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[gponher1weeklonghyperfixation]

Poetic Ramble n°1 (sort of?)

Sometimes I feel like I’m not enough, Oh god that start is so depressing, At least it makes me laughs, so that’s better than nothing

I would love to be a songwriter, but I have nothing to write about Or more precisely I know but putting it in words is damn hard.

That last rhyme is a fail but I’ll continue anyways, can’t let myself get stopped by mistakes.

The worst part about being insecure is you might be on something, real shit but you’re scared and you’ll just sit on it, I guess that’s it.

I’ll be an awful rapper I’m convinced of it, pronunciation is a pet peeves of mine. And I’m way too scared of not being enough, even though I’m not even a native.

I can’t think of a lot of things to write but I heard the best way to get better is to practice so I’ll work on it. It’s because I’m very stubborn or at least that’s what I think.

I don’t believe being stubborn is a waste of time, personally I’m proud of mine. It’s one of the only things that keeps me going. With my presumed ADHD and autism, stubborness is really all that I have left, and I’ll cherish it to death. Maybe I should post my texts?

Poetic rambles on tumblr sounds like a good idea to be honest. Maybe I’ll get better at writing, who knows?

I feel like I need to ramble more for that training to be efficient so here I go: I started to write impulsively (I always do though) instead of writing an analysis I’m supposed to present tomorrow. I’m mentally scolding myself for my lack of a decent attention span. Inspiration is walking away and I don’t know how to end this, guess I’m finished for now. See you next time, hoped you liked it.