extradition-blog - Tumblr blog

[extradition-blog]

How?

If someone can fucking help me please do I've literally tried everything I can to get my ex off my fucking mind and nothing works every time I think of her my head hurts and my stomach feels sick I think the head hurting part is to do with me neglecting to cry but that's out of the question I'm just sick of vomiting and I'm sick of feeling fucking ill without the help of weed or alcohol just someone give me some god damn advise. Why the fuck do I still even care like why the fuck is she even on my mind she left me and I'm sitting here like a little bitch what is wrong with me am I insane? I can't even move on I've tried everything everyone that comes my way who ask me to be with them I literally push away I feel nothing for other people I just wish I could forget and move on but my brain is like saying NO cunt she's not as good as her NO don't move on this one deserves better than you everyone deserves better than you fucking reject.

[extradition-blog]

Poem #1

I miss feeling happy I miss being sad. I miss all the good times we had I miss the love we once shared two but actually I stop and miss only you I having fun I miss your smile I wish you'd come back so I could happy a while. Random just letting it flow didn't really spend a lot on it just helps me project myself thanks for reading :(

[extradition-blog]

I miss feeling #1

I miss feeling the love of her. I miss the excitement she brought to me. I miss her so much I just want to hold on to the hope I'll get to talk to her again but every day it gets harder and hurts more than ever I just want to hear her beautiful voice again here those lovely hums she does to songs I miss my baby but I hate feeling like she's not even mine anymore even tho I want her to be mines.

[extradition-blog]

Give yourself something to look forward to that isn’t a person.

Unknown (via quotethat)

True as fuck 😍

[extradition-blog]

[extradition-blog]

Lonely :(

I wish she would just message me just tell me she loves me I miss her so much it's crazy I try to move on I try to forget but she's all that's on my mind :( I hate being alone now I just want to hear her laugh and I just wanna hear the little cute way she used to say I'm sleepy to me I miss everything about her i feel like a starless night I love her and I all I can think about is just how I want to hold her.

[extradition-blog]

Now even rick and morty is making me miss her :c

[extradition-blog]

[extradition-blog]

#Goals

The Wolf

[extradition-blog]

Thoughts #5

Kinda starting to get over the whole thing a little more just still hurts knowing she could do this to me again. I just wish I wouldn’t have to worry about my soul mate running away every four days. Started focusing all my energy into doing work and having a fun time doing it while high weed has truly helped me get past the completely broken person I was gave me the motivation not lay around and be sad just lay around and be happy. ;D thanks for letting me vent on here tumblr you’re all truly awesome people except a few ;p you know who you are no need to ask questions. 

[extradition-blog]

Thoughts #4

I feel weird all I do is message her hoping for just a reply and I’ve been refreshing her page constantly. I feel like a creep I just want her back I wish I wasn’t like this I wish I was different :c

[extradition-blog]

Emotionally fucked #1

I've been sitting in my room vomiting and running to the bathroom all day. I've literally got spots all over my face and there's not a damn thing I can do my head hurts my eye hurts everything hurts. I can't think straight at all I just know that the only thing I can possibly think it is right now is just emotional stress from my recent departure in my relationship. I feel like I'm about to die this is all just super gross yucky. I still wanna smoke my weed tho 😳.

[extradition-blog]

She said she loved me 😔

[extradition-blog]

- Lang Leav / Talk Again

[extradition-blog]

http://iglovequotes.net/

[extradition-blog]

Just help me forget, I just want to stop feeling for someone I need to get out of this mindset. I’ve pretty much lost all hope of getting back with her anyway I even try spending time away from the computer It doesn’t help what so ever.

[extradition-blog]

I lost the one person I loved last night for good & It’s my 20th birthday today I don’t want to do anything but be drunk I want to feel love. :(