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Amabelle lived a more strange and disturbing life than she- or anyone who heard her tale- could fathom. Orphaned at three, adopted again at ten, you would’ve thought the sob story ended there. No, Amabelle’s life was much worse than this black-and-white tale.

Amabelle’s adoptive parents were stern, self-centered, and cruel. They were the type of folk who shouldn’t have kids. Amabelle knew from a young age that they weren’t what parents were supposed to be. They weren’t kind or accepting. They didn’t aim to turn her into a productive member of society.

As Amabelle grew from a child to a young woman she, as expected of any young adult, began maturing. She started reading more violent books about war and betrayal. These concepts interested her as a sheltered young lady. She would read most anything, as long as it wasn’t praising the cult-ish church she was trapped in.

One day, her father found these books. In his rage at her un-ladylike acts, he hit her. Amabelle cried out to her mother, hoping for some consolation but got a cold, tight-lipped frown. 

So Amabelle hid her books. She snuck out to the library after dusk to bury her nose in another adventure novel or western story. The librarians knew her by name, and would have selections picked out of the new arrivals. They’d hand her a new romance book with a warm smile, watching as her face lit up.

It seems obvious that her parents would find out about her habit. 

Her father had gripped the novel he had found hidden under her bed so hard, Amabelle was fearful he would crack the spine. His face turned a mottled red, and his eyes showed nothing but evil. 

Her mother grabbed her by the arm, sitting her in front of the TV. “If this is what you want,” she hissed. “Then you’ll get it. Now, we’re going to have some family time, and you’re going to pay attention.”

The screen flickered to life as her mother grabbed something bright green and shiny from the counter. Amabelle’s head whipped forward at the sound of- screams? 

The TV was flashing with gorey images of red and flesh. The actors- victims? were being cut up in all sorts of gruesome ways. She felt her eyes water at the disgusting imagery before her. She turned her eyes away, and felt a sprinkle of water hit the side of her face. She flinched so hard she nearly got whiplash.

Her mother sat, staring at her with a sickening grin. Amabelle’s eyes trailed down her arm to the spray bottle clenched in her grip- the same one used on the dog.

“Be good, girl. Or I’ll punish you,” she mocked.

Amabelle sat on her hands to keep them from trembling, tentatively looking forward towards the wet gore on screen. She tried so hard to think about something else. Did she have homework? What sports teams were going to play?

Squelch!

She cringed as a more forceful gust of water hit her face. She wiped her eyes with the back of her hand, immediately focusing back to the screen. She didn’t want to get hit- or sprayed- again.

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I’m sitting in my dark bedroom, staring at a screen My blanket’s wrapped around me and it’s ripping at the edges With a click or two, I’m on a page anew There’s something there for me Something that long ago, I really should have seen

My friend is dead, been dead for months, and I still feel the grief She logged on one day, said goodbye, and again was never seen We all had wondered, day in, day out, if there had been a way to save her We settled on “no,” went on with our day, and left the thought alone.

I see the message there, in my clogged email, glaring red and new “I want to die,” it said, it mocked, it screamed, and it was then I knew She had reached out, she reached out to me And I hadn’t said a thing. I sit and wonder for quite a long time:

Was she dead because of me?

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Your New Boyfriend ft. Jared

Life’s pretty much what I thought It’d be When I was a kid on VOIP I knew when I got older I’d get taller and bolder Now I’m twenty-three and I look pretty flawless I’m nothing like her ex,  That loser works in an office I wouldn’t change a single thing Except make you forget about him ‘Cuz I’m in your bed, and he’s in your Twitch chat He’ll try his best, but he can’t win you back I’ve got looks, cash, and social skills But he can try and pay the bills Anyways, make the most of me I move on pretty quick, you see Oh, oh I’m just a bit of an arsehole. Woo!

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Trish Una

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Tommyinnit Faces

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I reach out, but I can’t reach

Harsh words flow through your clenched teeth

“Although you say good day to me, I

 Know I don’t belong,

And although you hold my hand and say 

‘I love you’, you are wrong.                

Because love does not exist here          

In this garden there’s no feeling          

And you say the words so often            

That I barely know the meaning.”

But I cry and scream and cry again

And you never seem to hear

You’re caught up in your harrowed thoughts;

It flows in and out one ear

You look up at me for one last time,

Mania in your eyes,

And you close your eyes and clench your brow

And whisper “You were strong,

But what happened to me won’t happen to you

And though I’ll see you, it’ll be long.”

So, I look down, my vision blurred,

And my mouth can’t form words

I pinch my lips and nod along

Listening to each sick word.

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Thanks @peachesandlilys for tagging me!

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Currently reading: over 375 fanfics on a03 at a time

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GEORGIAN GOLD MEMENTO MORI SKULL RING WITH ROSE DIAMONDS & PEARLS

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You must know… surely, you must know it was all for you. You are too generous to trifle with me. I believe you spoke with my aunt last night, and it has taught me to hope as I’d scarcely allowed myself before.

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@officialgodly​ okay i love this

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i literally will spend three hours each week reading every single comment and dm love yall

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Posters and pictures line the walls

Laughing and yelling flow through the halls

For each time she watches 

The people she adores

The creativity flourishes

Even behind closed doors

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Stunning Figurative Sculptures Capture the Beauty of the Human Body in Motion

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Biblioteca Nazionale Marciana, Venezia

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I have gunpowder in my chest

Instead of a heart now,

And it escapes my lips

Shaped like a bullet

With your name on it

Some people become dangerous

When you destroy the things

They hold dearest.

Gunpowder Nikita Gill

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The Best Sims Patch Notes (V.4)

- Children will no longer go on a vacation alone if their parents die.

- It is now harder for sims to spontaneously combust in water.

- An oven can not be used if it is on fire.

- Sims can no longer fall in love with a tent.