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so I got into grad school today with my shitty 2.8 gpa and the moral of the story is reblog those good luck posts for the love of god

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They should invent a method of asking for reassurance that nobody secretly hates you that doesn't make people secretly hate you.

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And like its so stupid how I still feel like a hurt little kid, my mother asks me why i keep bringing up the past but this is all my life has been, she faults me for remembering all of the hurt they've caused me but that shit is always just bouncing around in my mind. I hate how despite telling myself thats just who they are, they don't love you its okay, don't seek it anymore, don't show your pain. I still cry, i cry everytime I talk about it. They look at me with disdain. They tell me i'm hysterical and dramatic and ungrateful.

I feel embarrassed telling friends about this, telling my lover how I feel the urge to kill myself, how I'm sure they wouldn't care for longer than they have to keep up their facade because its all redundant, its boring, its so repetitive. I feel like a teen in a toxic relationship, embarrassed. I hate who they've turned me into, they took a sweet little girl and turned her into a monster and now I don't know if I can ever go back.

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No one hurts you like your own birthgivers, that shit corrods you to the soul and rots any sliver of hope that somehow survived. I constantly feel like I'm drowning everytime I realize just how alone I really am, no love is ever believable, the betrayal just runs too deep.

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Men is short for Menace btw.

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You're always gonna be someone that I. WANT.

WE'VE GOT TOO MANY YEARS BETWEEN US!!!!!

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when she says she doesn’t send nudes

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I want romance. I want laughter. I want the 3am love making. I want consistency. I want loyalty. I want the random looks of admiration. I want to know you're just for me. I want date nights and flowers. I want truth. I want priority. I want love that's pure and calming.

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I hate when I look incredible but my fuckass phone doesn't even cover an inch of all that glory like can I please just have the ability to take good photos? I look so hot in my mirror why tf can't that just manifest into a selfie for once

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I mean Vi is a canon muncher

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in barbieland, where everything was perfect for women, men were safe. they didn't suffer, they took full part in society, they just weren't the "main characters". but when Barbieland was captured by men, women were instantly in danger. they began to be held for service and objectified.

the authors conveyed the essence very well and clearly, which not everyone understood

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Im a fempath it’s like empath but i only care about women

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i hauve a cold

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AS SHE SHOULD!

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Well, yes!

every cat in the world is my valentine 

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LET ME TAKE YOU DOWN

'Cause I'm

Going tooooooo

Strawberry fields,

Nothing is real.

AND NOTHING TO GET HUNG ABOUT!