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[findmeinternet]

Tell me, that I am different, a different experience, a different feeling, let me know, that I used to be something. I am craving, craving every life I could have, the one where I'm rich, the one where I died in. I want to experience all these lifes that I used to have before mine. Make me wild, make me friendly, make me a villain at the same time an savior. Who could've known that, give me more then nine lifes. Don't make me to a cat. Give me all the things, that life keeps in pockets for people. All the rights, but especially the wrongs. Oh, let me drown in life.

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I like to left people on read, just right in front of them.

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What can I sell? I sold my soul to you, oh Baron, I payed the price.

I am not satisfied, why so? Baron, tell me, what is happening to me?

All the sins underneath, you said they tasted like cocktails and cigarettes.

Now give me the price, that is rightfully mine. I payed you with my soul, why don't you just take it?

It doesn't taste that good anymore, oh Baron, what makes you different to mankind then?

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How dare you smile at me like that? With your eyes, deeper then any forest I have ever seen. My soul started to sing for you, but you muted me. I thought we could fly, but it was me, you were pulling down to earth. I started to hate me, because it was all for you. I danced, because I got lost. You were somewhere, between all these lines, but I didn't see you ever again. I wish someone would've told me the truth, I wish someone told me what a mistake you were. I didn't had anyone to blame.

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And I was dancing, Eden felt so cormfortable and warm. But the whispers were so arrogant, everyone was thinking so loud. I wanted to see them burn, especially Adam, because he was the blind among all the escended. I smiled, while I ate the fruit of forbidden, I knew how to make them pay.

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I had been dying over and over again.

Saw the stars, all the karmas,

along all these lines.

Where have I been?

I am going down,

down the pipe.

I can't get enough,

let me die again.

The taste of ashes make me high,

it's kind of twisted,

but I like this kind of pain.

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Put me on all fours, let me be your princess between your knees.

Hold my hair softly, don't go hard on me.

Sometimes I do want to fight, but that's because you treat me right.

Throw me onto the soft satin pillows in my castle - oh make me to your queen.

If you turn around, I like to smother my king with them.

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TV Head

The sirens were ringing, my ears were down. I felt numb, to all the sounds outside, a stone flew through my window. Outside on the street, I saw dark. All the cables bonded into my skin, the static filled me up, turned on all the radios, tv head. My eyes were dark with white, sprinkles all over them. My skin turned smooth and dusty, felt bulky underneath my fingertips. I couldn't move, my cable was too short, to reach to you. TV head, let me go

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Neon Sounds

Standing here,

beneath all of these neon signs,

screaming at me with all these sounds.

The air, dusted with dirt,

city skylines right in front of my eyes.

I see you with me,

in every reflection I look into.

Touching you, now you're gone.

What have I done?

What was I thinking - am I trapped in a memory or a journey?

I miss you

[findmeinternet]

What number did I get?

When am I going to be on your excel list?

Do I get a yes in wife material? Just like your ex.

You treat us like products, when did you decided to buy me?

How couldn't I see?

Ohh please, don't dance with me.

My love for you looks like me,

just with a million dollars and a lot of healed memories.

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Silky Silence. She was calling for me - my heart still beats. They never silenced me. Cut right through me, crack me like an egg. Look directly inside, you tried to play with me. Aren't you impressed? By all the engravings, she left on me? Right under my sleeves.

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Everytime you turned my mind. Cracks were covering the walls, my balcony was gone, my apartment was empty. It felt cold, ash was raining in front of my door. I thought I might change it, made everything new. But as soon as I saw you, it was back at noon. Checking my new pyjama, it was grey and old. I couldn't stop it, the change that stood before. And then there was you. Everything was back at noon. Let mightnight take the mistakes away, wrapped it's arms around me. Started a spark within me. Everytime at noon, weapons to my hand. This time at noon, nothing was back, just something new.

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I tried to be a hero, but everything was burnt alive, in front of my eyes. I cried. I died. My last drop of blood, lost in a final fight. I had enough. Have you seen all of this? Look around. Was I entertaining enough? The hero created a monster, look at us. Can't stand the truth behind my eyes, I will eat you alive.

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Control Void

And I took my time, looked at it and shaked it. My world began to rumble, crumble down to earth. All the pieces belonged to me. I'm everything I have. I realized, I need to rebuild it. God took my confidence away from me, because he knew how dangerous it would make me. Now I control void - I will never let go of me.

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Dig the ash as it would be gold, breath in, breath out, look around.

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[findmeinternet]

He asked me, why I tried to make him laugh. I answered, I wanted to feel other emotions then lust. I'm desperate to see something else, that I would also take sadness as a different emotion. So desperate that I forgot to show mine.

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The keys were rattling in my pocket, the sharpness between my fingers, they reminded me of something hidden, locked down with a key.

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