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Mental illness has a way of desensitizing you to your pain. You're aware you're broken and that it fucking hurts but you've become so accustomed to the tears of your heart that you can spend hours thinking of your own suicide almost casually.

Excerpt from my journal 12-3-19

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How exhausting is it to pretend that everything’s okay, when all you wanna do is cry

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Why is everything so exhausting? I’m tired. I’m numb. I’m sick of this.

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credit: @taurusqueer on instagram

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I'm tired of being a disappointment to everyone even myself

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“I know that what I am feeling is serious and has the power to destroy me.”

— Clarice Lispector, The Passion According to G.H.

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I’m so tired of this

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