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Eddie Diaz: I'm gonna keep on dancing at the pink pony club

Available for free (ko-fi)

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this is going to ruin the tour

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BI BUCK !! ITS THE NATURAL PROGRESSION 🌈

fern’s (obnoxiously long) list of ships and otps—in absolutely no particular order, okay?

Evan Buckley and Eddie Diaz

This one should be obvious to ANYONE that has sought my trash blog out. You’re probably here because of Find You, so it’s only right that my first ship share is Buddie. Like my heart was weeping when I almost mentioned another ship first. What is wrong with me?

If you’re new to the 911 fandom or have no idea what the actual fuck I’m talking about, you should check it out. I’m a fan. There’s some drama with it that sucks, but otherwise I enjoy the SHOW—just want that fact to be clear...the show...

Evan ‘Buck’ Buckley is everything to me. He’s a little baby with a heart of gold and muscles that could crush you, though he’d never do that because he such a genuine person. He’s a self-diagnosed sex addict, loves kids and would die for a certain small child that wears glasses, and knows without a doubt he’s supposed to be a firefighter. He loves his chosen family at the one-eighteen more than anything, and he would do anything for the people he cares about. If there’s one person he’d sacrifice for over and over again, it’s Eddie. Thank you for your service, Firehose.

Edmundo ‘Eddie’ Diaz is dripping in charismatic, single-dad, I’m-a-Top energy twenty-four-seven. He’s hardened and guilt-ridden, maybe a little lonely in his perils as a single father, but he would do anything for his son, Christopher, which he proves time and time again. He’s a proud man with a past that’s shaped him into the man he is today. If you asked him, he isn’t saving Chris. Chris is saving him. He’s not the hero. Christopher is, and always will be to him. He’s made a home at the one-eighteen with his chosen family, and if there’s anyone he’d sacrifice for aside from Chris, it’s Buck.

Just best-fucking-friends, my asshole.

Fucking lovers, okay? These two are... Okay, you know when you read or watch a good friends-to-lovers trope, and it just flows so well. It’s natural and real, something palpable that you can’t imagine ever being another way. Buck and Eddie are like that. Such a natural progression from friends to best friends to lovers. Their lives are so intertwined and cemented together that it’s just right.

In season two, we see that ‘bromance’ come to life. Buck is fresh from a breakup, and Eddie is still mourning his crappy marriage thats kind of in the air. It’s almost like two magnets pulling together. Buck just throws himself into Eddie’s life, helping him care for Chris and being there when everything goes to shit.

In season three, it’s almost like catalyst that propels their relationship into canon for me. Like in season two we see that foundation being built. It’s realistic and necessary as they’re both grieving the loss of a relationship. But in season three, there’s tragedy and anger and raw emotions. There’s hurt and pain. Season three we see the beginning—the love they share for Chris, the trust between them. Then the eye of the storm—the lawsuit, the hurt feelings, the anger, the rawness of not having each other for the first time. Which is so necessary honestly. Relationships are hard, and more times than not, there is that hurricane of fucked-up-realness that humbles the parties involved. It comes in, throws things around,a nd disrupts the perfect harmony you’d gotten comfortable in.

The fighting storyline... I won’t say much about it. Just that it seemed...fitting. Eddie has a lot of anger. It doesn’t make sense for him to just fester with it. Maybe it was a little out of pocket, but the aggression he felt was fitting to the story. Thats what I liked, I guess.

Eddie Begins... listen to me, goddamn it! If Tim thinks for one fucking minute that Buck screaming and trying to dig Eddie out with his bare hands isn’t a segue way to love, i dont know what to fucking tell you except stop with the fucking baiting. Yes, totally think it’s right to be upset, but Buck was DIGGING WITH HIS BARE HANDS like a madman! I will never be okay. I cried. I wept like the fucking Buddie whore I am, okay. If you think Buck isn’t in love with Eddie or well on his way, you’re batshit insane and need to be committed.

IT’S THE NATURAL PROGRESSION OF THINGS.

Anyways, thanks for coming to my ted talk. This post was not supposed to be like this, but I got carried away. I’m not fucking sorry. I’m passionate. Jump off my dick.

