? I don't want kids."

" Kind. That's the one thing you can never manage to be."

" Lie. Just lie."

" Lie to me."

" Life is not worth living."

" Living isn't possible."

" Like I give a shit about you."

" Lies are all you're capable of."

" Lay down. It'll all be over soon."

" My heart is broken. "

" My.. everything hurts."

" My girlfriend/boyfriend left."

" My ____ is dead."

" Man, you're an asshole."

" My lies aren't working anymore."

" Mutt."

" Many times I lay awake and wonder why I'm alive anymore."

" Never again."

" Never speak to me again."

" No. I won't do it."

" No, I don't like you like that."

" No way in hell!"

" Now, now, is there really any reason to cry?"

" Now and again I really start to hate you."

" No. Stop crying, just stop it."

" Not how I wanted to spend my life."

" Never look at me again."

" People hate me."

" People hate you."

" Person? No, no. You're not a person. You're a robot."

" People like you sicken me."

" People like you deserve to die."

" Perhaps you should just leave, then."

" Piss off."

" Question: why are you still here?"

" Quiet. I'm getting sick of hearing your voice."

" Run away. That's what I'm doing."

" See? I hate you."

" See? You hate me."

" Sometimes I wonder why you stay with me."

" So.. you hate me, then?"

" So this is how it ends."

" Shoot me."

" Shit..."

" So why are you still here?"

" Sometimes people lie to me."

" Stories are just that. Stories."

" Took off with everything I had!"

" Time to go."

" This is the end. It's done."

" The story is ending now."

" This is the end."

" This is why I hate you."

" Then why do you say you love me?!"

" Unlike you I have friends."

" Unlike me, you have friends"

" Under the bed is were I have to hide from you."

" Underwater is where i want me coffin to be."

" Utter it again and I swear I'll kill you!"

" Very mature. Cunt."

" Why can't you row up?"

" Why cant you care about me?"

" Why do you hate me?"

" Why do I hate you?"

" What do you mean?"

" What?You're dying?"

" Why can't you just be you."

" When am I supposed to get my time to be happy?'

" Well. This isn't how it was supposed to end between us."

" Whatever, you asshole."

" Whenever you decide you can stand to talk to me ago, please do."

" Well. I hate you now."

" Well, you hate me now."

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itsthezi:

Can you blame me, Jiah? It’s been so long. Too, too long. (’he gives a series of small shakes of his head, a final loud sigh leaving his mouth along with the last word spoken.) I know you don’t which is why I was so surprised initially, but see, loyalties are still loyalties in the end. (’he pauses suddenly and his eyebrows knit just slightly before an embarrassed laugh leaves his mouth, averting his eyes from hers for a moment.) Angry… Not quite. I thought you wouldn’t be gone for so long, though? Didn’t anticipate it and all of a sudden, time passed and there was still no word from you. It’s really, really good to have you back, Jiah. Just where in the world did you go off to, though?

Oh gosh. Okay, okay I’ll make sure not to disappear for so long next time. (’ though voice is reassuring, she already knows the time will come for her to leave again, yet hopefully not as soon) I even bought your CDs. All of them to be exact. (’ canting her head, she smiles small with gaze never leaving his despite his brief glancing off, shrugging her shoulders as well) Sorry about that though. (’ soon she averted her gaze as well then returning attention to him) I went off grid, so to speak. There comes a time when the hustle and bustle of the city becomes too much for little old me. So I shut myself away in the mountains or forests, though this time it was the mountains. It’s a way of cleansing my spirit.

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naysi:

Actually, we didn’t have any schedules today! My lucky day, huh? We have Blue Night radio tomorrow though, so I only need to prepare for that. ( + Bounces a bit in her spot. ) I wanted to come see you while I had the time though! Have you been well?

Oho! Well aren’t you a lucky one. (’ snorts whilst shaking her head) I see, I see. I’ve been just fine. Nothing out the ordinary except the usual. I had a photoshoot recently and another rendezvous, you could say.

[eunabi]

Pretty unnie.

My adorable saeng! Shouldn’t you be running yourself wild from your schedules or something.

[eunabi]

Of course she was doubtful of his reasoning but that was nothing to press on about. “With those portable chargers they have these days, I’m sure you could’ve survived. Unless you don’t have one of those then you should get one at that pharmacy. I’m sure they carry them.” Okay maybe a little lingering never hurt. Nonetheless, she was already in the midst of heading towards the lit street, the neighborhood they were in being near a pretty busy road so it shouldn’t be hard for the two to find his destination. “And what are you going to the pharmacy for exactly? Especially at this hour.” Walking in silence wasn’t her thing, despite being timid. The young woman at least knew how to engage in small talk even if awkwardness was to follow suit.

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It was odd that he approached someone without some a conversational question but for help. Who needs help anyway, people need his help not the opposite. Beyond false, he is not even from the country but he still thought that way. In spite of that, this little mind of his won’t help him through thus need & he had to ask the nearest person he could find. The thought of the obvious was way on the pre hand to cross his mind, who leaves their house on Five percent charged mobile? He did it; he wouldn’t use it most of his time as he was to cope with the whether through what his legs will take him. Now he regretted it. The glimpse of second that he was about to look at the woman strangely because of her offer was returned to make sense. “Ah…I would have, but you can’t use a dead phone. Can you?” 

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krisanthemvm:

    There’s a strain to his voice as he looks at the young woman.  “Just what I said.  I. Want. To. Go. Home.  This place here?” Anthem motioned to everything and nothing in particular at the same time.  “This is not my home.  This is a prison.  A place I cannot be my true self.  I have to survive within the confines of what this society wants of me.  It’s almost worse than being trapped inside a castle.”

