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We're a system... And now we've gotta update the whole blog. Ugh.

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AND WHEN I (OR MOST OTHER PAPYRUSES (PAPYRI?)) CALL SANS LAZY: PLEASE KNOW WE CARE DEEPLY ABOUT OUR BROTHER AND JUST WANT HIM TO GET OFF THE GODDAMN COUCH AND PERFORM SELF-CARE.

NOT THAT I AM CALLING OP LAZY THOUGH!!! I BARELY KNOW OP, SO IT WOULD BE IMPOLITE FOR ME TO DO SO. ALSO, I DON'T THINK I WOULD CALL SANS LAZY NOW GIVEN WHAT I KNOW ABOUT HOW MENTAL HEALTH WORKS-

i'm just remembering the people that read me as sarcastic when talking about how cool my bro is.

buddy. buddy. buddy. buddy. buddy. buddy. buddy. buddy. buddy. buddy. buddy. buddy. buddy. buddy. buddy. buddy. buddy. buddy. buddy. buddy. buddy. buddy. buddy.

just bc i'm silly goofy doesn't mean i'm never genuine or don't care about anyone. he's so epic, how anyone can look at a dude who owns a battle body, has his own theme when walking into a room, has a bit of a supervillain aesthetic with how he conducts himself, and not immediately think "what a badass, i wanna hangout with that guy." is beyond me.

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plot twist

you and that character are the same person!

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the gay little urge to rattle my bones, the little urge to just be silly goofy for no other reason than to do it and be happy about that

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I was never meant to be apart of society.

I was meant to crawl around the forest and make freaky noises.

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You hit the nail on the head. Thanks for the advice! I was having a rough time, and I'm really glad someone took the time to respond to my concerns.

And yeah, the term was starseed, and I've since decided to distance myself from the term. I don't know all the ins and outs of any contreversy surrounding it, and it didn't align with my beliefs exactly anyways. It just felt off.

I'll definitely look into Unverified Personal Gnosis whenever I get the time, but I've got some stuff on my plate right now that might distract me for a while.

I really appreciate your support!

For the longest time, I've felt that the otherkin label didn't fit my star-angel identity- so I decided to do some research. And I thought I'd found a term that maybe fit me but it was a new age religion and I'm not very familiar with those. So, I did more research. But I couldn't find any resources that weren't heavily biased or contradictory. So, I decided to check tumblr to see if there was a community on here who I could ask about it.

But the first post I saw was a big long bullet point list about all the reasons why new age religions were racist and ableist and stuff and I'm internally thinking "no, I thought maybe I was on the right track" then I thought "Maybe someone disproves this stuff in the tags" but I was wrong and all I got instead was one person in the tags rambling about how people who believed in the new age religion I identified with were all stuck up pricks because they never actually went out into the world and did good

And I start crying because I'm trying so so hard. I don't believe what I believe because I want to be special, I believe it because I need to believe that I have a home I can go back to and that I am worthy of love and respect. I believe I'm a star angel because I don't want the end of this life to be the end of me. I want and, in certain ways, need to believe that I get to go home when everything's said and done. Because this world doesn't feel like home. I just want to go home.

And so, it felt scary, seeing someone tear apart people with certain new age beliefs. Because even though I don't believe all the same things they do, it still felt like they were attacking me.

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For the longest time, I've felt that the otherkin label didn't fit my star-angel identity- so I decided to do some research. And I thought I'd found a term that maybe fit me but it was a new age religion and I'm not very familiar with those. So, I did more research. But I couldn't find any resources that weren't heavily biased or contradictory. So, I decided to check tumblr to see if there was a community on here who I could ask about it.

