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Humpty Dumpty

“Same VOICE that gave me life, feed my love death”

LOCATION: Reflecting

Time:  I was in love with you am

“Humpty Dumpty “

Repeat after Me

Humpty Dumpty sat on a wall; Humpty Dumpty had a great fall. All the Queens horses and all the king's men couldn’t put Humpty together again.

Humpty Dumpty had a dream

A dream to sit on top of the wall

A big wall, beautiful wall

Like a really a big fucking wall

Like Game of Thrones big

He wanted to sit on top of the world

He wanted to sit at the top of the world with You

Who’s you, you ask?

Ms. Dumpty

You didn’t know there was a miss Dumpty did you

Well I’m here to enlighten you

But first say it again

Humpty Dumpty sat on a wall; Humpty Dumpty had a great fall. All the Queens horses and all the king's men couldn’t put Humpty together again.

So there they stood staring at that Great Wall

That Wall, the wall of love

They decided to climb at their own risk

The climb started out great they were moving so fast

Laughs, conversations, dreams, sex and hope

The rope to the top seemed so close

But the journey got shaky

Few obstacles stopped them from the top

But like Destiny

And 99 Bad Boy Records they couldn’t stop

So the two climbed and reached the top

Dumpty could taste his happy ending

His taste buds jumped with joy

It smelted like Easter Dinner

Tasted like ice cream  birthday cake

He was at a place he wanted to be

With the woman he wanted to be there with

They were in love

We’ll he was in love

The two sat at the edge

A few weeks at the top

The view seemed so nice

In her eyes he found life and then

She blinked

Just like that she pushed

Yes Ms Dumpty

She pushed him off the fucking wall unbelievable right

She whispered I’m sorry

There’s more to life than being on top of the world with you

Or at least I want to find out

So one more time guys

Humpty Dumpty sat on a wall; Humpty Dumpty had a great fall. All the Queens horses and all the king's men couldn’t put Humpty together again

The shock in Dumpty’s eyes

So much pain on the way down he couldn’t even cry

The woman who’s back he had

Stabbed him in his

People ever wonder what humpty thought on his way down

As her memories feel out his pockets

Lost earrings, her panties, her pic, movie tickets, dinner receipts

Likes on the gram, comments, hope

All these thing come cashing down with him

Nothing fell harder than his love

She said she had to choose herself

But why the fuck did that mean she had to

Push him away

Turn her back and not look back

He thought how it was his fault?

What more could he have done?

Was she not ready to love a man like him?

Was he too good to her?

Why didn’t she fight for this?

Why didn’t she think he was worth the risk?

She just FUCKING GAVE UP?

Pushed him off the Wall and wanted to act

Like the journey didn’t exist

Was he too demanding?

Was she not the woman he thought she was?

Was it all just a lie?

If she had to go somewhere else why the fuck

Was Humpty the only not allowed to join the journey?

He sacrificed for her

Ready to take on the world for her

She found 200 reasons to fucking make that push

But she couldn’t find 1 fucking  reason to make it work

Love was one of the reasons she let him go

Isn’t suppose to be the other way around

She said love was half the battle

So what’s the other fucking half

Was that part more important to  her

She made that push

Ms Dumpty

How you sleep at night knowing what you’ve done

Killing a perfect love song

Time is going by and you have all these things that help you

Close your eyes to what you’ve done

You didn’t even stay to watch the crash

Are your old and new friends that much better in your life than

Having him

You ran back to them so they could help you grow

Why you didn’t see growth in him

He’s almost to the bottom

And DUMPTY still acting like it was a fucking accident

She didn’t mean to push me when I crash they would be able to put us back together again

Crash, Boom, Boom

The crash was a fucking warzone, like 911 all over again

Smoke everywhere

My Ground Zero honey

Look what you did

Humpty Dumpty sat on a wall;

Humpty Dumpty had a great fall.

All the Queens horses and all the king's men

Couldn’t put Humpty together again.

