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i literally can’t function without my headphones

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I wish to make this cage my own. And I would never let you out of it...Ever.

— Shoujo Kakumei Utena ep.11, Gracefully cruel, the one who picks up the flower

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writing is hard. you’re doing it anyway. you’re basically a god. a really tired, under-caffeinated god in pajamas.

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huge shout out to this little kid for writing my favorite poem

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now that i have malice in my heart forever and no hope for the future i can finally relax

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i’m actually allergic to long-term planning

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*.˗ˏˋ DEILD- The Quickest And Easiest Method To Lucid Dream That I know ´ˎ˗.*

Listennnn, I love the lucid dream method down. It is AND ALWAYS WILL BE my favorite way to shift, apart from the void state.

BUT I know I cannot be the only one struggling to get lucid😩😭 At least I used to struggle before I found DEILD. I found other techniques tedious, having to do constant reality checks during the day felt like a chore and lying completely still in bed for 30+ minutes waiting for my body to fall asleep was quite literally torture to me. IF I could stay awake through it because most times I couldn’t or just rolled over and gave up because nothing was happening and I was très uncomfortable.

I’ve tried mild, SSILD, fild, ALL THE “ILDS” every single one and while they are effective, I’ve finally found the technique that works best for me and takes the least amount of time so I thought I would share, just in case it may help someone else!

With this technique you…..

Go from being awake directly into a lucid dream without falling asleep (this is called a wake initiated lucid dream and in my experience I feel more aware and in control with these vs when I randomly become aware in the middle of my dream. They are also easier to remember if you have poor dream recall. )

Are able to start the lucid dream scene in the privacy of your own room so you don’t have to worry about trying to shift in the middle of distracting dream scenes or dealing with distracting dream characters

You can save a Lucid dream that’s been cut short or even have several lucid dreams in one night using this method

Don’t need to do reality checks during the day if you don’t want to or do any other daytime prep

The whole thing takes 10-30 seconds START TO FINISH!

The technique…

*.˗ˏˋ DEILD ´ˎ˗.*

Dream Exit Initiated Lucid dream

Steps…

Before bed set the intention that when you wake up you will immediately remember to perform DEILD

Set a touchless alarm to wake you up anywhere from 3-6 hours after falling asleep. I like this one! Maybe put it in a playlist with a lucid dreaming subliminal or theta waves set to play after the alarm goes off to boost your chances of becoming Lucid🌙

Go to bed as normal. As I fall asleep I like to imagine myself waking up to the alarm and successfully performing DEILD. Then I imagine myself successfully entering the void from the LD and then successfully waking up in my wr. I loop this sequence until I fall asleep. I do this to help me remember to do the technique the second I wake up, but it is not at all necessary.

Immediately upon waking and hearing the alarm, I try to remember to stay still and not open my eyes. Minimal movement is fine, but we’re trying to convince our body that we’re still asleep! The alarm will shut off on its own.

Wait for what feels like 10 seconds without actually counting (Again, you don’t want to activate your Brain and wake yourself up too much )

After it feels like 10 seconds have gone by, do a reality check like the nose pinch test EVEN IF YOU FEEL WIDE AWAKE and don’t think you could possibly already be back asleep in only 10 seconds. Most of the time you’ll already be in what is called a false awakening-when you think you’re awake in bed but you’re actually dreaming

If you were able to breathe through your closed nose you are now in a lucid dream starting out in your room. You can proceed to shift to your dr in any way you like-some of my go to’s are:

-creating a portal

-entering the void and shifting from there

-entering the astral realm and shifting from there

-waking myself up from the dream but intending to wake up in my dr not my cr

Editors note:

If when you do the nose pinch test, you are still awake, repeat step 6 up to 2 more times. If by this point, you still have not entered a lucid dream, it is best to go back to bed and try again the next time you wake up. This method is very effective but fragile, as it is best performed in that very small hypnopompic window right when you are teetering on the edge of awake and asleep.

Why this method works…

When you wake up from sleep and don’t move or open your eyes, it tricks your body into thinking that you’re still asleep and it puts you back in a dream, even though your mind is actually awake! This is why a touchless alarm is helpful, or you can use natural awakenings.

Troubleshooting the method…

The hardest part about this method is remembering to stay still as soon as you wake up.

You can set the intention to remember to do so before bed

You can also use prospective memory training during the day (every time you look in a mirror/ drink something/ plug in your phone/ enter a different room etc you can affirm “the next time I wake up I will immediately remember to perform DEILD” )

And if you move by mistake or have to use an alarm that needs manually turned off, all is not necessarily lost. it’s still worth trying anyway as long as you think you’ll be able to fall back asleep! Just wait 30 seconds instead of 10 before doing a reality check and consider using an anchor to help keep you focused and awake (could be focusing on the sound of the subliminal if you made a playlist, or the sound of a fan etc)

TLDR OF THE TECHNIQUE:

Wake up either naturally or to a touch-less alarm. If you must use a manual alarm, keep movement minimal as to not activate your brain too much.

