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good things will happen 🧿

things that are meant to be will fall into place 🧿

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omg. i just wrote an entire 2.2k word oneshot that took like a day and a half and i forgot to save it i hate myself

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Blame this guy named tony for this ok😭

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Please don’t say you love me | Benny Weir x reader

A/N: sorry for sad posts, I’ll make a fluff sooner or later lol. This is actually so terrible I made it half asleep

You remember the night that everything changed. No one knew your secret, and you hoped they would never find out. After Jessie had turned you into a vampire, you life was over. Literally.

You didn’t tell your boyfriend, Benny, even though you knew he had friends who were also creatures of the night. They knew your secret, but you made them swear not to tell anyone.

You felt bad about keeping your secret, considering how great Benny was to you. You simply didn’t want to risk anything between the two of you, because things were going so well.

Later that week, Benny had invited you over for pizza and movies. You agreed, but couldn’t shake the feeling that something wasn’t right.

“Hey, baby.” Benny said as he let you into his home with a grin.

“Hi, Benny.” You said happily, pecking his lips as you made your way to the couch. Benny played the movie and began to eat some of the pizza he ordered, while you nuzzled your head into his chest.

Three movies into your small marathon, you felt yourself dozing off. Of course, vampires didn’t need sleep, but it was nice to close your eyes sometimes. You felt peace and serenity until Benny yelped from the kitchen.

“Benny?” You asked, sitting up almost immediately and jogging to the kitchen.

“Sorry, I didn’t mean to scare you. I cut myself with the knife trying to split the slice of pizza, no biggie.” He chuckled and tried to shrug it off, but you couldn’t help but stare at his finger.

You hadn’t fed in days, and while you were still a fledgling, the smell felt intoxicating. It’s as if you couldn’t control it, you felt yourself walking closer to Benny and inspecting his wound.

You examined it carefully, trying so desperately to snap yourself out of it. You gained back your control and jumped away from Benny in fear of what you would do if you didn’t compose yourself.

“Woah, Y/N, you okay? It’s just a small cut, see?” He motions to the opening in his hand and holds it close to your face.

“No…no, Benny. Cover it up, with a band-aid or something. Please, just get it away.” You pleaded.

“Why? It’ll heal up by tomorrow, you don’t have to worry.”

Why was he being so stubborn? You felt yourself growing angry at his disobedience.

“Just do it, Benny!” You snapped as he began to snap too.

“Whatever, Y/N! Don’t make this such a big deal, it’s nothing!”

“It’s not nothing!”

“Yes it is, see?” He held his finger up to your face again, and you couldn’t control yourself. You pushed his hand away harshly and hissed at him. Your fangs were in full show and your eyes glowed yellow.

You watched his expression drain and face go pale.

“Benny…”

“No. No- you��stay there.”

You weren’t sure what to do. You looked at him with sad eyes and reached out your hand.

“DON’T TOUCH ME!” He yelled, grabbing the same kitchen knife that cut him to defend himself.

“Are you really scared of me, Benny?” You asked, feeling a lump in your throat grow. It seemed Benny forgot about his own fanged friends as realization hit him.

“Wait…Y/N. I’m sorry…I don’t know what got into me. Why didn’t you tell me sooner? I would’ve helped you. You know I wouldn’t have judged you or anything-” he began to ramble on an apology as you couldn’t help but stare at him.

Your eyes flickered from his own brown ones and the knife that sat on the kitchen counter. What if you had gotten closer? Would Benny had hurt you?

Questions flooded your mind as a tear slipped down your cheek. You knew this wouldn’t end well, and you knew things would never work out after this.

“Were you really going to hurt me?” You asked. He stammered and looked at the floor.

“I-I don’t know.”

“You don’t know?” You asked, taking a step closer. You watched as he took a step back away from you.

You scoffed at him. Was he really scared of his own girlfriend? After everything he has seen, this is what would scare him?

“I have to go.” You said suddenly, bolting for the door.

Benny didn’t move for a moment. He was in shock as the last moments caught up to him. Why would he be scared? You’re still the Y/N he knows and loves.

Benny suddenly grabbed your arm and didn’t say anything. You looked at one another. Your eyes held emotions of betrayal and fear, while his held pure guilt.

“Please, Y/N. I’m sorry.” He pleaded for you to stay, while his voice was barely a whisper. 

“I love y-” He went to say as you let him pull you inside and sit you down on the couch. You held a finger up to his mouth and shook your head.

