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i wish i wouldn’t let it bother me

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everyone in life got instructions except for me

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that makes me sick to my stomach

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nina sayers is getting too relatable

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watching movies like girl, interrupted makes me feel a little less crazy

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will my tears ever run out?

will they keep going forever and ever?

only to stop when someone’s around?

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i wish i didn’t have to take

a little blue pill

to feel at ease

it’s starting to not work

i don’t know why

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this lump in my throat

so humongous

threatening to turn into tears

and heartache

but instead i’ll leave it there

painful but hidden

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i’m like an actor in my own life

putting on a show for everyone

and trying to make them happy

taking the mask off at the end of the day,

i become a mess of tears and heartache and loneliness

tears and heartache and loneliness

tears and heartache and loneliness

i used to live without the mask

i’ve been told i’m ugly without it it

so i keep it on

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i hate when my words are twisted and i sound like a horrible person

i hate when she makes me feel guilty

when i did nothing wrong

i hate the feeling of having to sit still when there’s a fire inside of me

the tear ducts are there

ready to put it out

i hate what you did

and how you didn’t care

i hate the way it affects me

why isn’t life fair?

i hate that i can’t speak up for myself

i hate that i just burst into tears

when life gets hard

i hate that im not good enough

and will never amount to anything

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i want to be alone

i want to hide

i want to be invisible

i want to be loved

i want to be noticed

i want to be cared for

but i want to disappear

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apparently while some things are valid to cry about, other things aren’t

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don’t look too deep into those angel eyes

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