Lie still with your eyes closed and keep a blank mind for 10-30 seconds

Do a reality check to see if you are lucid dreaming

Shift from the lucid dream

Videos explaining the technique….

“Use this simple technique for more lucid dreams. Please.” -Tiger123

“Lucid dreaming techniques shouldn’t be this easy!” - Daniel Love

“Dream exit induced lucid dreams-DEILD tutorial”- Tipharot

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Life cycle of our Sun, from beginning to end~

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⚖️ Witchcraft Doesn’t Owe You Proof

Not everything sacred needs to be converted into data or monetized into results. Fantasy isn’t “lesser.” Symbolism doesn’t have to justify itself to capitalism. Internal experiences are valid experiences. And imagination? It is a power. It doesn’t need a paycheck, a testimonial, or a TikTok manifestation glow-up to matter.

Witchcraft—at its core—is liminal. It lives in the in-between, in dreams, in play, in the mythic, in the symbolic. Yes, it can be practical and results-based. But it also can be deeply indulgent, internal, aesthetic, irrational, beautifully useless in the utilitarian sense. That’s not weakness. That’s art. That’s freedom.

🧹 The Burden of Legitimization

When witches today feel the need to constantly prove that their craft works in the "real world"—it’s a form of protective posturing. Centuries of persecution, accusations, and erasure led to an underlying anxiety: “If I don’t produce, they’ll call me a fraud. If I don’t fix something, they’ll call me evil. If I indulge in fantasy, they’ll call me insane.”

That anxiety is real. It’s collective trauma. But bending to it doesn’t liberate anyone. It just hands your practice over to the same structures that once condemned it.

🕯️ You Know What’s Revolutionary?

Saying: “My witchcraft isn’t for you.” “My fantasy isn’t meant to fix the world.” “My symbols don’t need to be literal to be real or meaningful or useful to me.” “This practice is sacred because I feel it, not because it ‘works’ on reality.”

That is radical honesty. That is witchcraft with backbone. And that’s where I'm standing.

🐺 But Not Me. Not Us.

I’m a black-garbed warlock with a demon wolf at my side. I have skeletons and sigils and a pendulum that doesn’t need to predict anything to feel sacred. I make charms not for productivity, but for companionship. I speak to spirits, not to control them, but to coexist.

This isn’t about usefulness. This isn’t about outcomes. This is about presence. Power. Permission to imagine. Because that, more than any dollar or spell, is what the world fears:

A woman who doesn’t need to explain her inner world to anyone.

🕯️ To Those Still in the Shadows:

If you’ve ever felt that your magic was “not enough” because it was too symbolic, too dark, too strange, too aesthetic, too rooted in fantasy— Let me say this with fire:

You do not owe this world results. Your path does not require proof. Your magic is not a pitch deck.

You are not broken for indulging in something that doesn’t “serve a purpose.” You are not immature for finding love in the mythical. You are not failing if your witchcraft doesn’t fix the world’s wounds.

Sometimes witchcraft is not about fixing. It’s about feeling. It’s about facing. It’s about fcking existing as you are, wild and untamed and unquantifiable.

🔚 My Magic Is Not For Sale

So to the algorithms, the moral panics, the critics, the capitalist covens, the skeptics, the sanitized influencers, and every fake “demonologist” who ever tried to leash the strange:

You don’t belong in my pit. My witchcraft will remain indulgent. Symbolic. Unapologetically dark. Unmeasurable. And mine.

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Intro to Shäharah - I : Rituals

Shäharah follows a four step process when it comes to worship of the divine. However, all four of those utilise the same core mantras, in Shäharah called Zhenan. These are the eight attributes of Isa and the 10 wisdoms. Each of the eight attributes and the 10 wisdoms contain two types of zhenan, one that ends with 'm' and the other with 'ħ'. The first is an involution of the respective energy. Think of it as the waxing phase, where the moon receives energy from the sun and the waning phase, where the moon gives energy back to the sun (*this is all a metaphor).

The eight attributes are:

absolute being - öm | öħ

absolute consciousness - aim | aiħ

absolute chaos - ähram | ähraħ

absolute inversion - bhrum | bhruħ

neither perception nor non perception - hum | huħ

absolute nothingness - sham | shaħ

absolute absence - ðam | ðaħ

absolute reflective awareness - äham | ähaħ

The 10 wisdoms are

The all-wise - klim | kliħ - There is One Holy Book, the sacred manuscript of nature, the only scripture that can enlighten the reader. 

