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After my Nth re-read of the Chronicles of Amber, I've finally painted my favourite character, princess Fiona

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I was high off my ass last night and had this dream where I was in this dense ass forest and sitting there was a tall woman. She was so tall I couldn’t see her face but she was wearing gold and I was like “uh…hi?” And she said “I made you, do you know that?” And I nodded and she was like “I hear your thoughts. Why do you hate my creation? Why do you try to destroy yourself? I made you perfect as you are. Please don’t break my heart”. Then she started crying and it flooded and I woke up with fucking heart palpitations like what does it Mean™️????

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So about 2 weeks ago I walked on my youngest brother (19) reading fanfictions on a tumblr like website, we were talking and I looked at his screen for a sec and the dialogs were so typical I was like "WAIT A DAMN MINUTE, THESE ARE FANFICS!!" and he laughed and said yes because he's very cool. And I was like "look if you wanna read the good stuff, you need to go on AO3! I'll send you a link" and life went by normally afterward.

Today I received a text from him, basically saying "why did you send me this website, I'm writing a fic because of you!"

So yeah, my baby brother, who's currently moving abroad, literally sleeping in a hotel room he's sharing with my parents, is writing his first fanfiction in a small notebook, working on his 32th page of the day and I'm SO FUCKING PROUD!

(and a little jealous of his productivity tbh)

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Hiiiii :D I also like the Chronicles of Amber! Fellow fan, I am glad that you exist!

Ooooooooh nice!! So happy you exist too :D

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It was Crowley.

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Rated T / 4300 words / one shot

Pilgrimage through Memory - Good Omens - Aziraphale/Crowley

Aziraphale leaves, Crowley stays. He copes, or at least he tries to, until he can't.

This is the story of healing, from self destruction to forgiveness, on the path of memories. From London to Eden, and through the stars, until they - maybe - meet again.

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Friendly reminder that it is never too late to have your first kiss. Even if you are thousands of years old and that first kiss happens in the middle of a divorce.

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You know. If Beelzebub had just told Crowley why they wanted Gabriel, and tried to connect with him. Crowley probably would’ve just handed over Gabriel.

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GOOD OMENS SEASON TWO SPOILERS

Ok I’m gonna be deeply ranting and analyzing the kiss scene (mostly just the kiss itself) because OH MY GOSH THERES SO MUCH TOO IT

First of all here’s a gif of it:

And also I don't have a gif of it but when Crowley releases Aziraphale, what struck me was that he didn’t make them burst apart he gently and almost sadly just stepped back. And then watched. Now. One of the biggest things I’ve been thinking about in this (because I’ve been obsessively watching it over and over) is how Crowley is kissing him. It’s a long kiss. It’s not sensual. It’s not eating each others faces. It’s intimate and very romantic. Crowley missed Aziraphales lips by a hair and is slightly kissing his chin. Crowley holds him there as they sway back and forth slightly. I can’t see if his eyes are open or not. But the thing that strikes me about this is how much all of Crowley’s body language and everything just scream about how much he doesn’t want to move. He finally kissed his angel and he wants to stay pressed up against him, finally locked in the embrace he didn’t realize he needed for so long. He just stays there. He doesn’t kiss deeper. He just stays pressed against him, not wanting to deal with how Aziraphale will look at him afterwards.

then he has to break apart. He does it gently, but suddenly. Like he had to force himself but doesn’t want to . He wanted to stay, but he knows he can’t. So he steps back with his heart breaking more than he thought possible.

now onto Aziraphale.

Aziraphale is shocked. His eyes go from open to closed to open to closed. He leans back so slightly you almost can’t see it. He doesn’t seem to know how to feel.

And then his hands go around Crowley. It almost seems like it’s an unconscious motion, given how he looks after they break apart. It looks like for a split second, he lets himself melt into Crowley, as his hand wraps around his back and slides across it. But then he hesitates again abd takes his hands away. He thinks he can’t melt into Crowley. But there was the one moment where he broke.

after they break apart, Aziraphale looks shocked, upset, desperate, and to me, even a little disgusted. Probably because he doesn’t know how to deal with it. He licks his lips and moves his mouth around abd seems uncomfortable. But then after Crowley leaves he presses a hand to his mouth. He holds it for a second and starts crying. He realized he liked how it felt. He realizes everything he’s been missing. He loved the feeling of Crowley’s lips on his. Most importantly, he loves crowley.

on the topic of people hating on Aziraphale and saying the metatron did something to him, I disagree. This seems completely in character fir Aziraphale. He’s not an arsehole, he’s in conflict. He thinks he’s not allowed to love Crowley. I get him.

ok Thanks for coming to my Ted talk hehe bye

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aziraphale's infatuated little side eyes at crowley

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GO S1 : Anthony "Act Of Service" Crowley

GO S2 : Aziraphale "Physical Touch" Fell

(Really Crowley was practically Aziraphale's fidget toy in this season. That angel is HANDSY)

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sneak peek at good omens season 3