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[haruchx]

HONESTLY I LOVE BOTH IDEAS SO MUCH, but I'm a huge fan of fanfics where the character is always flirting (and teasing 🥴) the reader LOL but whichever one you post I'll love it for sure 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️

"Yes Ma'am." ༄.° ⌗ One.

ᯓ★- pairing: Bonten!Sanzu Haruchiyo x Fem!Reader

ᯓ★- synopsis: Sanzu had never left your side since the first day you joined Bonten. This ruthless man who was tough on everyone was completely different towards you. He felt a feeling in his heart that he had never felt before. He was ready to do anything to see the reciprocation of this feeling from you, to feel your love and to possess it.

ᯓ★- w.c: 3.2k

ᯓ★- warnings: drug use, alcohol use, implied possessiveness/jealousy, vomiting, emotional manipulation (light), toxic attachment, delusional behavior, mild suggestive content, obsessive behavior, emotional vulnerability, unhealthy relationship dynamics.

ᯓ★- h/n: I wrote this at 2 am and the editing is just now finished so I don't know if it's good or not. As i said I'm thinking of adding a few more chapters to this but i don't know when I'll post it. Don't hesitate to point out any mistakes you see or parts you don't like, enjoy reading!

You are in bed, the window is open and the cool breeze of the summer night is coming in, you are about to fall asleep. It's a very quiet night for a Bonten member. Everyone had gone to the usual club except you, you didn't go tonight because you wanted to rest.

Until that damn phone rang. You were already suspicious of the fact that your peace lasted for too long. It was Ran. Ran wouldn't usually call you at this hour unless there was something important, he would be busy flirting at the club.

You groaned as you reached for the phone in anger. When you answered the call, there was loud music in the background and Ran spoke immediately.

"There's a problem. It's Sanzu again."

"There's no one else who's a pain in my ass anyway. What happened this time?"

Just as Ran was about to start talking, you heard Sanzu yelling from behind, probably yelling at Rindou.

"Get the fuck out of my way! I said I want {Y/N} to come!"

"She said she would rest!"

"And why do you know this and not me?! Why did she tell you and not me?! Are you trying to get close with her or something?! Don't you dare!"

You pinched the bridge of your nose when you heard the argument between Rindou and Sanzu. Sanzu was acting jealous as usual, even though there was nothing in the name of love between you two. Ran spoke on the phone as he walked a little further away from them.

"I warned Sanzu but he took too many of those pills and also drank too much alcohol before and after. So right now he's both drunk and high, it's a mixed thing. He does stupid things, he doesn't even listen to Mikey. He says he wants you, he also tried to beat Rindou a few times."

You sighed and got up from your bed and quickly walked towards your wardrobe to put on some clothes while answering Ran.

"Tell him I'll be there in a minute. And why the hell did he try to beat up Rindou?"

"She thinks Rindou is flirting with you or has a crush on you or something. Hurry up or I'll lose my patience and shoot him with my gun."

"Keep that fucking gun on your belt, I'm coming."

You hung up the phone and threw it on the bed, then you got a few things from the closet and quickly put them on. Sanzu was always like this, every night you weren't with him he would cause trouble and somehow bring you to him. What about his jealousy? It had been there since the first day you came to Bonten, in a way you didn't understand. He would never let you go, he wouldn't let anyone else besides him follow you either.

After getting ready quickly, you grabbed your phone and car keys and started walking towards the garage. Your phone started beeping in your hand with messages one after another. When you looked at it, it was Sanzu. Of course, who else could it be anyway? He was sending you ridiculous but cute photos that he wouldn't send to anyone else and bombard you with messages.

- where are you?

- when are you coming????

- Ran said you'd be coming soon.

- i miss you so much girrllll ♡♡♡

These were exactly the messages that high Sanzu would send to you. You couldn't help but let a short laugh escape your lips as you rolled your eyes.

- I'm coming, don't get into trouble.

- sit on your ass and wait for me.

- yes ma'am.

You got into the driver's seat of the car and quickly started it up, stepping on the gas. Sanzu would usually listen to you, but this time you weren't so sure because he was both high and drunk right now. Because it was late, the roads were generally empty. The radio was playing a few of the songs Sanzu had previously added to your playlist.

When you arrived at the club, you planned to take Sanzu directly and go back to Bonten base, so you parked the car near the garage exit. You entered the club from the back door. Sanzu was sitting on a couch with his legs spread apart and his head leaning back a bit. His eyes were half closed. There was another woman next to him and she was trying to get closer to Sanzu, while Sanzu was trying to ignore her.

"Come on.. we can have some fun tonight."

"I don't want to, you're not {Y/N}."

"Oh fuck {Y/N}! You've been saying her name all night long."

"Don't you ever mention her name like that again!"

Even though Sanzu couldn't move properly, he frowned and tried to push the woman away, not realizing that you were watching all of this. When you saw that the woman was still trying to get close to Sanzu, you cleared your throat and approached them both. Both of their gazes turned to you. While Sanzu was happy as if he had seen his favorite toy, the woman raised an eyebrow.

"What's the problem?"

The woman's tone of voice bothered you, she was acting too cocky.

"The problem is you. Can you get up?"

"Excuse me? Who do you think you are, telling me to get up?"

Sanzu wasn't even listening to the woman, his eyes were only on you and he was muttering in an exaggerated sappy tone.

"Hmm.. my woman has come for me again.."

When the woman heard this, she realized who you were and cleared her throat, quickly stood up, mumbled a fake apology and walked away.

As you stood in front of Sanzu, he placed his hands on your hips and smirked as he looked up at you, mumbling. His hands had trouble finding the right places to hold on to, and his eyes had trouble looking in the right places.

"Did you miss me that much? You came too fast."

"Miss you? Tch, that would be the last thing I'd do even if I were to die. And... who is that woman?"

"I don't know, she's nobody for me. I think she wanted to undress me. I told her I'm married. She asked me where my ring is and said a bunch of other nonsense."

What Sanzu said seemed ridiculous and funny to you right now, considering how his gaze was wandering every five seconds and how he was having a hard time keeping his head up. Still, you tried not to laugh.

"Did you say you're married? Who's your wife then?"

"What do you mean who's my wife? Of course it's you. We got married, remember?"

That stupid but somehow attractive smirk was always on his face. With all the pills he took and all the alcohol he drank, he was starting to make up ridiculous memories again. Still, it was amusing to tease him in moments like this

"Mhmm, yes we got married Haru. But shame on you! You forgot our wedding anniversary!"

