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Just look at that face!

Doesn’t it remind you of a little kid, that’s unbearably cute?

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I actually love this so much <3 Rhi’s instagram - “Loves xxx”

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Chapter 9

Enjoy this next chapter, this is where the story really begins ;) xxx

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Chapter 8

Beware...this isn't as edited as it could be, but hopefully it works still :)

Stellas POV

Let me know what you think, I will put the other chapter up soon too. I have about 5 more chapters prepared, and if after that nobody is reading, i'll just write a brief thing of what my plan was and how it would end etc. thanks, much love xxx ali

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long time no post

Well it is safe to say I haven't posted in a while. It feels like years to be honest, but in reality it's pretty much exactly 3 months...which is a bloody long time! So I actually have a fair few chapters written...but the question is if anyone actually wants them or reads them :p I'll post a few and see how it goes, please let me know :) much love xx

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Hey, I love your fic! Would you be able to check mine out and leave some feedback!? Would mean so much. Xx

Yes of course i can!! Thanks for reading :) although I haven't had much of a response and I'm considering stopping writing. Xox

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Reblog if you’re a Reece blog, dead dash! following heaps of blogs.

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Chapter 7 :D

I'm hoping this fic is living up to any of your expectations. Like the chapter, send me feedback :) much love xx

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CHAPTER SIX

Stella's POV

Hope you enjoyed it :) Let me know what you think please, it would mean the world to me!! xxx ali

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Chapter 5!!!....DOUBLE UPDATE Woooo

A double update because i feel bad for not updating much :P Hope you enjoy it!! xx

I'm already sitting in the common room with my laptop, scanning through some pictures before Lucinda comes in. She sits next to me and starts drawing stars in her book. I know what's on her mind. She has had the last three classes with both Alex and Nic. I sit watching her for a minute or two and then properly turn around. "Okay. Spill." I say Lou looks at me and she knows I know why she's all quiet. She looks down one more time before she speaks up. "I think its Nicole. She's clinging onto Alex too much. Telling her things, and asking for advice." Lou looks concerned. But continues "I think old habits aren’t dying hard"...referring to Nicole's previous health issues. I can't say much. I just look at Lou, cause we both know this isn't good. It especially isn't good for Nicole. But it will also affect Lex, Lou and me too. "Well umm this isn't good. Do you think we should talk to Nicole or just Alex?" I quietly ask so I don't interrupt any girls studying. "Umm I don't want to stress Nic out anymore by confronting her or asking her. How about you talk to Alex tomorrow at hockey? That gives you something to take your minds off Mr Martin for once" Lou lightly jokes, taking the edge off the situation. "Yeah okay I can do that. I think we need to hang tight and just see what state Nicole is actually in" I try to sound like I know what I'm talking about. "Your probably right, we don't want to exaggerate the situation and we also don't want to understate this either" Lou agrees Lou goes back to drawing in her book. And I go back to scanning photos while I ponder. I just know that if Nicole is relapsing that her studies will be affected and so will ours, only not so intensively. I'm hoping that Nicole is just having some self confidence issues, rather than becoming sick again. Last time she almost went to hospital and none of us need that during year 12. As much as I want to avoid the conversation with Alex, I just want it to be over and done with. Then we can find a solution or determine what needs to be done. But in the mean time there is study to be completed and dancing to be done. **** Dancing will be dancing. An escape from the world. A hiding place from people. A place where nothing matters except me. Oh. And Taylah of course! It's coming up to the end of mid year comps. So Maria has given me the chance to start up some ideas for next semesters routines. So as everyone else continues rehearsals, I set up in the side room in front of the mirrors. Staring at my reflection waiting for inspiration. I try a warm up exercise...still nothing. So I turn on my iPod. Instantly I come across 'Be Strong' by Delta Goodrem and I play it. I forgot about this song, I used to have such a connection with it. I still do actually. I become immersed in the music, closing my eyes and dancing as I go along. Making it up right here and right now. The song finishes and I come back to reality. This song is and always will be amazing. But right now it is talking to me, talking to Nicole, Alex and Lou. This is today's song. And with that decision, I begin my master piece. I'm mid way into the choreography. It’s about time I go back through and rehearse it. As I'm completing my rond de jambe in arabesque I'm interrupted by Taylah. "Oh hey. Sorry I didn't mean to interrupt" Tay realising she's come at the wrong time. "No no it's okay. I'm half way so I was just going back over it" I reassure her. "That was quick! I forgot how you work wonders by yourself" she laughs. "Yeah me too actually, I just haven't done this in so long. So many ideas are coming together" "You have to show me!!" Tay's getting excited. I'm not feeling excited and this isn't much of an enthusiastic 'on top of the world' dances. "Umm yeah sure. But only once I'm done!" I make sure I sound firm so she doesn't try any tricky business. "Sure thang! I'll check on ya later alligator...just make sure you don't get lost in those thoughts of yours missy" she sweetly adds in. She's always secretly looking out for me; somehow she can read me like a book. "Yes miss" I say like I'm talking to a broken record. *** 2 hours later and I'm done. 2 hours later and I somehow feel better! Maybe because I got all my weird emotions out into those carefully constructed movements and patterns. Hopefully Tay and Maria approve!!

