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Just checking.... We all pronounce Miette like My-TAY in our heads, right?

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clervie you deserved so much more than being fridged TWICE for arlecchino development that didn't even develop.

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No see results option, I'm forcing you to perceive yourself. rb for more results pls

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this may or may not be a fantasy writing exercise for me. please reblog

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mutuals and followers at large I'm glad you're alive and I hope it gets easier

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[Heathcliff] went down: I set him a stool by the fire, and offered him a quantity of good things: but he was sick and could eat little, and my attempts to entertain him were thrown away. He leant his two elbows on his knees, and his chin on his hands, and remained rapt in dumb meditation. On my inquiring the subject of his thoughts, he answered gravely—‘I’m trying to settle how I shall pay Hindley back. I don’t care how long I wait, if I can only do it at last. I hope he will not die before I do!’ ‘For shame, Heathcliff!’ said I. ‘It is for God to punish wicked people; we should learn to forgive.’ ‘No, God won’t have the satisfaction that I shall,’ he returned. ‘I only wish I knew the best way! Let me alone, and I’ll plan it out: while I’m thinking of that I don’t feel pain.’

–"Wuthering Heights" by Emily Brontë, VII.

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Honestly I don’t get why hoyoverse decided to make Yae bully like all of the characters. Like with Ei it’s fine since it’s an (presumably) immortal character trolling of even more so immortal disaster friend but she like basically force-femmes Gorou which is weird, creepy, and not at all funny, normally Thoma’s line about her isn’t too bad in a vacuum but with how she treats Gorou it’s kinda not good. Of course there’s how she treated Scaramouche when he was basically just born. I didn’t actually know the Sara bit but that’s another strike against her.

It only really works when the character either a. Doesn’t realize they’re being messed with ala Itto or b. She’s battling wits with someone ala Kokomi.

They could’ve made her a tricksy girlboss without making her an utter dick

gorou force-femme thing is obv kink bait, so i dont even hold it against her. its marketing. its less about gorou and more for the subs self-insert to imagine her doing it to them, like lisa mommy bait with electrocution punishment on the side. i dont think its like, well done, but its playful and wink wink nudge nudge enough that like, whatever man.

everything else is kinda yeah. no one is getting off on that, thats just on her. and i don't think its wrong to write cruel petty characters, but the narrative doesn't really address it bc we need to keep her likable bc marketing again.

itd be much more interesting if we actually got into all toxic implication of being possessive ei's pet who immediately tries to remove anyone who can take raiden's attention, to the point of preferring raiden sitting isolated in a room for 500 years and country going into civil war, but yae is raiden's one and only friend and sooooo special

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Am I getting a good grade in tumblr mutual?

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Today is the day I am the most active so far, huh?

Now, onto another Nemesis post.

..About her. Nemesis. Her character is interesting in the pure tragedy and heartbreaking that it is all that surrounds her.

Growing up abandoned and lone, yearning for a mother that never came- A reflection of sorts of her Second Period life as Levia, it is implied that Rahab wasn't the best mother all around, especially I think it is highlighted in the Envy Novel.

And then soon we come to her only constant companion of sorts, Seth, the Demon of Wrath, the deranged HER that slaughtered a lot of the Climb I crew, the one who tried to convince Levia to commit murder on Behemo, and lots of other things we all know by now.

Down the line, influenced by those around her and toyed with, she found someone that stood as a light to her bleak life so far- This being Nyoze. Who unfortunately down the line she had to kill with the muzzle of her gun due to orders...

Yada, yada. Other events happen. But all lead down to the core in my opinion:

A scared and desperate person, seeking love and acceptance. Her own humanity taken away from her.

We see this clearly during her own self made reality during the imaginary clinic scene(s) in the Muzzle of Nemesis Novel, on the part of desperation and denial.

She doesn't/didn't want to be a God in reality. She simply wants to be herself again, a somewhat- ordinary psychologist, just a human.

Let's not mention the trauma that is criminally underexplored that comes from the destruction of the Second Period.

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Now, I don't want this post to get too long. Overall,

Levia Barisol, no matter her life or body, is a tragic person. She deserves better.

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He was trying to make sure you could be horny on main and still get paid. The hero we needed not the hero we deserved.

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Is honkai impact fans okay?

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I had you in mind when I made this it’s just so angry and Bruce neg lol.. (I am not really a Taylor Swift fan or anti to be clear I don’t really care but this part of one of her new songs reminded of Jason)

hey its great! if u hand't said it was swift I wouldn't have known lol. but the lyrics really fit here. good job!

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Lumine: There is only one eldritch abomination in this relationship and it's me.

I love Lumine ships! My only condition is that no matter who it is, Lumine HAS to be the crazier and more unhinged person. Also the older one. Chilumi? Lumine is even more insane. Xiaolumi? Aww Xiao thanks for the offer but Lumine's killed more people than you already. Scaralumi? Thx Wanderer but Lumine def did worse things than you did before coming to teyvat.

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I love Lumine ships! My only condition is that no matter who it is, Lumine HAS to be the crazier and more unhinged person. Also the older one. Chilumi? Lumine is even more insane. Xiaolumi? Aww Xiao thanks for the offer but Lumine's killed more people than you already. Scaralumi? Thx Wanderer but Lumine def did worse things than you did before coming to teyvat.

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Heroes will always look out for each other.

Based on their final conversation during the Perilous Trail Interlude Chapter.

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if you have time… 🪷