The all-encompassing - srim | sriħ - There is One Community, the community of beings, which unites all beings indiscriminately in Isa. 

The praiseworthy - krim | kriħ - There is One Object of Praise, the beauty which uplifts worshippers through all aspects from the seem to the unseen. 

The most forbearing - hrim | hriħ - There is One Moral, the Love that springs forth from self-denial, and blooms in deeds of beneficence. 

The absolute truth - sraum | srauħ - There is One Truth, the true Knowledge of our being, within and without, which is the essence of all Wisdom

The guide - klaum | klauħ - There is One Master, the guiding spirit of all souls, who constantly leads followers towards the light. 

The all protecting - kraum | krauħ - There is One Path, the annihilation of the false ego in the real, which raises the mortal to immortality, and in which resides all perfection

The judge - haum | hauħ - There is One Religion, the unswerving progress in the right direction towards the ideal, which fulfills the life's purpose of every soul. 

The reckoner - hraum | hrauħ - There is One Law, the law of reciprocity, which can be observed by a selfless conscience together with a sense of awakened justice. 

The ever-living - ahm | aħ - There is One Divinity, the Eternal, the Only Being; none exists save The Divine, in transcendence and immanence; in multiplicity, duality and oneness and beyond all. 

Ok, now the four step process:

müjah : concentration - immanence

mürqab : contemplation - transcendental-immanence

müshah : meditation - transcendence

mühan : realisation - immanent-transcendence

In the 1st stage, one performs the obligatory ceremonial ritual. This is a prostration and external ritualised prayer used to ground oneself and internalise the zhenan.

In the 2nd stage, one performs visualisations of the inner cosmos, building up their inner cosmos, called shambhala, it is an exploration of their inner cosmos through what resonates with their being.

In the 3rd stage, one performs meditation. Meditation is about being receptive to whatever comes. The ability to just be. Again to meditate, it all depends on what you want, either nature background sounds, an öm sound, a mantra on repeat in the background etc.

In the 4th stage, it is about receiving revelations. Revelations either come through visions or through sounds, and you will know the difference between your imagination and these visions because synchronicities will happen in your waking life. It is about working with these revelations, writing them down and studying the symbolisms so you can progress. Going deeper into the revelations if you will.

Some people work better with mantras alone, some with contemplating on abstract symbols especially geometric shapes and others work better with visual cues. That is why every card of the divine manifestations have all three forms of the divine.

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Introduction to Shäharah - The Four Pillars

The shäharah believe that the divine manifests itself in four forms, known as Kal:

Immanent : concentration : müjhah : will : desire

Transcendental-Immanent : contemplation : mürqab : emotions : addiction

Transcendental : meditation : müshah : intellect : binding

Immanent-Transcendental : realisation : mühan : understanding : obedience

These are known as the four pillars and all rituals can be analysed through these four pillars.

The immanent manifests itself through physical images, mudras and idols, which are the concrete manifestation of the divine and grounds the shäher (follower of shäharah) in the material reality. The immanent worship of the divine is done through ceremonial magic, where ritual ceremonies induce a state of concentration on the divine.

The second stage is transcendental immanence. This is the manifestation of the divine through sound, primarily mantras, sounds that speak directly to the subconscious mind, unlike traditional language that talks to the conscious mind. It doesn't mean mantras have no meaning but rather that mantras have a more primal meaning that bypasses intellectual and logical thought. This is the manifestation of the divine as various subtle energies in the body.

The third stage is meditation. This is the transcendental aspect of the divine, this is the manifestation of the divine as their complete whole, the attributeless quality. Isa. As unity.

The fourth stage is realisation. This is the manifestation of the divine as an immanent-transcendence, through geometrical shapes like yantras, hexagrams etc.

The goal of shäharah is to achieve complete realisation. In which complete realisation means the achievement of immortality in the body, mystical, magical and material powers with a constant unity between the soul (Ruħ) and Isa where the rituals of shäharah fall under each of these categories providing a balance between all four of these, this balance is the fifth pillar.

Sunrise - müshah (meditation)

Afternoon - mühan (simply a prayer to realise the divine)

Sunset - müjhah (concentration)

Night - mürqab (contemplation)

Midnight - mrtan (union of all forms)

This depends on each individual's practice. You can divide it within a day or decide to simply perform one midnight ritual (all called Dua) etc. I will show the rituals themselves in the upcoming instalments, so it is easier to choose how to modify them depending on one's schedule and lifestyle.