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I screamed, I litteraly screamed

It's 5 am, i'm just waking up and damn I don't have the words to thank you enough for this.

The picture is soooo beautiful WTF!

I love it ❤️

"'Cause I'm in a field of dandelions

Wishing on every one that you'd be mine, mine

And I see forever in your eyes

I feel okay when I see you smile"

Sting closes his eyes as he lets his forehead rests against Rogue's. There's a gentle smile playing on his lips and he can feel his lover's hands sliding on his hips, warm and comforting.

It's peaceful around them. They can only hear the birds and the whisper of the wind. The last remain of sunlights are caressing their skin in soft manners.

And for a moment it's like there's only the two of them in the world.

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The pictures are not mine. The lyrics are from Ruth B- Dandelions. Only the texte is mine.

@fyeahstingue

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I think she broke me a little.

We weren't much. Not that I didn't want to, but that's how things were.

We weren't much, but still she broke me a little when she said she couldn't give me what I was searching for. Which is ironic because I'm not sure what i was looking for even back then.

But I guess she saw something, somehow.

We didn't talk for long, maybe a month ? But I still remember how excited I was each time I would open my eyes in the morning and see a text from her. She was always so sweet, telling me about the day she had while I was asleep and about what she will do during the night while I would start my day.

It was only a few hours a day because of the time gap between us, but I cherished every second of it. Because i thought she was special, delicate like a flower blooming in spring.

But what I remember the most is how special she would make me feel. Always a praise in the words she gave me, always warmth in the voice messages she would leave for me to hear in the morning. Reassurance when she felt I needed it.

It's crazy how a month could be so short but so long at the same time.

She's still on my mind most of the days. Not because I fell in love, we didn't do much to feel that yet, but because I was attached and maybe a few moments away from falling after all.

And I guess maybe that's why I can't see people in that kind of way anymore.

Even if she was gentle and kind about everything when she ended it, she unfortunately made her way to that little liste of people who was once here but decided it weren't worth it in the end.

And I think that the bottom of the problem, the real thing I'm trying to say through all of this is : I don't think anyone could love me or stay long enough for me to feel loved.

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HC: AU where Lucy and Erza met online and where Lucy let herself feel things she shouldn't for a stranger.

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Did this was inspired by something that happened to me ?

Totally.

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@fuckyeaherlu @femslashfairies @fairytailfemslash

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Should I start crying now or when my day at work is over?

Seriously... I deserve none of you

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"'Cause I'm in a field of dandelions

Wishing on every one that you'd be mine, mine

And I see forever in your eyes

I feel okay when I see you smile"

Sting closes his eyes as he lets his forehead rests against Rogue's. There's a gentle smile playing on his lips and he can feel his lover's hands sliding on his hips, warm and comforting.

It's peaceful around them. They can only hear the birds and the whisper of the wind. The last remain of sunlights are caressing their skin in soft manners.

And for a moment it's like there's only the two of them in the world.

-

The pictures are not mine. The lyrics are from Ruth B- Dandelions. Only the texte is mine.

@fyeahstingue

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The Nomination Period for the 1st Term 2021 Fairy Tail Fandom Awards is now CLOSED!!!

Hey everyone!

Below the cut you will find a complete list of all the Fanfiction nominations received for The Guild Awards this term! [Fanart will be posted in a separate post due to Tumblr limits]

If you do not see your nomination, please reach out to us as soon as possible!

We are going to give you 2 weeks time to enjoy all of the pieces nominated for this term! We strongly encourage that when you view a work of art or read a fanfiction, please reblog or leave a review to let the creators know how much their work and talent is appreciated!

The voting period will begin September 15th and end September 29th, midnight PST!

In order to be able to vote, you will need to login. We will be posting the link to the voting form on the first day of the voting session.

Got a question? Check out our FAQ or send us an ask!

Message one of the mods directly: @sassybratt9791 @phoenix-before-the-flame @ratretro @rougescribe @phoneboxfairy

Thank you to everyone who nominated for making this first term absolutely wonderful, and happy voting!

[please reblog to help spread the love of these amazing creators!]

