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So proud of myself, almost 8 days binge free! First time this year I've gone a whole week without binging. I used the Easter holiday to rewire my brain out of all the bad habits I got from uni stress etc. Being back in control feels so so good!!

I haven’t rly lost any substantial weight yet (it's shark week 🥲), but I've maintained for abt a month, switched back to mostly non ultra-processed food, and gotten rid of the binge urges and sugar craving

Pretty sure my stomach has shrunk back to a more normal state bc I now feel full after a 500 calorie meal (whereas before I could easily have 1500 calories in a single sitting and maybe still have room for more 😬)

AND I've been working on the emotional side too so that I don’t resort to binging when things next get stressful

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Looking at old pics and I miss when I looked like this sm it hurts

I was abt 120 lbs (08/08/23) and still had weight to lose, especially on my thighs, hips and upper arms. What I'd give for visible ribs and collarbones now tho 🥲

I will get this body back! I'm determined to go further this time!!

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lmao I need to do this with the skeleton in the animation studio

some academic thinspo for you all • ☆ .° .• °:. *₊ ° . ☆

(this is a joke)

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Been super consistent this week with eating clean and walking twice a day to get 10k+ steps! Being home from uni is so nice, I actually have time to just do what I want and not stress so much 😌 Now I don't have deadlines I can sleep at normal ish times and avoid binge eating triggers

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Wanna be at the point where an accidental tummy slip is cute and hot rather than gross

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stole this from twt cuz it’s literally me

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Only good thing about uni deadline week is that the stress has finally turned into 'lock in and forget to eat', rather than 'avoid everything and binge'

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Quick fyi, I will block any minors who follow/interact

I get that since you guys are on here the path you're on is already set in motion

But still, I have to do what feels right to me

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Intro post & stats🦇

Hey, I'm Mars :) here's a quick 'about me'

they/he, transmasc

21 and been using edblr on/off since i was 16 (termed twice and still coming back so pls just block don't report!!!)

Binge ed for the past 14 months, previously had a restrictive ed. Currently relapsing.

dx: autistic, adhd + mental illnesses

artist

pro recovery, this is just a vent space

MINORS DNI (I won't follow back if no age in bio)

Stats:

HW: 182

LW: 117

CW (18/04): 178

GW1: 150 - normal bmi range threshold for me

GW2: 130

GW3: 110

UGW: 100 *

height 5'5

*TBC - for me overall physique is more important than a specifc number (I want to be lean not skinny fat)