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oh fuck

I made an Api Biru / Blue Flame playlist :D

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cinn i hope you don’t mind i used your mood board for the cover

i can change that if you want

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ohshitohshitohshit

i was listening to elliot smith and now i have to write garrance fanfiction 😭

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- how i imagine laurance’s time grappling with the calling -

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i am very tempted to make a garrance playlist

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AAAAAA HOLY SHIT

Api Biru Rebellion

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i was reading the council’s (lovely name for y’all btw) shadow knight headcanons about what would happen to the sk’s after shad was defeated and i came up with my own thoughts that laurance would struggle with his mobility and use a cane (and no there’s no magical cure for this like his his blindness) on that note, his vision would also get much worse and if vylad were to live he would also struggle as much if not even worse so they become a wheelchair user.

kind of related but i hc that vylad has ehlers danlos in mcd :) i am projecting onto him

OH MY GOD YESYESYES

I just made a hc post abt disability representation, but I didn't really include any shadow knight specific stuff because we've talked about it so much.

But this wraps everything up pretty well. Our descriptions of post-Shad SKs have been pretty vague, honestly because I don't know what it'll look like yet. But I like your idea a lot.

For the SKs who do survive they literally have half a soul. Half of their life energy. I thought it would mostly show in mental ways. Not feeling emotions as strongly, dissociating a lot. But of course there would also be physical symptoms. I love the idea of Laurance using a cane, AND his vision getting worse. I mean, he had to adjust to his new body once, and now he has to do it all over again.

He wouldn't be able to be a guard anymore. And he struggles with this a lot. Being a soldier has been his entire life, and now he's been reduced to some sort of hermit, barely leaving his house. The members of the blue flame who did survive still look to him for guidance, but he doesn't have much to offer.

To be honest, I don't think Vylad would survive. BUT if they did, they'd be worse off than Laurance. He uses a wheelchair, and he lives with Garroth full-time because he wouldn't be able to live on his own. I think they'd also have seizures. It was a problem they had when they were very very young, and it's come back in full force.

I also lovelovelove giving Vylad Ehlers Danlos (i am also projecting lmao) but I'm having a hard time fitting it into the medieval setting. But chronically ill Vylad is my favorite 🥴

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i am craving disability representation in mcd and mystreet 😭

here i go!

my disability headcanons for MCD/MYS

- Laurance never got his vision back. Not completely, at least. The outer field of his vision is completely blurred, and sometimes it'll randomly get worse/better. In MyS, he's still mostly blind, but he was born with this. It honestly doesn't make a difference in his day to day life because he's so used to it, but he's so pissed that he can't drive.

- Dante has OCD, and he passed the trait down to Dmitri. They both have skin-picking issues as well.

- Naoki (Nekoette) has hyperactive ADHD, which she got from Nana. A lot of people think it's really funny, but when Naoki starts training as a guard, she and other people finally realize how challenging it is.

- Zoey's health starts deteriorating rapidly after giving up her immortality. She has chronic pain issues, and recurring migraines.

- Both MCD and Mystreet Katelyn are hella deaf. Like. Cannot hear for shit. In MyS she wears hearing aids sometimes, but in MCD she's like "WHA?" constantly.

- MyS Vylad is an ambulatory wheelchair user. (honestly i'm just self-inserting for this one lol) they have Ehlers Danlos Syndrome, and use a cane most of the time. They're very active on social media and are a popular disability advocate. It's why they're constantly traveling.

- All of the Ro'meave brothers are hella autistic

- Travis has a lot of chronic fatigue issues because of his demon form and powers and whatnot. When Aphmau gets her relic, and Garroth gets Esmund's, they also have chronic fatigue. The relics are too much energy for a mortal body.

- Levin has hella anxiety. Zoey and Malachai taught him how to manage it over the years. When he becomes Lord, the intensity of the job honestly makes him less focused on his anxieties.

- Malachai still can't function properly as a human. After being brought back to life, he's had a lot of chronic issues, that are honestly all over the place. He also has really bad dissociation, because he was DEAD FOR 900 YEARS.

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bro.

phoenix drop high season 2 is fucking UNHINGED.

JESUS CHRIST.

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by the time we got to mystreet and pdh jesson was so done with his character and really didn't have anything left for him. that's why we got rlly shitty mys laurance.

mcd laurance is a sexy medieval block character and i love him 🥴

I never cared for mystreet Laurance, I found him obnoxious and annoying, the only thing I like about him are his scenes with Garroth.

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low key jason was a good voice actor

like. aaron's character was so so bad but every line fucking slapped

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zane and vylad seeing each other after vylad was MURDERED and zane was EXPLODED

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this is just so right

i completely forgot about isabell but i remember how HARD i shipped them 😭

im putting myself through rarepair hell every day but i love laurance x isabell

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I want to hear more rarepairs from people !!

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aaron after being stabbed and thrown off a cliff

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garroth and laurance kissing garroth and laurance kissing garroth and laurance kissing garroth and laurance kissing garroth and laurance kissing garroth and laurance kissing garroth and laurance kissing garroth and laurance kissing garroth and laurance kissing garroth and laurance kissing garroth and laurance kissing garroth and laurance kissing garroth and laurance kissing garroth and laurance kissing garroth and laurance kissing garroth and laurance kissing garroth and laurance kissing garroth and laurance kissing garroth and laurance kissing garroth and laurance kissing

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garroth ro'meave eats sheet metal

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this.

this is it.

I’ve seen so many things abt Laurances fashion in MS and I wanna be apart of this

I agree I think his fits were AWFUL, the only one I like a decent amount was his Aph TV fit. But that’s why I hc him with good fashion sense. HOWEVER- only when he feels like he needs to

And I say this because I DO IT. I will dress in whatever is comfortable, whether it looks good or not. My go to is sweatpants and a sweatshirt with these shoes I’ve had for years cuz they’re comfty.

But when I feel like I need to dress up or I just have the sudden motivation too I WILL and I think I look great ✨

Thus I Headcannon him the same way, comfortable unless otherwise motivated to dress nicer :) like he has a hidden talent, he has the ability to dress nice but he just won’t lmao

(Also personally I think everyone’s outfits in MS weren’t great- I’ve re-designed a lot of their outfits and I need to know I’m not the only one. Pls. Who else thinks the whole MS cast needs an outfit upgrade)