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[exomistress]

Want to give a warning too! This happened to me last week. Thank god for having seen this post!

So I just got this message literally few minutes ago

And if YOU get this message in the future DON’T YOU FUCKING DARE CLINK ON THE LINK I FUCKING SWEAR TO GOD I WILL CUT YOUR HANDS OFF

A warning to all of my followers there no such a thing as @exposingthoselosers I just thought any form of information is good and can protect my followers from getting their phone or any other devices hacked if you’re connect to the wifi they might hack all of the devices connected.

DO NOT FUCKING CLICK ON ANU LINK YOU GET NOT EVEN FROM UR FRIENDS ON TUMBLR BECAUSE THEY COULD GET HACKED 👀

Pls share this awareness ⚠

[exomistress]

Tears of pain

This was requested by Anonymous but I unfortunately deleted the request and I am deeply sorry for my absence. So here you go!

Warning: MENTION OF RAPE!

Be careful!! The whole imagine is just about that!

The sky was now filled with clouds unlike today's morning. It might rain you thought as you looked outside of the window. You moved a little bit making yourself more comfortable on your and Sehun's bed.

Bluging in your earphones, you pressed your favourite playlist and looked out of your window, watching again the gray painted sky.

Gray has became your favourite color. The dull color matched the color of your childhood memories: dull, ruined, painful. All of the happy moments you had cherished in your mind were ruined by one person.

How was this possible?

A feeling of sadness started taking over you. Tears instantly rolled down your cheeks and your body started shaking from your cries. Though, nothing came out of your mouth, the only thing you could hear was the loud noise of the air hitting your window.

Your vision became blurry from the tears but all you did was look at the mirror opposite the bed. You examined your blurry, shaking, helpless form and you couldn't keep the terrible memories from entering your head. It was like everything you did that day reminded you of that painful night.

Why were you so sad? You had everything a normal girl would want. You were dating Oh Sehun the famous member of the band named EXO, you had accomplished every girls dream; to find love. And yet, you can't seem to forget.

If you could just forget, if you could just live without this memory, everything would be perfect.

Now you had to continue your life with such a traumatic event. How were you going to tell Sehun? You couldn't even tell your parents that night.

You unplugged your earphones the pain you felt becoming unbearable with the help of the sad music playing on the background. You have managed to add all the songs that made you emotional to your happy playlist.

You looked at the silver necklace you wore, given to you by your boyfriend. You truly loved him, he always made you happy. He always gave you compliments about how cute your were, how smart, how kind and how... innocent you looked.

It pained you every time he told you that. He really thought that you were innocent. After that night the least thing you could have was your innocence, it was simply forcefully taken away from you.

Finally choked cries came from your mouth and your valnurable body fell backwards on the bed, looking up at the ceiling. Sehun, why did you choose me? It is so hard for me to tell you...

You tightly gripped on your necklace as you cried even louder. With a silent yet noticeable sound the necklace opened in two. Your eyes opening a second after you heard the sound. You tried controlling your desperate cries but when you read the note inside the necklace they became even louder.

"Together for ever with loyalty and trust- S & (Your initial) "

Why is it so hard? Now I got to tell him or else he is going to hate me we made the promise anyway.

The sound of the front door cracking open made you suddenly stop.

"Jagi! Where are you? I bought dinner! "

Sehun's voice rang through your ears.

No, you can't let him see you like this. You quickly stood up and run for the bathroom. Closing the door in the process, jumping in the bath tub and filing it with water.

Your clothes were now shoacking wet and your hand was wrapped around your mouth, preventing any unpleasant sounds from coming out.

You could hear his footsteps as he came up the stairs to your bedroom.

"(Y/n), are you here?"

Your free hand pressed itself over your chest feeling the loud beating of your heart.

The sound of your bedroom door opening alarmed you.

"Jagiya are you in the bathroom?"

You didn't reply, knowing that if you did you would let out choked cries. Unfortunately, a small whimper left your closed mouth.

"(Y/n) are you alright in there?.... Jagi! Answer me? Are you okey? "

His worried voice echoed through the walls of the bathroom. Please don't come in, please! Oh lord, please...

"(Y/n) if you don't answer I will come in!"

You took a shaking breath preparing your best fake happy voice you could master.

"I-I am a-al-alrigh-" you put your hand on top of your mouth as you started crying again, cursing for not being able to hold your tears.

As expected the door opened revealing your worried boyfriend.

"Jagi what's wrong!? " he said coming towards you, kneeling besides you.

"Don't you feel good? " he said looking at your clothes the single thought of you being so sick that you couldn't undress was enough to overwhelm him with sadness.

