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Radfems and TERFs are always like "I'm a feminist!! That's why I think women are weaker than men and also should never express sexual desire I disagree with and also I hate any expression of femininity in men and masculinity in women and think all men(and anyone I think is a man) are violent monstrous predators that women need to be separated from for their own protection." and it's like. You are a conservative. You are a fucking republican. Oh my god. You wouldn't know feminist if it walked up and punched you right in the face.

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at this point sans undertale is an open species

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look at my horses boy

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Can someone show me butt mogged these zoomers today

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"you can use ai to improve spelling and grammar"

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I want to live in a world where aromantic people and asexual people don’t have to lie to our doctors and therapists about our orientations to avoid them attempting to “fix” us, find an “underlying cause” for who we are, or take us off necessary medications like antidepressants just in case they’re “suppressing our emotions”. I want to live in a world where openly experiencing a lack of romantic and/or sexual attraction is not a barrier to receiving adequate healthcare.

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imagine cloth mother and wire mother in family court competing for custody of the baby monkey

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It’s funny how sacabambaspis is like the funniest looking animal in every hypothetical except for that one picture that makes me feel like I’m about to be killed

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seeing straight men be disgusted by booktok smut recommenders has actually radicalized me to the side of booktok smut recommenders. girls your taste may be atrocious but i will never disparage you for exposing mainstream discourse to the concept of soaking through your underwear. spent my whole life listening to men talk about penises it’s about time they get jumpscared by women talking about pussy in crude detail on social media. go forth and goon my warriors

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when i first heard about the male loneliness epidemic i was like oh yeah close camaraderie and bonding between men is often discouraged in favor of competition or, if not discouraged, at least filtered through a lens of individualism that precludes deep connections. and then i learned what people meant by it (men arent getting laid) to which i say skill issue

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grok calling out doge for directly killing 100+ people got elon to push an emergency hotfix to make it start blaming everything on anti-white racism

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we need to invent a way to explain how deep running and pervasive and subliminal racism and antiblackness is without immediately sounding like an insane conspiracy theorist

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Ways to Improve Online (White-People) Recipes

If it asks for garlic, add that much ginger, and twice that much garlic.

If it asks for cinnamon, add 1 1/2 times as much cinnamon, and a small amount of nutmeg. If the MAIN flavour is cinnamon, also add a small amount of cloves and allspice.

If it asks for vanilla, also add a SMALL amount of almond extract. (Usually up to a few drops.)

If it asks for onions, also add some garlic, but add it 1 minute before you're either done cooking, or you add liquid

If the spices are pretty much only oregano or parsley, add both, as well as a small to medium amount of basil, thyme, summer savory, tarragon, and/or marjoram (the earlier two are great in beef, chicken and tomato dishes, while the others are good with pork, chicken, most vegetables, and pretty much anything else you can think of with a 'lighter' flavour)

if it asks for cheddar or mozzarella cheese, also add a bit of feta and parmesan

Don't be afraid of flavour!

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my weird homunculus and his weird homunculus. yuckyyy!

his face because the resolution got GUNKED

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erm chapter 5 leak ???

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it really fucking sucks being an only child sometimes esp if you are also the only local cousin. even then i also only have one first cousin at all and bro lives in NY. all my grandparents are dead or dying and my dad is a freak. so like whenever im being physically and emotionally abused i have no source of comfort except the one doing the abuse. awesome. cool. i can't even experience emotions at a normal capacity anymore because my mother has fucking wrung them out of my body year after year.

i can't feel anything except those short bursts of emotional pain whenever she attacks me. I have to live my life knowing my brain is chemically incapable of experiencing joy for more than like 15 seconds at a time and it's been this way for so long that the damage is irreparable. But sure, I'm the one attacking HER, even though I'm the one who comforts HER when she cries or lays outside my bedroom door wailing how nobody could ever love her or that everybody always leaves. There's so much audacity there, to call me weak, pathetic, a whiner, a crybaby, when she expects me to clean up all her mess every time she falls apart.

I don't ask for help with SHIT. It doesn't matter what happens to me during the day, I have to be there if she needs me. And I'd NEVER ask for that back. I could never expect her to scoop me off the fucking floor and put me to bed, or hear her tell me I'm loved and good enough, or that what happened to me was actually bad and my reaction is reasonable. But all the emotional effort I put into it is worthless bc I guess I owe her that or something.

Idk what I'm going to do going forward. Bc my body still like, craves the release of emotions that I can't even feel, so I self harm. like a lot. like A LOT. I think I'm just going to start apologizing whenever I've done something wrong to her. Today she kicked me out of the car because I asked her, desperate and near in tears, to stop being mean to me. It's childish ik, but I just wanted her DESPERATELY to not keep calling me stupid. I should've just said sorry. I should've kept my fucking mouth shut. Fawning doesn't come naturally to me, I'm usually pretty easy going I think, but I need to get on it fr.

It's my fault. it HAS to be my fault. I am the problem, and I need to really focus in on that just to survive rn. My mindset has to change. It's not about logic or fairness or reality its about appeasement. I can't take this. My chest aches because she makes me want to die. I know she hates me so much. I can feel it in how she looks at me.