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I suck at staying committed to things, I have dreams but just can’t get it out of my head and into reality

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I turned 20 on Sunday and I’m currently drunk on a Tuesday how are you Tumblr

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Hey, what’s up guys? I’m back again. I am in the storage room at work right now folding sweaters so that I can bring them to the mail room and they can shoot them out. This is really not supposed to be part of my job, but I am doing it because I am an intern and I’m only here for less than a month now anyways it’s fine we deal

I’m feeling a little blessed no not blessed like a BLEHS no no I didn’t say yes. OK you get what I mean now yes that’s what I mean. BLEH. So I am kind of feeling stuck I guess in life I feel like I could complain about this already but it’s kind of all I think about to be honest. I don’t really feel like going in a direction that will leave me feeling fulfilled. I guess you know what I mean That’s kind of my worry, but I don’t really know how to get where I want you know

Like I literally feel like the embodiment of that one too or like I can’t remember what it said it was like nobody talks about how hard it is to do something with ADHD. I can’t really remember the exact lady and then the person replied OMG you people can’t do anything so that’s kind of how I feel right now is like gonna be embodiment of that too pretty much I feel like the person who can’t do anything and I don’t know how to you know progress

There’s a piece of glass on the floor. I found it anyways yeah that’s kind of my topic. I’m still folding sweaters. My stomach hurts too. It’s only 230 and I’m here until 5 o’clock and then I have to go home and do fucking schoolwork because I have like a 1500 board paper due on Sunday and if it’s not done by Thursday night, then I’m sure the luck because I am Not going to be here all weekend doing it so Which like I’m literally on a work term I don’t know why I’m getting so much like school work like when do you expect me to do it? I’m working like they really expect you to have no life like they’re actually insane, but I’ll figure it out anyways

OK, that’s actually my entire thing for now. I think I’m just that’s kind of what I have to say for right now and yeah so Texas speech so grammar and spelling mistake. Be aware thanks for reading K bye 

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Hey, it’s been a few days since I’ve spoken or posted on here at all. I had a pretty chill weekend. Just did a lot of sitting around maybe involving a lot of green. If you know what I mean watch a lot of freaking YouTube on a TV. It’s just me and one person we’re just chilling all weekend. We did go out for sushi yesterday so we did leave the house but I’ve have I have so many back to back to back to back weekends where I just go so hard that it almost doesn’t even feel like a rest from the work week so I was not super upset about lazing around all weekend.

Now I am literally sitting on my laptop playing the Sims four I bought the ferry pack. I know I caved so bad. I was like no I’m gonna wait until like it’s been long enough for it to go on sale because it’s like it’s like $60 it is so freaking expensive, but I absolutely love all of the occult Sims so I couldn’t get myself to wait like I said I was going to. I actually have a bone to pick with the Sims developers, and it has to do with the mermaids.

I feel like every cult in the game at this point is like so fledged out in detailed and have like their own their own system pretty much like when you play as an occult symbol besides a mermaid like it is almost completely different but mermaids are so boring and like it sucks because I am a mermaid lover like I absolutely adore mermaids like if I want to if I could be any cold in real life you bet I am being a fucking mermaid like I love them but like it’s so boring to play with the mermaids compared to every other occultism in this game because they’re just not detailed at all and they didn’t take it into consideration at all when creating them

Not to mention they’re actually I’m pretty sure I’m almost 100% sure they are the oldest occult in the Sims four I’m pretty sure they were the very first ones to come out so like I guess it kind of makes sense like they didn’t 100% know what to do yet but like I don’t even know what they would do at this point because if they put out like a pack that includes mermaid updates like this doesn’t make sense to me like I’ve already paid for the pack. I feel like they should just do a revamp, but if you’ve already bought the pack, you shouldn’t have have to pay for better mermaids because the quality is just horrendous compared to every other thing

But knowing EA if they do do a revamp on the mermaids, they’ll probably make you pay another like 60 bucks for another thingy on top even though you’ve already paid for the island living expansion pack because EA is pretty money hungry and they really don’t care It’s fine though because I will probably still end up buying it anyways because they know people will still end up buying it anyways that’s why they get away with making it so expensive but yeah I think that’s all I have to say for today

OK, this was also made with text to speech so sorry for spelling or grammar mistakes not looking forward to going to work tomorrow. Thanks for reading my rant about the Sims four I absolutely adore this game K bye 

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Goodnight🩷

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I slept and feel tired still

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Hey, it’s me again. Just got in bed. It’s like 11 o’clock or close to it I guess but I have been having a shitty fucking night. Oh my God like seriously this is what I get for trying to just have a little bit of fun instead of coming home and doing fucking nothing after work from now on I’m literally gonna come home get in bed and stay there for 12 hours fucking straight until I get up to go to work the next day. I’m so like I’m going back-and-forth between like like getting absolutely like livid like mad crazy like right now I am swearing so much because I am so angry to like full-blown and like crying like a fucking child like I am so ticked off.