He reached over to touch your forehead, flinching at the contact of his warm hand to your cold skin.

"God you are freezin- what's wrong? Why are you crying? Tell me! " he said earning harder cries from you.

He instantly picked you up, by instinct. His mind was almost blank and just couldn't process anything.

You seemed fine this morning... Right?

"The water is so cold!" He said as he carried you, your wet form soaking his clothes.

You hadn't realized that it was cold, you actually didn't care due to the pain you were feeling.

He opened the bathroom door with his elbow. Walking quickly to the bed and laying you down. Your hands gripped Sehun's neck wanting comfort. He just stayed on top of you, rubbing soothing circles on your back.

"What is wrong, Jagi? You know you can trust me! " Sehun said not moving an inch.

"You-you prom-mise that you... won't leave me... Right? "You said wiping the tears with the end of your soaking sleeves, only for Sehun's warm fingers to replace the wet fabric.

"Yeah, of course. I have already promised that, remember? " he said mentioning to you the necklace you wore and bringing up his wrist; showing you the matching bracelet.

"That is all I need to know... " you said finally calming down and sitting upright with Sehun.

"Jagi, you were crying and you were in such a terrible state. What caused it? Please tell me, I need to know so I can help you... " he said hugging you tighter and bringing you onto his lap.

You refused to talk. It really isn't as easy as people think it is. After, years of the constant feeling of pain, emotional and physical. The least think you could do was spill out the four god damned words; I had been raped.

You couldn't think strate, who could? You had been through such terrible things, you had been living under a fake smile all this year.

You were just.... scared...

Scared of the fact that he wouldn't care about it, scared of the fact that he might see you as a disgusting person, a person who deserved to go through such a torture.

You just couldn't pull out the words nor the courage to unfold your secret.

"Jagiya, don't you trust me? Come on what is wrong? Are you sick?" He asked.

You eagerly nodded your head.

"Yeah... I-I am s-sick... I-I... I f-feel s-sick" you exclaimed, looking down at the mattress.

Yeah, you did feel sick of everything, you felt sick of the truth.

"Come on, change (Y/n) let's get you checked up" he said as he unwrapped his arms off of you.

Great you lied to him.

"I am fine, there is no need to go to the hospital" you protested finally calming down.

You slowly looked up at Sehun who was looking at you with a brilliant smile. You were a very lucky person, getting to see his caring side.

You flashed one of those fake ones you were now used to, closing your eyes. You just couldn't be looking at him while lying you knew that he would see the hurt.

Dropping the smile and opening your eyes after some seconds of not replying.

You looked up at his eyes, they looked... sad? Your eyes traveled down his now frowning lips. Just a second ago he was smiling.

"What is wrong Sehun?"

"What is wrong with you?"

He asked looking at you with those disappointed eyes.

"I told you I am fine"you said looking down.

His warm fingers touched your shivering form, moving up from your shoulder to your chin lifting it up.

"Look at me! Why are you so sad? What is going on, I-I don't understand, give me some clues! I can't help you without knowing the reason behind all of this!" He protested his arms moving with his words, it was a habit of his when he got emotional.

"Sehun,... I am fine!" You said making the mistake of looking directly into his eyes, you could see the sadness reflecting in his now soft caring eyes.

"Just look at you (Y/n)!... Just look at you... I found you in the bathtub with a temperature below zero, fully clothed, crying your eyes out.... looking at me with... such a sad face " he said as he looked down at your hands.

"We are going to the hospital!"he said

"What are they going to do, Sehun? How can they help me! No one can... Not even you! If I could just turn back time and stop it from happening I would be happy... " You said closing your mouth understanding that you said too much yet glad at the fact that you started spilling out your secrets.

"Stop what, Jagi? Tell me! I am here for you! I always will be! " he said taking your hands into his.

"It is so difficult... What you are asking is so difficult, Sehun!" You whispered the first part.

"It is okey... everything is going to be fine"he said while buring your face into his chest.

You liked that the feeling of having a shoulder to cry on. It was pleasing and it gave you the feeling of being protected. God, you loved Sehun when he was like this. Let's just wait after he finds out...

Comment if you want a part 2!!

[exomistress]

Oh yes Daddy

Is this a new 'thing'? Because I have gotten about twenty of them... I guess I have been missing out on too much with my absence.

[exomistress]

Wattpad

Hello everyone as you can see I haven't updated in a really long time. Well I wanted to inform you that I am going to stop for a little while and focus on my wattpad account as I suddenly had imagination and plenty of ideas of books to write.