FANFICTION

Best Action/Adventure

“Rebel Colours” by @aki-natsuko “Redemption” by @somanyfamdomswhy

Best AU/AR

“Once Dead, Now Judged” by @eryiss “Capturing Her Damaged Heart” by @mushi9 “Song of a Dragonborn” by @psilocybinlemon “Born Without a Heart” by Myahud (AO3 / FFN) “Of Dust and Shadows” by @riverofmemoriesft “Back to You” by @mautrino / nyakoze (AO3)

Best Canon Divergent

“How to Raise Your Dragon Slayers” by @pencilofawesomeness “Lucy’s Investigation: Who’s Laxus Dating?” by @sendingthoughtstothesky / abittersweetlullaby (AO3)

Best Angst

“Journey’s End” by @wordelixir / Xambedo (AO3) “Let Me Tell You A Story” by Onlyafraidoffear (AO3) “Phenomenon” by @jinx13gxa2 “dragon fire” by DragonsAndCryptids (AO3) “Wicked Game” by Myahud (AO3 / FFN)

Best Dark

“The Red Dragon” by @mdelpin “Capturing Her Damaged Heart” by @mushi9 “I Need Your Hand to Hold” by BlackRose2016 (AO3) “RE: Efflorescence” by @pinkusako “What you’d do to me tonight” by @doginshoe “A Dimming Flame” by @psilocybinlemon “Phenomenon” by @jinx13gxa2

Best Drama

“let me be your haven” by @splendidlyimperfect “Fairy Heart” by Mikina “What you’d do to me tonight” by @doginshoe

Best Humor/Parody

“LUCY WHAT THE FUCK?!” by @crystallos-sol / Littledanceingdragons “Accidentally Mrs. Dragneel” by @bluedragneel

Best NSFW

“Never have I ever” by @furidojasutin “Demon’s Concubine” by @dreamerft / Dreamer_777 (AO3)

Best Oneshot

“The touch of your hands closing on mine (and how warm it is)” by @kiritenyas / indigoblue_readsalot (AO3) “Constellations on Your Skin” by Sunsofmars (AO3) “Snapshots” by @heartofinkandpaper / Sparkle0001

Best Character Portrayal

“Rebecca Arcana” (Cana Alberona) by Onlyafraidoffear (AO3) “Hoarded” (Natsu Dragneel) by Letoasai (AO3)

Best Romance

“Back to You” by nyakoze (AO3) “Rose Colored” by @dreamerft / Dreamer_777 (AO3) “Consequences” by @juvia061380 “Your Crush is My Love Rival” by InkuEko (AO3) & cathelerein (AO3)

Best LGBTQ+ Romance

“Albion House” by @eryiss “Open Marriage” by Mushi9 (AO3) “A Sham” by @legendoftheotherside “Red Dragon” by @mdelpin “Fire on Fire” by @furidojasutin “Euphoria” by @oceanwaves-blog / Oceanewave (AO3)

Best Serial

“Rebecca Arcana” by Onlyafraidoffear (AO3) “Dragon Season” by Akiko_Natsuko (AO3) “He Will Be Loved” by @mdelpin

Best Ficlet

“We’re so Human” by Jaciserigala (AO3) “Drunk in love, I want you” by @gaymirajane “marigolds” by @nxbuas / titaniaeli (AO3)

Best Completed

“Magnolia University” by @somanyfamdomswhy

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Congratulations @oceanwaves-blog!! Your fanfiction "Euphoria" has been nominated by one of your fans for The Guild Awards, First Period of 2021!

The Guild Awards was created by five Fairy Tail enthusiasts who want to spread the love of fandom creators all across the net, and we are very excited to give you this message!

Your work has been nominated into the following category:

Best LGBTQ+ Romance

Voting will take place after the nomination period closes, and the link to do so will be found on theguildawards tumblr page.

If you would like to pull your work from consideration for an award, please let us know via tumblr or reach out to one of the moderators.

Once again, congratulations for your beautiful contribution to this wonderful fandom, and thank you for all that you do!

Nominations are open until the end of the day August 31st, PST! Submit your Fanfiction/Artwork nominations through our page!

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Hi there

I just wanted to say that I'm going to stop writing and that I will no longer post anything here. I believe it's time for me to put everything aside, but I guess you all saw that coming right ? It's not like my stories were good so I don't think you'll be missing much, if I'm being honest.

And I know this goodbye note sounds off but I'm just tired and have no motivation to try and explain why I want to stop.

I don't think I'll come back, but I just want to thank every single one of you who followed me until now. You are all amazing and it was a fun ride with you all.

