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The unexpected reason why the drive-through line is so long

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little design challenge for myself. designing dragons for different genres.

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The concept of the person my parent could have been if they never met

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Personally as a sibling (with the same number as the endless) I woulda shoved a tracker up destructions ass, you can leave and run as far as existence will take you but I wish to know you are okay at all times and every once in a while check in maybe chat about your day, are you eating, seeing someone ? Any new hobby’s ? Are they treating you nice where you go ? Will you be back ? Pls come back soon. Just a visit you don’t have to stay.

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People treating John walker like a kicked puppy is genuinely driving me insane. He is not misunderstood, he is very easily understood and people don’t like him for valid reason. You liking him does not make him any less

This will be scattered cause I’m pulling general thoughts together on the subject

Was it his fault that the government gave him the shield and no real training or fundamental guidance on what that ment, no, he was the perfect “all American” man they were looking for they didn’t care to think further into what made Steve Rogers into a good cap.

But as we know captain American is NOT supposed to be the perfect solider, but a good man. The first captain America movie spent so much time trying to deliver that to messages to us.

The ability to question authority, think rationally in high stakes high mortality events.

side note calling the flags-mashers terroist feels disingenuous and only further serves to make John sound more innocent in a situation where he was not. They were extremist freedom fighters, I’ll remind you that all art is political and their presentation of these individuals flawed and mishandled as it was is purposeful so I think when ppl call them terrorist you miss out on a lot of nuance.

John in almost all situations we are given character building moments is shown to be crass and hot headed overly believing in his own ability to the point it compromises the mission, which blunt as this will sound is how Lemar died.

And then there’s the Doctor Abraham Erskine of it all “a strong man who has known power all his life, may loose respect for that power, but a weak man knows the value of strength and knowns compassion”

Steve rogers does kill. End sentence there I am not here to debate the morality of killing

But there damn sure is a large bound of difference between killing as a means to an end and what John walker did.

Public execution, while the human before you is pleading for their lives in a clearly submissive position, while a crowd of civilains watch on foreign soil that you were NOT supposed to be on. Then to do so much over kill while wearing an almost century’s old symbol of peace on your body. *Large red alarms blares from all directions*

That is not a means to an end, that is an unstable person finally breaking. That is the government giving power to a person who they didn’t give proper mental checks to.

Because of course not everyone can handle something like that, BUT THATS WHY WE MAKE SURE FIRST NOT JUST PICK THE FIRST GOOD FIGHTER AND GIVE HIM THE SHIELD.

Despite what people are trying to reconfigure the character to be John is written as a (compassionate) asswhole. AND THATS OKAY YOU CAN STILL LIKE HIM.

He does have kindness in him and I ain’t pretending he is some villain to further my point. He is not. He was a good man not fit for the task and it broke him.

Live in the reality of the character, be in active conversation with what his wrong doings mean instead of in disillusionment about the fantasy of a poor manipulated solider.

And yes he was manipulated but he is a GROWN man, to many people do this thing when the milarty is involved. “I was a soldier I was doing what I was told” your a human with eyes, the inability to question a system you signed up for that has unquestionably been the reason for MILLIONS of death is not okay. I say this as a child of military parents/ a military family.

You cannot skip over your crimes against humanity bc you wanted to be the hero.

“This suit comes with expectations, you can’t just punch your ways out of problems anymore” I submit this evidence to the court of preexisting nods that John knew better before lemars death.

And let’s talk about his wife, she left him bc he was a bad father and could not get over himself enough to be in the moment with his family, you have a duty when you have a child. An immediate understanding of self sacrifice, unfortunate as it is for the world to think your a bitch your child comes first.

And unfortunately it’s sad cause I don’t hate John’s character. He’s fascinating, but I’m so TIRED of seeing how ppl talk about him

He was trying and I’ll give him that, but you can still fail even when you give it your best and we must live in what that means.

I hate when people hide behind the “complex” excuse no he is NOTTTTTTTTT IDCCCCC ITS A VERY SIMPLE STORYYYYYYYY THATS BEEEN TOLD A MILLION TIMES

Boo hoo soldier does something awful but he’s so sad we have to forgive him because he didn’t know what he was doing and was under a lot of stress my poor grown ass man couldn’t have possibly understood the consequences to his actions he’s just a poor military trained human combat machine spare him from the negativity

Yk I apologize to John honestly cause I don’t hate his character I just hate how people talk about his character which has lead me to be more annoyed at him then warranted. He said it himself he wasn’t trying to be Steve, just doing his best.