And it’s just like I had a really long and exhausting day at work today like it was just a really busy day so I feel like I came home with a headache and my stomach was hurting because like I just felt super bloated so I was already kind of like pissed off because I was tired And in pain and then like I just wanted to play this video game with my friends that have been saying that they were gonna play with me for weeks now and none of them will fucking answer the text messages. Oh my God oh my God, oh my God

So I ended up just playing the game by myself but of course one of my other friends wanted to watch me but she has a MacBook and the game doesn’t run on Mac so she can’t play she can only watch me play so I try to get in discord and my fucking mic wasn’t working I updated my computer this my computer took like 40 minutes to update so I didn’t even start playing this goddamn game until at 10 PM at night the computer finishes my update. The Mike still isn’t working. it takes me like another 15 minutes to figure out what the fucking problem is I’m using all these troubleshooter and stuff and of course windows had to rework their entire entire troubleshooting system so nothing is fucking working anymore, but I finally figured out all by myself, no thanks to them. They did not help me at all

And in the midst of all of this, actually, you know what some backstory on Friday I woke up, and my friend says in the middle of the night, your water bottle fell off the dresser and it broke. I had the most beautiful it was like silver and sparkly and it looked like crystals it was a Tumblr that I got for Christmas and it was so freaking gorgeous. I was so attached to this water bottle. It fucking fell off my dresser and broke in the middle of the night and I was so sad I literally cried in the morning when I found out Because I get really attached to water bottles so then on Friday, I was like oh shit now I need a new water bottle so my friend was like oh well I have a bunch of Starbucks points wrapped up. We can just go there and I can use my points and you can just get another one for free and I was like OK well I guess

And I go in there and I find a really pretty one. I don’t know if it’s as pretty as my original with like the crystal sparkly stuff but it’s purple it’s shimmery it almost looks like not really scales but like the design like it’s giving very much mermaid and I very much love mermaids so I was like OK. You know what I’m not mad at this one like this is still a pretty water bottle. I’m sure I will love this one too blah blah blah so I get it on Friday. Today is Tuesday by the way I have had this water bottle for less than a week I am lying in my bed. This thing falls off the fucking dresser while I’m trying to already fix my mic problem that is pissing me off, and it fucking breaks the same exact way. My first one did on Friday When I have had this water bottle for less than a goddamn week

So now I’m extra pissed especially because the first one I’ve had it for about six months at this point it was a Christmas gift freight and I can be a little bit clumsy. Sometimes I admit I’ve dropped that water bottle a few times by accident and it took I would say the first one broke probably on maybe like somewhere between like The like seventh and 10th time like that water bottle has been dropped a decent amount of time over the past six months so you’re telling me like the water bottle I just use let’s just hypothetically say it somewhere from like 7 to 10 so say the water bottle that I originally was using finally broke after like eight times of dropping it Why the hell did the one that I just bought on Friday literally break the very first time it ever hit the fucking ground is it made is it made out of like feathers? I don’t understand why was it so goddamn delicate

So now I’m literally freaking out. It’s like this is what happens when I just try to have a little bit of fun with my life. I’m sorry that I wasn’t just sitting there staring at the fucking wall because I don’t deserve to have any fucking fun like seriously seriously oh my God I’m so upset and now it’s almost 11 o’clock at night. I have to get up and go to work tomorrow. I have to get up and go to work tomorrow. Yay. Yay because life loves me right life loves me. Oh my God

You might be thinking these are really, really small problems but like I legitimately like coming home from a long day at work and then like small things piling up like I wanted to splash my head into the wall like I’m being so dead ass OK I’m so done using text to speech like I can’t speak to my phone anymore right now. OK bye 

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It bothers me that people aren’t honest about loving attention.

I luv attention. I luv validation. I luv stupid Instagram likes. I luv online interactions, compliments, and anything under the rainbow.

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You’re gonna have to pry Rio de Janeiro out of my cold, dead hands



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Hey everybody, sorry for the crazy post from yesterday. I actually read it and like I read it this morning. That must be the worst like one. So far when it comes to spelling in grammar. Because oh my gosh. To be fair. There was like three of us talking at once. So I think, and like there was also a bunch of my other friends in the background as well, so I think that it was like kind of picking up all of our voices at once. And it was making it hard for it to actually like for sentences based on, just me talking, but yeah, I was very inebriated, so I’m still gonna leave it up, though. I don’t really care that much.