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Chapters: 2/? Fandom: 9-1-1 (TV) Rating: Not Rated Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV), Lena Bosko & Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV) Characters: Evan "Buck" Buckley, Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV), Bobby Nash, Maddie Buckley, Howie "Chimney" Han, Henrietta "Hen" Wilson, Athena Grant, Christopher Diaz (9-1-1 TV), Original Characters, Lena Bosko Additional Tags: Getting Together, Healing, Friends to Lovers, Slow Burn Series: Part 3 of find you universe Summary:

you're exhausting

that's all buck can hear

[this is a revised & edited version of find you that im much happier with]

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bitches be like “time for a bedtime story uwu” and then log into ao3 to read some of the most unimaginably horrific shit anyone could possibly come up with (it’s me, I’m bitches)

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When I get a nice AO3 comment or Tumblr reblog I have to force myself not to say "I LOVE YOU PLEASE MARRY ME CAN WE BE BEST FRIENDS FOREVER I'M OBSESSED WITH YOU" and instead say "thanks"

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everyone when ao3 is down for more than a minute:

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dex :) severely underrated character and i love him so dearly

also i liked the version w the overlay :D TAGLIST !! @cabbagegunk @dyketango @mahgck @funkily @teamranchers @veryfoolishgamers @t4tpoisondamage @bones-sprouts @evilbeast @rockydrago @waspcup @abyssopelagiccs @tesee @jackassbroadcast @paperrfaces @dxzys @nameofthisblogisname @ghostlycrisis

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Chapters: 1/? Fandom: 9-1-1 (TV) Rating: Not Rated Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV), Lena Bosko & Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV) Characters: Evan "Buck" Buckley, Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV), Bobby Nash, Maddie Buckley, Howie "Chimney" Han, Henrietta "Hen" Wilson, Athena Grant, Christopher Diaz (9-1-1 TV), Original Characters, Lena Bosko Additional Tags: Getting Together, Healing, Friends to Lovers, Slow Burn Series: Part 3 of find you universe Summary:

you're exhausting

that's all buck can hear

[this is a revised & edited version of find you that im much happier with]

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Hey found you from Ao3 - I’m currently reading Find You so I figured I’d tell you it’s pretty great lol you really know how to hurt those gay little firemen so good 😂🤩

this made my whole entire night thank you

✨ gay little firemen ✨

i promise im coming back to find you eventually i have plans for it

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update on me

• im reading a lot more lately (i read 106 books last year)

• i have barely written anything since my divorce in ‘21 & what i have written has been gorbagé so…sorry if you’ve read any of that

• i know im mainly known for 911 content but��� i haven’t watched or read anything 911 related in a hot minute so.

• i have binged outerbanks though & now im obsessed—jj, my new comfort character? that tracks. #jjpopetruther

• im trying to date again & it’s going ✨horribly✨

• because im trying to date im also trying to work through my trauma surrounding my bisexuality & how i repressed all of that because of my parents but now I’m trying to be true to myself but turns out that’s harder than it looks & did you know talking to pretty girls is actually so hard??? help

• that about sums it all up…maybe? im sure ive forgotten something…

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drinking and scrolling through my old reblogs

kicking my feet and giggling like a school girl

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Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: 9-1-1 (TV) Rating: General Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV) Characters: Evan "Buck" Buckley, Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV) Additional Tags: Love Confessions, Inspired by a poem Summary:

I refuse to believe that the words I love you are like birthday cake. Three words reserved for special occasions only to be given out topped with candles and frosting at the perfect moment. I use the words I love you casually and recklessly at times. But I found that birthday cake is better at midnight. And I love you is better when you don't hesitate When you don't wait for an occasion to say it. So here it is: I love you. And not in a special occasion kind of way. In the coffee in the morning on a Tuesday kind of way. I love you in chalk on a sidewalk and little post-it notes and extra smiles when you come home. I love you in the language of everyday things. And seeing you at the end of each day and listening to every word you say. I love you in the language of birthday cake. When it's nobodies birthday.

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some bi!dean for queer dean month. love that bisexual.

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We finally have the Dear Prudence we deserve. 

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has anyone talked abt how kit connor got the “looking at charlie” look™️ down bcus i havent been able to stop thinking abt it

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jimin ♡ boy with luv (191225)