A worried expression appeared on Sanzu's face and he quickly stood up but he almost fell on you because he was so dizzy. He barely held on to your shoulders at the last moment.

"Our wedding anniversary?! But wasn't that in the winter?! In February, actually! And we're in June."

"No, it was in June! I can't believe you!"

Sanzu whined and laid his forehead on your shoulder, closing his eyes. It was starting to get a little harder for him to get the words out.

"Okaaaaay, I'm sorry... I'll make it up to you, I promise. But let's not break up, okay? We haven't even had kids yet.."

Your heart skipped a beat for a moment, even though you were only joking at first. Sanzu's vulnerable state... was driving you crazy. Sighing, you put one hand on the back of his hair, patted it, and spoke into his ear.

"Okay, we won't broke up. But come on, we need to go back and you need to rest, okay?"

Sanzu made some whining noises but nodded and held onto you, putting his arm around your shoulders for support. As you walked him towards the exit, you saw Rindou watching the two of you from the sidelines. When you made eye contact with Rindou for a second, Sanzu immediately frowned and spoke angrily, although it was difficult.

"What the fuck is going on?! Why are you staring at each other?! There's something going on between you two, right???"

Rindou just rolled his eyes and walked away and you sighed as you looked at Sanzu, he had to stay calm since it was a sign of doom for him to get angry when he was high.

"No, Haru, there's nothing going on between us. We just made eye contact, that's all."

"No, that bastard is trying to take you away from me! I can tell by his looks!"

Because Sanzu thought you two were married right now, telling him that you are not even together would put him on edge. So you just continued to lead him to your car.

"You know I don't even give a fuck about him, right?"

"But what if he takes you away from me? Then I won't even listen to Mikey, I'll shoot him and his brother."

Sanzu was talking like a stubborn child as he stumbled, you had to admit that he was quite cute and charming even now. You opened the backseat door as you leaned him against the car, carefully helping him to get inside and laying him on his side.

"No shooting at anyone."

You took off your jacket and placed it under Sanzu's head as a pillow. You got into the driver's seat, fastened your seat belt and started the car after closing the backseat door. As you were driving towards the garage exit, you saw Rindou looking at your car from the garage entrance. You didn't understand what he was trying to do and every move he made made Sanzu even crazier.

Sanzu lay quietly in the backseat with his eyes closed. You spoke with a tone of voice that contained a bit of concern as you looked at him through the rearview mirror.

"Haru, are you sleeping? Wait a little longer, when we return to base I'll take you to your room and then you can sleep."

"I'm tireeeed..."

Sanzu didn't open his eyes while whining, normally if he was sober he would be ashamed of his own actions right now. You continued to drive silently while smiling involuntarily, occasionally checking his condition by looking at him through the rearview mirror.

When you arrived at the Bonten base, you parked the car in the garage in its usual spot and got out. You opened the backseat door and saw that Sanzu's eyes were closed, but thankfully he wasn't fast asleep yet.

"Haruchiyo, come on, open your eyes. We're here. I'll take you to your room."

"Can't I stay here a little longer..? Your jacket smells exactly like you. What was your perfume? YSL Libre? I'll buy all the stocks of this perfume."

You had a hard time not bursting out laughing at Sanzu's words.

"This is a women's perfume, what are you going to do with all the stock?"

"If I spray it on myself, no woman will come near me because I will smell like women's perfume. Besides, I will smell the perfume when you are not around."

Sanzu gave you a tired smirk as he opened his eyes.

"You're unbelievable.."

There wasn't a single trace of anger in your voice, just fondness. Sanzu got out of the car, first holding on to the backseat door and then to you, but he stumbled. You left your jacket behind, closed the door and locked the car. You started to walk Sanzu towards the entrance while he was still leaning on you and he started to whimper.

"I think I'm gonna throw up.."

"What?! Wait, don't throw up right away. The toilet is right over there. Hang on a little longer."

Sanzu leaned his head back as he huffed but listened to you and tried to hold on until the two of you got inside and went to the first bathroom in front of you. But when he entered the bathroom, he couldn't hold it in and fell down directly in front of the toilet and threw up in the toilet bowl. You quickly knelt down next to him and pulled his hair back from his face over his shoulder, trying to comfort him.

"Shh, okay relax. Let it all out."

Sanzu closed his eyes while throwing up and took deep breaths when he finally stopped for a while. His voice was hoarse from throwing up.

"Why are you talking to me like I'm a baby?"

"What, would you rather I scold you while you're throwing up?"

"Would you scold Rindou?"

You couldn’t help but huff and roll your eyes when you heard that question. You knew it was Rindou’s fault that Sanzu kept bringing this up.

"Stop with this Rindou bullshit anyway."

Sanzu frowned and coughed a few times but still managed to look at you.

"No, answer me. Would you scold him in a situation like this or treat him like you're treating me right now?"

"I wouldn't even be around when Rindou threw up, Ran would have been there. Why should I care about Rindou anyway? You're talking nonsense."

"Rindou speaks differently, though."

"Because he wants to provoke you, don't you understand? He tries to drive you crazy by trying to flirt with me, and you fall into his trap every time."

"Because I'm scared that I'll lose you because of that bastard!"

After Sanzu said that, he coughed and threw up again while turning his head. As you watched Sanzu, you felt your heart ache for a moment with his words, even though there was no romantic connection between you two.

"Haven't you figured out yet that I wouldn't be interested in someone like Rindou?"

"What if one day you change your... mind?"

"Come on, I've been with you since day one. If I haven't given up on hanging out with a maniac like you, I won't give up on it from now on either."

You said this with a slight smile to lighten the mood, but Sanzu's facial expression still looked serious and a little scared.

"I don't feel like throwing up anymore, let's go to my room."

You nodded and Sanzu stood up with support from you. You flushed the toilet, brought him closer to the sink first and turned on the cold water, wetting your hand and wetting his face and neck with the cold water. Sanzu was just watching you, he still looked angry but he couldn't stay angry while you were taking care of him like this. While you were wetting his neck, he suddenly leaned over and kissed the tip of your nose. You froze and looked at him, he looked like a little child.

"What, why are you looking at me like that? Can't I kiss you?"

"No, you can-- I mean, of course but it was.. so sudden, y'know?"

"I'm sorry I couldn't send you a letter just to let you know before kissing you."

While you were frowning at his joke, he suddenly started laughing, but you couldn't stay serious for too long and laughed along with him.

"Anyway, please leave the 'very funny' jokes for later."

You gently dried his face and neck with a towel as you turned the water off again and began to walk upstairs to his room. No one had returned from the club yet. Sanzu had gone completely silent.

