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i know “3zun fucking the qi deviations out of nmj” is an overdone trope but listen. just listen. look me in the eyes. actually don’t do that i hate eye contact. but listen. i want to write it anyway. i am a coward and a chicken and fool who has written fic maybe ten times since reaching adulthood but i want to write it so bad. it’s so good. i don’t even care. as descartes once said, who give a shit
more cql episode 23 thoughts, of the xiyao and twin jades variety
i just find it so very, very telling that the framing of this sequence of events has lan wangji sitting moodily all by his lonesome at his little table in the scorching sun palace
and then we see him shift his attention very deliberately--
--to lan xichen sharing a toast with jin guangyao (who as always only has eyes for his er-ge when er-ge is in the room). and then the camera returns to lan wangji's severe, pretty face and slightly downcast eyes, right before he stands up--
--and goes to find wei wuxian. it's so straight forward in its simplicity and execution, but imo speaks volumes about the emotional intimacy we are meant to infer about both relationships.