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Why do people take it so personally when you tell them you're suicidal?

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Things I'm good at :

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• feeling like a burden and bed rotting

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It's 2025 in four months and I'm still trying to figure out if I died in 2016 or not

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If God wants me dead, he needs to do it himself

This year keeps testing me by seeing how much it can throw at me until I give in and kill myself

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It's cause I'm just a bunch of mental illnesses in a trenchcoat

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But you all know that one day I will die by suicide. You all know deep down you just haven't accepted it yet. I wasn't made for this world of endless suffering.

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I think men just like to test how much you'll put up with

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the feeling when you just wanna be alone and push everyone away so you could quietly kill yourself vrs the feeling of never wanting to be alone and just wanting to be held and told itll be okay even when it wont.

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autumn walks 🍁🎃☕️🍂

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This is beautiful. Reminds me of my mom

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Me if you even care (you don't)

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A collection of posts from TikTok (most of which from Tumblr and literature) that explain me better than I can

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"day after day, after terrible day."

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I really wish I had friends who didn't laugh at me when I shut down

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Every part of every day is always going to be hell. I'm terrified of the pain and body mutilation that comes from killing oneself. I'd be dead otherwise. I need to find a way out of the hells of capitalism