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song of achilles rp starters

by madeline miller. i altered some quotes so they fit better  ♡

❝  i saw then how i had changed.  ❞ ❝  name one hero who was happy — you can’t.  ❞ ❝  i feel like i could eat the world raw.  ❞ ❝  you are half my soul, as the poets say.  ❞ ❝  i have no need to forgive you. you cannot offend me.  ❞ ❝  i do not fear ridicule. i never have.  ❞ ❝  you have always trusted so easily; you have had so little in your life to fear or suspect.  ❞ ❝  do you hear me? please, say something.  ❞ ❝  your face is like quicksilver, always racing to something new. you unsettle me.  ❞ ❝  you do not give things up so easily now as you once did.  ❞ ❝  now i know how to make you follow me everywhere.  ❞ ❝  i would know your face in dark or disguise. i would know it even in madness.  ❞ ❝  there is no law that gods must be fair.  ❞ ❝  i have never seen anyone fight the way you do.  ❞ ❝  our dead come for their vengeance regardless of witnesses.  ❞ ❝  the sorrow was so large it threatened to tear through my skin.  ❞ ❝  when you die, all things soft and beautiful and bright would be buried with you.  ❞ ❝  you were always better with words than i.  ❞ ❝  i will never leave you. it will be this, always, for as long as you will let me.  ❞ ❝  you smile, and your face is like the sun.  ❞ ❝  i thought you were — something. you do not — you do not move like a human.  ❞ ❝  do you want to walk up to the woods?  ❞ ❝  you can’t be very wounded if you can stand for so long.  ❞ ❝  there are no bargains between lion and men. i will kill you and eat you raw.  ❞ ❝  we are like gods at the dawning of the world.  ❞ ❝  nothing could eclipse the stain of this dirty, mortal mediocrity.  ❞ ❝  i yearn for the darkness and silence of the underworld, where i can rest.  ❞ ❝  those seconds, half seconds, that the line of our gaze connected, were the only moment in my day that i felt anything at all.  ❞ ❝  you seem utterly unaware of your effect on the people around you.  ❞ ❝  it was almost like fear, in the way it filled me, rising in my chest. it was almost like tears, in how swiftly it came.  ❞ ❝  you are a weapon, a killer. do not forget it.  ❞ ❝  i have heard that men who live by a waterfall cease to hear it — in such a way did i learn to live beside the rushing torrent of my doom.  ❞ ❝  if you have to go, you know i will go with you.  ❞ ❝  there is no one like you.  ❞ ❝  we have given each other wounds, but they are not mortal.  ❞ ❝  and perhaps it is the greater grief, after all, to be left on earth when another is gone.  ❞ ❝  who can be ashamed to lose to such beauty? it is enough to watch you win.  ❞ ❝  do not let what you have gained this day be so easily lost.  ❞ ❝  you have killed them and taken your vengeance. it is enough.  ❞ ❝  no man is worth more than another, wherever he is from.  ❞ ❝  strange that such a small kindness feels like grace.  ❞ ❝  you can use a spear as a walking stick, but that will not change its nature.  ❞ ❝  i cannot bear to see you grieving.  ❞ ❝  i remember little more than scattered images from my life then.  ❞ ❝  i would recognize you by touch alone, by smell; i would know you blind, by the way your breaths came and your feet struck the earth. i would know you in death, at the end of the world.  ❞ ❝  i see a dozen men here ready to leap on each other’s throats.  ❞ ❝  in my land a bow is marked as the weapon of cowards.  ❞ ❝  you may still make a good person.  ❞ ❝  you don’t bother to threaten me, yet. i should be worth threatening.  ❞ ❝  the memories well up like springwater, faster than i can hold them back.  ❞ ❝  i hoped that you would come.  ❞ ❝  the voices of the dead were said to have the power to make the living mad.  ❞ ❝  i have weathered the anger of gods before.  ❞ ❝  i thought of how many nights i had lain awake in this room, loving you in silence.  ❞ ❝  there is nothing in the world i want more than to know what you had not said.  ❞ ❝  you will never gain fame from your fighting. does this surprise you?  ❞ ❝  my mind is filled with cataclysm and apocalypse: i wish for earthquakes, eruptions, flood. only that seems large enough to hold all of my rage and grief.  ❞ ❝  i will not cry in front of you.  ❞ ❝  listen to me. you go too far in this. i will not be able to protect you.  ❞ ❝  there is no honor in betraying your friends.  ❞ ❝  i’m afraid I have been prompted by a rare stirring of guilt.  ❞ ❝  i promised myself that if i ever saw you again, i would keep my thoughts behind my eyes.  ❞ ❝  i did not want you to see my fear, though normally we kept nothing from each other.  ❞ ❝  gods and mortals never mix happily in our stories.  ❞ ❝  you will be dead soon enough.  ❞ ❝  you are destroying yourself. you will not be loved for this, you will be hated, and cursed.  ❞ ❝  you left yourself today. and now you are returned.  ❞ ❝  you are a better person than i.  ❞ ❝  whatever you do, i shall stand with you, as i always have.  ❞ ❝  you have looked at me a thousand thousand times, but there is something different in this gaze, an intensity i do not know.  ❞ ❝  my life is my reputation. it is all i have.  ❞ ❝  may i give you some advice? if you are truly his friend, you will help him leave this soft heart behind.  ❞ ❝  what are you thinking about?  ❞ ❝  even the boldest of people would whisper a prayer if they brushed against me.  ❞ ❝  the keen edge of my envy was like flint, a spark away from fire.  ❞ ❝  do you think we fight hopeless wars?  ❞ ❝  it is strange, that you would speak against betrayal.  ❞ ❝  if every soldier killed only those who’d personally offended him, we’d have no wars at all.  ❞ ❝  no one has ever tried to take something from me.  ❞ ❝  stay behind me.  ❞ ❝  will you help me put the rest of my armor on?  ❞ ❝  your face is blank and barren, like another language, impenetrable.  ❞ ❝  i am here because i believe that we will win. i am staying until the end.  ❞ ❝  your presence is like a stone in my shoe, impossible to ignore.  ❞ ❝  he is not worthy of you. he never has been.  ❞ ❝  will you tell me who hurt you?  ❞ ❝  it is like a nightmare; i expect, each moment, to wake to relief. but there is no waking.  ❞ ❝  i do not need to prove myself to you. to any of you.  ❞ ❝  you have always thought too much of yourself.  ❞ ❝  some men gain glory after they die, while others fade.  ❞ ❝  even here, behind the darkness of my eyelids, i cannot name the thing i hope for.  ❞ ❝  our joy is so bright we can see nothing else but the other.  ❞ ❝  you have a tender heart. an admirable quality, surely.  ❞ ❝  you are spring, golden and bright. envious death would drink your blood, and grow young again.  ❞ ❝  i will not be the raven on your shoulder all the time, predicting gloom.  ❞ ❝  you look different in sleep, beautiful but cold as moonlight.  ❞ ❝  when there is greed, there is hope.  ❞ ❝  i could have told you more, of the dreams that leave me bleary and bloodshot, the almost-screams that scrape my throat as i swallow them down.  ❞ ❝  you are angry, and not without reason.  ❞ ❝  you feel mislead; you were promised victory.  ❞ ❝  you know, it’s funny; i keep thinking i’ve seen you before.  ❞