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Chapter 4 :-D

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After we cleaned up and our pizzas were now sitting on our plates, Matt gave me the update on the party. "So it umm wasn't the best party...but it wasn't the worst" Matt says carefully thinking of what words to choose. I'm sitting there looking slightly confused. "So in other words you’re saying it was absolutely boring??" I ask seeing through his facade. "Haha no not completely. But the party was a dud. Probably because the star of the party wasn't there" his tone changed cheekishly as he winked at me. "Yeah yeah very funny! I know. I'm too good" I joke "But despite that, I was a good boy and didn't leave like some people" he looks at me for praise. So I happily give it to him. "I have trained you well haha being a gentleman even when I'm not around" I playfully squeeze his cheek and then peck him on the lips. "So who'd you catch up with if you weren't partying hard?" I ask, while thinking I'm actually glad he didn't party hard without me...keeping my subconscious clear from worry. "Umm well Jason and Clarke were there so we just made our own fun. But I also met some of the girls from your school." I'm not surprised since half the party consisted of my year level. "Oh cool! Do you remember who?" "Ahh hmmm. Well Alex, Lou and Nicole came past at one point" he states the obvious as he clearly can't remember their names. "Nice one captain obvious! You are such a dick sometimes haha can't even remember peoples' names" I laugh at him and his stupidity. "Hey! It's not my fault so many of them introduced themselves to me. I'm sure I met more than half of your year level." He starts rambling to be all defensive in a joking way. "I'm pretty sure they are all jealous of you though Stella" he calms down and goes all cute-sy "Oh stop it! They just can't believe it that I have a boyfriend and they don't" I blankly state. "Hey! Don't say that Stell! You know you're too good for me." He says whilst rubbing my hand reassuring me I'm the one he wants. "Besides who are they to say who I can and can't fall in love with" That catches me off guard. I just sit there and don't reply. "Oh I remember one girl’s name!" He spills out to break my silence "Oh oh who?" I'm semi excited to see who he remembers...maybe Ellie my beautiful friend who I've told him about. And I knew she'd say hi to him. "I'm pretty sure her name was Jess. She was short, like really short. And brown hair" He questions "Oh yeah. I know her" I deflate inside, Jess is one of Alex's friends who I never really got along with. "Oh cool" I play it cool "were you nice?" "Yes of course!! What else would I be?" He looks playful now. "Hmmm I don't know, you could've made a fool of yourself as usual" I say too confidently for my own good. Next thing I know he's picked me up and swung me over his shoulder so my arms are dangling down his back. "Hahaha Matty!! Put me down you goose!!" I playfully yell. "I don't know...since when am I a fool?" He asks like he is never a fool. "We'll if you weren't one originally you are right now!!" "Fair enough my lady" he puts me down and kisses me gently. "I should probably get going. I gotta do some work before school tomorrow" he says whilst clearing our plates. "Oh okay. Sure thing." I'm secretly upset. "But thanks for coming and doing this" I say as I put my arms around his neck. He puts his hands on my waist "you know I'd so anything to spend time with you!" He says whilst looking into my eyes. He leans in and we share a needed tender kiss. Not too long cause my mum could walk past any second now. We pull away slowly "I love you Estelle, I hope you know that." I stare up at him and I couldn't believe it. He just said those three words! "I, I love you too" I smile from ear to ear and kiss him again hungrily. And right on schedule Sophie walks in from netball training. Awks "Oh argh sorry guys" she is so not sorry. Look at her smirk!! "Don't worry Soph I was just leaving" Matt replies calmly, knowing I would've blasted her. "Thanks babe, and thanks again for today. I'll see you soon yeah?" Asking for confirmation "No problems. And yeah I probably swing by after school some time okay?" "Cool!! Talk soon" I say as he steps out the door. With one last small kiss he starts to walk towards the driveway. "I love you" he yells out whilst turning to look at me. "Love you too babe" I reply all bubbly inside. With that feeling continuing to building up, hopefully Taylah won't notice at dancing. 3hrs of hiding my happy bubbly feeling could be difficult. But if I don't, Tay wouldn't let it go. Oh Lordy. **** I managed to hide it in the car on the way. Yes!! *mental hi-five* ** I've made it through warm up and technique work...still winning! ** Still hiding it after our ballet and composition pieces. ** Only one left and then home time. Please Taylah, stay focused on the technique. Not my body language. We are about to go through our physical piece once more when "Stella." Maria, our coach, yells out. "Umm yeah" "You've nailed everything tonight, I don't know what 'it' is but keep it up!" "Oh thanks Maria" I reply kind of surprised. But hoping Tay won't say anything...and she doesn't...well, not until we are putting our shoes on and she can't hold it in any longer. "You saw Matt today didn't you?!" She says over confidently. "Umm yeah doofus I did...what's your point" that's right I'm playing dumb. "It's him whose making your dancing so much better" she says whilst thinking. "Umm okay sure thing chicken Wing" I reply to amuse her as we walk out the door yelling bye to everyone.

Emma's picking us up, so we hop in the back seat. "Hey Emma! Guess what?!" Tay proudly announces. "hey guys. And umm what?" Emma looks into the rear vision mirror at us questioningly. "Estelle and Matt sitting in a tree K-I-S-S-I-N-G" sings Tay. While I slump into the seat even more. "Taylah!! We already know that you idiot!" Emma points out the obvious. "Yeah but it's not everyday you say I love you for the first time" Taylah looks at me smugly. And I can only stare back at her with a blank expression. I'm dumbfounded as to how she guessed. "Oh nawwws cuties!!" Emma turns all mooshie on me. "Umm thanks" I reply still absolutely gob smacked.

Hey :) Please let me know what you think of the chapter....and chapter 5!! I haven't had much feedback or anything so far, so I am unsure if i should continue writing or not. I don't want to sound like a downer, but yeh :P xxx ali

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