Humpty Dumpty Sat on the wall

He took a big fall and he learned his lesson

But the problem is he still loves Ms Dumpty

But no matter how much love he has

He realized he wont ever be the same again

She broke his love into pieces

For what truly

He will never know

But no matter

How many love poems

No matter how many sorrys

No matter how much time goes by

All this queens actions

Are the reason Humpty Dumpty

Will never be put back together again

His heart will never be whole again

So now you know how Humpty Dumpty fell

Say it again

Humpty Dumpty sat on a wall;

Humpty Dumpty was pushed to a great fall

All the love poems, pictures, and memories

Couldn’t put Humpty together again.

“I would say you don’t care, I would ask why but at this point it doesn’t matter  I wasn’t ready to stop loving you its not fair, but life has shown me that its not fair and wont start being now…... Keep your sorry “

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The one you let get away

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Suicide Bomber

                  What ya’ll know about the L word

The Three Musketeers

Like, Lust and Love 

Y’all know a few things about LIKE

Even a fewer about Lust

But y'all free folk  don’t know about  that 

My favorite bad bitch 

That sweet .....my sour 

My Ying ....my Yang 

That gentle ....that dangerous 

I call L..O..V..E

Love

See y’all just  like me cause i thought i knew 

But I don’t know shit , that’s what love told me 

See you guys have heard folk tales 

Saw Disney movies about my leading lady 

My Love or Luv as the kids say 

My baby My bae

But i have a love story not coming out anytime soon

No need for a theater near you 

This love story a tragedy my heart calls it a pity 

No glory and its a true fucking story 

Im not lying I am/ was in love with a ...

....suicide bomber  

I swear to Allah 

Swear to the Jihad

Hear this sad tale 

Im in love with a suicide bomber,

Do you know how that feels?

Knowing she’s ready to blow it

Blow it up 

For her faith or what she believes  in is right 

That’s all she knows 

Herself , what she believes what she feels

Even if she sees its wrong to her it feels right 

Im in love with a suicide bomber 

She's ready to die

Even if my love is to be sacrificed 

Click Clacked now she's strapped up 

C4 around her heart 

Ski mask showing me her sad eyes

Ski mask covering her warm smile

Im in love with a suicide bomber

My head says let go 

My heart says don’t go 

I try to reason with here telling her showing her  it doesn't 

have to be like this 

You don’t have to go 

Those fake prophets before me lied 

I know your worth 

Those fake prophets showed u ducktales 

Made u feel worthless 

That you weren't meant for more 

That you weren't good enough 

That you weren't a queen 

Belittled you 

Kept you caged up 

Trained your mind to believe

what they wanted 

Now you don’t know any better 

so you run scared of love

 of me 

Now u run 

you give up

blow up to send a message to those who 

scorned mocked and neglected,  your love ,your trust 

But what about me ....

What about us .....

What about the L..O..V.....

See brown eyes 

 She whispers 

“you the reason why i have to cause destruction

You made this bed so lay”

I shouted i made  the bed

But you took a gun 

Now its at my head dont pull it

You have the knife in my back don’t stab it

You have the bomb don’t blow it 

Blow this 

She said go 

i believe i must do this 

I need to be free

I need my nirvana 

I got 40 virigins waiting in heaven for me

I guess we both going down 

In smoke

Cause i cant give up hope 

Hope in You 

Hope in us

I pulled the masked back and pulled her in for a kiss 

She smiled and i saw two thug tears fall from her eyes

She smiled then closed her eyes

Like in the mobster movies 

The bad guy never quits when he’s ahead

You know why ?