“Please don’t say you love me, not after this.” You said, your voice choking up as a tear slipped down your cheek yet again. He cupped your face in his hands and wiped away the flowing tears from your face.

You didn’t know what the future would hold for either of you, but nothing mattered besides this moment. He held you in his arms, watching the day fade into dark of the night.

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Information

PSA; I am making a master list soon, i just want to write some more so it’s less empty

Fandoms I write for:

Lab Rats

Mbav

Shameless

Cobra Kai

American Horror Story

Fear Street

Characters I will write for:

mbav

benny weir (fav)

ethan morgan

rory keaner

sarah fox

lab rats

chase davenport (fav)

adam davenport

bree davenport

cobra kai (all faves)

robby keene

miguel diaz

eli/hawk moskowitz

demetri

samantha larusso

moon

tory nichols

shameless

carl gallagher (fav)

debbie gallagher (fav)

fiona gallagher (fav)

lip gallagher

svetlana yevgenia (fav)

veronica fisher

kevin ball

sandy milkovich

mandy milkovich

ahs (will write nearly any character but these are the ones off the top of my mind!)

tate langdon

violet harmon

kit walker (fav)

kyle spencer

zoe

madison montgomery (fav)

misty day

cordelia goode

the countess (fav)

james patrick march

kai anderson

winter anderson

michael langdon

montana duke

brooke thompson (fav)

fear street

deena johnson (fav)

josh johnson (fav)

samantha fraser (fav)

kate schmidt

simon kalivoda

heather watkins

ziggy berman (fav)

cindy berman (fav)

tommy slater

ruby lane

nick goode

sarah fier

hannah miller

Things i will write:

smut (m/f or f/f)

nearly any kink, but if i am uncomfortable with writing something i will specifically state in the request

fluff

angst

i will not write m/m because i am female and do not know how to accurately represent it; and i feel slightly uncomfortable writing it. please respect my decision

i will not write for actual people/celebrities, and if the post includes 18+ content, the character will be aged up to be of age :)

side note-

please respect my opinions and do not push for something if i have also denied your request. i will get to everyone even if it takes time.

sincerely,

soph <3

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Chase Davenport Fluff Alphabet

A: activities (what do you do together?)

Chase absolutely LOVES to do just about anything with you. He’s so mesmerized and captivated by you, anything that makes you happy, he’ll do. It makes him really happy if you do the things he’s interested in, too. (I.E. watching his favorite tv shows, letting him ramble on about science, read with him, etc.)

B: Beauty (what does he find the most beautiful about you?)

Again, he thinks you’re so beautiful, everywhere. If he had to choose, he would probably say your hair. He loves running his fingers through it and playing with it when he’s bored. He loves when you let him try to braid it after you taught him.

C: comfort (how would he help you after a panic attack?)

Chase is most definitely an expert when it comes to panic attacks. He would make sure you can breathe and would stay by your side the entire time. He would know when to give you space but he would whisper supportive mantras to try and help. Afterwards, he would watch your favorite movie with you to calm you down while eating your favorite dessert.

D: Dreams (how does he picture your future together?)

Chase isn’t big on the future. He likes to stay in the moment, making sure everything’s okay. He doesn’t know where the future will take him, but he knows he wants you apart of it. He pictures eventually marrying you and possibly having a kid or two.

E: Equal (is he dominant, possessive? Or rather passive?)

Chase is very passive aggressive with you when he’s mad. He feels bad to flat out yell at you, so he’ll throw slight digs until you ask him what’s wrong. (Slightly nsfw, in the bedroom, he’s very dominant and likes to have control. He is mission leader, after all.)

F: fight (how would you fight with them? Would he easily forgive you?)

Chase hates fighting with you. It does happen, and it’ll usually build up over time. You guys will end up blowing up at one another, and then need a day or two to cool off. After Bree talks some sense into him, he apologizes after a day or two.

G: gratitude (how grateful is he? Is he grateful for the things you’ve done for him?)

Chase is very grateful for every experience he’s had. He is grateful for his bionics, his family, and his students. He knows how much you’ve done and sacrificed for him, and he’ll do anything to show it to you.

H: hugs (how does he hug you?)

Chase is big on hugs. He likes you wrap his arms around your waist and kiss your neck, or he just simply likes to hold you close after a mission if it startled him.

I: inspiration (how have you inspired chase? How has he inspired you?)

