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are they more afraid of being alone with themselves or with others?

Unfortunately, she is finding herself to be a bit socially inept. So it's less that she's afraid of either- just that she thinks clearer on her own. Even when with others, she finds herself talking to herself and getting distracted by trains of thought...

It's a work in process.

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how do they typically react when faced with something they fear?

Study it, of course!

And it isn't just a 'raised by scientists' side-effect- well, that does play a part... but! In her mind, if you can break something down to its base parts and understand it at that level- Anything 'scary' about it is just another fact about it, right? Knowledge is key~ If the unknown is gone, how scary is it, really?

Worked pretty well with Hamon at least...

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Isn't this...

too cruel?

A life, one with answers, had just revealed itself to her. She was setting into having friends- maybe even something close to family? Strange people that despite that- no, because they're strange- felt the closest she's gotten to family. She isn't the same as them, of course- a distance she couldn't close in either direction. But, so much closer than those who raised her. She says that with all the love in her heart-

Ahh, her heart... It's screaming, she thinks. That doesn't make sense- Each pump dyes everything a deeper shade.

Has red always been this blinding..?

Strawberries that leave her fingers tinted, hair dye on white bathroom tiles- red stains -, sure- but it's never hurt before.

It's never been this scary.

Fate was never a factor. The wheel turns by personal actions- Yet... Despite that- all she wants to do is curse fate! How dare it- She came so close ...! A life- A happy life...!

It just started to be fun-!

I don't want to leave them yet!

I...

... wish I could have stayed... -... H-Hel-... No one's coming...

-... Did you have to slam the door..? Just... a little longer-

... I want... to see them again- A little... l--...

...

Though, some say it went on long enough.

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when was the last time they were held, and truly held, for several minutes? who was it with?

Truly held? What a distinction to make. Well, Ellis would hold me in his lap after tests. Especially if blood was taken... But- since then

...

Huh. No one since? I didn't think about that...

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how dusty is their home? spotless, lived-in, dust bunny haven?

She grew up in a sterile lab environment. So she's used to and would prefer a clean, dust-free home. Though, really, as long as the kitchen and her room are clean-

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Misc. Ask Meme

❣️ - What are their love languages? 🌙 - What’s their sleep schedule like? 🎁 - How do they feel about their birthday/birthdays in general? 🧑‍🦰 - Have they ever dyed their hair? Ever cut it themself? 🍷- How do they feel about alcohol? 🗣️ - How do they handle public speaking? 🎮 - What’s their favorite game? 💓 - What are some signs they’ve fallen for someone? How do they show their affection? 🤡 - What’s something dumb they’re embarrassed about? 🌱 - Do they have a green thumb or are they a plant killer? 📱 - What social media do they use the most? 👪 - What’s their relationship with their parents like? 🐒 - What’s their favorite animal? 🧳 - What countries have they been to? 🤔 - What’s something they’ll never understand? 🎨 - What’s their favorite color? ☂️ - How do they feel about rain? 🎶 - What’s a song they really like? 🖌️ - Do they have any hobbies? 💤 - What do they absolutely need to have to fall asleep? 🎢 - Do they like amusement parks? What’s their favorite ride? 🗺️ - What languages do they speak? 🍳 - How well can they cook? 🍪 - How well can they bake? 💘 - What do they find attractive about their partner(s)? 👗 - How comfortable would they be wearing a skirt or dress? 💝 - What gestures do they really appreciate? How do you get on their good side? ☕ - Coffee or tea? 💀 - How do they feel about horror movies? 🧸 - Do they have any stuffed animals? If so, are they decorative or do they sleep with them? 💖 - How and how often do they try to impress their partner(s)? How and how often do their partner(s) impress them? 🍽️ - What’s their favorite food? 🧑‍🍼 - How do they feel about kids? 🐾 - Do they have any pets? 💬 - What are some filler/buffer words they use? (Like, um, etc.) 🏳️‍🌈 - What do they identify as? What are their pronouns? 🧑‍🤝‍🧑 - Do they have any siblings? 🥰 - What pet names do their partner(s) use for them? How flustered do they get by them? 🌳 - What’s their extended family like? 🎲 - Pick a random question to answer from this list.

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🐝  *  ―  𝑪𝑶𝑪𝑲𝑻𝑨𝑰𝑳 𝑸𝑼𝑰𝒁. ( send one or multiple of these to learn a little more about my muse(s). )