All for exo of course.

Right now I have been focusing on this book that I posted a few days ago;

Wattpad account;

So please understand why I don't update I am just to focused on this and the other books to come.

Exomistress

[exomistress]

Xiumin Masterlist

When the boys catch you two having sex in the living room

When you two see a spider

How he kisses you

He catches you singing

His daily affection

A guy purposely hurts you

You have stretch marks

[exomistress]

Suho masterlist

Catching Xiumin having sex in the living room

When you two see a spider

You randomly kiss him

How he kisses you

He catches you singing

You are scared of lightings

His daily affection

A guy purposely hurts you

You have stretch marks

[exomistress]

Baekhyun Masterlist

Catching Xiumin having sex in the living room

When you two see a spider

You randomly kiss him

How he kisses you

He catches you singing

You are scared of lightings

His daily affection

A guy purposely hurts you

You have stretch marks

[exomistress]

Chanyeol Masterlist

Catching Xiumin having sex in the living room

When you two see a spider

You randomly kiss him

How he kisses you

He catches you singing

You are scared of lightings

His daily affection

A guy purposely hurts you

As your boyfriend

You have stretch marks

[exomistress]

Lay Masterlist

Catching Xiumin having sex in the living room

When you two see a spider

How he kisses you

He catches you singing

His daily affection

A guy purposely hurts you

You have stretch marks

[exomistress]

Chen Masterlist

Catching Xiumin having sex in the living room

When you two see a spider

How he kisses you

He catches you singing

His daily affection

A guy purposely hurts you

You have stretch marks

[exomistress]

Kai masterlist

Catching Xiumin having sex in the living room

When you two see a spider

You randomly kiss him

How he kisses you

He catches you singing

His daily affection

A guy purposely hurts you

You have stretch marks

[exomistress]

D.o. Masterlist

Catching Xiumin having sex in the living room

When you two see a spider

You randomly kiss him

How he kisses you

He catches you singing

Daily affection

A guy hurts you

You have stretch marks

[exomistress]

Oh Sehun Masterlist

I am so excited!!

He catches you dancing

Catching Xiumin having sex in the living room

When you two see a spider

You randomly kiss him

How he kisses you

He catches you singing

Daily affection

A guy hurts you

You have stretch marks

Tears of pain

[exomistress]

Oh Sehun: He catches you dancing

你好。How have you been? I am back again with a sehun reaction. Also, this is the way that I am going to post reactions from now on! I hope you liked it!

Genre: fluff

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The soft music continued playing through your earbuds and with soft sways of your hips you moved around in the kitchen.

Mumbling the lyrics as you reached your hand inside the cabinets and placed the last ingredient with the others.

Sehun was supposed to be back from his tour in two hours and you couldn't wait for him to finally arrive. Not only that but it was also your one year anniversary, and he had left the tour earlier than he was supposed to, just to see you.

The songs changed as time passed and you found yourself tapping in the beat of the song with your foot on your kitchen floor, waiting for the oven to heat up.

A few minutes later you had already placed the cake in the oven and was dancing while cleaning up the tragic mess you made.

You were so into the music that you didn't hear the ringing of the stop watch and continued cleaning.

You mumbled out incoherent words and continued dancing around, the sweat smell of chocolate cake lingering in the air.

You moved the cake out of the way so you could continue cleanin— wait... WHAT?!

You jerked up to look at the cake that was placed on a plate, the sprinkles already placed on top of it.

When did you put the cake out of the oven.

Wait was the oven turned off?

You tried to turn around to check if the oven was turned off but your moves were halted by the feeling of hands sneaking around your waist.

Strong arms pulled you on a hard rock chest making you gasp at the sudden contact. Before you could turn up and see who this person was, their chin was placed on top of your head.

The arms that were wrapped around you nudged you to look down at them.

Your head snapped down with a silent "What the... "

A white present with a blue ribbon stood in front of you. You could make out the words written in the label;

"Happy Anniversary, Jagi! "

Sehun!

You quickly turned around and hugged the god-like frame of your boyfriend.

With a pleased sigh leaving his mouth he turned to look at you.

"Happy anniversary, (Y/n)! "

He said as you stood on your tip toes.

A soft whine left your mouth mentioning for your boyfriend to lean down and kiss you.

With a chuckle his lips had already contacted with your, moving in perfect harmony.

You missed this;

His comfy embrace

His sweet and surprisingly serious kisses

His tall figure towering over your small one.

You missed everything.

"If your dancing show is my present I feel a little stupid about mine" he said parting his lips off yours for a mere second but then reconnecting them.