Cause all they know

Is how to  be is a crook .... till the very end

This solution is what she believe is her route to happiness

Thats all she knows

Now we gotta go 

As i hold her tight 

Boom

Now my love is dead

I fought so hard till the very end

My actions couldnt save her

My words were all i had left 

Even that couldn't stop her in the end

My words couldn't provide guidance 

My words couldn't provide strength 

She wanted to be at a better place

She wanted happiness

Ill never understand how she saw a place like that

without me attached at the end 

I hope it was worth it old friend 

Sacrificing the good i saw in you 

She told me she was flawed

I always taught her flaws were just beauty marks

You were a blessing from God boo

Too bad you didnt feel the same way 

about my love 

Hope it was worth it old friend  

Knowning ill never love you again

I was in love with a suicide bomber 

Hope it was worth it sending my heart up in flames

Now the thin line has been crossed

And under the love thats up in smoke 

is hate

No indifference cause i actually gave a fuck about you 

I knew more than what those prophets told you 

Now i hate you 

For not letting me show you 

Hope it was worth it 

Hope you having fun in heaven 

Cause when you pulled that cord

You sent me to hell

now i know ill never love you again

I don’t know if ill ever trust someone with my 

Heart ever again

So in the end you'll haunt me 

If love ever creeps back into my life again

Would say i hope you happy 

But  i know you are 

Cause this what you believed happiness would be

a life without me 

Thats why you pulled the cord 

Boom Boom 

Chitty Chitty Bang Bang

See that smoke floating in the sky 

Thats the love i had for you 

What ya’ll know about the L word

The Three Musketeers

Like, Lust and Love

Y’all know a few things about LIKE

Even a fewer about Lust

But y'all free folk  don’t know about  that

My favorite bad bitch

That gentle that dangerous

I call L..O..V..E

I was in love with a suicide bomber 

Even if see sent my love away in a firey blaze

I know the prophets lied to you 

This wasn't the ending for you 

For Us  .......

RIP the woman i use to know 

I don’t wish strangers good luck  cause stupidly i’m still in love with you 

Who ever you find in heaven i hope you look at them like how i looked at you

But eventual the smoke will clear 

Just like you wanted it to.....

She gave up on me  and sacrificed my love what does that say about her 

i feel for her what does that say about me 

    By Casualty of love and war 

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I Dont

I Dont

So I’m in my home  and in my mind feeling alone

and i realize i don’t

I don’t wanna love you any more

Now before u skip over these words

Know i don’t wanna love you no more

it makes no sense to

Why should i

I don’t  wanna love the way you smile

the way the edges of your mouth wrinkle

 just the slightest

When your consumed with joy

I don’t wanna love the way

The way you hold my face, the way the inside of your

Palm

Equals my calm

The way you lips taste

The way your lips taste i don’t wanna love

THAT SWEET TASTE 

Like my favorite candy as a child

My real life sweet tooth everytime i taste you

I don’t wanna love the ways that make you so cute

The way you do your hair wavey

That use to drive your Ex crazy

The way you put your hair in a messy bun when you lazy

The way you wear red lipstick when feeling frisky

They way you wear pink to drive me Brazy

The way you wear dark when you wanna be artsy

I don’t wanna love the way you walk

How you give me a fashion show even when you in the kitchen

heating up some chicken

I don’t wanna love your energy

I don’t wanna hear your angelic voice

Singing our favorite love songs

Turn off  the radio

That won’t work i still hear your songs in my dreams

I don’t wanna love how stubborn you are always wanting your way

I don’t wanna miss how u bite your lips when i go deep in you

I don’t wanna feel a cool breeze on  a hot day and be reminded of you

I don’t wanna feel heat on a cold day cause it reminds me of you

I don’t wanna miss how your tongue stole my soul

I don’t wanna fall in love with you like  the first time i saw you

Everytime i see u

I don’t wanna fall in love with you thinking about this

I don’t wanna watch you fight battles alone

When I’m suppose to be the Major

I don’t wanna miss how smooth your skin feels

The freckles on your nose

The way u hide your little toe

The way u fake laugh when annoying niggas around you

The way its never regular between me and u

The way your hands feel around the back  of …

Of my head when  your legs spread

The way my similes love your metaphors

The way my stanza wanna grab you around the throat

The way our love is so loud in a quiet room

So Full in a empty room

The way  our love listens

Felling like i have the only audience ill ever need

When its just me u and the parking lot

When everything was simple

When i would ask god to make my days longer

Just so i could think  and be with you more

The way your scent would linger

The way your brownies were the second best tasting thing from you

The way you show compassion

Passion

Laugher and joy

The way you dream big and how i wanna help guide you

I don’t wanna fall in love ever again

But even wanna  when i read this back

I don’t want you to take away

My friend

My lover

I don’t want you to be scared of me 

Light a child in the dark

Knowing you my light

I don’t wanna tell myself that i don’t love you …

When…

I do…….

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Therapy

Therapy

Doctor: Hello state your name

Dr. Jekyll: They call me Dr. Jekyll and this is Mr.….

