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WHATTTT THIS INSANE THO OML 😭

You inspire me to be better gang

5 days later.. now I’m finished ACK. this took WAY too long. I’ve recently been like obsessed with my friends ocs and I MEAN OBSESSED. I COUKDNT HELP MSYELF BUT JUST MAKE FANART OF WHAT IT WOULD LOOK LIKE IF THEY WERE AT THE BALL OH MY GOSH. I LOVE THEM SO MUCH

OCS BELONG TO : @golozzys

Lorraine Eirwene Caldrus

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LOOK AT THEMMMM

(I made them for my sinking town vid)

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Yass king

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I love him sm

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LOOK AT HIM

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Gang, I'm reverting back to my old style, maybe a little dumbed down because I'm NOT consistent

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Some backgrounds for an animation I might do..

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Just playing around with brushes

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Scene 1

(The kings bedroom, sun streaming through the windows, a large bed with red blankets)

“Goodmorning love” Caldrus murmured softly, crawling over the smaller male. Eirwene was covered in hickeys and love bites, old cum strawn across his torso, his red hair messily strewn up in a ponytail “Dont call me that…ngnn….your highness” He managed to mumble…his words soft and tired “Mmm….theres that all-so enthusiastic knight I love~” Caldrus smiled, leaning down to kiss Eirwenes head “Im just meant to please you sire” Eirwene said softly, despite his stern attitude toward the rules of their kingdom, he leaned into the others touch “No love involved” Eirwene repeated. A small smile tugged at Caldrus’s lips. He chuckled softly “Riiight….but…what if I said, to please your king…you must acept my love?” Caldrus murmured, kissing the side of his knights face. Eirwene paused, looking away “I am your knight…it is against your kingdoms customs…” The knight said sternly…Caldrus sighed, kissing Eirwene’s jaw “I dont care…you may be my knight…and you may be male, as am I….but I know what I want…I want you” Caldrus said softly, gently burying his face in Eirwenes neck….the other sighed “Are you sure sire?” Eirwene asked, his voice small and hesitant. “Im sure.” Caldrus said, his voice firm and resolute “I love you…my knight” he repeated softly, pressing a soft kiss to the others neck, who managed a small mutter in response “I love you too…my king…”

Scene 2

(A bloodied battlefield, bodies and injured soldiers lost to the snow, the king had dragged his injured knight to a sheltered cathedral, light enough to see blood pooling beneathe his beloved.)

“No no no no…gods look at you” Caldrus said, kissing Eirwenes head, watching him struggle to stay conscious” Hey……hey your okay…stay with me love” Caldrus pleased desperately, holding Eirwene close to his chest “Im here your highness” Eirwene murmured weakly, reaching up a shaky hand to cup his kings face “Your hurt” he murmured….tears pricked Caldrus’s eyes “Im fine…its y….” Caldrus paused, a choked sob escaping him as he held his dying lover closer “Its you im worried about” he said…his voice soft and broken.. Eirwene smiled, leaning into his king more “Im okay….im glad I could protect you…I can die happy” Eirwene said softly, his hand slipping from the others face, too weak to hold it up “You did….you did protect me….you did so well” Caldrus said softly, pressing down more on Eirwenes side, desperete to stop the bleeding “But…it’ll be okay…youll survive” Caldrus murmured…Eirwene managed a small weak nod “Yeah…I….I’ll live” he repeated, his voice growing quiet “Promise?” caldrus asked, pressing a soft kiss to Eirwenes temple “Ill make it….and we’ll be together….my love” Eirwene started before he went limp in his kings embrace “No….no no no…my love….please…..Eirwene….wake up….you….you promised.” Caldrus sobbed, holding his dead lover closer…his own body starting to give out “You promised.” he managed to repeat before his vision blurred and everything went black

Scene 3

(After the war. The king had lost his treasured knight. Forced to wed a young princess)

“You may now kiss the bride!” the voice rang out, Caldrus felt bile rise to the back of his throat as he looked at the woman in front of him, dressed in a beutiful white dress, simple yet elegant makeup and hair tied up in a bun…the whole kingdom wanted her…

God she was ugly.

“Kiss kiss kiss!” the crowd cheered, Caldrus wanted to slice off his head with a blunt sword, but he smiled, closing his eyes as he pressed his lips against hers…they were soft….like his….he just imagined it was his lover….his knight. “I love you” Lorraine murmured, looking up at the king “I…..love you too..” he said softly…he wanted to cry, sob…fuck…he wanted to throw himself of the balcony, but he managed a small smile “my queen”

She doesnt deserve his place…this whole fucking thing is bulshit..….this whole need for a marriage and an heir was stupi-.....shit….heir….

“Hey….why don't we sleep together…another night…not tonight?” Caldrus murmured softly….Lorraine's smile fell slightly, she tilted her head to the side “why? Did I do something wrong?” She Asked “no” yes “I just want our first time to be perfect” Caldrus murmured softly

I'm about to neck myself I swear to-

“I don't mind….tonight? Please?” Lorraine said softly “your perfect just the way you are” she smiled…fuck…”ofcourse” Caldrus quickly said, seeing his mother start to wander Nearby

Eavesdropper…

“I'm sure you'll make it” disgustingly unbearable “perfect” Caldrus said with a hum, running his fingers through his blue hair, sighing “I'll be off then…” He said “what? Where?” His bride asked softly, tugging on his sleeve…

ew, Don't touch me.

“Just on a mission….its important….but I'll be back before dinner” he said softly, kissing her hand gently

Hopefully I get a dramatic death and don't have to come back.

“Alright….be safe love…” Lorraine called out as Caldrus left making his way over to the other knights “Is everyone well prepared?” Caldrus asked….at ease now that he was with people that didn't make him want to k*ll himself “Ofcourse, brother~” one of the older knights teased…he was Lorraine's older brother….Caldrus knew how manipulative she could be because of him….and despite his hatred toward Lorraine…he liked her brother, Lucas…he was a good friend of Eirwene…..

God I miss him

“Let's Get going” Caldrus announced sternly.

Should I post more?

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for anyone who goes "Omg the hand placement!" gang he despises women, she manipulated him after he lost his lover, convincing him that he needed a queen and an heir to be king, to which his parents agreed and forced him to wed AND bed her, she was giggling and kicking her feet meanwhile he was sobbing, disgusted with himself. In the drawing he looks vaunrable and some might say in love, because she drugged him, wearing his past lovers colours and convincing him she was Eirwene (his lover)

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Caldrusss my oc (pre angst)

I've been trying out new styles and shiii

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Yass (ik the neck looks weird shh)

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Finished!

(Colour and lighting test)

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I was playing around with gacha life 2

Tell me why i I just figured out my human design for one of my characters and it's GIVING

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I wonder where the lighting is gonna be.

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Some sketches of Caldrus and Eirwene as humans

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Some doodles