fxlgurkinesis

[fxlgurkinesis]

howdy yall, just wanna keep updated here. I’ll be trying to slowly respond to things i owe - it may be a little sporadic. I’ve got some more assignments coming up pretty close to each other so i’ve gotta work on them as well as my usual class work. so yeah, sporadic slow activity once again.

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frozen-sovereign​:

The entity would let out a rather serene laugh. Not a mocking one, no… She was delighted. It was ever so endearing to see Lux worried about her, even in the midst of her own turmoil. Honestly, it was heartwarming, as much as it was concerning.

—“ Lux, I have seen you around the court, how you worry endlessly about us and the very stars we protect. There is a point I wonder for how long will such matters remain a priority until you realize the care given back to you. ”—

This may confuse her, but her words rang true every time she witnessed how the other tended to even the smallest planet. 

One of her hands would slowly tuck one of Lux’s strands on the back of her ear. It was a caring touch, one that meant much right then and there. She wanted her to see the warmth and attention she gave others, but now directed towards her.

—“ My point is, you don’t know when to stop giving, and when to start receiving. I am not unfazed by their spiel, but even so, they only remind me what I fight for with their doubts. So please, speak away. I do mean it when I say you can talk to me about anything. ”—

Ashe had enough light within her to not be bothered by such lies, and the least she could do was share. She did not doubt that dark entity used someone’s purity against them, much like they were doing to Lux then.

—“ Even so, I appreciate the thought. And if it eases your mind, I promise I will say something if it ever becomes overwhelming. ”—

She remains quiet as the cosmic monarch talks, making sure to listen. confusion sparks at some spots, though as she tries her best to try and understand. words bubble up within her mind, perhaps a by product of the doubts the dark voices had inbuilt within her as well as questions. she wants to speak up, lips parting but she closes them as she feels fingers smoothing along her hair and face.

she appreciates the comforting hand as it moves the strands of her locks, ebbing and glowing with stardust. it helped to transition her back from her thoughts, as well as offer some warmth before she slipped too far into a path of bad thoughts. she didn’t want to end up backtracking from any progress they’ve made.

“ I just...” she finally speaks, though she’s hesitant in what to say. choosing her words as she doesn’t want to discredit ashe’s words. “ is to give not our purpose ? our duty ? that is what i am here for -- to give.” she’s impure, imperfect. she doesn’t feel she’s allowed to take. “...especially for me, because i’m me...to take..” even if it was only to take care, to take kind words or help. somehow the thought of taking scares her, but more than that, it feels like it’s something she’s not entitled to, not yet at least - while she’s like this. she gives so much just to be considered an equal as everyone else - to prove herself. “...it’s just...never felt like my place to do so.” 

but still, regardless of the spike of self doubt, she does find herself relaxing, nodding her head and offering a light smile. “ thank you.” is all she can say to that, because it’s important and she’s grateful that the other would allow this for her.

[fxlgurkinesis]

– once again i am explaining my absence LOL. honestly i do feel bad for just dropping in and out so often, idk if its just the anxiety of missing a few replies and it just multiplies and then its like the worse i leave it the worse i feel but also the harder it is to get back into the swing of things ORZ. hopefully i’ll be back and raring to go sometime early sept! since i have a few assignments due between now and the 4th. so i’ll kick my own ass to get back on here as soon as they’re all done so i can get myself back into the habit of replying. to all the people i owe ;a; as always i’m super thankful for your patience i know i’m terrible with motivation and sustained activity but i really appreciate yall <3

[fxlgurkinesis]

-- once again i am explaining my absence LOL. honestly i do feel bad for just dropping in and out so often, idk if its just the anxiety of missing a few replies and it just multiplies and then its like the worse i leave it the worse i feel but also the harder it is to get back into the swing of things ORZ. hopefully i’ll be back and raring to go sometime early sept! since i have a few assignments due between now and the 4th. so i’ll kick my own ass to get back on here as soon as they’re all done so i can get myself back into the habit of replying. to all the people i owe ;a; as always i’m super thankful for your patience i know i’m terrible with motivation and sustained activity but i really appreciate yall <3

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                                         &  when  she  calls  my  name,

                                                    I  let  the  morning  take  me.

