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this is real (i don’t take credit for this)

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i asked them out!!! we went on a date!!! idk if it was really a date!!!!!! idk if they still like me!!!!!!!!!!

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why won’t they talk to me one-on-one anymore help

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they still haven’t responded i’m gonna scream they literally talked to me at school and were fine and happy i just jahsbdjfjfj

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they probably don’t like me back lmao

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so they said they might like me too and needed a day to think about it…

it’s been 2 (almost 3) days and we’ve been hanging out each of those days and they haven’t said anything.

i am fearful but ya know whatever

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thought they were gonna say they liked me or something but they just asked if a friend could hang out with us on our day out before our musical :’)

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anyway they hugged me today and i thought i was normal

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i really really like them- like- they could kiss me and i’d be ok with it- i genuinely want them to-

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who’s tryna be my blackbeard

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sometimes i have this reoccurring dream where i’m dating one of my friends and it’s great, but i literally end up waking up in a cold sweat because i fear the day i actually admit i feel anything for them- is that #relatable or what

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i may have dropped of the face of the planet, but just know i am more than comfortable with sharing my deepest thoughts with the internet now

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i like how it’s been a week and i haven’t posted anything

ayo it’s been a hot minute, maybe i’ll actually start posting again >:]

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ayo it’s been a hot minute, maybe i’ll actually start posting again >:]

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am i- am i okay???

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HI ITS BEEN A WHILE BUT IM INVOLVED IN THIS AND ITS IMPORTANT SO- WHEN I CAN STREAM I’LL MAKE ANOTHER POST- THIS IS SO IMPORTANT EVERYONE ON THE SERVER IS FANTASTIC

A Welcome to the Server

Hi! My name is Edda and I am one of the two server-runners of Crow SMP, a Minecraft server that is story-focused. We’re a mostly LGBT+ server and we love what we do. At the moment, only one of us streams, but that is subject to change. Mostly, though, we all just want to hang out and tell a story. 

If that sounds interesting to you, considering following us here on tumblr as we talk about our characters and leave story update. If you want to play with us, feel free to message us here! We’re always interested in new friends!

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i’d like to add this too. it’s very important because you know how he gets.

Well now we HAVE to