I have too many people to thank for the help they gave me to keep this blog alive because let's be honest there, if it weren't for them, those stories wouldn't even exist, but there's too many of you and I'm afraid I'll forget someone, so just know that I'm very thankful for you.

I wish you all the best for this year and the years to come 💜

Thank you.

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Just checking! I had sent a grayvel request a lot earlier, just wanted to make sure you got it! Your writing is absolutely phenomenal and I adore anything and everything you make.

Hey there ! Yes I got it, but since I don't have your username I couldn't reach out to tell you that Indeed I'll try to write something for you before the year ends!

And now...that's too much compliment for me right now, I don't know what to say other than thank you... 🙈🙈 You are too sweet seriously sjdisllejk...

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Are your requests for stories open??

Hello there ! Yes it's open, but I don't promise to answer right away, I might give an answer only on weekends, since I'm working during the week.

But I take requests, yes

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Magic.

Butteflies in their heads and oceans waving in their veins, they were dancing like tomorrow didn't exist.

Free little souls, smiles wider than the sky and eyes shining like diamonds.

There were no limits. Just endless possibilities.

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Lisanna x Juvia

*

Only the text is mine.

@fairytailfemslash @femslashfairies

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Hi there my little birds 🕊️

Just a little reminder that my Ask box is open for any requests or any questions! I might take some time to answer because I'm working on a little something lately and also because I have a job, but otherwise I'm free.

Just don't forget that I don't accept Ask about :

Anything related to a relationship when it comes to Wendy. Friendship and family okay but no more than that.

I don't write about Lyon and Gray unless it's brotp

I'm not comfortable to write about Juvia and Gray being together. I mean it's an LGBT + blog so it's probably not necessary to add that, but better safe than sorry right ?

My DM is open for anything and anyone! You either can find me here or my main blog in case I don't answer here.

I take Ask for drabbles, headcannons and moodboard/aesthetics. Or simply if you have something to share or ask just go ahead!

A lot of kisses and take care 🕊️

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Somehow this is the post on my terrible blog, that has the most notes. Don't get me wrong, I am over the Moon, but I'm so confused as to why there's so much people reading my stuff

Erza x Lucy - coming out to the guild confusion. ((in other words the guild is confused because they thought they liked other people and they aren't very upfront about so there is a lot of weird rumors))

Hey! I'm so sorry for taking this long to answer ! I'm not if this was what you wanted but here we go! I Hope you'll like it !

*

“Hey, I heard Lucy and Natsu went on a date last night.”

“I wonder when Lucy will finally tell us that she’s with Natsu...I mean have you seen how close they are? They’re basically a married couple.”

“Did you see how happy Erza is this morning? Jellal is in town, this has probably something to do with it.”

“They’d make such a cute couple if only Jellal weren’t this stubborn..as for Natsu and Lucy, you couldn’t find someone more blind than them. It’s ridiculous.”

Lucy jolts as a hand gently slides into hers and pulls her away from all the voices around her. She hadn’t realized she was standing in the middle of the guild until she finds herself sitting at a table in the corner, away from the eyes of everyone.

When the hand finally lets go, she lets her gaze fall on Natsu, who is making himself comfortable on the seat in front of her. He has a serious look on his face for once.

“This has to stop.” He says, his voice deep and low.

Lucy can feel her heart skip a beat at the words, afraid to understand what Natsu is really talking about. She doesn’t have to try and play dumb with him.

Even though she hasn’t said anything to anyone, Natsu is her best friend and probably the only person on this Earth who knows her by heart.

“This has to stop Luce. I know what’s going on, and I have to say I’m a little hurt you didn’t come to me for this.”

“Natsu...”

“I don’t know why you and Erza are keeping it a secret. And I’m not judging or anything, but you need to do something about it. Because it’s driving Gray and me crazy. All these rumors...like I literally told Mira I was going on a date with Gray yesterday and this morning she came to me asking me when I was going to ask you out. Like what the fuck?”

On any another day, Lucy would have laughed at this because Natsu and Gray were far from subtle. They were always holding hands, and when they weren’t yelling at each other, it wasn’t unusual to find them in a corner of the guild, whispering to each other with soft smiles on their lips. In conclusion, Lucy was as confused as them about the fact the guild still hadn’t understood that they were together.

“I’m sorry...” She says softly, dropping her gaze to her joined hands on her lap.

