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Why QLL matters, in your own words. It’s why we do what we do <3

This pride month, we’re raising $50k to keep the library up and running for the next year & beyond. There’s one week left to give! Pitch in and spread the word! 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️

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to quote my bestie and pulitzer prize winner tony kushner “hope isn’t a choice, it’s a moral obligation, an obligation to the cells in your body” and “it is an ethical obligation to look for hope; it is an obligation not to despair.” like god. it is so fucking hard it is harder than anything in the world to wake up and have faith that things will be better and we can change things but it is the only thing we tangibly have and can pass on to other people. idrk where i was going with this but yea

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gossip rag

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one thing about monks is they will be tormented by visions

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being so fucking worried that a foot fetishist may see your toes and jack off about it that you start censoring your feet online and treating them like a perverted thing and being weird about seeing other people’s feet is fucking weird puritan behaviour and i really wish the general internet hadn’t gotten that far

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they're married they met and immediately started being messily divorced they are not on speaking terms but they do talk occasionally which is different they're coworkers they're bitter enemies they're co-conspiritors they're children having a nightmare they're the only two people who understand each other. they plot to kill god together and they seduce god together and they say the worst things anyone's ever said to each other and they don't even need to speak out loud to do it anymore. when they confront god together they pass a cigarette back and forth and trade personalities every couple of minutes and when they think he's dead they collapse into each other's arms. they do not forgive each other and they never ever will and still it's a shame that they didn't get to throw themselves into the sun together like they planned. i didn't say their names but they popped into your head didn't they.

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making heavy use of a technique i like to call "bothering my cat" which consists largely of bothering my cat

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how do you want to sign in?

text me a code

email me a code

tell us the last meaningful conversation you had with your mother

click on this map the last three places you went to that are not your home

the password you signed up with (don't pick this one)

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Ah Xu. Finally, you've admitted that I'm good-looking. WORD OF HONOR | episode thirteen

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 I got a couple of movies from Netflix and they had these cool Halloween-themed mailers. Maybe I’m easily amused, but they’re kind of nifty!

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i think what bothers me about a lot of "girl power" narratives is that they function on the implicit idea on the idea that women can become worthy of respect. and i happen to think that really caring about women means believing they already are worthy of respect. that historical seamstresses and soccer moms and forgotten sisters and sweet polite little girls and someone's weird grandma matter just as much as the warriors and politicians, even if they, personally, never accomplish anything "cool."

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in many cases, you can go to museum and see art there ☝️ often it feels good to do this

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Detect evil but it becomes increasingly clear that whoever calibrated it had some really weird moral stances.

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the illusion of choice

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i miss them