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Slavnosti pětilisté růže 4

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Slavnosti pětilisté růže 3

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Slavnosti pětilisté růže 2

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Slavnosti pětilisté růže in Český Krumlov 1

That's me x)

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It's a present for @lubitelnitsahe 💙

She has an hotd AU without dance where everyone survived. And there (as one of the aspects of her idea) she has a pairing of adult Joffrey and Jaehaera. And I decided to draw them as her birthday gift. I'm late finishing it... But here they are

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Brianne of Tarth

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Fem!Thramsay x The Handmaid's tale AU

//I prefer to call fem!Theon Theora and Ramsay just Ramsay (I think that his name is perfect for both male and female Ramsay c:). //

Theora is working as a model. She is not that famous, but she has money and can have an easygoing life. She's not interested in politics or anything. When she was 19, she gave birth to a daughter that was mostly raised by her older childless sister. Theora was that mom that used to come on holidays and weekends, buy ridiculously expensive presents and make professional photosets with her 2 y.o. daughter. She wasn't the best mom, but she tried to do something.

Theora was turned into a handmaid cause she had a child before, so she can become pregnant again. While being in a red centre, she tried to escape several times, and some of her fingers were cut off, and she has burns and other things (nothing that can be possibly harmful for her as a potential mother, but she had a tough time there).

Roose is one of the commanders that are responsible for the creation of Gilead. She had a son who tragically died. And a daughter who seems useless to him. Especially cause she is sterile. Roose always tends to tell Ramsay how useless she is for being a woman and not being able to give birth.

Ramsay was wed to old Donell Hornwood. Cause Roose need his power and influence. Ramsay hate him. But she can't wait to get her own handmaid. Ramsay is going a little bit too crazy with the idea of having a child.

The first handmaid is awful. Ramsay hates her. And she doesn't want her to be the mother of her child. But the second one... The moment Ramsay sees Theora, she knows that this handmaid IS the future mother of Ramsay's kids. And Ramsay wants to make her pregnant.

Theora speaks when she shouldn't and doing things that she's not allowed to do. And Ramsay has the power to control her. Not much. But she has it.

Ramsay forces her useless husband to sleep with Theora every day. It's normally not allowed. But Ramsay just doesn't care. She needs this child. And she controls their sex. Not as a commander's wife should. But as if she's one who is fucking Theora.

But it's pointless. Theora keeps being not pregnant.

So Ramsay forces one of the men working in their house sleep with her handmaid. Using him as a dildo, basically. Once she kisses Theora afterwards and fucks that man's sperm inside her. So it will get deeper.

"Give me this child, and I'll give you everything," Ramsay says to her. Theora believes and kisses her back. She's afraid that they'll be caught. Ramsay will be hanged for being gay, and Theora will be tortured. But when Ramsay holds her, fucks her, kisses her, it just doesn't matter.

Theora gets pregnant. And Ramsay does not allow her to go outside. She controls everything. What she eats. What she does. Saying that she worries about the baby. She just doesn't want anyone to see or touch Theora.

Ramsay poisons her husband so he mostly just sleeps and controls everything in their house.

She is not sure if she feels like a future mother or a father, actually. But she doesn't care. Roose thinks that it's just a silly woman's thing and Ramsay is just obsessed with being a mother. She is. But also she's obsessed with her handmaid and wants to keep and breed her.

Theora has to go to a new house after giving birth. And Ramsay will have a new handmaid. But Ramsay refuses. She is furious to keep her handmaid in her (not her husband's) house.

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Tumblr sometimes I hate you...

Sometimes I see the post that has content label, mature, porn porn atc warnings.... And there's no porn. Like not even male nipples. Nothing... Why? It's just soooo broken. And it's soooo annoying. Arghhh

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Slavic mythology AU

AU with Navka!Theon and Wurdulac!Ramsay

Short explanation:

Who is navka? It's a type of mermaid in Slavic mythology. Usually it's a young beautiful woman (but who cares, I want navka!Theon) who was drowned (often because of unrequited love) or it's a child who wasn't yet baptized and who was killed by their parent. They don't have a tail (as all Slavic mermaids); just a normal pair of legs but their backs are skinless - it's possible to see their spines and insides, including a non beating heart. They live in forest - in lakes and rivers. Sometimes they are depicted as having green hair with flowers in it. They lure men and drown them - as a revenge for their early death. Navkas can be saved 7 years after their death: with praying and baptism.