“There’s no need to be sorry Luce, I know it’s not easy but... aren’t you tired? Both of you? I mean, I know it’s hurting you to hear all of those things since you were standing like a statue in the middle of the guildhall not a minute ago, but what is stopping you from telling everyone that you and Erza are together?”

Lucy bites her lips, and she can feel her eyes sting from the sudden tears she’s trying to hold back. She doesn’t know where to start actually. There is so much to say, so many reasons she could tell him, but somehow Lucy can’t help but think that these are just excuses. She hears Natsu sighing before a hand rests on the top of her head.

“Come on, sweetie, let’s get out of here.”

Lucy is up on her feet not long after the statement. She can feel Natsu’s fingers on the small of her back, and as they make their way out of the guild she swears she heard Levy said: “Maybe they finally got together and they’re going on a date! I hope Lucy will tell me about it.”

*

They’re sitting by the river. Natsu is oddly quiet, but she guesses he’s doing her a favour by letting her collect her thoughts. It’s nice, and the fact that there’s only the sound of the running water around them helps to calm the storm that is brewing inside her mind right now.

She doesn’t know how long they stay quiet like this, but when she finally lets the words out, it’s like she can’t stop any more.

“I wanted to come clean with everyone in the first place, but Erza wasn’t ready. She wanted us to explore what was between us first. Which is totally understandable, since being with a woman was new to both of us, and we weren’t even sure of what all this was.” She whispers.

She can feel Natsu’s eyes on her, but he remains quiet, waiting for her to continue with what she has in mind.

“So I agreed to keep everything between us for as long as she needed. But… that was months ago, and we never talked about it again. I mean I know she heard about the rumours, I tried to bring them up once, but all she responded was “let them think what they want, as long as we know the truth that’s all that matters” and I mean she’s not wrong but…”

Lucy takes a shaky breath as she runs a hand through her hair, nervously.

“I don’t like hearing how whipped she is for Jellal. I don’t like seeing Mirajane trying to make you and I go out together. I’m tired of seeing Gray and you hurt because of it, and I’m so so tired of keeping everything inside when all I want is to hold her hand freely and kiss her on the cheek when she says something stupid.”

Tears run down her cheeks, but Lucy couldn’t care less at this moment, because even if everything still hurt, she felt relieved that she could finally let these words out. She had held them in for so long after all.

“I’m not sure I have the right words but...maybe you should confront Erza about it and then do your coming out to the guild. It’s not going to be easier for any of you, for any of us, and I can assure you that Gray is this close to exploding, so I think it’s better if it’s you who do it,” Natsu laughs a little.

She knows that he isn’t entirely serious, they would never do that to her, but she understands what he’s trying to say.

“What if Erza doesn’t want to do it?”

“Then I’ll punch her in the face.”

Lucy can’t help but snort at this, and it’s kind of weird because she’s still crying.

“As if you’ll do something like that. She’ll probably kill you on the spot.”

“But at least I’ll die for my best friend’s honour!” He answers.

And this time Lucy laughs freely, her heart feeling a little better.

“You know, if I wasn’t gay and dating Erza, I think I would have married you,” Lucy says playfully.

“And if I weren’t deeply in love with Gray and well...gay too, I would have...still been your best friend actually. You’re too much of a handful, even for the straight version of me. Sorry, honey.”

Lucy can’t stop laughing at this as she lets herself lean against Natsu.

“I don’t know what you’re talking about, I’m an angel.”

“Yeah...yes you are.”

Natsu slides an arm around her waist as he presses a kiss on the top her head, and Lucy closes her eyes, taking in the warmth of Natsu.

“I’m still scared..” she confesses.

“I know. But you don’t have to do it alone.”

“What do you mean?”

“Well...since apparently the guild still hasn’t understood about Gray and me, we might as well come out at the same time. If you go down, we all go down together as a team, right?”

“Yeah... you’re right. Thank you, Natsu. For everything.”

“You’re always welcome.” He answers gently.

*

When Lucy closes the door of her house, she knows that Erza is here thanks to the extra pair of shoes at the entry. She doesn’t move for a moment, because even though she knew she’d see her girlfriend at some point, she’d hoped to have more time.

Sighing, she hangs her coat before making her way further in her house. Erza is sitting on the couch, facing the window. She looks like she’s been here for a while already, her red hair is up in a messy bun, and she is wearing a loose shirt that Lucy is positive belongs to her. She stands there for a moment, not knowing what to do.