               Ind.  Pri.  Sel.  Leona  of  League  of  Legends,  as  penned  by  Wersa.

[fxlgurkinesis]

gonna get the ball rolling a little bit. like this for lux to tell you a bad joke

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finalwhispers​:

                                  IT’S A BEAUTIFUL DAY TO…

                                            LIVE | BLEED | CREATE                                                       (with elli !) 

[fxlgurkinesis]

gonna get the ball rolling a little bit. like this for lux to tell you a bad joke

[fxlgurkinesis]

               I’M READY FOR THE FIGHT— AND FATE!

[fxlgurkinesis]

(„ಡωಡ„) ⟡  —  Small art giveaway —   ⟡   (´ ω `♡)

I was thinking and maybe I should do a giveaway. More like a big thank you for putting up with my shenanigans and many blogs I had….and the many jumping around in other fandoms. I’m just thankful to be welcomed back into the league rpc. It was intimidating because I literally felt like I was joining a new fandom again. But thank you nonetheless. I’m glad to be able to chat more with old friends again and meet new ones. I literally have no other words to express my gratitude. So as thanks, I’ll be doing this giveaway. 

ଘ(੭ˊᵕˋ)੭* ੈ✩‧₊˚ Prizes ⟡

First place: Waist up. Coloured:  Ex: 1 2

Second place: Chibi. Coloured:  Ex: 1 2 

Third place: Waist up. Lineart. Ex:  1 2 3 

The rules are simple:

1. Each person may enter twice by liking this post and reblogging it.  ( Personals please do not reblog as this is for rp blogs. If you have a personal blog but have an rp sideblog, you may enter. c: )

2. Must be following me. 

Giveaway ends at July 16 at 8pm Mountain Time (MT). I will notify the winners and they will be given 24 hours to respond. If there is no response, a different person will be chosen. 

Good luck everyone.

(ง ื▿ ื)ว

[fxlgurkinesis]

thoughts on irelia / lux :3c

random asks //

i think they’re good ! at least imo, they have similarities they’d have in common ! something they can talk about & find that they can understand in each other a bit ! both strong women which is always good, and they probably have common values as well which means they’d get along well ! 

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"Have an apple, from me to you!" Ivern says, conjuring up a fresh pink lady apple to offer to Lux.

“ oh, thank you !” she speaks, her eyes narrowing into the fresh apple. it looked particularly plump and ripe, almost glistening in the sun, as if it were the most perfect apple. “ it looks delicious !”    // @godwillow

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When Lux is overwhelmed or nearing overwhelmed with stress, how does she respond to it?

random hc asks // always accepting // @cutmystrxngs

she would very much try to keep it all inside, which is definitely the wrong way of going about it. she really does try to maintain that things are fine, when they are in fact not fine. she grew up with very little people she could comfortably confide with, so she’s very much used to dealing with things alone, keeping things more or less bottled up until they overflow. this can be particularly dangerous, and bad, with magic involved as at times it can definitely be tied with her emotions to some degree.

so, she’d probably respond to it by finding a place where she can be by herself, try and de-stress as much as she can, let everything held back out - something rather cathartic. she might cry herself to sleep one night, just from exhaustion / stress and probably a lack of sleep -- and this sleep would probably be a long one, just to help her reset herself a little. maybe blast out some magic somewhere safe enough away from demacia.

she would just get everything out until she felt raw and empty from it, let herself feel the ugly she needs to, before going about things without anyone knowing anything was off generally.

[fxlgurkinesis]

// i don't know you much on a personal level but after a couple of years following you, you give me a very chill, calm and positive vibe, like that cool friend who is always up for the dumbest plans so long as they aren't causing troubles.

jhdfkjgdfg you are very correct in that, i would very much do anything dumb so long as it also seems like harmless dumb fun xD i’m glad i come off as chill, thank you <3 ! 

☄ anonymously tell me what vibes I give off ☄  / @voidhunting

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cutmystrxngs​:

Acting the role of kind lover ought to make her stiff, but her thoughts are overtaken by an obsessive vigilance and protective instinct - these things drown out all else. She may be infecting Lux with her paranoia, she knows. She’s thinking of it constantly, that she is putting the fear of the dark in this woman. Worse, when it was Irelia’s work that was meant to allow others to not be afraid of the dark.