When the two of you entered his room he let out a sigh and was finally able to sit on his bed while still leaning against you. He scratched the back of his neck and tried to lie down directly but you stopped him.

"No, change your clothes first. You should wear something comfortable."

"Pfft, c'moooon!"

"Nuh-uh."

Sanzu huffed but still listened to you and while you brought his pajamas, he took off his jacket, started unbuttoning his shirt. You had to hold yourself back from staring at his muscular, toned upper body, past scars showing. but Sanzu was aware of this and flexed his muscles while smirking just to tease you.

"You're impressed, huh?"

Your cheeks turned red on their own and you smiled involuntarily while rolling your eyes. You slapped his cheek lightly, playfully.

"Shut up, I don't care about your muscles right now."

"Tch, I'm hurt."

Sanzu dramatically put his hand over his heart and smirked at you. You helped him put his t-shirt on gently.

"You need to take your pants off now."

"Oh my, are you a pervert?!"

Sanzu was still making fun of you, when he saw that you were getting more and more angry and embarrassed, he started laughing. He unbuttoned his pants, unzipped them and lowered them. You looked away just to avoid seeing that.

"Don't look away, one day you'll see this every night."

"Oh shut the hell up, Sanzu!"

Sanzu was still laughing and when he took off his pants he put them aside. He staggered to his feet to put on his pajamas. While you were still not looking at him he approached you from behind. His warm breath was touching your neck and he placed a small kiss on your neck. This time he brought his lips to your ear and whispered.

"Don't try to silence me. I'm telling the truth. One day you will be mine, and the day you become my woman I will have the honor of holding you in my arms every night."

You couldn't answer Sanzu because you didn't know how to respond to those words. You turned your head to the side, and Sanzu smiled at that while still standing behind you, placed a gentle kiss on your hair.

He put on his pajamas and carefully got into bed, putting his head on the pillow. You folded the clothes he had taken off and opened the window a little to let in some fresh air.

While you were doing all these things, he was laying quietly on the bed. Just when you went to look at him, you saw that his eyes were closed and he was fast asleep. His current facial expression looked much more innocent than usual. An involuntary smile appeared on your face.

You covered him up a little so he wouldn't get cold, and even though he had already vomited everything he needed to vomit, you decided to stay with him because you thought there was a possibility he would vomit again at night, in his sleep. You were worried about him.

You sighed and leaned your head back as you sat on a couch in the room. Sanzu's words were still running through your mind. You wondered what it would feel like to.. be his woman. The feeling of being in his arms every night. These words were confusing your mind and heart even more, as you still didn’t understand how you managed to attract Bonten’s number 2.

[haruchx]

Can't wait for your next post, I love Haru so much. We need more Sanzu fanfiction on this app!!!!

GOSH THIS MADE ME SO HAPPY IT'S A FIRST FOR ME 🙏🏻🙏🏻 also I was going to answer this with an another fic but I'm sick as hell rn so not in the mood to write but I have two ideas in my mind SO YOU GET TO CHOOSE 🙏🏻 in the first one Sanzu is our stalker and in the second one Sanzu always trying to flirts with us and we end up falling in love with him, I know they're both very classic but I'll write them in several parts, not in one part soooo i think both of 'em will be good?? I'm not sure 😭 and also the first one will start during the Kanto Manji arc and the other one will only take place in the Bonten arc 🙏🏻 I'LL TRY TO POST A HC TODAY SO STAY TUNED 🙏🏻‼️

[haruchx]

Reserved Hearts 𖹭.ᐟ

ᯓ★- pairing: Bonten!Sanzu Haruchiyo x Fem!Reader

ᯓ★- synopsis: You and Sanzu had to part ways when you were 18 because he wanted you to have your own life and stay away from his dangerous life for a while. Still, in your heart, you had feelings for each other. Sanzu had promised you that he would return when the time was right, and when he finally did, he would never let go.

ᯓ★- w.c: 2.3k+

ᯓ★- warnings: emotional vulnerability, longing, romantic confessions, soft sexual content, kissing, neck marking (hickeys), light possessiveness, mentions of criminal activity, emotional exhaustion, fear of abandonment, MDNI.

ᯓ★- h/n: I feel like I wrote a bit of a boring oneshot but just think of it as something uneventful and conveying love between the two of you. Do not hesitate pointing out the mistakes you see or the parts you don't like, enjoy reading!

It was one of your typical nights. You had eaten, had your drink, and now you were about to go to bed in your nightgown. Tomorrow would be the same routine again. Waking up early, work, home and the same things again.

But with a sudden knock on the door, your routine changed for the first time. Who could have come at this hour? Your friends would never visit you at this hour, you had already cut off contact with most of them. You approached the door with slightly nervous steps. You pressed your ear to the door to hear any sounds that might come.

At that moment, the door was knocked again and you heard that sound that made your knees weak.

"{Y/N}, it's me. I kept my promise. Can I come in? Please."

Was it... Was it really him? Did he really come? Did he really keep his promise? Your breath shaked, even standing up was as difficult for you as a newborn baby starting to walk. Your shaky hand reached for the door handle and when you unlocked it and opened the door, you were met with those eyes.

Those eyes that had looked at you with love years ago, but were separated by a longing. He was looking at you with longing and love. Those ocean blue eyes that carried the clearest and heaviest emotions a person could carry. It was him. It was Sanzu, your Haru.

"Haru... you.. you really came.."

Sanzu gave you a wry smile, his eyes scanning you from head to toe. There was no lust in his eyes, only the longing and love he had for you for years.

"Which promise I made to you did you see me not keeping?"

Before Sanzu could say anything else, you hugged him, and he held you as if he was already expecting this. He held you tightly as if you're would disappear again if he let go, as if he would lose you again for years. He buried his face in your hair and inhaled your scent, placing a few kisses on it.

"You still smell the same. Haven't you changed at all?"

"I didn't want to change."

Your voice was shaky, you were about to cry and Sanzu noticed it right away. He spoke in a teasing but loving tone.

"Are you seriously going to cry? Your crying habits haven't changed either, huh? You're still acting like a baby."

If you were at the old days, you would have been angry at Sanzu for these words, but right now, even these words seemed sweet to you, you couldn't help but smile and kissed his cheeks.

"I missed you. So much."

Sanzu's hand caressed the curve of your waist and he smiled softly. He had killed countless people without blinking, and he still gave you that soft, innocent smile. This was his real smile.

"Can I come in?"

"What's the need to ask?"

