Someone today when they were like âyouâre so damn skinnyâ and I was like *surprised pikachu face*
Someone: you look skinnier
Me: thanks!
Also me:
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me: eating voluntarily
my brain: wow you truly are faking your ed
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âRemember when you wouldnât eat ANYTHING? And just look at you now!â
Me:
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Me every time my fiancé tells me I need food when I obviously look like I DONT
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When people compare an eating disorder to a diet
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Me: *experiences any sort of emotion*
My ED: đ
Me:
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Me: I canât eat that I know how many calories are in it
Mom: well just donât think about that!
Me:
Me:
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Fuck your nutrients
My body: WILL SOMEONE PLEASE GIVE ME SOME NUTRIENTS
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#ShoutoutSunday
đ§ Happy Sunday, everybody. Taking this time to highlight the designs & work of 22-year-old content creator, Jude @mermaidqueenjude (she/they)! đ§
From Judeâs Youtube channel:
I am a latinx content creator who strives to make a difference for the creators who are going to come after me. I am the founder of the Mermaid Kingdom, a community which aims to create a place of self-love, inclusion, and positivity every day. Through my platform, I lead discussions based on social justice, body positivity, and work towards combating homophobia and other dangerous media stereotypes.
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 thinness is not an accomplishment design
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my self love is an act of rebellion design
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bodies have no moral value design
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bisexuality (n) design
All designs are available in sizes small to 5XL!
 đ§ You can also find Jude on:
Twitter: MerQueenJude
Instagram: mermaidqueenjude
Facebook: Jude Valentin (mermaidqueenjude)
Website: mermaidqueenjude.com
(Mod Note: Hey, Mod #10 here. Just fyi, EDRP is not paid or coerced to give shout-outs to any people or products. Tbh? I just got my own âthinness is not an accomplishmentâ shirt the other day & wanted to give others the chance to grab their own)
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Ok but Iâm like this all week and then the moment I see Sam Iâm cracking jokes
Therapist: How have you been doing this week?
Me:
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STOP CALLING ME OUT LIKE THIS
#galaxybrain #edrecovery
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Well guys I was doing ok in recovery for like a month đ€·đŒââïž
Me: I got my e.d under control
My ed:
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Me: hasnât been drinking besides the occasional glass of wine, has been trying to eat more and hasnât been purging except once a week, sends wonderful email to professor about how Iâm doing betterâąïž and told her weeks ago that I WILL NOT get drunk and throw up all summer like I usually do.
Also me: gets blackout drunk sitting on kitchen floor alone, during the day, disassociates, cries for no fucking reason, purges three times in one day.
Ugh đđ
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This still applies two years later SHIT
Me: *desperately tries to avoid attaching to my therapist as a parental figure*
Therapist: *says theyâre proud of me*
*crashing sounds in distance*
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âRemember when you wouldnât eat ANYTHING? And just look at you now!â
Me:
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Yesterday was my birthday, and it was great âșïž
Except, my mom didnât acknowledge it.
We donât really have a relationship or talk but I still try and include her, bought her a present for Motherâs Day but she looked right at my fiancĂ© and thanked him for it even though I hung it up outside. She never usually likes her gifts and Iâm glad it made her happy but it seemed like she didnât acknowledge we bought it together. We never really talk but I tried to sit and have a conversation with her, just a little chat is all we can manage usually, nothing deep.
Usually sheâll make a small Facebook post wishing me happy birthday or a simple text because she never reaches out to me. My brain told me she wasnât this year but I shooâd it away like âcome on now, she always does, give her a chance.â
By 1pm nothing had been posted and I didnât have any notifications on my phone. I started tearing up but I figured she was maybe still at work.
By 10pm, despite all the well wishes from friends and other family and my dad, I realized she wasnât going to do it. âShe must have just forgottenâ, I told Luke. But who forgets their own kids birthday?
My mind swirled. Maybe I wasnât a good enough daughter. Maybe I wasnât nice enough to her the last time I saw her. Maybe I shouldnât have been upset when she touched my graduation hat because I thought it was going to slip off. There was no âIâm proud of youâ on my graduation day but she did say bye to me and Luke and seemed friendly. Maybe she thinks Iâm a brat and didnât wish me a happy birthday on purpose. Maybe sheâll text today saying sorry sheâs late but wishing me anyways. Sheâs on her phone and on Facebook all the time, how could she have forgotten?
I always act like itâs ok because I have so much other love in the world to fill the hole. I always say âbut itâs ok! I have everyone else, I love yâall!â I love my mother too though. I told Luke last night that my professor, who I never meant or asked to fill this hole, does a pretty damn good job of doing it. But on my 26th birthday, my professor was on vacation because sheâs not my mother. And my own mother didnât wish me happy birthday. This was the first year I didnât hear from her.
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