Who is wurdulac? It's something between a vampire and werewolf. They are dead. They can shape shift into a wolf or a fox. They drink blood and can eat dead bodies (can dig graves and consume rotten corpses). They live in cemeteries or in forests.

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Theon was navka.

He lived in the woods near the big village, the place where he grew up with his family: his parents and his siblings. They weren't all happy and loving, but at least they were... Theon's life seemed easy then: fast and funny. However he hasn't enjoyed it enough before being killed by his own father. His father who noticed him kissing his friend goodbye. His male friend. In the lips - in a way men should not kiss each other. They had an argument, which ended with Theon being choked to death and buried outside of the village's cemetery. As Balon claimed that his son committed suicide.

Theon opened his eyes and was reborned as navka.

He quickly got used to enjoying his new life: smiling again, giggling... and not letting anyone touch his neck. He wasn't old Theon anymore: a young man with a whole life in front of him, a forever smile on his face and dressed nicely. But he found joy in taking revenge - flirting, luring men into his arms and drowning them to death. If he couldn't be saved and lost his life how could they live?

One day he met a man. Strange and cold. With eyes of a colour of snow. He was odd, smiling wrong, too bright for a traveler in a dark forest. But it's people who should be afraid, not Theon. Why not to get this scary man to his pond, kiss him in those thick lips before drowning him. The man agreed. Followed him easily. Still being calm and quietly smiling. Theon grabbed his hand, ensuring he wouldn't see his skinless back, and took a step...

Naive silly navka.

It wasn't human. It wasn't just a traveler who got lost alone in the woods. It was Ramsay. As Theon discovered later, Ramsay was a wurdulac, living with his father - the one who turned him into a monster. An old wurdulac who delved deeply into the darkest of magic. Ramsay knew that there were navkas in this forest and wanted to hunt, capture one of them: for the ingredients, as his father asked him. He needed a navka's luring powers. His tears, abilities, and his charming voice.

Ramsay kept Theon in cage. Making him feel pain - for his tears that his father needed for some potions. For his fingers - just a few of them as Roose needed navka's cold flesh. He made him lure other creatures to then see them suffer and die. A few times he started to pray. Theon wasn't sure if it would work - coming from such a dark, evil, soulless creature. But Ramsay never said the whole prayer, making Theon to understand: there's no way to escape and be rescued. "You shouldn't be sad that you'll be cursed," Ramsay said after killing one of the forest's innocent spirits. "You are already doomed – say thanks to your father".

Theon got used to his cage. Tiny. With a bucket full of still greenish water instead of a beautiful forest's pond. All he could do was just fade and wither. Ramsay saw it. Of course he saw it and suggested Theon to lurk several people – those who had amulets against wurdulacs. Theon did it and received a gift. He had to dig a big hole in the ground – a grave like. He thought it might be the end and wasn't sure if he's happy or not. But Ramsay made him cry – to feel it with his tears. Salty as a sea. A little pond just for his forest little creature.

Sometimes Ramsay brought women there. To Theon's pond. Drowning them, smiling and showing off. Turning them into navkas so his father could use their "spare" parts (something that would kill Theon instantly - like their cold hearts or spines). Theon never knew if he would be next. Falling in love, flirting and dying in his tears.

Once Ramsay took Theon to the village, made him to dress nicely, covering his back under the layers of woolen clothes and braiding his hair. He showed Theon his grave. Outside of the cemetery. A small hill with a simple sign that was put there by his sister: nothing personal. Just a name. Theon briefly remembered of his past self when he was alive, joyful and beautiful. Not a creature without a skin on his back and long greenish hair, tortured by his captor. Who was also the only one who gave him all his attention, talked to him and loved him in an odd weird way.

When they turned back they fucked for the first time. With Theon standing on his knees and his his head buried in long grass and fallen leaves. Ramsay touched his naked spine, put his fingers between ribs, squeezed his heart in his hand.

Theon knew that in that moment Ramsay loved him.

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Thramsay sketches

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Backstory: After Theon fails to recapture the missing Stark children, Reek comes forth with a secret plan concerning the miller's wife and her two boys. As the details of the plan cannot be allowed to spread, Reek also offers to kill their three accompanying ironborn after the deed is done. Theon sees no other way to resolve his current dilemma and accepts Reek's offer. It's only one favour for another, after all. @kingsmoot Thank you for helping me with the writing and motivation. I hope this is as good as you expected it to be!