You stepped aside as you opened the door a little wider and motioned for him to come in. Sanzu sighed and walked in, looking around. He had been wishing to be in this place with you for years, and finally he had succeeded. He was lost in thought as he looked around, his thoughts so deep that he didn’t notice your hands taking his jacket off his shoulders.

"Don't think, focus on the moment."

Your words snapped him out of his thoughts and he snapped with a smile. He watched you as you hung his jacket on the hanger.

"I want to talk a little bit."

"We'll talk anyway. Come with me."

Sanzu followed you silently as you walked towards the kitchen. Maybe it was the first time he was so silent. But even being silent next to you was a peace for him, you were peace itself for him. He sat on one of the kitchen table chairs, his eyes darting around as if to see if there had been any sign of another man in all these years.

"As luck would have it, I bought one of your favorite cheesecakes just today on my way home from work. Maybe I sensed you were coming."

A sincere, slightly bitter but happy smile escaped your lips. You took the cheesecake on a plate out of the fridge and placed it in front of him with a fork, and that smile from his childhood appeared on Sanzu's face. It was as if just this cheesecake and your presence had taken him back to before everything, before even the scars on the corners of his lips had formed.

"I might have missed this cheesecake even more than i missed you."

While Sanzu said this with a sarcastic smirk, he took the first forkful of cheesecake and ate it, as if to spite you.

"Oi oi, I can kick you out of the house at any moment."

These sentences came out of your mouth with more love than anger, even though you frowned. Sanzu laughed involuntarily, but deep down he couldn't help but ask what was stressing him out.

"I know you promised but... did someone come into your life? Y'know what i mean.."

Sanzu wasn't normally someone who would look so vulnerable in front of anyone, but he was at his most vulnerable state in front of you. There was no reason for him to be on guard around you.

"The answer is in the question. I promised you. Do you think I'm a woman who would break her promise as if it's nothing?"

A relieved smile appeared on Sanzu's face. He took another forkful of cheesecake, but this time, instead of eating it himself, he brought the fork to your lips.

"I'm the same way. I didn't let anyone into my life let alone my heart. I reserved myself for you."

You felt a sense of pride and relief as you ate the cheesecake from Sanzu’s fork. You were both reserved for each other, only for each other.

"But... I'm not exactly a very respected person right now. You must see it on the news almost every day."

"Yeah, I see. Bonten's number 2. You are someone who is respected but feared."

Sanzu was a little taken aback by the fact that you said these things so easily. He was expecting you to be angry with him.

"Aren't you going to scold me? Aren't you angry? Because of the position I am in?"

"Why do you expect me to get mad, Haru? I've never been one to try to change you, have I? Despite your position, despite the person you have become, you kept your permission and came to me, that's all that matters to me."

One of your hands found his cheek, a sincere smile appearing on your face as your thumb began to caress his cheek in a gentle manner.

"I can't say I support you for these kinds of things, but I won't be mad at you. Be whoever you want, but be with me, that's enough for me."

Hearing those words made Sanzu's heart race, it was more pleasurable than any drug he had ever used.

"I'm trying to hold myself back from kissing your lips right now, but you're making it really hard, you know that?"

Sanzu continued to eat his cheesecake as a laugh escaped both of your lips, remaining silent for a few minutes. He broke the silence with his low, tired but satisfying voice.

"It was so hard to suppress your absence. All day long I was the maniac, drug addicted murderer that everyone saw. But when I retreated to my room at night, the only thing that came to my mind was you."

Sanzu remained silent for a moment, letting his sentences sink in, you didn't want to interrupt him because you knew he would speak again.

"I was always so scared that you would forget me and take another man into your life. I always saw you in my dreams, in all of them you were talking to me and comforting me. Maybe I sound too childish or pathetic, I don't know. But still.. I just want you to understand."

Sanzu wasn't good at expressing his feelings, he knew that. It was very difficult for him to say those sentences to you, and you could see that he was having a hard time. With an understanding smile on your face, you took his hand on the table.

"And my wish every night was that God would put me in your dreams on every difficult night for you and that I could comfort you even in those dreams. When you were not with me, I never looked at a single man other than you. My heart was always with you."

Sanzu's muscles were relaxing a little more as he listened to you. He didn't know what to say. There were many feelings inside him but he couldn't put them into words. A quiet, vulnerable but full of longing sentence came from his lips.

"Can I stay here tonight? Even if it's just for one night.. I want to sleep holding you in my arms. This isn't lust, I swear. I just want to feel your closeness."

You stood up from where you were sitting and walked towards where Sanzu was sitting. When you placed both of your hands on his cheeks, he was already looking up, looking into your eyes.

"Why do you ask such a thing? I thought you would stay here every night from now on?"

While you said this playfully and raised an eyebrow, Sanzu immediately got excited and stood up quickly, holding the wrists of your hands that were holding his cheeks, he spoke quickly with enthusiasm.

"Seriously?! If you let me, I'll be here every night! Fuck the night, I'll even be here during the day!"

His childish excitement couldn't help but make you laugh, and when you laughed, Sanzu frowned, but his lips twitched upside.

"You little devil, was that really funny? Tch, you're practically making fun of my love here."

"Pfft, shut up. I'm not making fun of you. You got so excited for a moment that I remembered your childhood self."

Sanzu rolled his eyes at this but couldn't help but pinch your cheeks. You leaned back against the counter behind you as you laughed, pulling him back with you. Sanzu didn't object for even a second and as soon as you pulled him closer, he couldn't hold it back anymore and kissed your lips. There was a silence in the kitchen, but it was a very loud silence. It was the loud silence of your love.

While your lips surrendered to his, Sanzu's tongue passed between your lips and entered your mouth, exploring your mouth. One of his hands was gripping your hips tightly while the other was gripping your hair. Your hand was on his neck and hair. Sanzu's kiss was making your entire body weak. He gently sucked on your lower lip, earning a whiny moan from you. He pulled back so you could both breathe, resting his forehead on yours, his breath tickling your lips. His eyes were filled with love and desire.

"Will you be mine tonight? There's no rush for anything. I'll give you all the time I have in this world from now on."

"Just for tonight? I want to be yours for my whole life, Haruchiyo."

Hearing his full name from your lips instantly made Sanzu weak and he groaned as he kissed your lips again. This time it was a messier kiss. His hands moved to your thighs, lifted you off the ground and wrapped your legs around his waist.

When the two of you went to your room, Sanzu laid you down on your bed and hovered over you as he let out a shaky breath.

"I'm not going too fast, am I? I just.. I miss you so much.. I want to feel you tonight, please."

