hereticalvoice94

[hereticalvoice94]

Nietzche stated that “God is dead”. Crowley created a religious philosophy by which man could lead his own life unencumbered by the fetters of organized religion. Both of these great men have been inspirations to me as a writer, thinker, artist an all-around human being. What does it mean to be human? How did we get here? Is there a god? And if so, what is its nature?

All of these questions, and More, have I pondered and stumbled about, thinking of a sufficient answer. I dare say that I still don’t know the answers to any of the above stated questions. But it is my hope that throughout the remainder of my life that I could get a sliver or glimpse of the “Inner World” - a small gap in the fabric of reality that I can hear the voice of god say, “My son, I’m here”.

My life’s work, or Magnus Opus, should be enthralled with grand adventures and climactic scenes of titillation and or pure ecstasy. However, as I write this, at the primed age of 27, I have traveled little, wrote nothing of truly great delight nor experienced much of the outside world.

There is, however, a distinct yearning to grow in other areas, such as, epistemology and psychology and to experience the outside world and to reconnect with the original temple of God - nature. As I pen this paper, it is my hope, or dream, to live a truly fulfilling and undoubtedly by some, lawless and sinful life; a life free to be the free spirit that I am!

Hopefully, I will live my life to the fullest, unconfined and unfettered by the shackles of religious, ethical, moral and sociological restrictions; isn’t that the true Left-Hand Path? A life lived to the most extreme. A life lived to break free from all taboos and limitations.

If there is no god, no deity to be praised nor revered nor worshipped, then dare I say that the god in which mankind should be thankful for is the God of his own will - the will to live, the will to compose beautiful symphonies and quartets, the will to write the most eloquent prose and poetry, the will to create the most awe-inspiring art - that is a god I could revere. A god by which meaning and purpose are not superfluous but essential - a will that excels in its natural habitat - the “Transcendent Will”.

A god doesn’t need to exist, or be present, in order for us to find awe-inspiring or mystical joys of the natural world around us. In fact if a god dose exist, especially the one in the Bible, Talmud or Quran, it would fly in the face of nature and her glorious essence. The biblical or abrahamic god is the demon-king and liar of all of the natural world; a force for ill not good.

Furthermore, a god that personally Intervenes in the lives of people, answering prayers and working miracles, for example, would have the greatest audacity to answer someone’s prayer to heal them from cancer when the omnipotent and omniscient deity would have put the cancer in the patient in the first place or allowed it to happen. This by definition of distich and psychopathic at its finest; A lousy and capricious God that has nothing better to do than to curse someone with an illness and then heal them while they beg for their life; that is evil, that is wicked.

But let us not go on about the sorrows of the world, but let’s look beyond it and transcend even death by living life to the fullest with our will in mind. What better way than thrusting both middle fingers to death, and telling it to fuck off, than to live life in the moment and to live it with meaning and purpose? Nothing.

One must rise above this nihilistic and apathetic universe, a world that has little to no meaning, and to smash down all laws, all morals and all restrictions! Fuck Jesus! Fuck Allah! Fuck Buddha! Fuck Shiva! We must cultivate and nourish the “Transcendent Will” in one’s self.

This is where the individual takes form - a group or collectivist mindset is an earthly ill that must be extinguished. The “Transcendent Will” shall overcome all obstacles and challenges, thus needing assistance or guidance from the group is utterly useless.

The individual should fight tooth and nail, fist and hammer against the common goal of the herd and group. But if he cannot sufficiently deal a lethal blow to an enemy, such as an anti-individualist philosophy like fascism, then the individualist might have to gather a group to take down the enemy. Thus, It is the will and resolute spirit of the individual to lead the charge of death, not the group; the group is a mere tool while the individual is the spearhead of it all.

Such men, like Adolf Hitler and Joseph Stalin would qualify as great ambassadors of the ideals of the individualist and embody the spirit of the “Transcendent Will”; kings who could have remade the world according to their Will and then transcend beyond the confines of the common herd and sheep. However, the individual can become corrupt. As In the case of Hitler, who advocated the state or the collectivist-ilk to conquer the individual, he then betrays the “Transcendent Will” and makes a fatal mistake that cost him the war.

By imposing his Will onto others, who each have their own Will, he makes the mistake of overstepping the boundary of his Will. Hitler tears down the flag of the individual and creates a police state to enforce the collectivist-scum.

Now, I shall lay down the ideals of what a person with the “Transcendent Will” embodies. He makes no concern for morals, religion, society or group dynamics to take hold of him. He unfetters his spirit from the shackles of the burdens of morals and ethics. He admires nature and treats her with great respect. He calls for the death of those that would impose their ideology or group over the individual. He yields to no one. He flourishes in the creative world of art, literature, music and so forth. He relinquishes all limiting limitations. He imposes his Will upon others that would dare to deny him his. He thinks for himself. He is law unto himself. He makes no attempt to bargain with his freedom and puts all to the sword who would dare to deny him this! He makes no attempt to impose his Will over others unjustly. He is born free and he shall live free and he shall die free!