When Chase is with you, he tends to be more laid back. He’s more open to rebellious tendencies and it makes him feel like a total badass. When you’re with Chase, he encourages you to try harder in school, and it eventually really pays off.

J: jealousy (does he get jealous easily? How does he deal with it?)

Chase is a very jealous person. He tries to hide it, but every so often he’ll kiss you a little harder to remind you that you’re his. Sometimes if he can’t control himself, spike may come out to play.

K: kisses (what was your first kiss? Is he a good kisser?)

You and Chase’s first kiss felt out of a fairytale. You got caught in the rain after Leo abandoned the two of you during study hall. After a deep conversation on the walk home, he knew he couldn’t let this opportunity slip past him. He looked deep into your eyes and pulled you in for a long, passionate kiss. To answer if he’s a good kisser, he very much is. He knows what you like and he’s good at giving it to you.

L: love confession (how did he confess his love for you?)

After your first kiss, there was so much tension between the two of you. It was left untouched for so long, until Chase couldn’t hold back. He eventually confessed his love while yelling at you in the lab, leaving both of you shocked. It luckily all worked out, as you told him you loved him, too.

M: marriage (does he want to get married? How would he propose and how would the wedding be?)

You are the only person Chase sees a future with. You’re it for him, so he wants everything to be special. He’s propose on an isolated part of the bionic island during sunset. At the wedding, he’d rather have it small with your immediate families and closest friends.

N: nicknames (what does he call you?)

Babe, baby, love, darling, (your regular nickname,) your actual name

O: on cloud nine (how does chase act when he’s in love?)

Chase is the biggest dork when he’s in love, which means that’s the main side of him you’ve seen. He’s very giggly and blushes a lot. His siblings pretend it’s extremely annoying and tease him, but they’re secretly really happy for him.

P: PDA

Chase is very shy about your relationship. He often gets teased by his siblings that he actually managed to find a girlfriend, and it makes him slightly insecure so he’s rather show his love and affection in private. He does enjoy to sneak small kisses or hug you in public.

Q: quirk (what’s a random trait about him that’s beneficial for your relationship?)

Chase is very smart, obviously. He always knows the right thing to say and when to say it.

R: Romance (is he the romantic type? Is he cliché or creative?)

A perfect mix of both. He’s very creative while still staying traditional. He’s very romantic and enjoys small frequent gestures over random big ones.

S: spike (how does spike treat you?)

Spike is surprisingly very kind to you. He claims to respect women- especially you. You’re also one of the only people that can calm him back down to chase. Afterwards, he feels terrible and asks if you’re okay.

T: thrill (does he try new things in your relationship, or rather stick to a routine?)

Chase enjoys having a routine, although sometimes life just throws curveballs. He tries to keep things the same with you, because it’s one of the thing stable and secure things he has.

U: understanding? (Is he empathetic? Does he understand you well?)

Chase is very empathetic. He likes to make sure you’re always okay. He can read you like a book and usually can figure out pretty quickly when something is wrong.

V: value (how much does he value your relationship?)

Your relation is one of Chase’s top priorities. Although he wouldn’t admit it, he would give up everything if it meant he could have you.

W: wildcard (random thing in your relationship)

You’re the apple of Chase’s eye. His family loves you, and he loves you even more. He’s grateful that you’ve stuck around and never given up on him, even with his crazy life and secret.

X: xoxo (is he affectionate? Does he enjoy kisses/cuddles?)

Very much. He’s often shy and doesn’t like to directly ask for them, so he’ll send you discreet signals and hope you get the memo. You always do, and it puts a smile on his face.

Y: yearning (how does he cope when he misses you?)

Chase misses you a lot. Sometimes he’s on a mission and randomly thinks about you. One day he got up and went to the store, and bought one of those couple touch bracelets that vibrate whenever one thinks of the other. (Spoiler alert- he uses it A LOT.)

Z: zeal (is he willing to go great lengths for your relationship?)

Duh! Chase trusts you with his life. After you’ve supported him through so much, it’s only fair if he does the same. If you ever need him, he’ll drop just about anything to be there. He doesn’t ever want to loose you and the thought sends chills down his spine.

A/N: I hope this was good! I haven’t written anything like this before, so if you have any suggestions please lmk. Look forward to more lab rats content in the future, along with many more. I accept requests for just about anything! (Well, for the fandoms I am apart of.) <3