    Not that he had ever explained his true heritage to many in this place, but it was obvious he was a foreigner.  It was just that the people around him had no clue how much of a foreigner he actually was.  They didn’t need to know.  Firstly, because no one would believe him.  Secondly, because anyone who did believe him would be seen as a fool.  And fools were treated much worse than people liked to admit.  A fate the prince would wish on no one.

    “I just pray that at some point, I can.. and when that day comes, I will return to my home and no one will ever be able to stop me.”

His words slipped through her ears. Though Jiah was lost in a world of her own, it pale compared to the male’s description. The constant debate of dwelling deeper or to stick to the surface ran through her mind. Conversation had yet turned sour, however, it was best to let the topic die down. “Ah, I see.” Given her psychology major, attempting to read facial expressions was her forte. It showcased exactly how the person felt and in her eyes, she saw loneliness. She doesn’t say anything of the like in the end, merely nodding her head with chin rested in palm of hand once arm was propped on round table. “Then why not fight harder for it.” Not knowing anything about the male, she figured she was crossing some sort of line with her words but it was her method of getting to know him better, albeit not the smartest. “What if you return home and you end up missing how things are here, then what?” 

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itsthezi:

Wo–ah! Wow! Am I seeing…right…? Jiah? The Jiah? (’he makes an entire act out of his reaction, gasping and widening his eyes although it truly was a big surprise to see her.)Lowkey stalking, she says. Ha! If you’ve been keeping up with my music, then it means I’m successful given it has reached your ears. That aside, wow! You’re back and–well, shit. I’m speechless. Caught me off guard so I don’t even know what to offer more than a measly ‘welcome back’, tch.

Omo.. (’ faint blush creeps across cheeks, turning away to pat her face) You’re too excited it’s making me shy! (’ she emits a nervous chuckle, attention returned to him and she nodded her head, giving him a thumbs up as well) Veerry lowkey. Like so lowkey wouldn’t have realized. You know I don’t listen to rap but I’ll listen to yours because I’m such a great friend. (’ smug expression on features, she pats herself on the back then waves a hand dismissively) I’m surprised you’re not angry or anything so this reaction is a good reaction. (’ snorts) But yes, I’m back! I had to fly away for a bit...or well for a long time actually, heh.

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leeyjin:

(`Ailee heard Jiah talk before she even touched the door knob, opening it slowly with a gentle turn and pull.) Mm, may I help you, miss? (`She put on a short facade while sticking her head out the small gap she made.) Ah…that jacket…. (`She paused to look from the jacket to the female.) Who are you again? (`She lifted her brows, pressing her lips tightly together and held onto the door as if it was supporting her from laughing.)

What was that?! (’ lids narrow, jacket is hidden behind her back ) Ehh..nevermind then! Of course I couldn’t possibly give back a jacket to a stranger. (’ small smirk plays across visage, then a cheeky closed eyes grin) Such a great jacket too aigoo. Oh well! Maybe next time. (’ she bows her head, sliding her arms in comfortable sleeves of outerwear prior to continuing her act, pivoting on heels and walking away ever so slowly)

[eunabi]

“Sorry, I’m not from around here, do you know where the nearest pharmacy is?”

Ice Breaker Meme

Strange surroundings for her as well, it was quite unfortunate for the two though more so for him. The woman was just on her way home since it was getting late, albeit still in no hurry. One would think a female would be on guard from a stranger suddenly approaching them in the wee hours, but she didn’t mind. What was the point in being uptight anyway. “Ehhh..” The problem still lie, she didn’t know what to say. “No I don’t but we can take this journey together.” Nice save, but also bad move. Jiah mentally cursed herself for her kind offer, despite it being something she should start getting used to. “Though GPS is your best friend, just saying.” 

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“You look familiar, have we met?”

Ice Breaker Meme

It was the usual for her, to disappear without warning. Even she didn’t know why, it was just one of those things that remained unexplained. How long had it been exactly. Time stopped many moons ago for her, albeit not enough for such a face to be a blur. Indeed the young female was remembered clearly, to the point a small smile was brought to visage. “Well, I’m not the type for plastic surgery though it would be a lie to say I haven’t gotten prettier since the last time we’d spoken?” Whenever that was, last thing remembered was the very thing she couldn’t grasp. Dwindling on it was useless so she shrugged her shoulders. “Though perhaps I should ask, do you remember me?” 

[eunabi]

STARES INTENSELY AT YOU. WHAT.

Oho! 

[eunabi]

ICE BREAKER MEMES

Have you always wanted our muses to meet, but didn’t know how they would first interact? Send me one of the following ice breakers so we can embark on our roleplaying adventure!

“Good morning, sorry I’m late!”

“I’m not late am I?”

“I don’t think we’ve met before…”

“You look familiar, have we met?”

“Do I know you?”

“Sorry! You dropped this!”

“Oh, sorry I thought you were someone else, I didn’t mean to hug you!”

“Watch where you’re going!”

“Are you okay? You didn’t fall too badly did you?”

“I should have said something earlier, I’m-”

“I’ve seen you around, I’ve just never had the guts to say hi.”

“You must be new…”

“Do you need a hand?”

“Have you just moved in?”

“If you want me to show you around, I don’t mind helping.”

“I saw you from across the room and I had to say hi.”

“I wouldn’t buy that if I were you.”

“Do you need some help?”

“Is this yours?”

“Sorry, I’m not from around here, do you know where the nearest pharmacy is?”

“Hey, have you got change for a note?”

“Want some gum?”

“Ah, sorry. I’ll move my bag, this seat is free.”

“Careful!”

“Not every day you meet someone with such a smile!”

“Thanks for holding the door open for me!”

“Uhm, excuse me. Hey, wake up! This isn’t your stop is it?”