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[f1xingmyfuture]

Hi everyone!

I'm so sorry for the lack of posting I will be starting posting aesthetic like study inspo soon.

I've been very busy, ive been to America!

It was super fun I met my online best friend after 5 years and we did ao many different activities, I had a wonderful time.

But alas, I must get back to work...

I have also possibly found a lab placement in the next city over so things are looking up!

I hope this was a sufficiently enough update.

Hope you're all well ♡♡

(Ps I added a couple America pics)

[f1xingmyfuture]

My TMA was marked!

I got a 79 I think a pass is 40 so I did well, I think?

It's a pass I'm not sure but I think it actually counts as a distinction.

That's my update

[f1xingmyfuture]

Hello!!

I've just completed the second TMA (teacher marked assignment) of one of my courses and feel a bit anxious. I dont think it's my best work but I didn't with the previous and got an 89% so I dunno.

I guess we'll see.

I'm going to complete my third unit in my other course too this week to try and keep on track of being ahead of what I need to be.

[f1xingmyfuture]

A lil mini late night update for those interested!

I have created a list of labs in my area and I am making my way through them and am emailing each one asking about volunteer work and experience. I am hoping somebody gets back to me since I haven't really done any lab work since school.

I've also got some more work done on some of my online courses I have sn assignment due on the 20th so I'm going yo submit thst ASAP just to get it off of my mind (this is my Open uni access course that I started in jan before I realised biomed isn't accredited) so I'll update you guys on my score for that one.

I'm also working on my first (actually accredited) ACCESS TO HE assignment. It's just an intro to academic writing abs I haven't been out if education long enough to struggle with my essay writing so I'm hoping this assignment will be a piece of cake considering my open uni assignment is a 35 mark essay 🙃.

This update was abit more ramble so my bad guys I may also start adding other life updates and spatterings of other things like my bullet journal.

Wpuld you be into that?

Not sure why I'm asking it's my page is 🙈🙈🙈

Have a lovely Thursday stroke Friday everyone xx

[f1xingmyfuture]

Hi guys!

Another update for you, I have cleaned my room for the first time since October (a bit grim I know) and I feel so much better and less sluggish now that it's tidy. I didn't study today but it's okay to have the occasional break. I've seen the government are rolling out more biomed degree apprenticeships so I may look into that at some point.

I'm also looking into lab work. If any knows any titles or posts about lab work I'd be very grateful 🙏

I hope everyone has had a lovely april fools.

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An update for everyone:

Hi guys! Im actually a little bit shocked that I even got a couple of likes on my posts so quickly, I expected this to mainly be me shouting updates into an empty room.

I really appreciate it, makes me feel less alone.

Anyway onto the update.

I started doing some AQA gcse bio (which is the board I completed a fee years ago in school) mainly as a refresh. I plan on doing the subjects one at a time to just actually take them in.

However we (I say we I really just mean me) encountered the furst hurdle. I saw an orthopedic specialist yesterday and we discussed a leg lengthening surgery (i have a 2.5 cm discrepancy between legs, im not one of these red pill men crippling themselves dor vanity) this surgery will require a caged leg or a metal rod at the very least, it will also need alot of healing time. I am a little worried that it will eat into my studies as i dont know when this surgery will be and i dont want to apply to uni to then miss a chunk of my year .I am often not the type to stop at the first hurdle, or an really but it is a bit discouraging considering its so early into my journey.

I hope everyone enjoyed the update, even if it is a bit sour

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While I am introducing myself, I'd like to set our my game plan:

Considering it has been a few years since I have last been to school, I feel rusty and would prefer to go from the ground up.

I have found some online gcse revision books, notes and guides and would like to brush up on my gcse maths,biology, chemistry and physics.

My aim is to take enough notes and complete practice papers in order to retain the information(and maybe retake my failed maths)

Once I feel I am adept enough in the gcse sciences I will move on to taking alevel notes and memorise those. I will then enrol on am access to higher education course and complete that (I am saving money in order to be able to afford this as they are 1000 pounds)

In the meantime of me studying I plan on getting some field experience via employment (this one may be unrealistic as it is a hard field yo break into)

My main aim with all of this is to pull myself out of my slump and pursue a lucrative career within STEM. I am hoping this productivity will spark my passion again as I have lost all motivation within life.

I'm hoping this blog will aid in my motivation as I will feel obliged to post and update on my progress.

Much love everyone ♡♡

[f1xingmyfuture]

Hi guys! I've decided to start a new blog in hopes of sharing and updating my journey.

I'm a 19 year old disabled girl who dropped out of college in 2023 and ended up with no alevels. I am trying to fix my life (fix my future if you will) and move up towards completing a biomedical science degree and possibly even complete a masters.

I really hope I can both inspire and be inspired and make friends with some wonderful people.

I may also slowly get back into my hobbies and pick new ones up and share them to the blog.

I hope this wasn't to rambly an introduction.