“I heard you and Natsu went on a date,” Erza says suddenly.

Lucy tenses up immediately because this is the first time Erza has brought the matter up willingly.

“Someone even saw him hug you at the river,” She adds.

And Lucy sighs because all of this is getting out of hand, she realizes that Natsu is right, they need to do something about it before everything get worse.

Lucy decides to sit next to her girlfriend, her attention entirely on her, and when Erza turns her head toward her, she can’t help but feel a weight on her chest. She looks tired, her eyes are red, and her face is puffy. It seems as if she’s cried for hours and has only calmed down a few seconds ago. Lucy doesn’t hesitate as she takes one of Erza’s hand in hers.

“I hope you know that these aren’t true, I’m..”

“I know,” the scarlet girl interrupts her. “I know you’re not with him, he is with Gray, and you’re with me, but I’m tired of pretending that I don’t care about all these things people say about us being in love with someone else, or being with someone else.”

At this instant, Lucy doesn’t know what to say. She spent all afternoon with Natsu, trying to figure out a way to bring the subject up so Erza would have no other choice but to face and deal with the matter, and here she is, talking about it without Lucy’s help.

“I must admit this is thanks to Gray… who made me realize some things today. I don’t want to hide you or what is between us any longer. It’s hurting me, it’s hurting you, and it’s hurting Natsu and Gray, and I can’t take that. I’m sorry it took me so long to realize that, I was so scared you weren’t ready and that you...”

And Erza’s words die on Lucy’s lips, as the blond softly presses her mouth on hers. Lucy is crying for what feels like the hundredth time today, but she finds she doesn’t care because somehow she feels so relieved to not be the only one feeling like this.

The kiss doesn’t last long, and Lucy gently pulls away.

“I’m ready to show our love to the world if you’re ready Erza. I’m tired too, and I would like to live this relationship plainly with you.”

Erza nods as she leans and rests her forehead against Lucy’s, their hands tangled together.

“We should probably thank the boys later,” Erza says.

“Yeah, probably.” Lucy laughs a little.

*

“We are together.”

Was the statement Erza decided to go with when she and Lucy arrived at the guild the following morning. They were met with silence, but at least all heads were turned toward them, confusion all over their faces.

“We can… see that you’re next to each other, yeah.” Mirajane breaks the silence.

“You don’t understand,” Erza tries again. “Lucy and I are together as in together. We are a couple, have been for months now.”

“Wait...but what about Jellal and Natsu? Weren’t you with them?” Levy immediately intervenes.

And this time Lucy is ready to talk, but the warm feeling of Natsu’s shoulder against hers and his voice ringing through the guildhall prevents her from doing so.

“I’m dating Gray. Have been for years now, and we literally don’t try to hide it, so you guys have no excuse. Also, Jellal has a fiancé, so I really doubt he’s in a relationship with Erza right now. Like seriously, you call me dumb, but you’re much dumber.” Natsu states.

They are met with another wave of silence, wide eyes looking at them and for a moment Lucy is afraid that somehow they’re going to be rejected, that somehow Fairy Tail won’t be their home anymore which is crazy because they are not the only one to come out to the guild.

She knows that Freed and Laxus are together and that something is going on between Cana and Mirajane, but she can’t help but feel pressured and unwanted when all of them are looking at them like this.

But then there’s a little laugh from Gajeel, who is sitting at the bar, that seems to give life to the guild again.

“What’s with those stupid faces? Let’s celebrate this!” the Dragon Slayer says.

And suddenly there are cheers, and loud voices and millions of questions going around them and Lucy finds herself releasing a breath she didn’t even remember holding until now.

I don’t remember why I was so afraid to begin with, she thinks as she watches Erza threatening Laxus after a playful comment.

This is my family, after all.

*

And a big thank you to @mdelpin for her help and also for guiding me on this !! I don't think I could ever thank you properly !

And also thank you to @watcher-ofthe-sky for helping me coming up with this Idea ! I don't know what I'll do without you!

*

@fuckyeaherlu @femslashfairies @fairytailfemslash

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S and V for the Fanfic Ask Game? ♥

S: Any fandom tropes you can’t resist?

Friends to lovers, classic but I'm weak for it

V: If you could write the sequel (or prequel) to any fic out there not written by yourself, which would you choose?