Sanzu had started to unbutton his shirt and seeing the smile on your face was giving him a sense of comfort.

"Tonight, all nights and even the day, I'm yours. Whatever you want, Haru. From now on, there will be no separation."

And finally, tonight, in this room that had been silent for years, there was no longer silence. There was the sound of a love that lasted all night long. Sanzu wasn't fast or hard. On the contrary, he was gentle and slow, hesitating even as he touched your body, as if he was afraid to break you by mistake.

Kissing sounds, words of love, moans falling from the lips and trembling breaths. Only the voice of love was heard.

As the hours passed slower than usual, the first orangish rays of the sun began to hit your window. Sanzu was like a little child, lying on top of you, his head resting on your chest, listening your heart beating with a silence from him. One of his hands was intertwined with yours, while the other was caressing every spot on your body that he could reach.

Skin against skin, with love, desire and longing.

"Can't you not go to work today? I don't want to leave you today and go back to Bonten."

"But I have to work, Haru. I can't stop my work."

"Please, just one day. Stay with me today."

His voice was soft and low, the tiredness of the years was on him, but on the other hand, being able to hold you in his arms again gave him a different energy.

"Okay, but just for today."

Sanzu smiled as he lifted his head from your chest and came a little higher, reaching your eye level, then he bent his head down and buried it in the crook of your neck.

He started kissing and sucking many points on your neck, his teeth occasionally grazing over your skin. He sucked on one spot for a pretty long time and left a noticeable hickey. With every move he earned a new moan from you.

"I love you so much. So much. I don't even want to sleep right now.."

While Sanzu was saying these, he moved to the other side of your neck and started to apply the same treatment there. Even though he didn't want it, his eyelids were closing on their own.

"I'll be with you all day anyway. Get some sleep. I want you to rest."

Sanzu mumbled something as if he was whining at your words, you couldn't really hear what he was saying. He wrapped his arms around your body while not getting up from you. He took a deep breath as he buried his face in your hair.

Without any stress, without any fear, he surrendered himself completely to you.

[haruchx]

"We're Gonna Marry As Angels." ༄.°

ᯓ★- pairing: Bonten!Sanzu Haruchiyo x Fem!Reader

ᯓ★- synopsis: Mikey gives you a mission with Takeomi, and before you go on this mission, Sanzu warns Takeomi many times with threatening attitudes about protecting you. But Takeomi can't protect you on this mission and when he returns with your dead body, Sanzu loses his mind. Losing you has completely destroyed him.

ᯓ★- w.c: 2.1k+

ᯓ★- warnings: angst, major character death, violence, blood, intense emotional breakdown, suicide, fratricide, gun violence, grief, mental instability, implied self-harm, weapon use, emotional manipulation, betrayal, death of a loved one.

ᯓ★- h/n: This is my first attempt at writing angst, so it might be a little silly and ridiculous. Don't hesitate to point out any mistakes you see or parts you don't like, enjoy reading!

Silence was always present at the Bonten base, but tonight the silence was heavier. No one knew what was happening, what was going to happen. But everyone had a feeling that something was going to change tonight.

When the door opened, Sanzu took a deep breath from the cigarette that was loosely between his lips, blew out the smoke, and spoke without looking at the door, smirking.

"Hmm, did my baby completed her mission and came back already?"

But there was only silence. Your voice, which kept Sanzu alive in this Bonten base, was not heard in anyone's ears. Sanzu didn't feel the arms that came towards him and wrapped around his neck as usual. The feeling of those lips kissing his cheeks was missing. This was unusual for his.

"Sanzu, I'm sorry. I couldn't... protect her."

This single sentence was enough for the cigarette on Sanzu's lips to fall to the ground. Everyone's eyes were on Sanzu. They knew that the apocalypse was about to break out.

When Sanzu finally looked up and looked at the door, he was faced with your lifeless body, covered in blood, in Takeomi's arms. At that moment he felt like his breath was taken away, he had lost the only person who kept him standing, who kept him alive.

His life ended with your death.

"What the fuck are you apologizing for, you son of a bitch?"

Even a single sentence that came out of Sanzu's mouth in a low voice was a sign of what was about to happen. He quickly stood up and rushed towards the two of you. Takeomi left your lifeless body in Sanzu's arms.

He looked at your closed eyes, your body covered in blood. The necklace he gave you months ago was still around your neck, even as you were dying, you still carried his love. His breath began to tremble, his eyes were filling with tears. For the first time, his eyes were filling with tears in front of everyone.

He knelt down and dropped your body on the ground, took off his jacket, put it on you and whispered in your ear.

"Wait a little while, I'll come too, okay? I'll come to you, love."

Sanzu was starting to get out of breath as he got back up and shouted as he pulled out his gun and pointed it at Takeomi, who took a few steps back.

"What did I tell you?! I told you to take care of her, if you're going on a mission with her, take care of her! Was it that hard to fulfill my one request?!"

"Do you think I didn't try?! I had to protect my own life too!!"

"Fuck your life! Your worthless life can't be more important than my woman's life!"

Tears started to flow as Sanzu said these words and his hands were shaking. The other Bonten executives and Mikey was watching him but no one was stopping him.

Sanzu lowered his weapon and ran his fingers through his hair, with both hands in his hair he pulled some strands harshly and shouted.

"What am I going to do?! How am I going to live like this?!"

Because he was pulling his hair, some of the strands were breaking and falling to the ground. Sanzu looked like he was going crazy, he was losing his mind. Losing you had already caused him to lose his heart, his mind was also leaving him.

He quickly rushed towards Takeomi and grabbed his collar with his other hand while still holding his gun and shouted in his face, his tears still flowing.

"Do you have to kill and destroy everything I entrusted to you? Is it your life purpose or something? What kind of a fucking older brother are you?! I entrusted you with my childhood, you ruined it, you killed it. I entrusted you with my heart, the woman I love. I entrusted you with the person who values me more than even you. You killed her too!"

"I told you I didn't do it on purpose! I tried to protect her-"

"I didn't say try to protect her, I said protect her!"

After saying these words, Sanzu pushed Takeomi to the ground and suddenly shot him when he stumbled.

Takeomi fell to the ground as he placed his hand on his stomach, blood started to leak from his stomach. Sanzu did not stop and shot him a few more times, specifically aiming for his heart. He killed his own brother just for the woman he loves, just for you.

Everyone was shocked and looked at each other. Ran was holding Rindou back a little out of his concern. Kokonoi seemed to be looking at Sanzu with empathy, maybe because he had lost his own love too, Akane, years ago, when he was a child.

