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My fav th&nspo<33

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I was out for dinner with my parents which btw they invited me to and my mom said to me randomly, “have you not been looking at your calorie intake lately because I think you should”

instant ana motivation. I feel like she just green lighted my mind to go full crazy and now I’m just gonna starve myself

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what would u prefer

fulfilling that hunger that you feel by eating junk and feeling guilty for hours,

or waiting 20 minutes, the hunger passing and getting that perfect body you have always asked for.

i know what i’d choose

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Confessions from a girl who wants to be everyone and everything all at the once. Help LOL.

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a vlog you might or might not enjoy

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some thoughts on gen z aesthetics and the aura generated by them

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my adhd journey:

Made a video on my journey with ADHD diagnosis

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Just got some pictures from an event I attended and everyone complemented on that day so I was feeling good but literally every picture is so bad. I look fat af in all of them. makes me not trust anyone with complements anymore. I really hated all the pictures.

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On the fear of being read and wanting to still have a creative outlet.

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tried to create a vibey video journal. hope you like it.

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I think I kinda hate polls now but I still need to click them but I am clicking them annoyed

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I cried for so long today I don’t even know why and for some dumb reason Ieft the door open hoping that someone would come check on me but no one did. I am as alone as ever. I changed cities, houses, jobs, I changed myself but this loneliness doesn’t leave me and I know it’s because I am incapable of opening up to anyone. I can’t let anyone see me be weak but what’s the point of all this strength if I can’t actually be strong. I think I cried because I don’t see an end to this sadness. And I feel so guilty for feeling this way but I do and I don’t know what to do about it. I wish hard work was the answer and if it was I wish I could do it.

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The dopamine release upon eating is only temporary. Being content with your body will bring you so much more in the long run.

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This is not a fucking game, this is your actual life. Those mornings wasted scrolling as soon as you wake up for 1 hour plus are over. You’re done watching other peoples lives, because your life is about to become a highlight reel. YOU are the main character. YOU are living the life of your absolute dreams. YOU are finally making the moves you have been imagining. Your wardrobe FINALLY reflects everything you’ve been visualising. When you look in the mirror you feel like an absolute GODDESS, BEAUTIFUL, RADIANT. You wake up and feel so ENERGISED. You’ve created a life that excites you, that motivates you, that fulfils you. Feel it, breathe into it. It’s all yours babygirl. 

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Being alone and alienated is the predestination of every thinking mind, sensitive heart, and empathetic soul.

Sadia Hakim 🦋