But yeah it’s Sunday. Which kind of sucks. Because now I have to go back to work tomorrow and I really don’t wanna go to work. I freaking take a trip to the states this this weekend. And then I went to the beach this weekend, too. So like I am tired from the weekend because I didn’t get a chance to relax. And now I don’t have a chance to relax either. Because instead of using my time to relax, I decided I want to be busy. And now I just have to go back to work again. And wait until next weekend. And which I still probably won’t relax next weekend either because I try to take advantage of the warm weather as much as possible

I’ve only got five more weeks left of my like internship. It takes me until basically the end of August after that five weeks. I have one week off, and then I go back to school, which I am not looking forward to. I am definitely not a school person. I would much rather just go to work, but I’m going into third gear year not gear, so I am halfway done. I’ve still got half left to go though, but if it’s anything. Sorry I just yawned. I didn’t say yelled. I said yeah yeah I was saying though if it’s anything like first and second year, third and fourth year are gonna fly by, so I am really not too worried about it.

Yeah I didn’t really do. I didn’t really do much today. I kind of just like chilled on the beach again for a little bit because I stayed over there for the night, so we took a little bit of advantage of the sun today as well to up that tan didn’t drink or anything, though. Cause I knew I would have to drive home, so yeah, and then we drove home, and I showered, and I’ve kind of just been like lying in bed. Because I’m so exhausted. And I really don’t wanna have to go to work tomorrow, but whatever.

OK, well I think that’s all that I have to say for tonight. I guess. Like always. I think I’m just gonna say this every single time. To be honest, but I used text to speech when I do these. I don’t actually take the time to write it all out, so they’re probably will be a lot of gramatical mistakes. Maybe it thinks. I said a word that I didn’t actually say blah blah blah. You know. thanks for reading a little bit into my life again. K bye

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Hey guys, I’m sitting on the beach right now. Say hi naya hi say hi Chelsea we’re on the sand and it’s kind of getting cold outside but like we’re low-key enjoying it right now we’re like I’m one and a half cut waters in and those clouds moving looks so freaking cool, but it’s actually kind of crazy.

Also, I got a new bathing suit in the states recently cause you know I’m not American but it’s so cute. See it’s like got a little dumb look and it’s got these like little plaid bows on it and it’s so adores it totes right guys. It’s totes doors that was Chelsea. She said I’m Georgina. Naya told me to shut the hell up, but it’s fine.

So yeah, I don’t drink cut waters unless you actually wanna get fucked up because I’ve literally not even finished too and I am feeling like I’m walking on the clouds right now like like my feet are literally walking on the floods right now oh my God look at a seagull that’s insane.

OK, actually I think that’s all for today like always this was made with text to speech and I’m also inebriated so there’s probably a lot of grammatical and spelling issues inside of this so don’t take everything you read for certain but OK bye . 

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and I still gaf

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Hey Tumblr, what’s up? I’m back again and today mercury retrograde started apparently so maybe that’s why I kind of feel a little bit weird. I don’t really understand all that astrology stuff but every single time I get a video of it on TikTok you bet I’m watching that all the way through even if I don’t understand half the words that are coming out of their mouth But anyways, you know it’s saying don’t text your ex blah blah blah. You know the usual stuff they say not to do during my mercury retrograde.

But what’s interesting is lately? I’ve been getting a lot of videos about my midheaven and I didn’t even know that that was until like two days ago, but I looked it up and apparently I am in Aquarius midheaven and it’s just supposed to represent like what would make you famous essentially I guess I don’t know. The Aquarius is apparently just supposed to be like innovative and authentic and it’s got kind of almost like a futuristic vibe going on. I don’t really dress futuristic at all. I’m kind of more of a like 2000s type of girl I feel, but I’ve also never ever tried to dress that kind of because I just wanna think of futuristic clothing I think of wear and I hate tech wear. It’s so ugly.

But anyways, I was also kind of thinking about him. I guess it made me think about like stuff. I don’t even know it made me think about how I have been loyalty posting on TikTok since 2015 back when it was even back when it wasn’t even TikTok it was musically. I have literally been posting videos on that app like, what’s the word I’m looking for what’s the word I can’t remember the word. I did it. I’m thinking of consistently that’s the word. I’m thinking of. I have been posting videos on that app consistently for 10 years now and the most viral I’ve ever gone was like 200 likes when I was like 13 years old.

I just think it’s kind of insane how I can put so much work like I have. I literally don’t think I’ve been consistent to anything as long as I’ve been consistent to posting on that app I 10 years later I still love making silly little videos of me songs I have trouble I have problems with staying loyal and consistent to things and I have had no issues staying loyal or consistent to this app even if I go like a month without posting like I’m still gonna come back you bet I’m posting like at least least Like 50 videos a year and I have not had one actual viral video and that is so insane to me

Anyways, like always this was made with text to speech so sorry for any spelling or grammar mistakes. Sorry I feel like this one was also a little bit longer, but I feel like I had some yapping to do today. So thanks for reading if you did, if you’re still reading, I love you a little bit more than everybody else. K bye 

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