This is a really difficult question to answer because I know that my skills in writing are not the best and i don't want to offend anybody but it would be for two works actually:

"all my love comes down to you" by you actuall, @watcher-ofthe-sky . The secret story of my heart. Maybe a sequel of it, where it shows life between Gray and Natsu after all that happened. That is because I just want to see more from this universe you so beautifully created. I won't say much in case someone wants to read it, the link is in the title.

"crash and burn" from @splendidlyimperfect . Now again i won't say much about it, incase someone wants to read it, but this story means so much to me, also i know there's a lot of sequel to it and it's very complete, and honestly i don't think I will bring much to this universe but damn it's so good.

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Trigger warning : drowning, suicidal thoughts (it's not explicit but it's there)

*

“Don’t let me go,

Hold me in your beating heart

I won’t let go

Forever is not enough

Let me lay my head down on the shadow by your side

Don’t let me go

Hold me in your beating heart.”

Raign-Don’t let me go

*

She can see the pale light of the moon, its figure waving and uneven because of the ocean.

She doesn’t remember the fall or why she even fell in the first place. She only recalls the harsh collision of her back with the untamed surface of the water, before her body was entirely swallowed by the waves.

There’s no fear in her, no apprehensions, no thoughts running wild in her mind. Everything is strangely calm and bearable. It’s like the pressure doesn’t exist. She’s only floating in this endless body of water.

It’s almost relieving, as the weight of the world suddenly disappears.

She doesn’t fight as she feels herself going deeper and deeper. There’s no use anyway. She feels boneless.

She finally closes her eyes as she accepts her fate. She never thought about how her life could end before. It’s a concern she never bothered to have and even now, when she is surely going straight to her demise, she doesn’t think about it.

She lived. Painfully and beautifully.

She carries no regrets within her.

At least none that matters now.

*

She is burning. Fire going through her chest as she realises that the reason for it is that she can barely breath. The air escaping her lungs before it really has the time to actually settle in. Pain is running through every cell of her body and the hard surface that she is resting on, doesn’t do anything to make the situation better. She can feel hands on her face, a distant voice calling her name and it’s that exact moment that she understands that she didn’t drift away. That somehow she survived.

She should feel relieved she guesses, happy that she is somewhat alive, but everything hurts so much more now, that she wishes she was still there, still in the ocean, at peace.

“-tear, Ultear come on ...you….please”

The voice becomes a little clearer as she feels the air finally having its way in her lungs. It’s not fully there but it’s easier for her to breath at least. There’s fingers running on her cheeks and the warmth of it, makes her shivers, as she realises how cold she feels.

“Can you open your eyes for me please?”

The hands on her face leave her alone and she almost wants to cry at the loss of heat. But the voice is gentle, and she can clearly hear everything now, so she decides to follow the demand, and open her eyes.

At first she doesn’t really see anything, except that blinding light that makes her groans more than anything. Then after a few seconds, there’s a blurry figure in front of her and she has to squint her eyes to see a little better. It takes a few more times before she realises Jellal is leaning over her, a worried and scared look painting his features. When he understands that she is well enough, he releases a breath before letting his body sit on the ground.

"Shit- You scared me. Shit, you scared me so damn much." He says.

And it takes her moment to see that there are tears running down his cheeks.

"Why..Why- How did you.." he lets out a frustrated sigh as he brings his fingers through his damp hair.

He saved me, she realised. And she's not sure if she wants to say thank you or cursed at him for it. For endangering himself for her.

"I'm so fucking mad at you Ul. So mad. You have no idea how much-" Jellal cuts himself, closing his eyes tight.

She finds the strenght to sit, as the pain in her body slowly fades away. She's at lost at what to do, if she's being honest. She was ready to touch the bottom of the ocean, so she didn't think of what would happen if someone came and saved her. And seeing her best friend so desperate wasn't a sight she was used to either.

She doesn't have to think too much about things though, as a body crunches down beside Jellal, partially shielding him from her. There's a lump in her throat when she meets Erik's hard stare.

He knows, she thinks, of course he knows.

But he isn't saying anything, as he focuses on his lover instead, trying to calm his emotions. It's no use though, as Jellal moves enough to see her entirely again. His eyes are incredibly sad.

"I watched you fall. You didn't even try to dodge the hit! You knew it was coming toward you Ultear. Just one step aside, it's all you needed to do. And you didn't."

She casts her eyes down, ashamed as she understands that she won't be able to find a good excuse to justify what happened out there.