After Takeomi died, Sanzu lowered his hand holding the gun to his side and turned to Mikey. Mikey seemed completely unaffected by the events around him, watching Sanzu with a cold expression on his face.

"Are you not going to do anything in this situation too? Wasn't {Y/N} an important member to you?"

"Important? What do you think? Did you think her death would shake me or something? I think it is a good thing she died."

Sanzu frowned when he heard this, but his eyes were full of not only anger but also vulnerability and betrayal. He took a few steps towards Mikey and spoke in a low, shaky voice.

"What the hell are you talking about? What do you mean her death is a good thing? Do you realize what's coming out of your mouth?"

Mikey's gaze never wavered. He stood up and looked at Sanzu with stern eyes, his hands in his pockets. He didn't feel even a single bit of sadness or sympathy.

"She was a distraction for you. The day she came to Bonten, your eyes saw nothing but her, you even began to forget your loyalty to me. Now that she is dead, there is no one left to take you away from Bonten."

As Sanzu heard these words, his grip on his weapon tightened. It was the first time he felt something like this in his heart. There was a huge void inside him. He wanted you to kiss him again, to hold him again like you always do to calm him down. He wanted this to be a joke, for you to stand up and come to him again, hugging him with your usual smile that excited him every time. To feel your body in his arms again.

Even if it's for the last time.

Sanzu's chin trembled as he tried to speak, unable to raise his voice.

"Was her death planned?"

Mikey turned his back to Sanzu without even bothering to look him in the eye.

"To be honest, I never cared enough about her to even plan her death."

Sanzu's eyebrows furrowed as he pointed his gun at Mikey, doing something he would never have thought of doing even after years of thinking. At that moment, Ran pointed his gun at Sanzu, but Sanzu didn't even look at him. Koko put his hand on Ran's gun and made him lower it.

"It was first time in my life that someone has loved me like that, you know? I've never seen that kind of love even as a child. Not from you, not from my other friends, nor from my family."

Sanzu's voice cracked as he continued to speak, tears beginning to flow. Mikey didn't even turn to face him, but he was aware of the gun pointed at him. Sanzu sniffled and spoke louder, practically shouting.

"I've worked so hard for you all these years, I've done everything to make you happy. Only once was I told by her that I should make myself happy instead of making you happy, and I did. I was happy for the first time, now it's ruined and you don't care?"

A teasing laugh escaped Mikey's lips, clearly still not caring. He looked over his shoulder at Sanzu.

"You call this happiness? How pathetic, do you know how surprised I was that a woman like her would even fall in love with you? I still don't understand how she fell in love with a drug addict maniac like you."

Mikey's words were like a knife stuck in Sanzu's heart. Finally, unable to bear it anymore, he picked up one of the empty wine bottles on the coffee table and threw it, shouting. Glass pieces were scattered on the ground.

"She didn't think so! She told me I wasn't the problem! You... She wasn't like you! She was the only one who understood me. None of you were ever like her. You only saw me as a drug addicted idiot. Have you ever... really looked into my eyes and tried to understand me for once in your life?"

"There's nothing to understand about you. Deep down I've always been right, you're just a addicted piece of trash. You're just a powerful right-handed man. You have no other features."

Sanzu pulled the trigger of his gun and aimed it at Mikey's head. No one dared to move.

"I wish I had met her sooner instead of clinging to you for so many years. Maybe all these years I would have been seen as something more than a piece of trash."

A gunshot echoed through the Bonten base. A single gunshot that ended everything.

Bonten's number 2, Sanzu Haruchiyo, had shot the leader of Bonten in the head without even blinking, Sano Manjiro.

Mikey collapsed to the ground, blood pouring from his head. Sanzu didn't say anything to the others, just turned around and walked towards you. No one dared to follow Sanzu because they knew they would die the moment they took a single step towards him. He carefully picked you up off the ground, held you in his arms bridal style, kissing your forehead and mumbled.

"Let's go, darling."

Sanzu's head was no longer in his right place, he couldn't think straight. With you in his arms, he walked out of the Bonten base and towards his car. He sat you in the passenger seat where you always sat. As your head fell back against the seat, he fastened your seat belt and got into the driver's seat. He was driving to a certain location, one of his hands was holding yours, which was cold, pale white, and now lifeless.

When the car finally stopped, he had brought you to the beach where you came the night you first spent time with Sanzu, when you first started to understand him and when he first fall in love with you.

He got out of the car, then he unbuckled your seat belt and took you in his arms, got you out of the car. While he was carrying you in his arms, he brought you to the sand and left you on the sand at a point a little closer to the sea.

After leaving you there, Sanzu returned to the car and took his katana that he kept in his car's baggage. He came to you again. He sat down next to you on the sand and started caressing your cheek with one hand.

"My beautiful darling, even this state of yours is so pretty. I'm sure you've become an angel now, you were an angel even when you were alive. I promised you, do you remember? I said I would never leave you alone in any situation, and i mean it even now."

Sanzu placed the handle of his katana in your palm and covered your palm with his own, holding the katana tightly with your hand. He placed the tip of the katana against his heart while standing on his knees, towering over you.

"I took my life from your hands. Now I will give it back to your hands. Maybe I am not good enough to be an angel like you after I die, but I cannot leave you alone in your death. At least maybe in hell or heaven we'll have the chance to get married."

Sanzu gave your dead body a tearful smile and without a second thought, lowered himself onto you. The tip of his katana passed through his body and pierced his heart. as blood started to flow, he fell completely on top of you and the tip of his katana came out from the other side of his body.

As Sanzu's blood was shed over your lifeless body, he gave his life in your hands, his body died with yours, and his soul was revived by reuniting with your soul.

[haruchx]

Confessing To Him 𖹭.ᐟ

ᯓ★- pairing: Sanzu Haruchiyo x Fem!Reader

ᯓ★- synopsis: You have been close friends with Sanzu for a long time and you have a crush on him. You can't keep this crush inside and decide to confess it to him, and it ends in an unexpected way for you!

ᯓ★- warnings: romantic tension, kissing, hair pulling, cursing.

ᯓ★- w.c: 1.5k+

ᯓ★- h/n: Instead of Bonten Sanzu, I wrote it more by focusing on the Sanzu from the Kanto Manji arc. But you can imagine it as suitable for the Kanto Manji, Toman or Tenjiku arcs. It depends on your imagination! Don't hesitate to point out any mistakes you notice or parts you don't like, enjoy reading!

You had arrived at the beach, even though Sanzu wasn't silent at all throughout the journey. He was not someone who talked to anyone often, but when he was with you, he forgot what it meant to be silent.