[ mai tai ]  if they could have any superpower in the world, what would they choose? [ white russian ]  what would they do if they won the lottery? [ grasshopper ]  what / who would they dress up as for halloween? [ tequila sunrise ]  how would they spend their perfect day? [ californication ]  what do they think is their greatest achievement in life? [ caipirinha ]  if they could change one thing about themself, what would it be? [ painkiller ]  what is their greatest regret? [ moscow mule ]  if they could travel through time, where would they go? [ dry martini ]  what is the most embarrassing thing that has ever happened to them? [ tom collins ]  which living person would they most want to meet? [ greyhound ]  if they could have a dinner with just one person ( dead or alive ) who would they choose? [ planter's punch ]  how long does it take to befriend them? [ sangria ]  do they have any special routines they follow every single day? if yes, which? [ whiskey sour ]  what is the biggest lie they ever told someone? [ zombie ] do they believe in life after death? [ margarita ]  what are their biggest pet peeves? [ mojito ]  what is one goal they are working towards? [ appletini ]  who do they consider the most important person in their life? why? [ cosmopolitan ]  what is their happiest memory ever? [ gin tonic ]  who influenced them the most? [ bloody mary ]  what would they do if they only had one week left to live? [ manhattan ]  where would they like to travel the most? [ old fashioned ]  what would their adult self tell their kid self if they could go back in time? [ blue lagoon ]  how do they typically react when faced with something they fear? [ sidecar ]  what type of person are they most likely drawn to? [ negroni ]  what is one piece of advice they would give others? [ hurricane ]  which song describes them the most? why? [ sex on the beach ]  what do they consider red flags in a relationship? [ mimosa ]  which incident shaped them the most? [ long island iced tea ]  if they had the chance to redo their life, what would they do differently the second time around? [ mint julep ]  which was their dream job as a kid? [ singapore sling ]  how do they react to disappointments? [ alexander ]  what would they do with one million dollars / euros / pounds / whatever currency they use? [ screwdriver ]  which habit do they wish they could get rid of? [ gin fizz ]  do they consider a glass half-full or half-empty? [ aperol spritz ]  which is one thing they still think about a lot? [ piña colada ]  how do they show affection? [ swimming pool ]  what is the most important lesson they've learned in recent years? [ b52 ]  how would they describe themselves in as few words as possible? [ daiquiri ]  do they believe in true love? why or why not?

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THE TINIEST DETAILS: CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT QUESTIONS

do they drive? if so, do they enjoy driving or do they hate it? or somewhere in between?

if they drive, where is their favorite location to drive to?

if they drive, do they own a vehicle? if so, what make and model?

what bumper stickers do they have on their car?

what paintings and/or posters are on their walls?

what is a song they listen to with the windows rolled down, turned all the way up, on the highway?

is there an artform they've always wanted to try (glassblowing, woodworking, painting, ect) but never have? if so, what about that artform speaks to them?

what time of day do they usually start getting sleepy?

do they catch a second wind? if so, what is their method for catching it (napping, drinking coffee, exercising, ect)?

are they a nap person? if so, how long are their naps? do they set a 20 minute timer and wake up before it? or set no timer and wake up in the middle of the night?

what is the most obscure book they've read?

what is a book that interested them so much they took it with them to the bathroom?

what did the air smell like during their childhood?

what is a core memory from their childhood that they look back on fondly and for comfort?

when was the last time they were held, and truly held, for several minutes? who was it with?

do they meditate? if not, have they ever tried? how did it go?

how many pennies and quarters do they have in their couch?

how dusty is their home? spotless, lived-in, dust bunny haven?

what is their favorite chocolate bar?

do they like their brownies fudgy or cakey? or not at all, and only want the crusts?

whats that one weird food combination that everyone else thinks is gross but they think is delicious?

where do they put their shoes when they come home from a long day?

after a vacation, do they immediately unpack or slowly retrieve items from their suitcase until its empty?

how often do they do self-reflection?

are they more afraid of being alone with themselves or with others?

have they ever had a near death experience? if so, what was it?

out of all the subjects in school, which was their favorite? which one did they excel at?

how many alarms do they have set on their phone? what is their alarm ringtone?

do they fart in front of other people? or do they hide their farts?

do they have to see any specialist doctors? if so, do they have a strong bond with their doctor or do they dislike them?

what is their favorite seasoning?

what is their favorite sauce?

how spicy is spicy for them? (pepper, jalepeno, ghost pepper, ect)

how long do they let the dishes go unwashed?

how much laundry do they accumulate before doing it?

what shampoo, conditioner, cologne/perfume and deodorant do they use?

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erm. obsessed with making stupid little color palettes. most of these are named after songs I like

here is a playlist of all of the music I used in these palettes

please tag me in your art if you use them ! :]

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made a colour palette challenge thing

feel free to reblog and use for yourself :]

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part 2 / part 1

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“-Rather, the tragedy springs forth in the vortex that has replaced it.”

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shoka face :)

At a point, all these formulas and digits become static. If you say a word enough, it goes numb on your tongue. If you're shown the same thing enough, your eyes glaze over.

If you keep looking for answers between pixels, you're going to get a headache.

"Consider it advice from a friend."

Or will you just search for the √ again? If only humans made everything with a simple solution like that.

Divide, subtract and round up with Navi...

Your brain still ends up frie-͓̳̳̭͔̰ͧͥͪ͗ͧ͗̓d.

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📌42

Send me 📌 and a character name or a ship and I'll make an aesthetic board for them!

"A unique, entirely original beat formed from bits of scrap metal." 

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📌 Ume

Send me 📌 and a character name or a ship and I'll make an aesthetic board for them!

“I just want something that tastes good... Okay?”

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Goro Akechi

It's a matter of...

shifting, I suppose. Whether this aligns in your cup or eye, that's out of my hands. Whether my hand reaching out meets yours or your neck is up to you as well. I've found most topics fall this way. After all, plants growing in different conditions are bound to produce different fruit.

Now, what fruit is made from traveling vines? The sort of plant that makes it its mission to weave itself between each brick and skill? I've always found the bite lackluster and the juice rather tart.

"What do you think, Miss Amiya?"

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Jakurai Jinguji

Wash your hands of it, though the phone rings again. He groans but it's not like he can ignore it. Wash your hands as many times as you like, but if you ignore it, the blood would stain them permanently.

Another stupid mistake? Or was it a fight this time? The list of answers rolls on. In the end, the make of the knife doesn't matter as much as sewing up the puncture wound. He stands from the couch he had only just begun to settle into and picks up the phone.

"What's wrong now?"