“Why don’t we call a taxi?” If they called one on the right street, the chances of trouble were minimal. While she had worried about cars and the like in certain scenarios, relying on randomness was an actually effective strategy in this situation. It would be hard to force Irelia into a rigged taxi, after all. Her hand, intertwined with Lux’s, squeezes back reassuringly as her thumb rubs up and down, before she stops briefly. Anxiety was natural, of course.

Leaning in, she turns and wraps her other arm around Lux’s shoulder. From a distance, it might appear as though she were whispering sweet nothings and flirting openly, but all she whispers are reassurances.

“It’s okay to be scared. You don’t need to take the whole burden onto your shoulders. You are my friend. I will protect you. You’re safe with me. Repeat it back to me Luxanna - You’re safe with me. I will tear this city apart to keep you safe.” She suspects that her ‘reassuring’ words are not so reassuring after all, but it is all she can offer. She is a fighter at her core, a wardog with no home, and she is at a loss as to how to be ‘gentle’. Her sincerity is her weakness, she can only offer her honest intentions.

But with those intentions, her hand brushes against Lux’s cheek and she levels a serious, sincere gaze upon her friend. “It will be okay. I will not let you down.” And having said so, she turns and hails a taxi, whistling sharply as they turn towards a more congested street. Dragging Lux along at her own pace, Irelia guides them into a cab, passing a few bills forward and gesturing for Lux to offer an address.

Her hand never leaves Lux’s, even clambering into the taxi.

Her previous daze with the situation really was coming to catch up on her, the calm exterior was merely that, and her heart pounded as she couldn’t help but glance around nervously. though the hand she was gripping did offer some grounding, and she felt herself step away from being overly panicked, enough that she felt she could carry off the charade they needed to pull to survive this little meeting.

She nods her head at the other’s words, trying to pull a smile but it doesn’t reach her eyes. “that sounds like a good idea.” she agrees, simply because even in her panic she still trusts the other’s decisions to get them out of here safely. though, even if her own car was not safe, she can see how taking a taxi would be safer than walking.

she’s, admittedly, a little caught off guard by the arm wrapping around her, mostly because she was doing her best to keep her attention on their surroundings, trying to be as vigilant as possible. yet, with only a small stumble of her feet and the smallest moment of a flinch of surprise she quickly relaxes against the other, trying to appear as if this were natural. it was not that she was not used to how irelia seemed to be rather hands on, yet it was not quite to this level thus far. it’s nothing she couldn’t deal with however.

and as she started speaking, she felt less panicked -- more thankful for the reassurance. she can feel herself relax a bit more, the tension in her back and muscles - held taught as if ready to run at the slightest of wrong looks from someone passing by, released their tension. “ i am safe with you.” she repeats back as asked, muttering it not once but twice, finding herself more assured with each utterance. though odd the words in some cases -- the other didn’t need to tear apart the city after all... it was genuine, which she could sense, and that was all she needed. “ thank you.” she mumbles out softly, offering a small, shakier yet more genuine smile before they were turning towards the taxi.

it was quick work for her to ramble off an address, a house or two up from her own residence, but she felt it was safer to give a close enough but not quite address, just in case. it would only take mere seconds for them to reach her apartment block from there anyway. from there it was a quick and mostly quiet drive. lux doing her best to take in the taxi driver’s appearance, qualifications -- try to commit it to memory should it be necessary.

she holds back the temptation, as well, to call for the towing company or contact her family, lest it either give away details that could lead to all of them being compromised or the like, instead reserving that for when they got inside. the actual car ride didn’t tall all too long, fingers still intertwined tightly with the other’s - tho comparatively less constricting than before. 

even as they arrived to their destination, and she spoke a quiet thanks to the taxi driver, their hands remained joined, proving helpful as she gave the other a small tug. “ my place is just over there, i thought it would be a little safer if i didn’t give out my exact address, just in case.”

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kumihao​:

“She’ll die, exactly! Good riddance!” Ahri hissed in turn. She’d rather sacrifice one crazed Star Guardian and get on with her daily life. The First Star was popping out the new ones with such ease anyway, she’d certainly find a (hopefully better) replacement for Luxanna’s disorganized group. Maybe someone who could actually take responsibility and not consume copious amounts of sugar and attempt to commit homicide on her own friends.