Tonight was the night, you were going to confess your love to him.

"Did we have to talk by the beach? Couldn't we talk about this VERY IMPORTANT topic somewhere else?" Sanzu was still asking the same questions, but it was obvious that he was doing it to annoy you.

You couldn't quite stop the sigh that escaped your lips, but that excited smile never left your face. "You've been asking the same question for hours. When will you shut up?"

"I thought you liked my voice." Sanzu said this in a half-smug, half-playful tone, but then couldn't help but laugh. When the two of you sat down on a bench a short distance from the sea waves, he sighed, leaned back on the bench with one arm behind you.

"So, are you gonna start talking? I'm still in my gang uniform and i feel uncomfortable, y'know?"

"I told you that you can go home and change your clothes first if you want but you refused. So don't complain." You were trying to gather your sentences in your mind because making such a confession to Sanzu made you feel like you were in the middle of hell.

Just as you were about to start talking, Sanzu spoke again.

"Is it a bad thing? Or a good thing? Or an average thing? Hell, you're so quiet. Speak up." Sanzu huffed and leaned his head back as he closed his eyes, looking even more attractive than usual.

"If you shut up I'll talk, you smartass." This was the only sentence that could come out of your mouth. Even though you spoke with such confidence, deep down you felt like you were going to throw up from stress.

"But please... even if your answer is 'no' after I say this, don't end your friendship with me." Your words and tone of voice sounded a little too vulnerable than necessary, and Sanzu's expression changed.

"What the fuck you mean by that? Did you crash my car and come to want money? 'Cause my answer to that would definitely be no."

"No, Haru--"

"Oh my! Are you going to try to set me up with someone again?!"

"Listen-"

"OR ARE YOU GOING TO SET YOURSELF UP WITH SOMEONE AND CAME TO ASK FOR HELP FROM ME?!

Finally you couldn't stand it, Sanzu wouldn't stop talking and you couldn't get your sentences together. You snapped at him with a frown on your face that he found cute.

"SHUT YOUR FUCKING MOUTH FOR A DAMN MINUTE!"

Sanzu wasn't angry at your sudden outburst, on the contrary, he was amused and remained silent while trying not to laugh, nodded. You were silent for a long time and it was starting to become difficult for you to even breathe because of the stress. But you knew you had to do it. How much longer could you keep it inside anyway?

"I know what I'm about to say is ridiculous and I know you won't be interested in such things, but keeping some things inside me... is starting to get very difficult. I wanna say it, confess it quickly and relax."

Sanzu listened to you silently, his gaze, those blue eyes, never leaving yours for even a second. "Just say it already, you're taking it too long. Like you're writing a damn poem or something."

You lowered your gaze to your lap, took a deep, shaky breath, and finally spoke.

"I love you."

You couldn't even look at Sanzu at that moment, but he didn't understand anything at first and scratched the back of his neck as if you had said the most normal thing in the world. You felt the need to correct yourself immediately, words coming out of your mouth quickly and one after another.

"I mean - not a friendly love. More like.. a romantic love - yes, romantic ! I.. am in love with you. I wanna be your girlfriend, Haru, and I want you to be my.. boyfriend. not just a.. friend."

Sanzu froze for a moment as he listened to you and had a dumbfounded expression on his face. His eyes widened for a moment but then he burst out laughing unexpectedly. He thought you were joking. You thought he was making fun of you because you didn't expect him to laugh like that. He began to wipe away the tears flowing from the corners of his eyes from laughter.

"That was a funny joke, and you said it very seriously! You're really getting good at making jokes."

When Sanzu looked at you and saw that your facial expression was a little sadder and more serious, he realized that you weren't joking and his own facial expression became serious as well. He turned his body completely towards you, his eyes searching yours.

"Are you.. serious? Are you in love with me? You must be crazy. Do you think I.. look like the ideal boyfriend model?"

You knew that Sanzu wasn't the ideal boyfriend model, everyone said that and your friends always warned you about him. But this was love, you weren't one to hold back your feelings. After sighing, you were finally able to look into his eyes. No matter how hard it was, you managed to speak in a serious and determined tone.

"Who cares if you're an ideal boyfriend model or not? Everyone falls in love with men who fit those molds anyway. I didn't put you in a mold to love you. I just... love you. I want to be yours, I want you to be mine."

Sanzu just stared into your eyes for a few pretty seconds, letting all your words to sink in. As he watched you, that classic, slightly flirty, slightly smug smirk he only showed you appeared on his face. He extended his right hand towards you, lifted your chin with his index finger and thumb, and tilted his head to one side as he spoke.

"You try to sound very serious and determined, but deep down i can tell you're dying of stress. Still... I think you've managed to bring out the feelings I've been trying to resist for months."

The moment you raised your gaze to Sanzu's eyes, you were suddenly frozen by the lips touching yours. Sanzu leaned in, his eyes closed as he kissed you. There were no feelings such as hunger or lust in this kiss. In his kiss, the traces of a feeling and love that had been suppressed for months were obvious. He was weaving all his love into a single kiss. What was the purpose to resist him, push him away? You surrendered yourself to him and leaned towards him, deepening the kiss.

Sanzu moved a little closer to you while still sitting at the same spot, placing one hand on the curve of your waist while the other tugged at your hair from the back of your head. His tongue ran over your lower lip, asking for permission to enter. Your hands had already found his neck and your fingers were caressing some small spots. The moment you parted your lips, Sanzu pushed his tongue inside, a low groan of pleasure and love escaped from his lips. He tasted you slowly, your tongues tangled in a passionate dance, as if he was devoting all his time in the world to you.

When he finally pulled away, you were both a little out of breath, and his hand that were in your hair came up to your cheek and caressed it with a gentleness that you had never seen from him before.

"You know what you're getting yourself into, confessing your love to someone like me, asking me for my love, right?"

Just one touch from Sanzu was enough to activate every nerve in your body. He was the missing piece of your heart.

"I know, I accept it all and I'm ready. I just want your love."

Sanzu smirked as he listened to this but it wasn't like his usual smirk, it was softer and more full of love. He kissed your cheek and without pulling his face away, he murmured into your ear.

"You already have my love, you just realized it a little too late. I am yours now, and you are mine. You are the only girl my eyes see and my heart beats for."

"My sweet darling."

[haruchx]

"They Touched What's His."

ᯓ★- synopsis: You are being harassed by five men, and when you tell Sanzu about this, he finds those men without telling you and does what is necessary.