Mr. Hyde: Relax I can state my name I’m Mr. Hyde and I don’t know why this guy brought us here

Doctor: What’s the problem state why you here

Dr. Jekyll:  We are not getting along he wants to dominate the relationship breaking the agreement.

Mr. Hyde: You need me to be I cant fucking sleep I can’t eat u got us not moving right

Doctor: What’s the root of the problem

Dr. Jekyll: I don’t know doctor.

Mr. Hyde: Fuck up nigga we got a broken heart if he won’t say it I will and it’s eating him alive

Doctor: Dr. Jekyll care to explain?

Dr. Jekyll:  We met this woman and she my drug

Mr. Hyde: WAS

Dr. Jekyll:

She’s my drug the most sweetest thing I’ve seen, smart and her smile is the shooting star of my heart, she is my

Mr. Hyde:  She don’t belong to nobody you forgot how she reminded you of that this fool lol

Dr. Jekyll:  She my angel

Mr. Hyde She’s the devil in a Blue dress

Dr. Jekyll:  Fuck up man this why I don’t let u talk I don’t let u out

Doctor: Wait your turn Hyde

Dr. Jekyll:  We not seeing eye-to-eye she’s feeling betrayed and have taken her drugs away and I’m trying not to relapse

Mr. Hyde : Yeah little man been trying to be strong but he knows that’s my job don’t take much for him to relapse a song , a picture of her  anything and his mind runs, and his relapse isn’t pretty  wakes up in cold sweats dumb nigga looking at his phone for a text , a missed call or  her hand to pull him up lmaooooooo  its rather sad woke me up out my sleep to wipe a Crybaby tear from his left cheek .

Dr. Jekyll:  I wasn’t crying I told you that was something in my eye

Mr. Hyde: Yeah Ightttt he misses his Pusha love girl so much he told her he would be her shield but she not fighting no more at least not for his war and its looking like he got PTSD

He’s a soldier with no war to fight I’m telling him

Dr. Jekyll:

But there’s still a war going on I can feeling it in my heart

Her VOICE makes the music for my heart to dance

Her touch makes my passion flow like an avalanche

She’s my Mount Everest one of the great wonders of the world

Her Freckles outline the key to my soul

Her sweet smell breathes life into my airless atmosphere

Doctor I’m fighting this war and it feels like I’m losing every battle now a days

She thinks ill commit treason she scared I’m a double agent I don’t know

But I’ve been relived from my post and I know it’s only so long till I’m replaced

Fearing that day when she says your services are no longer needed

Don’t message me don’t call me I want more distance

Doctor cant she see I was born to serve her

That I’m dying without her

Thought I had a high ranking how can she send me to court martial

Her mouth tells me she still loves me but

Her actions say I’ve been dishonorable discharge

My stripes don’t mean anything?

My war scares don’t matter?

Years I took and studied her heart don’t matter?

My friendship doesn’t matter?

My love doesn’t matter?

How it so easy for her doctor explain

Cause Mr Hyde says bad things mean things that’s why

I keep him locked away cause he’s so angry

He’s so mean and cold

Mr. Hyde: Fuck up nigga

Dr. Jekyll:  Hyde loved her more than I did too so I don’t get how he cant understand what I’m going through

Doctor: Mr. Hyde how do you feel

Mr. Hyde:  Does it fucking matter how I feel my god I hate it here u really got us here

I hate you Dr Jekyll you didn’t want to hurt  anyone  but why nobody ever worry about hurting you

You hate me Dr Jekyll but we all we got when that bitch left you in 06 because u didn’t worry enough I was there to tell you life goes on

When that other heaux strung you along I was the one that had you having fun

showing these girls how to make love

When everyone turns their back on you its, me the only one left staring back in your eyes

So don’t tell me I’m mean and cold

See doctor this niggas problem is that he really loves with all his soul 

Like he wears his love on his sleeve

He thinks in black and white

I live in the grey I was born in it

they merely adopted it

Dr. Jekyll likes addition subtraction and multiplication

Im the one that handles the algebra

1+1=2

1+1= me and you

1a+1b= WTF

And I’m here for the wtf cause his 1A, A standing for his  love not adding up to her variable cause we don’t know what B means only she does

And Dr Jekyll is so stress on what it will be Emotion getting the best of him can’t blame him

Why?

