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Lily’s Movie Challenge (6/370): Shiva Baby (2020)

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DANI & JAMIE in THE HAUNTING OF BLY MANOR

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Until the end of time.

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even if you leave

this would be

the happiest i’ve

ever been

in your arms

i can see

you’re exactly

what i need

i’m complete

it’s just you and me

and this moment’s

all that matters to me

it’s my treat

cause it’s you and me

and baby

this love is so sweet

i think i’m ready for this

ready for life

ready for love

in all its’ might

i’m ready for bliss

ready for light

ready for love

in all its’ might

i know it’s your love

i’m in awe of

it fits me

and i can’t get enough

i dream of

the way we love-make

how it quakes

down deep

in my heart

i’m complete

it’s just you and me

and this moment’s

all that matters to me

it’s my treat

cause it’s you and me

and baby

this love is so sweet

to you i speak

my heart is all yours;

yours to keep.

~bliss

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in a language that doesn’t have the word love, i say “the way your curls wrap around a pencil is a dance i could watch all night”. i say “i used to set an alarm for the middle of the night in case you couldn’t sleep”. i say “no, no, i’m not crying over the movie. it’s just we are both alive at the same time and isn’t that something?”. i say “are you thirsty? i’ll bring the waterfalls to our kitchen. i’ll dig a well and take the consequences of dirt in my nails”. i say “i can’t tell if your name means heaven or hell, and i don’t know which one i’m more afraid of”. my heart is a drum and all the songs are bursting. in this world, we have love and hate and i’m so grateful we’ve picked the perfect spot to sit. i say “all my playlists are named so only you will understand them”. i say “i’ve started imagining your face for every character i read in a book.” i say, “i put honey in your tea so your throat won’t hurt.” i say, “sometimes when you’re sick, i make sure to put on a boring movie so you won’t feel like you’ve missed out if you fall asleep.” i say “i have never had enough words for you and i know that”. i say “i wish i could have enough words for you! i pray to and i wish you knew that”.

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prompt 1197

“Too long a sacrifice Can make a stone of the heart”

                  –William Butler Yeats, Easter 1916

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“It was like as though to get better I had had to get worse.”

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Reblog if no one has a crush on you.

*looks around* Nope.

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the realization of being in love with her is unlike any realization i’ve ever made and i feel no fear. i feel free. i feel endless and vast and i just want to give her all of my love. this love heals me. to surrender to it and allow it to be is such bliss. it is independent of anything i could ever receive. just her essence is all i need. if i can give her this feeling she’s given me, then i will become complete. i’m so happy to finally know what love means truly. i am so grateful for this experience of love, no matter how long she is here i will cherish this forever. she has somehow become apart of me, apart of my heart and soul. i delight in my reflection through her. the kind of love so beautiful that it makes you cry in tears of joy and relief. to know that my longing was never in vain...it’s amazing. she was out there all along. beaming her heart towards mine, saving me. calling me towards her with every part of her existence. i am so grateful for this opportunity of love bc truly nothing else matters with out love. love is all there is. i’m so ready to let it in. i’m so ready to give it endlessly.

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Wait a whole fucking second…

First of all, why the hell didn’t I know Janelle Monae and Tessa Thompson were gay? And second of all, why the hell didn’t anyone tell me they were dating (yes, Tumblr gays I’m looking at you!)

I mean, look at this cute shit!

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Stop blocking your own blessings and progression by allowing the same unhealthy energy to leave and re-enter your life in a consecutive cycle.

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