I can’t say I woudlnt be his friend, but I think if we had a conversation he would agree with me, fs be deeply annoyed by me but still agree

(Might I add to he has done nothing to “fix” the mistake he’s made, no sort of true reconciliation. The whole “do this last job and she fixes my image” is a weak man’s way out. )

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I don’t believe Peggy Carter is Steve rogers soulmate (in the mcu)

I believe they loved each other perhaps but all in all if you look at the timeline it doesn’t add up to her being his grand life stopping love and makes no sense that he would sacrifice all that he built in his new life to go back to a person he knew for maybe 4 years at max and that’s stretching it.

By the time Steve’s arc finishes in the mcu he would have been in the present world for at least 10 years.

1943 he meets Peggy, they had an engery to their interactions and clearly both liked each other. They were definitely friends. But this was the middle of a war and he was the spear head of it, always in combat always in training. Moving here to there. He prolly got more close with Buchanan and the rest of his team, and in the downtime would MAYBE hang with Peggy who also was an important part of the war effort so she too didn’t have a lot of time on her hands being one of the original founders of S.H.E.I.L.D and such.

1944, Buchanan is presumed K.I.A, which I’m sure definitely brought them closer. But still it’s just prolly flirting and charged moments but still from what we see they never do much else other then close friends Esq stuff even if it’s clear bother like each other and highkey fumbling at trynna be something ( I present to the court when Steve kissed the women played by Natalie dormer, they were obviously building something but never quit got it)

1945 just before he goes up on the aircraft him and Peggy share a kiss and promising each other a dance.

THAT IS IT THAT IS ALL THEY EVER HAD. A KISS SOME LONGING AND A PROMISE OF A DANCE THEY WERE NOT THE LOVE OF EACH OTHERS LIVES THAT MAKES NO DAMN SENSE.

They knew each other max 3 years and some change. And for most of that (longing and wanting aside) they were friends (and this is strictly the mcu not touching on the comics cause I’m uneducated bout those happenings)

2011-2023 Steve spent making connections and rebuilding his life.

A decade

Over 3,650 days.

That dwarfs the amount of time he had with Peggy.

By that time he had gotten more closer and prolly care more for Natasha or Litcjerly anyone else (not saying I am a nat steve shipper but not saying im opposed)

In that time he finds Buchanan again and meets Sam

And I’m sure the 2 years Sam, Steve, and Natcha were on the run only having each other they for sure got more close then those 3 years spent with Peggy.

All they had were their belief in each other and trust, for around 730 days. Running form world governments learning small things about each other, in shitty hotels day in and day out.

And he left them ???? For her ????? Like respectfully I ain’t buying that. Like realistically Steve was not spending all 3 years he knew Peggy with her getting to know her deeply, HE WAS AT WAR HE DID NOT HAVE THAT TYPE OF TIME

Then it’s like Bucky of it all.

THEY WERE BOYS TOGETHER.

Since 12/13 protecting each other being there, growing together. When Steve’s mother died Bucky quite literally was all the family Steve had left.

He started a civil war for him, full stop.

Tore apart his new family, which impacted GOVERNMENTS and world politics and I’m supposed to believe he left him, them, for a women he kissed ONCE 70 years ago ????????

I get Steve mourning what he had but I don’t, I won’t, get behind him leaving all he built for the ghost of a memory of a women.

I understand logically Chris Evens and Caps both were ready to hang it up. That is normal and okay, but that ending was dog shit.

Going back to the easiest option like pls don’t play in my face.

And also Sharon…. I shallnt say much else on that but like cmon kissing her nieces ???? Don’t pmo. (And I know I said I’m not bringing up the comics but isn’t Sharon his actual love interest in them ?!)

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Perhaps going to sleep at 6 is not good for the self

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I know New Orleans used to get TIGHT when Marcel started acting like his daddy, like wym I thought you hated him 😟

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And for this Magic trick I’ll need a millisecond and I will conjure up thoughts about a person whose prolly not thought about me in months and question the very foundations of human connection shall we begin

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So Cupid I have learned that romantic love is in fact not the worst love and I would like a word or two or three perhaps I’m looking for the word argument were I yell and complain and they are quite

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Can’t wait to be 21 so I can get drunk and think about a friendship that ended a year ago being human is great for things like that

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You think if I texted her she would think I’m crazy for still caring 🧎🏽‍♀️

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Wonder what she’s doing

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My girl is overly cheesed, Buchanan I see what your doing and i putting in a order for more of Sarah and Buchanan together actually, yes I think this is pertinent

Also I’m always here for superhero’s with siblings

BRING SARAH BACK

The people want to see this charming women again, and perhaps another season of falcon and the winter soldier 🧎🏽‍♀️