gruenko

[gruenko]

[gruenko]

*ashes blunt on your opinion*

[gruenko]

🍁🌬️

[gruenko]

ich glaub nicht, dass ich dich noch brauche - eher höre ich auf zu rauchen…

[gruenko]

"Einige sind innerlich so kaputt, dass Sie alles verdächtig finden, was versucht Sie glücklich zu machen"

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Ich weiß, das es mir nicht gut geht.

Ich weiß nur nicht was ich machen soll.

-Greys Anatomy

[gruenko]

“Tell me darling, would you still love me If I told you about the monsters I need to sing to sleep every night? If you understood the way I need to tiptoe across my own mind so I can fall asleep before daylight? if you knew where the nightmares came from, if you saw my scarred soul, would being with me terrify you? If you knew the full extent of the damage they have done to me, would you stay, would you still want to?”

— Nikita Gill, Questions I Am Too Broken to Ask

[gruenko]

“I feel very small. I don’t understand. I have so much courage, fire, energy, for many things, yet I get so hurt, so wounded by small things.”

— Anaïs Nin, Nearer the Moon: The Previously Unpublished Unexpurgated Diary, 1937-1939

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thinking about how much work i could get done if i would do it

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Bin nicht kaputt nur ein bisschen defekt.

[gruenko]

vibe alone for a bit. you‘ll realize a lot.

[gruenko]

[gruenko]

Wo fing das an und wann?

Was hat dich irritiert?

Was hat dich bloß so ruiniert?

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„erspar dir meine schläge - das Universum regelt das für mich…“ -