Only for you to shy out and hide your face in his chest.

"Come on, Jagi, let me kiss you!! " he said.

Soon, you were lifted up. Your small feet on top of his and within a second his whole body started moving at the imaginable music.

You looked up at him , eyebrows lifted up in confusion. He wasn't like this usually.

"I missed you~" he murmured while dancing around.

"Awe!! Is this my real boyfriend?!"you said making him suddenltly stop. With red cheeks he responded.

"Yah! Appreciate it!! It is not everyday that I do things like that!! " his hands came down to your waist, looking at you with a playfully annoyed look.

"Yah, lets stop dancing in the kitchen! The previous time you danced in here you broke my favorite plates! " you complained placing your chin on your boyfriend's chest and looking up at him with a soft pout.

Nevertheless, he still continued dancing with you.

Well you weren't going to complain about it if it means that you will see this side of him. You thought closing your eyes in bliss.

"Well at least I don't dance like a freaking maniac " you heard him mumble in your ear.

"OH SEHUN!! "

"Help, someone! My girlfriend is going to attack me with a spoon!! HELP!!"

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I hope that you enjoyed it. Xx

Ask me if you want a reaction like this for another member!

[exomistress]

New request rule

Requests, something that all writers love to get. Yet sometimes it is a tiring thing to do especially when you have to write about :

One, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight, NINE members!!

And all of the reactions should be written in a reasonable amount of words which for me and for my readers (which enjoy to get long reactions) is more than two paragraphs!

I am not a person who will get inspired often and has a lot of imagination but I enjoy writing. You will understand that because of my lack of inspiration and the fact that this isn't my native language, I tend to post late as I have to write totally different long reactions for nine members.

Since to all my readers their biases are different and they change as time goes I can't just focus on a particular person of the group and make his reaction longer as it wouldn't be fair.

This is the part were I need help.

When I get requests please tell me which ones are your biases and if I enjoy and get plenty of inspiration I might write for more!

You can also request maknae line or hyung line and which one you would prefer to be written first.

As for the reactions that I will write myself in the near future I will for sure have posted all of the guys reactions.

Masterlist changes

The masterlist will from now on have links in the guys names which will take you to their personal masterlist were you will find reaction-scenarios or imagines.

Thank you for reading

[exomistress]

⛔ Angst ⛔

Hello guys it is me again and no this isn't one of me late reactions.

I am making this post cause recently I have been getting some angsty requests.

I love angst though I am not sure that I am good in writing one but since there are some crazy things going in on with some readers and their lack of responsibility to understand when something might trigger them I would like to help them.

These are the types of readers who read angst :

The responsible ones :

They will for sure read the sings and consider if the content that they are reading is or isn't triggering for them and will proceed and read the text if they are sure that they won't be triggered.

The 'rude' ones :

They will usually leave not exactly hate a comment which criticizes the content of the post. This kind of comment will be like:

The post you have made isn't that triggering and it is low-key romantic

Now, excuse me, if I am getting a little bit confused here because there plenty of other readers, which by the way moves me to my third type of angst reader :

The triggered one

Now despite all of the warning signs for the writer's readers this category will actually proceed in reading them without considering to look for any warning signs ( so be sure to read the Notes that the a writer will give you, most commonly found in the beginning of the post which makes it hard not to notice, because they are really informative) and then they will message you to put the post down because :....

IT HAS TRIGGER THEM

Now the confusing part is that the 'rude' one's which will leave a comment saying that it is way too fluffy to be angst have just told the writer that it is actually more fluffy than angst but then a message popes up saying that one of the triggered readers has read it and is asking you to put it down because it is way too triggering!!

Did I also forget to mention that the triggered ones believe that there wasn't any warning sign?

WHAT!!?!

...

There is a second category of the 'rude' ones which is;

The fake ones

These are actual people that are sending you asks and telling you to put the post down because they were triggered as they 'have been' through such an event, which if you really read the text it is way too obvious that they are lying, and it doesn't help them at all.

And please to all those readers please take me seriously when I say that a post might be triggering to someone.

The inspired ones

These are people who will send you a message telling you how much this post helped them go through some hard events that has been happening in their lives.

Now all in all it is pretty confusing for us to understand some of our readers and please RECONSIDER if the message that you are going to leave is actually true and think that there might be some people that will be triggered by an angst post because of the events that they have been in.

As for the ones pretending to be a victim of a particular thing and it is way too obvious that they are lying please go get some help or ask for someone's else's attention.

THANK YOU

[exomistress]

I hope this magic ask brings you a lot of requests! 💜

Oh thank you! I hope so too