Cause I loved her too

I loved her more

She made him happy which made me

I didn’t need to put amour around Dr Jekyll heart cause she made it strong

Fuck she made mines strong too

But I don’t expect much from people

He thought his two cents was worth more

Cause her two cents worth millions to him

Doctor: What about you how u feel

Angry, angry with him angry with her

I miss Ms. Hyde she had her own side to her

Ms. Hyde and me had a connection I could feel miles away

When they were making love Ms. Hyde and me would fuck

Fuck long and strong so much passion in her eyes

Felt like a starburst when she bust in my mouf

Dr. Jekyll: Watch your mouth

Mr. Hyde: Shut up

I miss when she let me eat it like double  stuffed crust pizza from the back

The way she moaned in my ear had me full throttle like a stallion

Doctor: Is that all

Mr. Hyde: No dumbass doc it was more

Her dark passenger was my best friend

Finally I met someone I like me

and Dr. Jekyll  is cool

But she was different

We both had scars hiding in plain sight

And we were the only ones that saw it

They took away and advantage of her innocence

They stole and neglected my youth

She didn’t judge me

She kissed me like I was the one with the location to the end of the rainbow

Doctor: So why are u so mean to Dr Jekyll

Cause like how her dark passenger pushing us away

I’m HURT and I want to shove back

I want to be stubborn too

Make it easy for him too 

If Dr Jekyll the only one that want to fight he must be the only one wrong right

If you the only one that knows the truth maybe you the only one telling a lie

I love her but she don’t want to fight

And it makes him sad but makes me angry

You promised that it wouldn’t go back to the past

We both liars now then

Dr Jekyll stood by every time never leaving your side

You tossed love for others in his face

And still he never stopped being by your side

He never bluffed his cards

He worried about you

He always went out his way to make sure you were fine

Dr. Jekyll: But Hyde you got to understand where she’s coming from she doesn’t want false hope she doesn’t want to be hurt

Mr.Hyde : Lmaooo Doctor talk to this fool ,how is it false hope if we both feel it in our heart how’s it not real when we feel it everyday

Dr Jekyll maybe she’s just not into you no more

Maybe we don’t do it for her any more

Maybe she’s on to better things

Dr. Jekyll:  Don’t say that

Mr. Hyde: I have to that’s the only defense we got

Can’t you see?  

When the last time she called, texted first , reached out just cause she missed you?

Dr. Jekyll:  Maybe she just handles things different

Mr. Hyde:  Maybe she does maybe she doesn’t

Maybe the Wars over soldier and we are the losing side

We have signed the treaty and we are casualties of war

What you tell her Dr Jekyll …what you use to say?

That when you love something when you miss someone you make time

Why the FUCK is she not relapsing

Why the FUCK she don’t miss us

She don’t even want our compliments she got Instagram for that

Dr. Jekyll:  You’re a piece a shit that’s going to push away everything I  love

Mr. Hyde : Fuck up Dr Jekyll they pushing us away cause we not worth it

So I got to shove to protect you

Reach out Dr. Jekyll see if you feel her hand …

Doctor : I feel this was a good session any last words

Dr Jekyll: I love you so much still I miss you more and more everyday I’m relapsing sweetest drug I ever knew and I want to make you happy again and I’m sorry and I have a lot of love left a lot of good times left please don’t tell me the wars over

Mr Hyde : Fuck you Dr Jekyll this is your fault and if she doesn’t want to fight cool just another thing  he was wrong about stop looking at your phone Dr Jekyll she aint calling or texting she’s not checking for u online or real life and if that’s the case thank you for the time u gave us I miss my dark co passenger  but fuck all of u because in the grey area its alone and cold and Dr Jekyll knows ill show him how life goes on.. And Fuck u all cause Kraft macaroni don’t taste the same no more, R&B don’t sound the same no more , Dexter and realizing u fell out a love so quick makes kennedys not taste the same no more…. Doctor why u make me say this shit but its how I feel so don’t erase this shit … Worst Gears of War partner I ever had and the best one I’ve ever had cause I  pray everyday for my partner to come back : Tear falls down  left cheek:

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