Judging by Lux’s reaction, her spell did not hit, and she could not help but roll her eyes at the other’s exclamation.

Heavens above, how did the First Star even presume these children were ready for such duty? They could not even follow a simple “do not leave a child without adult’s supervision“ orders, how were they even supposed to protect their own planet? Speaking of Jinx – where was the second-worst culprit? When the chaos was in the house, she was nowhere to be seen! Such a lack of professionalism and responsibility!

“Pix?“ Ahri hissed, eyes darting around. Yes, she had noted that Lulu was followed by an odd creature over her shoulder, but the fact that it had chosen to pursue them and act as eyes for the sugar-crazed maniac did them absolutely no good. Thankfully, Luxanna hit the thing this time, but the leader did not hesitate there to fire a bolt at Pix before pulling the pinkette with her and darting in an opposite direction.

“If killing her now is not your plan, what do you want us to do? Just keep running until we exhaust her?“ Though she had survived gym class and her form was in its peak perfection, Ahri had serious doubts concerning that plan. But it was either this or get trapped, transformed into a cupcake , and then consumed by the laughing squirrel.

She shot another orb in Lulu’s direction, but she paid no attention to whether or not it actually hit her or if the green demon was pursuing them. The fact that the house was with limited space and going outside was out of question irritated Ahri even more. She had absolutely no clue where to run and hide and what spaces were safe enough to claim as a hiding place. She glanced over at Luxanna, awaiting her input on the whole situation. For the first time, any thoughts the other one had, were welcomed.

“Ahri, no!” lux couldn’t help but hiss back. “i will not allow you to kill one of my teammates, no matter how much on a murderous rampage she’s on.” it wasn’t exactly lulu’s fault either. she was just as much a victim in this as they were ! lulu was just a victim of jinx, that’s all.

“pix is her familiar, it follows her everywhere, it’s basically her second pairs of eyes.” lux fills in as they scramble around the house, trying to match her footing with the woman before her, lest she trip and ruin both of their chances of survival. Every so often, though, as they ran, she’d lean left or right enough to show ahri the way as they navigated the destruction that was now lux’s residence. if they survived this, the cleaning would be long and torturous, but she knew EXACTLY who would be tasked with it.

She shots another binding spell behind her as they run, hoping to trap the green guardian as they rushed through the house, trying to buy them some time to catch their breath and think. she lets out a successful little’ yes’ when she watches the spell just clip lulu enough to catch her, the bright pink magic forming a cage around her.

“yes ! that’s exactly my plan.” she pants out as she takes a bit of a lead, pulling them towards the side of a hallway, out of eye shot of lulu. they only have moments, as her spell slowly wears off, but that is at least long enough for them to catch a quick breather. “ if we can tire her out, ware her down, her body will use up all the sugar and eventually she’ll have to crash. we just need to last until that happens and then we tie her up.”

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gracefulprecision​:

Perhaps the thing Fiora liked most about Lux was the way she was so gullible. Well, perhaps that wouldn’t be the best word to describe the blonde, but it was one the duelist believed to be true the most. She did have a desire for care and affection, as dim as it was then, but she did not complain when the other ate up her dismissive words as fact. She couldn’t complain, even if the other’s embrace was rather endearing — and frankly, more than she was used to in about most of her life.

“ No. Company is not a problem. That is, if you’d be interested in the fencing practices. I am on my way towards the training grounds to teach some of my apprentices. ”  She explained, quietly chuckling at the other’s devotion to her promise.  “ You are free to attend if you please. Some of them can be quite boorish, but that is what I’m going there for, after all. ”

Lux’s lips quickly upturned at the other’s words, before pursing for a moment, thoughts of the tasks she was supposed to complete today speeding through her mind before she nodded towards the other. she had time to spare and watch for a little. she’d be lying, after all, if she said she wasn’t curious about fencing. it was a beautiful style of fighting, one she wasn’t all too familiar with. the chance to learn something new was something she never turned down.

“ boorish i can handle.” she chirps back, she’s got tough skin after all - she has to after hearing comments growing up from her parents after all. there was nothing they could throw at her in the way of snide comments that she couldn’t simply brush off. “ plus, it’ll be interesting to see you teach.”