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#please stop ignoring my messages!!!!!!!!#all i want to do is talk#i know how selfish ive been lately but youve been so distant and im sorry ive been so sad and emotional#but i end up just feelings worse when you dont respond for hours#and i know you were working but i also know you got off at 10 and were posting on facebook#im just sad and lonely#and i want to actually get attention from you#i feel like ive made you my world and id do anything for you#but idk you put in so little effort and it just makes me feel so unwanted and not cared for#and i love you so much#but i hate feeling like this#vent
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#thiss is gonna be dumb and rambly#lately ive just been really sad and lonely#and i know ive been really selfish lately idk#ive been really self conscious but i keep eating junk whenever im upset and just idk#mitchell and i arent in a bad place but we also arent perfect idk#im just so sensitive#and i keep getting so upset when me and my mom fight#and i know its stupid and immature for me to get so worked up#and school lately has just been awful#just because its so lonely at school#i dont feel like i have any close friends anymore other than parker mitchell and sometimes reagan#and i just feel so hopeless and depressed i guess#and im not suicidal because i dont want to die but i dont want to feel like this right now#i dont really know how to describe it#idk and my mom keeps calling me stupid and retarded whenever we get in fights and its one of the things that upsets me most#and whenever we fight i just get so angry and sad when she just talks over me and insults me and puts words in my mouth#it just makes me want to scream and kick and shout#and its so dumb and immature but i want her to realize what im saying and listen to me#and i want her to realize how much she can upset me and not just say im letting her upset me#i just want someone to care#but i dont want to just cry to mitchell over something so dumb#i just get scared when i get so worked up like this#im just sad and all i want is to hug someone and cry but i feel so stupid and immature#and i just wish i had friends who i could talk to about this stuff#friends who i was close to who actually cared#im being selfish i think#idk i just wish i wasnt so emotional#vent#ignore
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