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i know its been a long time since ive actually been active but first of all i would like apologize to all my friends and followers for not being able to keep in touch in the same way that i used to. if youve seen from a previous ask, i have been isolating myself from social media. the reason for this is because of my depression and anxiety. the struggle to have to be forced in a space with people who are supposed to be your family yet are the source of said depression is really no joke and everyday is a battle where even waking up is just difficult. ive been exhausted from everything that ive just basically given up on everything. i have been refusing to talk to anyone about whats going on with me because i dont want to be able to share that weight with someone who does not deserve it. i know that everyone is going through their own struggles, mine is not special, so i didnt want to have to give anyone else the burden. the reason im posting this is because i feel guilty for just suddenly going silent on everyone i used to talk to. im deeply sorry for my sudden absence

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Did you watch BLACKPINK’s comeback?👀

yes i did. i was watching the live actually

also my girl rose was a goddess

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Just wanted to let you know I LOVE YOUR WRITING and was wondering if ‘if you see her’ is finished? also some of the links in your master are missing

thank you so much. i havent been around for a while now if im being honest. literally ive been isolating myself from the whole world that i only talk to my siblings and cousins. if you see her should actually have a date with wanda, then the wedding plus the five endings.

i havent gotten to checking on my list, but if i get the chance, ill make sure to fix it

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Let me tell you that she can run me over any time and I would still thank her

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Honest to god question

Am I the only one who thinks a girl becomes 100000000x more attractive when they smirk?

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Wowowowow, you're very pretty ❤ -Friendly Neighborhood Bisexual

Thank you! And I'm also a friendly (sometimes) bisexual

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Lmao I'm such a bottom

You're valid, don't worry babes

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SO HEKKING PRETTY WHYYYY

I mean, I was made to look like this soooo

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Ur so cute omg u make me sofffttt

Thank you! I'm sure you're much cuter tho

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*deep inhale* *screams endlessly into the void*

Ya good there?

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Well that's fair. You know, this feels like an appropriate time to slide into your DMs. Or whatever this app has. We wouldn't want everyone to see this would we. May I? -pyro

I think a little privacy would do some good. Wouldn't want to have everyone watching

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Promises, promises. We'll just have to see princess, we'll just have to see. -pyro

Whoever said I promised anything though?

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I'll take care of them darlin. Want me to take care of you too? -pyro

Can you though? You should know by now that I won't make it easy for you

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I'd play my cards love, but I'm missing some of my deck. I only have spades, diamonds and clubs you see. Maybe you have the remainder in your hands, Queen of Hearts. May I hold them to make sure? -pyro

I don't usually lend my cards but I guess I could give you a chance. You'll have to take care of it for me though

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Bottom!

Correction, I'm a switch

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Easy darlin, you're makin the bottoms loose their mind. I can definitely see why. You look beautiful in my phone screen but you'd probably look better beneath me love. -pyro

It's not fun if it's easy though. But really, the nicknames just had me-

I wouldn't mind being under, if you play your cards right

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Please send me Roseanne Park Chaeyoung. Thank you.