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she's running and jumping into his arms, btw

and he's absolutely clinging to her, lifting her off the floor in the tightest hug as he buries his head into her neck. "missed you, sweetheart."

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hi 🥺

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I hate making a post like this...

My dog had a severe seizure saturday night which resulted in an emergency vet visit that costed me 300 dollars because he kept having them ( hes only 5 ) . because of that , I am behind on rent and my landlord is such a fucking asshole and won't comprise with me. I won't get paid again until the 4th but he's demanding it exactly on the 30th.

i have a small business of handmade perfumes based off characters. I am opening up my shop for commissions. I do masculine, feminine , and unisex scents. Made with grapeseed oil , vitamin e oil , and witch hazel so it's very good for your skin.

i currently have a BUNCH of fandoms listed ( i actually need to upload my my hero academia scents )

$10 per scent on a premade scent on the site and $15 per commissioned scent plus shipping. For a commissioned scent, please message my shop or shoot me a dm here.

my shop is peachypandascents.com

i love you all. If you can , please reblog to get the word out.

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hi (breaking free of the blankets)

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INTERVIEW WITH THE VAMPIRE 2.04

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it happens almost instantly-- armand's body sinking. a visible snap and release of tension and he practically melts into santiago. his own lip drawn into mouth as eyes roll back and the ancient takes in the intimate pleasure of the blood. when his eyes open again, they are wide and blown as he looks to his love-- his husband. that fucking book. infernal thing. how it... tore him apart. try as he might to tease and joke about it, there were still such obvious wounds within armand. holes and lestat knew how to pour salt into them with his words. it sunk into his mind and... he hated how it made him. that it made him act like this. scared. desperate to be reminded of the love he shared with santiago.

hungry to believe it, to know it to be true.

but he looks at him now and it is as if all doubt is washed away. because he remembers how bare and true and open he has been with santiago. and here he still was, holding him. promising his soul.

"promise me better--" a pause, nose brushing against nose and armand felt his entire body warm and curl at the scent of blood, of his blood. "live for me, maître. never leave me."

venomous greens glare into vibrant oranges at armand's words. he continued to shake , his head turning to the side -- looking away from the other for a moment. santiago stared off into the bright lights of the buildings surrounding theirs -- the bright lights of the island. sometimes - he missed the quiet of the small cottage in france .... even if it held painful memories. hands slowly uncurled from palms ; blood dripping from the painful punctures of glass like nails.

"you needed to hear it ??" a low hiss came from him as he looked back at armand. steps coming closer to the ancient again ; blood covered hand reaching out as nails slowly scraping across smooth cooper skin. fingers smearing blood gently across his cheek before he slowly leaned in. heated breathes inches from his husband's face.

"you need to hear me say how much i love you -- how much i need you?"

a softened sigh left him left him as his finger smeared blood down the others bottom lip slowly. "you have my whole being -- my whole soul. i would die for you , armand. upon a command ... i'd gladly give you my life." he whispered. "i love you deeply , arun."

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armand would like to lie and say he had tried to avoid santiago-- that there had been no allure felt. but even that lie was too thick and heavy on armand's tongue. the truth was, he'd been captivated. yes, the cat chasing the mouse. though, to compare one such as santiago to a mere rodent... it hardly felt just.

he hums, fingertips gliding over stone as he approaches. closer and closer until he is able to bring a hand up. rapid motion but a softness to the way his touch slips across santiago's face.

"mmm... do not confused my feelings toward your maker, for how you make me feel, fledgling." a slow spreading grin. "you... are something else entirely."

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PARIS. 1918. THÉÂTRE DES VAMPIRES.

SANTIAGO. stood there , fingers tracing the etched name of his sire as he laid there , dead in his tomb ( by the very hands of the man that spoke such words ). the voice was eager and yet santiago didn't move from his spot , venomous greens blinking softly. "so.. the cat has finally chased the mouse."

his voice was soft before he slowly looked back at the other , turning from the memory of the one that made him , that saved his pathetic life. "I thought you despised me , maître?"

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⋆｡‧˚ʚ💋ɞ˚‧｡⋆ 𝐲𝐨𝐮. 𝐦𝐞. 𝐧𝐨𝐰. (VERY USFT!!!!) 𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬 - send ‘reverse’ for the sender and receiver to swap. adjust wording as needed!

[ grind ] sender straddles receiver’s lap and starts grinding against them, slow and intentional

[ whisper ] sender leans in and whispers exactly what they want to do to receiver in excruciating detail

[ wristgrab ] in the middle of a heated moment, sender pins receiver’s wrists above their head

[ needy ] sender pulls receiver into their lap, desperate and breathless, kissing them like it’s not enough

[ tease ] sender drags their lips and tongue down the length of receiver’s stomach, but stops just before going lower

[ undone ] sender undresses receiver one piece of clothing at a time, dragging it out with loaded glances

[ taste ] sender drops to their knees and starts kissing up the inside of receiver’s thighs

[ lapfull ] sender drags receiver onto their lap in the middle of a conversation, their hands already wandering

[ control ] sender takes full control, guiding receiver’s hands, body, and every motion

[ tug ] sender grips receiver’s hair and yanks their head back to kiss them roughly

[ choke ] sender wraps a hand lightly around receiver’s throat while their lips are barely apart

[ lipbite ] sender bites down on receiver’s bottom lip while grinding against them

[ praise ] in the middle of it all, sender whispers praise between every movement "just like that," "you're doing so good," "don’t stop"

[ beg ] sender makes receiver beg for it

[ mouthy ] sender licks into receiver’s mouth mid-kiss, messy and aggressive

[ suck ] sender sucks a mark into receiver’s neck, possessive and without shame

[ edge ] sender brings receiver right to the brink, over and over, refusing to let them finish

[ wrecked ] sender has one goal: to leave receiver trembling and ruined beneath them

[ needy grind ] clothes still on, sender grinds against receiver until they’re both panting, desperate for more

[ between ] sender slips a hand between receiver’s thighs while whispering, “you’ve been wanting this, haven’t you?”