But the first post I saw was a big long bullet point list about all the reasons why new age religions were racist and ableist and stuff and I'm internally thinking "no, I thought maybe I was on the right track" then I thought "Maybe someone disproves this stuff in the tags" but I was wrong and all I got instead was one person in the tags rambling about how people who believed in the new age religion I identified with were all stuck up pricks because they never actually went out into the world and did good

And I start crying because I'm trying so so hard. I don't believe what I believe because I want to be special, I believe it because I need to believe that I have a home I can go back to and that I am worthy of love and respect. I believe I'm a star angel because I don't want the end of this life to be the end of me. I want and, in certain ways, need to believe that I get to go home when everything's said and done. Because this world doesn't feel like home. I just want to go home.

And so, it felt scary, seeing someone tear apart people with certain new age beliefs. Because even though I don't believe all the same things they do, it still felt like they were attacking me.

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Harpy euphoria is apparently stuffing your face with potato chips with your friends because you need the bag they were in for something else. Because how else do you explain the solidarity and sense of belonging I felt at lunch today?

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DO YOU EVER GET SO EMOTIONAL ABOUT A FICTIONAL CHARACTER FEELING SEEN AND LOVED THAT YOU START CRYING AT NIGHT? ...OR SHOULD I HAVE REALIZED I HAD A CAINE COPINGLINK SOONER?

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I HAVE NO CLUE HOW POSTING THIS DIDN'T TIP ME OFF ABOUT THE CAINE COPINGLINK....

Excuse me a moment-

[I pick up the book To Kill A Mockingbird, which I need to read for a class and which should be a very easy read. However, instead of opening the book, I no-clip through the floor, accompanied by a cartoon-y falling sound effect. As I descend through the layers of the earth, you hear me distantly scream "WHOOPSY DOOPSY!!!!" It is unclear if the fall was an accident or a very advanced stage of procrastination.]

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The Amazing Digital Circus Tent aesthetic

[image description: A set of nine images on a multicolored, gradient background. The images, from top left to bottom right, are of a hot air balloon, a red and yellow circus tent from the outside, colorful plastic balls, a red curtain texture, the inside of the circus's tent, a photo of a red theater curtain, a playground web, colorful spotlights, and colorful physics test cubes.]

(Mod note: I've reblogged a lot of gofundmes lately - please check them out! 🍉)

Middle image is from The Amazing Digital Circus by Gooseworx and Glitch Productions. Outer pictures are from Pixabay. Background/border picture made by me.

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ZOINKS!!! I'M A CAINE COPINGLINK!!!! HOW COULD THIS POSSIBLY BE?!?!?!?

YES, I AM BEING IRONIC!!! BECAUSE I ABSOLUTELY SHOULD HAVE SEEN THIS COMING!!!

...I LITERALLY ACCIDENTALLY CENSOR WHEN I SWEAR IRL. (GRANTED, IT'S BECAUSE I NEVER SWORE GROWING UP AND THUS NEVER DEVELOPED THE HABIT.)

BUT WORRY NOT DEAR TUMBLR USERS!!! I WILL NOT START CENSORING FOUL LANGUAGE ON THIS BLOG!!! because technically tumblr's terms of service say you have to be 16 or older to be on here- WHICH MEANS I AM NOT OBLIGATED TO MAINTAIN A FAMILY FRIENDLY ENVIRONMENT!! WHICH MEANS I CAN SAY AS MANY "FUCKS" AS I WANT!!!!

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*I can't stop drawing myself into liminal spaces-

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Nonhuman Tips!

Part 2: Wing/Feather Dysphoria

Images 1 and 2: Winged backpacks! Weight of wings, and looks like wings in your shadow, buy online, or in stores

Images 3 and 4: Rain Coat. This rain coat is worn in a way to make your arms feel as if you have feather! I have something like this and it’s so great, especially when I’m shifting

Images 5 and 6: Boho style hair clips. These clips give you fashion to match your feather kin! They come in many colors and some are even hair ties!

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~₍ ଘ•⩊•₎メ₍・ᴗ・ア₎;

Whenever I hear about finding otherkin IRL, this is what I picture.