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God, I want a boyfriend, so bad, yet I’m socially anxious as fuck. What a fucking crime, I just want a handsome man to be my boyfriend

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Want to sit on a porch swing with someone while we cuddle up and listen to the rain hitting the roof

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Got a new game that I love and I’m thinking about parallel play again. Someone who will just sit and watch me play, or even do their own thing but still be in the room with me to keep me company. It’s perfect and comfy and I want it so bad

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Need to lay in a boys lap while he plays with my hair and calls me a good pup

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Slept on call with my partner TWO nights in a row now :) (hate their job for not letting us more often) I am so happy I wanna shake em around

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Daily Art For Pride || DAY 6

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I want to sit in a boys lap and have a nice, soft and slow make out session, without needing it to turn sexual. Just sweet kisses and whispered words and pretty smiles. I think that would be nice

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Do I hate being touched by most people? Yes :) Is my language also very much so physical touch? Also yes :) and no I can’t explain, I don’t understand it either

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Want to go on a date to the lake so bad actually. We could bring snacks and have a little picnic too, and we could cuddle on a comfy blanket together. It sounds so so fun and nice

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Thinking about big (and hairy) guys with no shirts on, that’s all :)

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Guy who will actually help me when I get overwhelmed, instead of just telling me I’m overreacting :) Someone who understands and doesn’t get mad when I get overstimulated and everything feels like too much. Someone who will pull me into a really tight hug to help me regulate and tell me everything is actually okay and the world isn’t ending even though my brain is acting like it is

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Want someone to lay between my legs with their head on my chest so I can wrap my legs around them and hug them really close while I play with their hair <3

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God I just want to curl up in someone’s arms so so badly. Just want to hide against them while they hug me close and I can finally, properly relax with them

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I want to go on a movie date so bad. Want to hold hands and steal kisses every now and then. Want to rest my head on their shoulder and share popcorn while we watch the movie. It just sounds so nice

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People who take the time to explain something, without treating you like you’re stupid, are the actual best. People who understand processing issues and don’t get angry when it takes me a little longer to understand something, are the best <3

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Boy who looks at me with a pretty smile and eyes full of love, even when I’m doing something stupid as hell

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Desperately want a boy to grab me by the jaw, pull me in close, and kiss me until we’re both breathless, then lean his forehead against mine while he whispers sweet little words against my lips <3