[ ride ] sender pushes receiver down and climbs on top, holding eye contact the entire time

[ spit ] sender leans over and lets spit drip into receiver’s mouth before kissing them hard

[ mess ] clothes scattered, sheets ruined, bodies tangled—sender and receiver didn’t hold back

[ slow ] sender draws everything out. every stroke, every breath, every motion unbearably slow

[ possessive ] sender fucks receiver like they’re trying to make sure no one else ever will

[ overstim ] sender keeps going even after receiver's already shaking from release

[ grip ] sender grabs receiver by the hips, holding them in place while taking full control

[ hot & heavy ] sender and receiver go at it somewhere they absolutely shouldn’t

[ control freak ] sender lets receiver think they're in charge… until they flip the roles mid-way

[ lips everywhere ] sender kisses every part of receiver’s body.

[ breathless ] sender doesn’t let up until receiver is clawing at their back, gasping for air

[ all night ] sender makes sure receiver doesn’t sleep... again, and again, and again

[ tongue ] sender slides their tongue along receiver’s skin, taking their time tasting every inch

[ dark corner ] they don’t make it home! sender drags receiver into a shadowed corner and gets to work

[ eye contact ] sender holds eye contact the entire time they’re going down on receiver

[ mirror ] sender takes receiver in front of the mirror so they can both watch

𝐝𝐢𝐚𝐥𝐨𝐠𝐮𝐞

❝ i want to hear every sound you make. don’t hold back. ❞

❝ get on your knees—now. ❞

❝ you’re not leaving this bed until i say so. ❞

❝ look at you. all mine and dripping for it. ❞

❝ you said 'just one more time' last time, remember? ❞

❝ keep quiet, or they’ll hear. ❞

❝ is this what you wanted? me, like this, ruining you? ❞

❝ you’re shaking—already? we’ve barely started. ❞

❝ i haven’t even touched you yet, and you're already begging. ❞

❝ be good for me and spread your legs. ❞

❝ don’t you dare finish until i tell you to. ❞

❝ you’re going to be the death of me, but i’ll die happy. ❞

❝ say it. say you need me. say it louder. ❞

❝ i could do this all night. want to test me? ❞

❝ if you want more, use your words. ❞

❝ you look so pretty when you beg. ❞

❝ you’re not shy now, are you? ❞

❝ take it. like that. good. ❞

❝ tell me where you want my mouth. ❞

❝ don’t bite your lip—moan. i want to hear it. ❞

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` AM I MEANT TO BOW AND APPLAUSE FOR YOU ? '

HIGH ACTIVITY MULTI-MUSE. housing nicolas de lenfent of the vampire chronicles.

interview with the vampire , the sandman , stranger things , marvel , and more also reside here rent free.

SQUID. 25+. previously hehyms

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life update + asking for help.

About two months ago, I suddenly lost my dad. A few days before he took his own life, he was diagnosed with melanoma cancer. He’s always lived with mental health struggles, he would have been sixty five on April 10.

When it happened, I totally dropped off the internet completely. I’ve been processing the loss, and how it happened, but I cut my internet bill to compensate for the major life event this has been. I’ve just been going non stop for weeks, I’ll be able to respond to messages and concerns in a bit. I hope I didn’t worry anyone too much.

I’m not sure why he did what he did but I think he was just searching for some rest. And he has that now — I’ve been trying to catch up with life since the loss; he had some bills that I needed to take care of, on top of services for end of life care. I have nearly everything sorted now but a bill of $102 that is due in 3 days. It’s frustrating because I just don’t have it right now and they’re being pretty strict about when it’s paid. I’m at the library now, just posting this everywhere I can, thank you so much for reading. I miss being around a ton.

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hi (from beneath my pile of blankets)