ᯓ★- pairing: Sanzu Haruchiyo x Fem!Reader

ᯓ★- warnings: violence, blood, knife use, trauma mention, harassment (non-detailed), torturing.

ᯓ★- h/n: This is my first experience so it may not be very good, also there may be grammar mistakes as English is not my native language. Feel comfortable to point out any mistakes you see or parts you don't like!

ᯓ★- w.c: 1.5k+

The familiar smell of cigarettes and Sanzu's cologne. Only thing that makes your heart flutter and excite you like the first day you met him every time you get in his car.

But today was different, it seemed like Sanzu's thoughts weren't with you.

"The things you told me the other day, did you find the men who did them to you?" He spoke without looking at you. Both his voice and facial expression were more serious and scary than usual.

He was always serious and scary but when it came to you, when it came to those guys who harassed you, Sanzu had a different aura around him, a more frightening one.

"No, I didn't. I told you, Haru. Stop thinking about this and focus on your assignments in Bonten." You looked at Sanzu, waiting for his ocean blue eyes to look at you and confirm.

He didn't. His facial expression didn't change.

A week ago, Saturday night at 23:47 pm.

"Am I hearing you right? Five men. They harassed you?" Sanzu's gaze was threatening, but the anger in those threatening gazes was never directed at you.

You didn't want to cry in front of him. Nails digging into your palms. Chin was shaking as you tried to hold back your tears.

"I tried to defend myself, I swear. I stabbed one of them with the knife you gave me earlier." It was getting hard for you to continue your words, it was already impossible to look into his eyes right now. Because you knew that the moment you looked at him, you will cry.

"But I couldn't handle the remaining four on my own. I--"

"{Y/N}."

Sanzu took a few steps towards you, his voice both calm and filled with edge. He grabbed your chin with one hand, his thumb on one cheek and his other four fingers on the other. He raised your gaze to his own eyes.

"What are you trying to prove? Do you think I blame you or something? I blame those who touched what is mine."

"And for that I will give them the punishment they deserve."

That night had ended with you telling Sanzu in detail what those five men looked like. He never brought up the subject of those men again, but he had the same cold look in his eyes ever since you told him.

Present

Sanzu parked the car in front of an abandoned warehouse. An uneasiness was starting to creep up on you, especially since you knew Sanzu brought his katana in the back seat of the car while coming here.

"Now we're gonna go in there and there's only one thing I want from you. You're going to answer everything I ask you inside in three words at most, understand, my love?"

Sanzu's words had stressed you out a bit, but the moment he leaned towards you and kissed your forehead, you felt all the stress and uneasiness disappear. You just smiled at him and nodded.

As you got out of the car, Sanzu got out before you and took his katana from the backseat. He held his katana in one hand and grabbed your hand with the other. When you both arrived in front of the warehouse, he took out the keys from his pocket and placed them in your palm.

"Unlock the lock and go in. I'll be right behind you."

The coldness of the keys brought back the old discomfort to your body, but you pushed that feeling aside and unlocked the door. Sanzu was right behind you and you both walked in. There were five men sitting on the ground, their feet and hands tied, with cloths stuffed in their mouths. In front of them, a few meters away, there was a chair.

These were them. These were the men who harassed you.

You froze in place when you saw them, your breath became labored like that moment when you were harassed, you felt like a hand squeezing your throat. Just as you were about to take a few steps back, Sanzu grabbed your hand. When you turned your head towards him, you were met with his psycho but still comforting smile.

"Where are you going? Are these bastards scaring you when I'm, your Haru, with you? I'm starting to think that I'm not doing my job as your boyfriend well."

As the five men on the ground watched you both in fear, Sanzu leaned over and brought your hand close to his face, kissing your knuckles and palm. "Sit in the chair in front of them, and do as I told you in the car. I'm here with you, darling."

Even though a sudden fear and stress had taken over you at first, Sanzu's attitude and words towards you were comforting you in a way you hated. You walked towards that chair, your high heels were clicking on the floor and the sound was echoing in the warehouse. Sanzu was holding his katana loosely in his hand as you sat on the chair, he walked in front of the men and turned his back to you.

"I numbered them all 1 to 5, starting from the right. Now you will give the necessary answers to the questions I will ask you."

"Got it."

As Sanzu looked at the men, there was fear in their eyes, they regretted what they had done but it was in vain. They had harmed what was Sanzu's, it was a death wish.

"Who was the first person to touch you and which hand was the first to touch your body?"

The question took you a little by surprise, but you knew you shouldn't go against Sanzu right now. You remembered that night, trying not to let your voice tremble.

"Three. Right hand."

Sanzu remained silent, only nodding in agreement. He silently untangled the hands of the man standing in the middle and placed the man's right hand on the ground.

"Don't you dare to move."

The man's breath was trembling, but he could not pull his hand back. Sanzu, first twirled the handle of his katana between his fingers, and then without thinking, he slammed it down on the man's wrist. you flinched but Sanzu was smiling. The man was left screaming, he held his right forearm with his other hand, blood started to leak to the ground.

Sanzu was going to ask more questions, but he gave up on that, he has an another idea. As you watched, he untied the men's hands one by one and without blinking, he cut off their both hands with his katana. Only the men's cries and screams echoed through the warehouse.

"{Y/N}. come next to me."

you hesitated at first, but you stood up anyway and slowly approached Sanzu. Sanzu took one of your hands and opened your palm, placing the handle of the katana inside and closing your palm.

"Except for the first man who touches you, the first man who approaches you, torture the others as they deserve. I will take care of the rest."

Sanzu looked at you with a stern but encouraging gaze. You looked at the katana in your hand, it's knife was already covered in blood. But you knew you wanted to do this. You gripped the handle of his katana tighter and without thinking, you cut the throats of all of them except the man who first approached you and the man who first touched you. Sanzu was watching you proudly. Even though you didn't hesitate at first, remembering that night and seeing this bloody mess made you feel sick.

"Haru, I don't want to do anything more. You handle this, please."

Sanzu smiled at you and took the katana from you and approached the men. He was serious about this, there was no sign of him backing down.

Sanzu had torn apart five men in front of you without thinking, and their pieces were scattered all around. His clothes were covered in blood, and a few drops of blood had splattered on his face. He was out of breath and turned to face you again. When your eyes met, that psychotic smile appeared on his face again. He was a dangerous person, no- he was the danger, that was obvious from his appearance. But his love, loyalty and protectiveness towards you were also obvious.

"You will tell me about every man who touches you, even looks at you. I will not hesitate to give this punishment to all of them, and even more. Nobody hurts and touchs what's mine, and you're mine."