"Jellal-" she tries, her voice hoarse from the salty water she swallowed. " I'm sorry, I-"

"I don't want to hear your stupid apology Ultear."

When Ultear finally found the courage to lift her eyes, it's only for her to see that Jellal is starring right at her. His gaze never waving, like he is searching in her soul himself, for the reason she didn't fight anything. Like he is searching for the truth rather than the sugar coating excuse she was ready to give.

"Do you have any idea how much you mean to me Ul?"

He asks then, voice suddenly small as his body leans heavily against his lover. As if he was too tired to keep a hold of himself anymore.

Ultear can't bring herself to say anything again. It's like she's under the water again, the air completely out of her lungs, as she understands the meaning of Jellal words.

"Through all my life you were here. Even when I didn't want to. You were always here. And suddenly, for a moment you weren't. Do you have any idea how terrified I was?"

His voice breaks a little in the end and Ultear can feel the tears filling up her eyes.

"I was so scared that I won't be able to make it on time, that this time, it was really the end. And-"

He lets out a sob. A noise that Ultear never heard coming from him. She has to close her eyes again. Guilt taking place in her heart.

But she's suddenly wrapped into an embrace after that. Strong arms circling her body as if she is something delicate and precious to care for.

"You are my family. The only family I have left. Don't ever try to leave me again, sister."

His words are soft, and gentle, and it's all it takes for her to finally let go and cry against his shoulder.

He is not moving, only staying where he is as he lets her cry and cry.

She somehow knows that this conversation is far from being over. Not with the way Erik was looking at her earlier, not with the way Jellal is keeping her against him, as if she was about to disappear on him again.

She hasn't seen the others yet but she knows they won't let things go smoothly either.

But it's okay, she finds herself thinking.

It's okay.

*

Now the pictures not mine, of course.

And thank you to my sweet, sweet little fairy @watcher-ofthe-sky for her incredible help and support.

This story was supposed to be a Luvia one.. i don't know what happened there.

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FanFic Ask Game

A: How did you come up with the title to [insert fic]?

B: Any of your stories inspired by personal experience?

C: What member do you identify with most?

D: Is there a song or a playlist to associate with [insert fic]?

E: If you wrote a sequel to [insert fic], what would it be about?

F: Share a snippet from one of your favorite dialogue scenes you’ve written and explain why you’re proud of it.

G: Do you write your story from start to finish, or do you write the scenes out of order?

H: How would you describe your style?

I: Do you have a guilty pleasure in fic (reading or writing)?

J: Write or describe an alternative ending to [insert fic].

K: What’s the angstiest idea you’ve ever come up with?

L: How many times do you usually revise your fic/chapter before posting?

M: Got any premises on the back burner that you’d care to share?

N: Is there a fic you wish someone else would write (or finish) for you?

O: How do you begin a story–with the plot, or the characters?

P: Are you what George R. R. Martin would call an “architect” or a “gardener”? (How much do you plan in advance, versus letting the story unfold as you go?)

Q: How do you feel about collaborations?

R: Are there any writers (fanfic or otherwise) you consider an influence?

S: Any fandom tropes you can’t resist?

T: Any fandom tropes you can’t stand?

U: Share three of your favorite fic writers and why you like them so much.

V: If you could write the sequel (or prequel) to any fic out there not written by yourself, which would you choose?

W: Do you like more general prompts, or more specific ones?

X: A character you enjoy making suffer.

Y: A character you want to protect.

Z: Major character death–do you ever write/read it? Is there a character whose death you can’t tolerate?

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X and Y

X: a character I enjoy making suffer

Okay there's not one but two, and lets make things clear it's not that enjoy making them suffer per se... Lets just say that they have great potential when it comes to write deep or angst stories. And it would be Gray (mostly him, I can't even count the amount of time i wrote sad shit about him) and Rogue (I mean, give me one good reason why he wouldn't figure in this little list? This baby has some deep shit going on and there's so much to write about)

Y: a character I must protect

Again, not one but two that I held dear in my heart. My beautiful Natsu (I know everyone portrays him as an idiot but I like to think that there's more to him, which is why in my stories, I mostly focus on the soft and caring part of him and not really his silly side. There's enough stories about that already) and of course my baby, my little bee, the light of my life, Sting (he must be protected at all cost.)

Thank you for asking 😊 don't hesitate to drop by anytime, i'm always happy when I receive an Ask or a message!