CW: child death, dead bodies, mild gore, unwanted sexual interactions

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Thank you for the tag and sorry for not reposting it for so long 😅

Share something random about yourself

When I was 8 I was a huge Harry Potter fan and I put a skirt onto shoulds pretending it to be cloak and was running with broom all over the apartment xD Also we had a wired fence in our country house and I tied myself to the wire and pretended that I'm a princess that was kidnapped by an evil dragon. I actually mostly needed myself and my imagination to play. Also once I wanted to fly... From the couch... I have a scar near my eye since.

I was a super hyperactive kid.... And it all "mastered" let's say like this when I was 8 and bored and persuade my friend from the school and decided that we need to take my cousin and run to our country house. In winter... Gladly my parents found me. And my mom was super stressed because she was a big boss in her own company at a time, nobody knew where I went and she thought that I was kidnapped.

Yep... As a child I was 1000% pain in the ass.

I tag: @poisonmoonmary @lubitelnitsahe @timidlivid

tagged by @firebastardextraordinaire and @lucien-lachance for this, thank you both!

Share something random about yourself. I will share two, you’ll see why.

These happened when I was in high school. It was the last class on a Friday and the math teacher let us have a free period for the day. As we were minding our own business, a squirrel came zooming around the class. Yes an actual squirrel. I remember it running between my feet and climbing on everything. Class ended early so the staff could resolve that little situation. AND it also came back the next day, staff sent a video of it to the teachers. The squirrel was safely released both times and the ventilation system it likely entered from was more thoroughly secured.

Another incident from high school was this power outage caused by an unrelated squirrel running into the electrical box. The next day, the students set up a funeral in the cafeteria. Complete with the squirrel’s charred corpse in a comfy miniature makeshift casket, a bunch of flowers, framed pictures of squirrel stock images and a notebook to write your condolences on. I remember writing something like “Rest in peace Walnut” in it when I passed by.

So those were the squirrel incidents from high school. No pressure Tagging @the-kingdom-of-wei @exhalcyon @kakmem @zhao-zilong @zhoudadudugongjin and anyone who wants to jump in!

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What I love about Theon’s story in A Clash of Kings is he so clearly just wants one person, one person, to say “Hey Theon you’re right, what happened to you was fucked up and I’m sorry.”

People holding him as a child hostage treated him like shit because he was a Greyjoy, people on the Iron Islands treating him like shit for living with the Starks during his time as a hostage.

When he’s holding ser Rodrick’s granddaughter hostage and he gives his little speech about how what Rodrick and the Starks did to him is no different he’s just screaming “Say it, say it’s the same, say it wasn’t fair, say that what you did was wrong just once.”

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I managed to finish my Mermay Theon in May. Yay!

Tumblr is blurring this image. I don't know why

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Medieval festival in my neighborhood

Cause living in Prague is cool if you love medieval stuff 😎

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Tagged by @slugbeaker 💙

Favourite colour: green and blue

Last song: Little big - Uno

Currently reading: slowly AGoT. And actually the whole last week I was reading destiel fanfictions as we (me and my friends-flatmates) started rewatching supernatural xD

Currently playing: I started with Bloodborne a week ago and actually I shall continue with it today. Also I'm slowly getting through The long dark. Love it's atmosphere of quiet apocalypse.

Currently craving: coffee because it's 10 am where I live and as every day in the morning I can't function without a cup of coffee.

Coffee or tea: both. Coffee is for mornings and I always have my big pot of tea near me for evenings. And I won't even start with HOW many different types of tea I have at home... It's not an addition xD

Tagging: @lubitelnitsahe @asa-do-your-thing and @poisonmoonmary if you want x)

tagged by @lucien-lachance thanks uu : D

Favourite color: Normally I’d say blue but I’m quite fond of red as well.

Last song: Mz Hyde by Halestorm. Been listening a lot of Halestorm lately. (They really suit Merah a lot too oop)

Currently reading: My own fic just to make sure I didn’t make a stupid typo or two.

Currently playing: Juggling between Elden Ring, Dynasty Warriors 8 Empires and Wo Long. Last two being therapy for the first one. I am so close too, gotta take down RadaBeast.

Currently craving: Buldak noodles. And Soft Serve since it’s the season. And Horchata. I recommend horchata, it’s heavenly.

Coffee or tea: Tea all the way. Coffee sucks 90% of the time. Tea is also good for when you’re feeling funky in some way.

tagging: @the-kingdom-of-wei @exhalcyon